Showing posts with label forgive. Show all posts
Showing posts with label forgive. Show all posts

Sunday, July 20, 2025

To Those Who Have Cried Out

 


[NOTE*: I have been working hard ever since the last post. Sorting through, polishing, and praying over 59-60 pages, which of course, not all will be posted.

Thank goodness, sigh some readers think...that would be overkill! lol BP]

There have been days lost due to medicinal adjustments, withdrawal from certain (prescribed) medicines (hallelujah - gone is the Tylenol #4s and #3s after seven [7] long years of the pain med.) That is what I thought - at first - but they want to try me on Fentanyl, a patch. The idea is quite unsettling...but it's temporary.

We All Need Jesus/Yeshua

be healed
Every knee will bow
all will confess
Jesus Christ is LORD

Step by step, God is healing me. I believe it. There are countless testimonies where the healing took place over time and not instantly, but i note changes. There is unbelief around me by those I live with (my adult children, but it is because of the way it is being done by Jesus/Yeshua. A lot is wrong with me also, so they look at that).

But faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God [Rom 10:17], so I have to stay immersed. God is good; He is helping us all.

The distractions and interruptions (again) have become surprisingly astronomical. Well, not so surprising...it is the times we are in. Friends, distractions are part of the devil's arsenal. Now hold up, some are definitely just life, and some we bring on ourselves, but you want to believe that the enemy will distract us majorly with things going on in the world. I just have to put that out there while I think of it.

Be prepared and alert. (Jesus said it best - Watch and pray!)

Many brethren are running into problems (technical and otherwise), trying to get out videos, blogs, supplies - whatever it is they are accomplishing for the Lord, directed by him.

We have need of each other. People are needing encouragement, prayer...Pray for the Body of Christ to remain strong. God has been doing a cleansing for some time, and it shall continue. 

We are propelling quickly toward the Great Tribulation, but we who believe keep looking up for our redemption draws nigh.

I was discouraged when I pushed hard all day to complete the second post of Test of Faith (hopefully, Part Two tomorrow). Many are being tested in their faith right now because of the things that are coming. 

There is going to be carnage, kind of like people who litter the highways and cities, things purposefully being thrown our way by the enemy. A mess - a chaotic mess. Faith is being tested and the tests will come fast. They will be challenging and difficult, and come unexpectedly!

Preparing all the while to post, there were things I had to check into along the way. Meanwhile I prayed, and opened a file folder I have and this title jumped out at me.

It is from an article from a series. This one is excerpted from Rise Up! Woe to the Shepherds [link at end of this piece] posted September 16, 2017

May it ministered to all, in ways each one needs individually. Amen

END Note-BPJuly20, 2025]

Redeeming the time, because the days are evil. Wherefore be not unwise, but understanding what the will of the Lord is. [Eph 5:16-17]

(Below is a message from the Lord given) [Sept 2017]

Many have cried out to be purged, to be made clean. Many have wondered what is wrong with them, and why they have not been able to trust, why they struggle in their mind. They thought they had let go of the past, but they have struggled with their moods, their emotions and feelings. 

They have questioned their very sanity, battling constantly, not knowing if they fight Satan or their flesh. In desperation, they have cried out to Me, seeking truth and desiring to be free. 

we all struggle at times
but we can do all things thru Christ
who strengthens us

To those who have sincerely cried out, I have now opened the eyes to see, and broadened the understanding. This I have done by opening ears so that hearing is no longer distorted. 

When My people do not fully trust Me, they cannot truly trust others, especially those who have suffered various forms of abuse (physical, verbal, emotional, mental, spiritual). There are times that I must allow the rug to be pulled out from under the feet of My people. When there is nowhere else to turn for help or answers, multitudes will indeed cry out to Me. [Ps 34:7]

click any pic to enlarge
ALL will be shaken
so that only what is of God
will remain-hold fast to faith!

Did I not foretell that I would be shaking all that could be shaken, and the things that cannot be shaken will remain?  [Heb 12:27] This pertains not only to the physical realm but to the spiritual realm as well. 

This is not something to fear, for I have also said that all things work together for good, to those who love [Me] and are the called according to My purpose. [Rom 8:28]

Many have repented, but there remains still more to repent of. Lo! I am doing a quick work for the times that are at hand are dangerous times, though many make excuses and explain away all that is happening globally.

Others laugh at the warnings, often because of the false prophecies that have been told down through the course of history. People will continue eating, drinking and carrying out business as usual, uninterested in what I would say to them. They have no time for Me in their busy schedules; others do not even believe I exist.

Few are searching their hearts to see what is hidden there. Fewer still cry out to Me to help them see all that is not of Me, hidden away in the deep crevices of their heart – crevices that are covered over, hidden from sight.

I the Lord will uncover that which covers the deep crevices. An opening shall be made. There are hidden things unseen in the crevices, due to the depth and   darkness. Many have built strong and high walls, even placing a covering over the walls, to ensure nothing disturbs the hidden things.

It is as a vault of steel, protected and impenetrable. Yea, but I have come to destroy the covering and to tear down the walls, to crumble every carefully placed brick to dust.  Then I shall burn up even the dust (chaff) so that when one looks for evidence of the walls that once stood so strong and bold, none will be found.

 I will shake the very foundation in order to bring to the surface that which was hidden in darkness and secrecy.  I will break up the hard ground of the heart, and pull up the mighty root with all its taproots. I shall reveal that which was hidden so that it may be seen and acknowledged.

I have opened the blind eyes to see and unstopped the ears that the enemy has hindered and halted. Humble yourself and pray, seek My face (and not My hand).  Turn from all that is not of Me. Do not be surprised at that which is revealed, for the building of the walls and the covering took many years to build.

When you humble yourself and pray, and seek My face, and turn away from that which is revealed (repentance), then I shall hear your prayer and forgive your sins, and heal your land.  [2Chron 7:14, 15

A call to repentance

For I sent locusts into the land devouring until in your desperation, you would humble yourself and cry out to Me. So many are into idolatry and they are completely unaware, totally blind to it. Yea, but when you come to see, you discover that you must turn away (repent) from the idolatry of “self”.

Smash the idol of self, then I the Lord will destroy the debris left behind; burning it up, so that not even the ashes remain.  I am close to a broken and contrite spirit and I hear the plea for help when you cried out in distress, not understanding, completely oblivious to the core problem.

Hear the prophecy spoken: You are as one trapped in a cage, not realizing that the door is wide open. But when you humble yourself, pray and repent, your eyes shall be opened to see that I, Jesus (Yeshua), provided a way out. The door is open, eagle; it is time to fly and be made free.


Those who WAIT upon the Lord
shall rise up with wings as eagles
                                                    [Is 40:31]

I have not given you the spirit of fear, but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. [2 Tim 1:7] 

Overcome fear with faith; let go of unbelief and replace it with trust.  Move to the open door. When you repent, I strengthen you as you look to Me, for I have risen from the grave to set the captives free.  My blood was not spilled in vain (for nothing), for there lies the victory!

Your (spiritual) armour is covered in My blood and the glory of the Father is upon My blood. The Father’s glory blinds the eyes of the enemies of the cross and sends confusion into their camps.

Artist - Kevin Carden

Now rise up!  Leave the past behind; leave Egypt; leave Babylon.  Forgive yourself, yes, truly forgive yourself. Are you greater than Me? You say, “Lord, I have forgiven myself…long ago.”  Yet, I say to you, if you had truly forgiven yourself, you would not have had hidden things deep within.

(I understood that the Lord meant 'shame' and 'guilt' seek to hide things. BP)

Satan is the father of lies and a murderer from the beginning [Jn 8:44], who will shoot forth fiery darts at such speed that one feels they are losing their mind.  When one has not forgiven themselves in fullness, the result will end up idolatry, constantly thinking about self, and circumstances, and others.

 

Greater love has no man than this,
that a man lay down his life
for his friends.
[Jn 15:13]

Receive My love, so that fear which has torment, will leave.  Much has been purged, yet just a little more, for I shall have a holy people. Trust Me and you will find that you can offer trust to others. Receive My love and you will find that you will see others through My eyes, and love with My love.

There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear: because fear has torment. He that fears is not made perfect in love. [1Jn 4:18]

Rise up with wings as eagles, for I am indeed the wind beneath your wings. Rise above the world, for it is not your home.

I sent the army...
you repented with godly sorrow
I will restore the years...

And I will restore the years the locust has eaten, the cankerworm, and the caterpillar, and the palmerworm, My great army that I sent among you.  

And you shall eat in plenty and be satisfied, and praise the name of the Lord your God, that has dealt wondrously with you: and My people shall never be ashamed. [Joel 2: 25-27]

Some things are hard to admit to, but those who desire to be fully purged will humbly acknowledge all sin and allow themselves to be completely cleansed and set free. 

Behold, great is My love. The time is now; rise up My people.  Eagles, as you wait upon Me, you shall see the open door. It is time to fly, for dangerous are the days.  I am making My people ready.

And it shall come to pass afterward that I will pour out of My Spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, and your young men shall see visions: And also upon the servants and upon the handmaids in those days will I pour out My Spirit.  [Joel 2:28, 29; Acts 2:17]

He Promised and It is Happening - It Will Increase

God is moving. Repeatedly He reminds me of something I seem to either forget or misunderstand the process (being molded into the image of Christ is a work, indeed, but it takes time). He reminded me of a post from 2016. We should keep an expectant heart when we think of our Creator. God Moves Suddenly (2016)

The Lord moved upon me to name my testimony, "First the Inside the Cup". He has been working. Jesus said to clean INSIDE first, then the outside will follow. [Mat 23:26] People look at the outward appearance - (drawn to riches and good looks), but Jesus is more concerned about the deep inner spiritual state.

One can appear outwardly righteous and be rotten inside, or one can look like unappealing outwardly, but inwardly is the righteousness of Christ (God's work). None is perfect; the Holy Spirit has been doing a work inside myself...and all God's people. He has brought us to a place where we can choose to surrender, or compromise. So many are in or coming in to the valley of decisions.

What we choose is going to be paramount and pivotal. Things are coming quickly. Remember when He had me post: God Does He mentioned revival coming in waves. It is; it is happening on campuses with outbreaks since Asbury revival

After my first child passed, it took almost 10 years for me to get pregnant again. I thought I was being punished. Sadly, being in my late 20s, I used a spell (a ritual) to conceive. I did not expect it to work. It did, and ironically, the baby was born on October 31. 

Even though I was not saved, I always believed in God and Jesus, and I never wanted the child to be born on that day. I was in rebellion, which is akin Christ Jesus took this wretched sinner and saved me, even after breaking every commandment.

And Samuel declared, Does the Lord delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices, as much as in obedience to His voice? Behold, obedience is better than sacrifice, and to attentiveness is better than the fat of rams.

For rebellion is like the sin of divination [witchcraft], and arrogance [stubbornness] is like the wickedness of idolatry. [1Sam15:22-23] BSB  - (Berean Standard Bible)

My three children were born in the Millennial generation. My youngest, a son, almost made it to Gen Z. In my heart for the Lord, truth is at the core of my desire. These past generations are hungry for truth.

From young to old, there are those who are starving for the true Word The desperation has grown as surely as deception has grown.

Jesus foretold these days would come. They are here. When the Lord told me that revival would come in waves, I thought He meant slowly but surely. I also understood it would built momentum.

However, there is a young woman named Kayla Gabbard, who has a team (including her husband who is the ministry's camera man) that travel with her to various states and locations to carry out water baptisms. It has been building in momentum.

She calls the events "Meet Me in the Water". This Christ-centered ministry has watched thousands be healed and delivered. Many have repented with bitter tears and made first-time commitments to Jesus, while others had their faith renewed or restored. The move of God can be seen in the videos that show the baptisms.

They feed the crowd at no charge to the people, just as Jesus did. God is moving across the land, and literally, revival is coming in waves. I posted about revival not coming all at once, but in waves. (I would have to search the archives and perhaps put it in a future article, Lord willing.)

Well, the waves have been happening, just not in the way I quite understood at the time. "We see in part...and prophesy in part." Will the 'waves pull back' and bring in a tsunami. It is an exciting time.

This water baptism took place either late May or June this year.  Indiana baptism

for His glory alone

penned by Bonita                 dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com

This is an excerpt found at the very end of an article posted in September 2017. If one would like to, it can be read in its entirety at: Rise Up-Woe to the Shepherds





Monday, April 20, 2020

A Small Window - A Narrow Door


“Sleeping People” – Spirit of Slumber

It was with much prayer and waiting before I put out here what I believe the Holy Sirit has placed with my spirit. What I am about to write was clearly touched upon, albeit briefly, in “Why Are You Disquieted, O My Soul – Hope in God”, posted March 22, 2020. It is written under the subtitle, Sound the Alarm. Scroll about halfway down the article, shortly after the picture of the turbulent waves, and you will find the subtitle.

Back in December, there had been a message to brethren locally (British Columbia, Canada - interior; Okanagan Valley) about a “spirit of slumber”, and how many people (multitudes – believers and unbelievers alike) were asleep, going about life as in the days of Noah (no sign of trouble or concern amongst the people; no repenting before a holy God).

The Lord was sounding an alarm to awaken the people. It was the first day of Hanukkah, December 22, 2019 that I gave that message to a group of 25 or 30, from people in their teens right on through to elderly folks (all ages), who had all gathered to have dinner and to celebrate Hanukkah.

At that time, we Canadians had not even heard of the coronavirus in China, and it would not be for another few weeks before we did. Then, it would be another two months before the WHO (World Health Organization) even named the disease.  The coronavirus that originated in China in 2019 became known as CoViD-19, in February 2020. The virus =SARS CoV 2; the disease =COVID19. 

Coronavirus is an “umbrella” term that covers viruses that cause respiratory illnesses, such as MERS, SARS and SARS 2, etc., and are transmitted by animals and/or people. In a similar way, COPD (Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease) is an umbrella term that covers chronic bronchitis, pneumonia, emphysema and some types of asthma.

God’s Judgment or the Agenda of Evil Men?

I had reminded readers of an excerpt in an article from February 14, 2020 called, “Push Away Satan’s Lies..”, under the subtitle “His Calling is a Sure Sound”. There was mention of when  God spoke to king Solomon saying that if there were no rain, and He sent devouring locusts and   pestilence (in other words, if He sent his judgments upon his people).  [2Chron 7:13]

God always instructs people of the way to obtain his forgiveness, mercy and grace. It is with fear of the Lord, humility and repentance.  The latter, which is repentance, means to go in the opposite direction, similar to a U-turn, to forsake the ‘wrong’ way.

He promises that if people humble themselves and pray, and turn from the wickedness (sin), he would hear, forgive and heal the land. [2Chron 7:14, 15] That is all the Lord requires of any of us, to turn from our unrighteousness, our wicked ways, and return to Him…but most would not.

Is what is happening now God's judgment or is it the agenda of evil men? It may well be both. But God always forewarns before any trouble, any "sword" passes over a land.

When I heard the shofar back in December, it was a wakeup call, a very loud and distinct wakeup call. It was a call to repentance – our Lord is consistent.  A call to obedience; a call to holiness; these were the things the Lord was calling for back in mid-December 2019.

When I gave the message at the celebration, everyone listened, but I do not know how many took it seriously, or remembered, or how many connected the news of the coronavirus just three or so weeks later with the “wakeup” call.  In many places now, I am now hearing people say that this "coronavirus outbreak" is a "wakeup call" for God's people AND for unbelievers!

Even after God (YHVH/Yahweh) sent Jesus (Yeshua), His beloved and only begotten Son to take our place upon the cross, his innocent blood being atonement for our sins, as a spotless Lamb sacrificed, paving a way back to the Father through him…still, most will not repent and return to our loving Creator.

Although the numbers change by the second, on April 15, 2020 (time of this writing), at 3:04 PM Pacific time, the global population is at 7,779,028,987 – nearly eight billion people worldwide. All we hear about is Covid-19. What about the regular flu that comes around in this season?

In July 2018, a group of us, at least eight that I know of, were very sick with flu, not just in my town, but in the next town a half hour away as well. Mine developed into pneumonia because I seem to be susceptible to that. See: When the World Comes Crashing Down

The cases for regular flu, according to CDC, was an estimated 39 million, with 419,000 hospitalized and 24,000 deaths. COVID-19 claims 165,082 worldwide deaths , with over 2 and a half million (approximately) reported cases, but the number of deaths, as of April 20, 2020, conflict. This site states 170,436 deaths (a difference of over 5,000).



Repent, Trust and Obey

The Lord takes no pleasure in sending his judgments, yet the heart of man is stubborn, and evil laughs in the face of the Creator. But the day soon comes when God gets the last laugh; he shall see the evil ones in derision on the day that his final judgment shall fall upon them.

This is the time; this is the hour to return to our Creator. Grace is available now. Yet, even in his judgments, there is mercy. He sends them so that mankind may finally understand that He is the Sovereign God; he who created us and all that exists…and he who can destroy all, if he so chose to do.

We need to allow the Lord to search our hearts and repent of anything He reveals; and pray for our nation and peoples of the nations. O that the Holy Spirit of the Lord would move upon the hearts of people to turn them back to Him.

Is this God’s judgment or is the agenda of evil men? Perhaps it is both. Nothing catches God by surprise. People are murmuring, “Yeah, when’s Jesus coming back? …even my grandparents thought he was coming when war broke out and polio, and small pox and Spanish flu?”

The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness, but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance. [2Pet 3:9]

Message on My Heart

I held back what the Holy Spirit put on my heart at the beginning of March because I had to be sure I was hearing from the Lord. As mentioned in the opening paragraph, I finally touched upon it briefly in an article posted March 22 (see link in this article's 1st paragraph - "Why are You Disquieted, O My Soul"...to read). There are enough false prophecies going around - I had to have peace before posting...over 1 1/2 months have passed. To God all glory alone.

What I understand is that this “novel coronavirusCoViD-19” will fizzle out; it will pass. There will be other ‘waves’ that will ripple through in certain places globally (possibly and likely, in the same places that had the highest numbers of cases), but the ‘reported’ danger will pass.

There will be a push to frighten people by saying it will now be a reoccurring disease yearly. That is possible; we do have a cold and flu season every year. Traveling restrictions will be lifted. Countries will slowly begin to allow travel, and flights will be seen in the empty airports. 

Buses, trains and ships shall move again. The suffocating economy will appear to begin to recover, with businesses opening and people shopping again, but, for the most part, it will not be the same as it was before.

It will seem as if the pandemic has passed, with stores, businesses, schools, clubs, libraries, etc opening up again. Economy will seem to be getting back to normal. People will be out in public again, traffic will return to normal. Parks will be active again.

Two things the Holy Spirit revealed to me…bless the Lord alone!

The Lord has thrown a wrench in the gears, or the proverbial wooden stick to halt the mechanics of gears in motion, that is to say, what is happening right now. That means God has allowed this all to occur, but the push for the NWO (New World Order aka globalism), or the beast system with the Antichrist at the head, has been delayed by the Almighty Lord God (YHVH/Yahweh).

God is Sovereign. He has allowed what He has allowed for good reason, even if we do not fully understand. The globalists are most eager to begin, to see the ‘long-awaited’ agenda put into full force. It is all written about in the Bible, but Satan and his minions, his evil hordes, would have you believe that it is all their plan, their doing, their work. Satan still plans to be as ‘god’. He refuses to admit defeat and that ultimately God wins.

That being said, the Lord warns us that the “returning to normal” is an illusion. Things will not return to the way they were, even though it will seem to be heading in that direction. The Sovereign God has allowed a narrow door, a “small window” of relief, due to the prayers of his people. But it is also because there are things that must yet be accomplished by Him before these things fully begin.

He said some time back that things were “aligning”, that they were coming into alignment. This has to do with aligning with His will, and aligning with His written word (Bible/Holy Scriptures). His written Word stands true, regardless of those who say the Bible is “just a book written by men”, or a book full o allegories, parables and metaphors. Both of those statements are lies of the enemy, Satan, posited by ignorant and unbelieving people.

The Holy Spirit of God inspired men to write the Bible-it has his stamp of approval. So it is written, so it has been, so it is, and so it shall be.  The Lord God, the Alpha and Omega, who was and is and is to come. [Rev 1:8]
Archaeology itself has uncovered an incredible number of artifacts, especially in recent years, that prove the validity of the Bible, the places it speaks of, the tribes of various nations, and leaders mentioned (kings, princes, queens, pharaohs, etc).

Which Side Are You On?
There are those waiting for promises but absolutely refuse to come out of fear and unbelief, nor will they repent. We cannot PRESUME to do God’s will on our own. We need the Holy Spirit and we need to CHOOSE to trust and obey, despite outward appearances.

God’s very own people, the Israelites, fell into unbelief that was ignited by fear. Why? He had performed miracle after miracle for them, and in the end, they would not listen or obey. I am not going into the end of the desert journey. There are many Christians who are fearful with this pandemic, Covid-19.

We are not to fear. We must lay it down and choose to trust God. Let us repent and sask the Holy Spiriti to help us. Do you have a personal covenant with God (YHVH/YHWH)? Do you have a conditional promise?
God is that same, yesterday, today and forever. The Israelites ended up in fear and unbelief, which resulted (as it always will) in disobedience. They departed from God with a wicked heart of unbelief. You might say, “I haven’t departed from God. I’m still hanging on.”

If you are “hanging on” to God, but not obeying all that he has asked (including any personal instructions) then, you are under the influence of the “deceitfulness of sin”.  Such deception (from Satan and flesh) will convince you that “if” you disobey, God “understands”.

Disobedience is disobedience. Adam disobeyed. Fear is fear. 22,000 soldiers who were afraid left Gideon’s army and returned home – FEAR will stop obedience. 

Harden not your hearts, as in the provocation, in the day of temptation in the wilderness: When your fathers tempted me, proved me, and saw my works forty years.

Wherefore I was grieved with that generation, and said, They do always err in their heart; and they have not known my ways. So I swore in My wrath, They shall not enter into My rest.

Take heed, brethren, lest there be in any of you an evil heart of unbelief, in departing from the living God. But exhort one another daily, while it is called Today; lest any of you be hardened through the deceitfulness of sin. [Heb 3:8-13]

Have Faith, Trust and Obey

So, we have a ‘narrow door’, a ‘small window’ that the Lord is granting. Let us use it to get right with God; to repent on behalf of ourselves, on behalf of our leaders and sinful nation, and on behalf of other nations. All of us fall short of God’s glory.

How "small" the window is, I cannot pretend to know, as it was not revealed to me. It could be months, a year or more. But the Lord clearly does not want us to become overly confident, nor does He want us to be deceived.

The plain fact is that there is a strong desire by certain "powers" to fully control the people of the world, and a desire to bring down the numbers (population) in order to make the control easier. The Word of God fully warns us all, and it shall come to pass.

When has the entire world, and every country, come into alignment - all carrying out the same rules and restrictions; the same closed borders; the same restricted travel, the same "social distancing", and on it goes? When? Never.

Yet, despite pandemics that have been worse (please do not misread or misconstrue my words - even ONE death is ONE too many from this virus); however, despite worse pandemics, this is the first time the entire globe cooperated in following government dictates on how to behave during this crisis. 

This is just a precursor to what is coming, that which is written in the Word of God. The Lord God (YHVH/YHWH) speaks through many, and I believe He speaks to all who have ears to hear. We are His sheep. You don't have to be someone special for God to speak to you. 

What I mean by that is that (sadly and erroneously) there are some religious folks that give the impression that God only speaks to them, and if you want to hear from God, you have to go through them. That is a spirit of error - and deception.

We all go through times of silence. Just read the Psalms and see where the "apple of God's eye" (king David), even stated that the heavens seemed as brass, meaning it did not seem as if his prayers were getting "through" to God. That is when we find out whether we truly trust God or not - even if He is silent. And I guarantee, He IS trustworthy!

Jesus/Yeshua stated that His sheep know His voice and will not follow another. If He does not speak to us, then how do we know His voice? Some say that means you have to know the Bible, that is how Jesus speaks.

True, but it is only ONE way He speaks. Christ (the Messiah) will never go against the Word of God (He IS the WORD that came in the flesh, and comes in the flesh - when we are born-again). But He is SPIRIT; and He speaks to our spirit through His precious and Holy Spirit. That is truth.

It is my understanding that God is going to position (and is positioning) his people, some need to be moved around the globe for such a time as this. Travel restrictions will not hinder God (YHVH, Yahweh), even if governments keep them enforced. Remember all the people who God transported (translated) in the Bible? There was Enoch, Elijah, Moses, Jesus (Yeshua), Philip…Nothing is impossible with God, nothing!

Remember, no matter what, God is in control. He has made promises to people that he fully intends to keep. Many are so close to promises (prophecies, dreams, visions) being fulfilled that a great rejoicing would be heard around the world if each one knew how close. At the same time, there are those who want the promises, but are not being obedient to that which the Lord has required of them. Some visions/promises are conditional. A person will know deep within because God is faithful to reveal to people. An example is in Deuteronomy 28.

There is a small window God is opening. How long it stays open, I have no idea. It is all in God's timing. On the 18th April (Saturday), the Lord showed me a literal ''window'' in the sky, when he brought back to remembrance that which he showed me back in early March.
April 18, 2020 - from inside the house
outside shot, by window (to confirm total cloud coverage) - all cloud indeed, except for "window"
Such as these (disobedient, unbelieving), will not see the fulfillment of promises. The Lord God deals with us individually and corporately. Some have visions and dreams that are not from God (see Jeremiah 14:14; 23:25-28; Ezekiel 13:10, 16; Isaiah 30:9, 10 – and other examples).

This is why I suggested in past articles to pray to God for confirmation to see if a vision or dream is of him. He WILL confirm or not. He is faithful and true. He is not man that he should lie, nor will he deceive those who ask for truth. 

We see the world changing before our eyes, with the counterfeiter (Satan) and his hordes bringing things “suddenly” and “unexpectedly”, it is because he knows that the Lord God has plans that await His appointed time, but they too shall happen suddenly and unexpectedly…all for his glory and for the sake of His Son’s name. HalleluYah!

And Samuel said, Has the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices, as in obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice and to listen than the fat of rams. [1Sam 15:22]

for His glory

Bonita                            dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com

Monday, October 14, 2019

Though He Were a Son-Part 2_Alignment-Time



Ready Pen Waiting

The pen was ready; the paper waiting.

I planned on writing what has been going on for the past three months, not for pity or sympathy, not so people would think how godly I am or ungodly I must be simply going by the things that have occurred over this time period, but merely with the desire to assure others that they are not alone, that God is with us, true to His Word, never leaving or forsaking us, ever caring and ever faithful!

The number of times I began to continue in my writing so I could post an article has been lost because I couldn’t possibly count the times now. Nor could I count the times that I deleted what I wrote and started again. Sadly, I have lost track of aw well.

I will say that for the past two days, my old laptop has been crashing…suddenly and unexpectedly. Prayer went up (a special thank you to the sister in Christ who prayed also – thank you Donna L, [and Joy M., if you did also, my thanks to you as well].) It was almost like the exclamation point to the series of events that have been taking place these past months, but GOD is greater!

Even today, I planned on opening the file that contained the document of the article I had written in part, which I had begun a few months ago, but God has directed me otherwise. I will get to what has been going on another time, if it is the Lord’s will and when and if He so directs me.

For now, I have a word that I am to share. May it minister to those it is meant for; may it accomplish that which the good Lord has intended and may He alone be glorified. Part of this word comes from different days. The dates are given.

Sunday, August 18, 2019


Be at peace! Calm down! Many need emotional healing, as it is termed these days. Yet I say, this “healing” comes first through forgiveness, and secondly, by renewing your mind in Christ (in My Word).

(NOTE: This is an important update because I learned something that is unscriptural and I have ignorantly passed it along. This "forgiving  yourself"; if we truly consider it, when we do wrong, we repent. We repent with godly sorrow when we are sincere. 

When we repent, what happens? Jesus/Yeshua, who died upon the cross as the perfect sacrifice unto God for forgiveness of sins. If we have 'shame' or 'guilt' over something we have done wrong, we are told we have not forgiven "ourselves".

Whereas the truth is that we do not believe FULLY that Christ (the Anointed One) Jesus forgave us the moment we genuinely repented and turned away from our sin. HE is the one who forgives, When we receive HIS forgiveness than we are set free from shame and guilt. Satan is a liar and the Father of lies. So let us give thanks and receive the forgiveness of the Lamb of God, our Saviour and our Redeemer -- End note--BP)

There is therefore NO CONDEMNATION (no shame or guilt) to them who are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. [Rom 8:1]

For with a clear mind that is focused on Me, you can then genuinely forgive others. It is written as a root of bitterness rather than emotional healing, in My Word. Anger produces bitterness when one feels that they’ve been wronged, even wronged by Me. Forgiveness destroys a root of bitterness - healing is the result.

Are you wiser than Me? Can you counsel Me in My ways? Do you know the outcome or the end from the beginning in any matter? Can you change hearts? Can you predict the future? Can you stop the rain or call forth fire out of heaven without Me, without My Spirit? Can you override My Sovereignty?

Do you believe I have deceived you or allowed you to be deceived, when you have prayed that I not allow you to be? Do not allow fear to overtake you. Many are becoming afraid to believe what I have promised them because they feel I am too slow, too uncaring or not intervening. They wonder if they heard from Me or if they were deceived by themselves or the adversary.

Is My arm shortened that it cannot save? Am I not able to do the impossible? Is anything to hard for Me? Am I man that I should lie? Am I a trickster that I should deceive? Answer these and you shall see and know truth. I AM Truth!


Many allow distractions to take them away from the important things such as time with Me and time in My Word and prayer. Where has praise and worship gone? Where are the times spent together, being still in My presence?

Listen to Me, listen carefully (keenly). All I have told you is true. I asked you to surrender. I have told you to rest in Me. Am I not the Lord of the battle? Am I not able to subdue your enemies? Am I not able to deliver you?

Surrender your life wholly – REST in Me. I know you cannot do it on your own, but you must lean on My strength, on My Spirit. You must recognize pride and self-pity when they present. I have loved you with tender mercies.

Many do not understand the trials they go through (and some who are going through them now). There is a trying of the heart. Many feel like the least, yet I take the least and raise them up for My glory.

When you meditate upon My ways with you in the past, not only will your heart again be filled with thanksgiving, but you will again trust Me fully, even in the trials, even in the miraculous promises I have given you.


RISE UP and go forward. You will overcome, for I am with you. You will walk into your promises as you obey My leading, for I have ordained it to be so. Obedience has its rewards. Look to My Word and see if it is not so.

Repent, forgive, walk humbly with Me, walk in love, bear good fruit. Go forward with new hope restored. I have tried the hearts of many. I do this with all people.

Change must be desired. Going around in circles will solve nothing. Distancing yourself from Me through busyness interferes in our closeness and in My directions. I have not deserted you; I have waited patiently. Patience is something many have not yet fully learned, but it must be practiced – discipline the flesh.

Many must come into alignment with My will – obey in all I instruct you to do. If My people will set down all fear and walk confidently in faith; if they will set aside all doubt and unbelief and walk in trust, they will see the fruition of My promises to them.

Simply trust and obey. Rest and wait patiently for Me. Quit trying in your own strength for it will fail you. Take hold of My strong arm, for I will never fail you. In Me is your strength. Set your face like a flint when facing any giant. I am with you. The giant will be destroyed. Submit to me and the enemy will flee.

TRUST in the Lord and do good; so shall you dwell in the land, and verily you shall be fed. DELIGHT yourself also in the Lord; and he shall give you the desires of your heart. COMMIT your way unto the LORD; TRUST also in him and he shall bring it to pass.

And he shall bring forth your righteousness as the light and your judgment as the noonday. REST in the Lord, and WAIT patiently for Him: fret not yourself because of him who prospers in his way, because of the man who brings wicked devices to pass. [Ps 37:3-7]

Cease from anger, and forsake wrath: fret not yourself in any wise to do evil. [vs 8]

Let all BITTERNESS, and wrath, and ANGER, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, FORGIVING one another, even as God for Christ’s sake has forgiven you.  [Eph 4:31, 32]

Wednesday, October 9, 2019


Wait upon Me – wait patiently! Do that which I have asked you to do, My child – do and see what I shall do in return, for obedience has rewards.

For God speaks once, yea twice, yet man perceives it not.  [Job 33:14]

No one wants to hear it, just as in the days of Noah, but great trouble is almost here. The stench of evil is rising – that which has been hiding, lurking in the background is about to manifest. It is the time of revealing!

People shall be shocked and angered. Many will become fearful, but those who trust their God shall not be afraid; neither shall they be ashamed. Each day that passes brings the evil closer. Yet I say to those who abide in Me that you will rise up and DO
You will overcome him by the blood of the Lamb and the word of your testimony and love not your life unto death. [Rev 12:11]

He has shown you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God?  [Micah 6:8]

Sunday, October 13, 2019


Obedience brings blessing – disobedience, a curse. I have not strayed or broken My covenant. I stand by My Word – it goes forth out of My mouth and prospers; it accomplishes the thing to which I sent it.

So shall My word be that goes forth out of My mouth: it shall not return unto Me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.  [Is 55:11]

Obedience proves your love for Me and establishes your trust in Me.
Things are moving rapidly, more than most realize. Yes, many are in denial of the times (the time they are now in) and the signs which they see. “Not in our lifetime”; they parrot each other, yet I tell you things are indeed about to “explode”.

And saying, Where is the promise of his coming? for since the fathers fell asleep, all things continue as they were from the beginning of the creation.  [2Pet 3:4]

Alignment – alignment – things have and are falling into place, both for the good and on the side of evil. My will shall be done. I hear the prayers of My people, yea, but I will only delay for so long.

Yes, there are things I can stop and will stop (and indeed have stopped), due to the prayers of the multitudes – devious plans plotted by wicked people, influenced and controlled by princes and evil ones in high places on the dark side.


For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.  [Eph 6:12]

Yet that which is written shall be accomplished – so it is written, so it shall be. People have wearied of false reports, false prophecies and time setting, only to discover deception mocks those who believed the falsehoods.

I consistently urge My people to bring matters to Me, to try every spirit to see if it is of Me, to pray, to abide in Me, to stay in My word and to stay in My presence, and wait patiently for Me.

Yet distractions, hindrances and busyness have presented themselves as an onslaught to many of My people. Trials and tribulations have increased for the multitudes. The enemy has pulled out his heaviest weapons, deception and fear.
Many have succumbed (given in) to the busyness, these distractions and hindrances that take the focus off of Me and keep them from quality time in the stillness of My presence.

Turn again, and hold Me fast as your first love. Dedicate yourself to Me and I will keep you stable, balanced and on the right path. Pray, as led, for others. Pray about all that concerns you. Wait upon Me and I will answer, moving in wisdom and in My timing.

None trust in much of anything or anyone in these days, yet again I say, trust Me! I am not man that I should lie. I cannot lie for I AM truth.

Things are about to happen in the West that will astound the world. Things are about to happen (and are happening) in the East that should awaken even those in the heaviest and deepest slumber.

No one wants to hear these things. All want life to be well or them, but the dark days were foretold. This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come. [2Tim 3:1]

Hope is in My Christ, Jesus (Yeshua). Trust must be in Me. Without Me, people will stumble and stray. With Me, things stabilize and are balanced; your steps shall be sure and well guided by Me.

Obey My instructions. I have been trying the hearts of My people, including you. Did you not know? Many felt they were a failure, yet I say, more good work has been accomplished in them than they realize. There is good fruit and I am glorified.

As you obey and stay in obedience, then that which you have long waited for shall come to pass, suddenly and unexpectedly, as I have always said. Do not faint at this time; hold fast to Me and I shall strengthen your heart.

Obedience is the key. Faith must be solid (on the Rock) and trust must be undeniable. Your action, your overcoming, your obedience will bring it to pass – quickly. Do not measure things by man’s timeslot.

Prayer, earnest prayer for one another, mixed with faith and thanksgiving, is one of the greatest gifts you can give.


Trust and obey. TIME and ALIGNMENT – (these) two things I am solidly and consistently revealing to My people in these days. It is time for much to go forth (both good and evil); things are coming into alignment.

There will be those who hate you without cause and hate you as they see “Christ” in you (in those who die daily to self, with the help of My Spirit), yet all those who are Mine and abide in Me through My Son Jesus (Yeshua) shall experience this persecution.

Fear not. I am in control. I will expose the pretenders and shame the copycats for indeed, it is My glory that they trample upon. I have made each person uniquely. Thanksgiving is far from the hearts of those who do these things.
Stay close to Me. Rejoice, for the time is at hand.

I had fainted unless I had BELIEVED to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. WAIT on the Lord, be of good courage and He shall strengthen your heart. WAIT, I say, on the Lord.  [Ps 27:13, 14]

I have declared the former things from the beginning, and they went forth out of My mouth, and I showed them. I did them SUDDENLY and they came to pass. [Is 48:3]

They are created now, and not from the beginning, even before the day when you heard them not; least you should say, Behold, I knew them.  [Is 48:7]

Lo, all these things God works oftentimes with man. [Job 33:29]

I will bless the Lord who has given me counsel: my reins also instruct me in the night seasons. [Ps 16:7]

(End of messages)

It has also been placed within my spirit to be aware of the witchcraft, rituals, sacrifices, incantations and unholy prayers taking place at this time. Witchcraft steadily continues to increase. God is sending forth his holy angels who are at his command and immediately obey.


Words that have stayed upon my heart are: (PRIME one is: = obedience)) The other key words are: trust, pray, appointed time, time, alignment, division (sheep from sheep, but also revealing infiltrators, double agents, false ones, the reprobate), betrayal, transition, endurance, suddenly and unexpectedly, unprecedent...particularly [never having happened before]

Though He (Jesus/Yeshua) were a Son, yet learned He obedience by the things which He suffered [Heb 5:8]

penned by Bonita

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