Been unrealistically detained...hopefully this second portion posted later - hopefully Wednesday, June 3
On the Side of Truth
[Update: May 27, 2026 - 10: 34 am - BP]
Blessed is the man that trusts in
the Lord, and whose hope Adonai is. [Jer 17:7]
Over two decades ago the email address that is at
the end of all my articles was created. It came from the book of Ezekiel where the
prophet warns Israel that their rebellion, idolatry, lawlessness, and violence will
bring Adonai’s wrath upon them, but pride leads rebellion and they turned a deaf ear.
The purpose of God’s
judgment is always to bring the people to repentance so that He can forgive
them and reconcile them back to Himself. That was the whole purpose of Jesus [Yeshua] sacrificing His very life - the sinless, perfect Lamb of God who took our place upon the cross. Our pathetic sins deserve death.
For the wages of sin is death; but the GIFT of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. [Rom 6:23] KJV
[Never fall for the lie, whether it comes from the world, the devil, or our own ignorance, that we have to 'clean up your act' before we can come to Jesus, confessing our sins with genuine godly repentance. If that were true, none of us would be saved. Jesus literally made a way when there was no way. It is through the cross and Christ that we change. HE does the changing...
Only Yahweh can do that. As long as we are alive, we are stuck with our fallen carnal nature. That is why we our told to pick up our cross 'daily' and die to self (our 'selfish' desires, appetites, wants, lusts).It is not easy...the Holy Spirit helps us if we let Him. We can all understand Paul (don't do what I should; do what I should not do...it is a very real battle: spirit vs flesh
Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall you not know it? I will even MAKE A WAY in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert. [Is 43:19] KJV (Emphasis in scripture is mine - BP)
Back to Ezekiel 7: We are all a stubborn people. However, the prophet speaks of the survivors of
God’s coming wrath. Ezekiel prophesied that Yahweh's righteous judgment would cause a remnant of His people to acknowledge their wrongdoing.
They would flee to the mountains to repent in deep sorrow as they mourn over
their iniquities.
But they that
escape of them shall escape, and shall be on the mountains like doves of the valleys, all of them mourning,
everyone for his iniquity. [Ezek7:16]
The scripture struck
a cord with me and I made the email as a reminder of my own rebellion, pride, lawlessness and idolatry. It was a time when I had no fear of the Lord, was blind and completely lost.
I had believed in Jesus as
long as I can remember (about six years old), but I was not saved. It is
written that even the demons believe and tremble. [Jam 2:19] But Jesus - His love drew me.
I had never known love, not even the love of parents. That is not shared for sympathy. It is stated as a fact and as a testament to the grace and mercy of a perfect and magnificent Creator, who does love us unconditionally. I can speak as a witness, having known the difference between conditional and unconditional firsthand. To God be glory, honour, reverence and love forever and ever. Amen!
People [well-meaning] said my parents must have loved me if they brought me out of the orphanage after seven years of my being there. Perhaps, but I think it was more for reputation.
My stepfather was an ex-military man, honourably discharged, who had held many executive positions over the decades (company transfers, promotions). The orphanage was closing, so they had to make a critical decision.
Thank God, either He moved on their hearts to keep me out of foster homes, or they themselves cared enough to do so - perhaps it was both. I was the youngest of three children from my mother's first marriage, and the only girl.
I was told that my biological father was a violent, cruel person. Some of the things my mother told me were quite sad, but it helped me understand why she did not want to be reminded of her first marriage. I was a reminder.
Nevertheless, God is Sovereign and Providential. We may not always understand His ways, but we learn to trust Him. I believe Yahweh moved upon the hearts of my biological mother and stepfather, which would explain why they chose to bring me to their home
(They had married; two daughters were born from that union. I am 9 years old than one, and 12 years older than the other). I had two older brothers that went to foster homes at ages four and seven. The younger older brother was murdered in 1999 in BC; the eldest, I have no clue.
Perhaps knowing the history of her sons in foster care influenced my mother's decision at the time of the orphanage's closure. Personally, I believe God kept me out of foster homes, and for that I am truly grateful. I [heard] that I was placed in the Catholic orphanage at a young age, and stayed just shy of seven years in residency.
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Actual orphanage - Heathfield
Arrow points to two nuns relaxing on the veranda
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If there was love from my parents, it was limited and conditional. I failed the conditions. When they both found out they were quite ill (ironically, both my mother and stepfather had terminal illnesses at the same time; they died 28 hours apart), they had documents prepared which they both signed.
I was legally disowned in court. They thought I would seek their riches when they passed. It took me a long time to believe I was any good. I mean, if your own mother disowns you, would you not believe that you must be a horrific person?
Whoa! Stop! I just went to google something about the law when reality hit me right between the eyes with truth! Jesus, my God, thank You! Do you see the above paragraph?
After carrying this information around for 35 years (half my life), I just found out through 'Google' (AI) that I have believed a lie which was nothing less than a cruel fabrication, and from a person, a half-sister [nine years younger] whom I loved.
It is a long, messy story, but we had been separated as a family when I was twenty, after personal tragedy hit home for me. About 28 years [guestimate] passed since I had seen her. In all fairness, she really did not know me. People change over time, especially over nearly 30 years.
She only remembered me as a young adult. I reckon the lie was to protect her inheritance. She must have thought I would contest the will too. How sad!
It never occurred to me to challenge what she told me. I simply believed it. As I write this, I am in such complete and utter shock that I cannot even weep - I am void, a blank cheque - utterly in shock!
According to the Canadian law, parents cannot stand before a judge and sever ties with their adult children, no matter how much they desire to. How could I have been so gullible and ignorant!?
Jesus has revealed truth to me - just this morning I was weeping, wondering why I was born - what good have I done. Yes, I have been discouraged, but with Christ, I bounce back around. Sometimes the pain gets to me - and frustration.
That is very transparent, but that is how I roll. It is guaranteed there are others who go through glitches. Christ helps us when we feel sifted like wheat. He intercedes on our behalf, so it is written.
Yes, at times He pulls me out of a dark hole. He is the one I turn to and pour out everything because He already knows. I do NOT want to fall away or become ungrateful, or fall into unbelief, apostasy, reprobate, or any other negative thing.
Jesus has done so much hard work in me; I simply must fight the good fight. I love Him truly (as it is written) because He FIRST loved me - showed me what love is - and it is amazing! I prayed to God not to allow me to fall into self-pity or unbelief. I had said, Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life. [Prov13:12]
Wow, just wow! The update to this post took an unexpected turn. There were people I told that I was legally disowned in court by my parents. In my autobiography, it was mentioned. How many saw 'me' as a liar? Oh, my word. I am so sorry that I misled people, unintentionally continuing to spread a lie.
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Pinocchio's nose grew
with every lie |
When you ask Jesus to take any and every single thing out of you that is not of Him, any deception, any lie, He will do it. "He is faithful" -- it is something we all say...it echoes throughout the halls of Christianity...but it is true. It can never be said enough. We need eternity to praise Him - so good, so pure, so holy!
To mold us into Christ's image is a lifelong process, but He does do it, as long as we cooperate with Him. He does not force us to do His will.
I did not think I was deceived in any way at this time, here and now in my life, and I consistently pray to Jesus not to let me be deceived. Dear Lord, I had no idea that I had been believing a lie. How incredibly humbling!
If this helps anyone else, praise God. Ask the Lord to purify you, to keep you from deception. Do not be disheartened if you find out you have been deceived. Be grateful that the Lord, who sees the heart, answers prayer so that we can be perfect as He [our heavenly Father] is perfect. [Mat 5:48]
It is not impossible. In the context it is written, it does not mean to be without flaw. In the Hebrew/Greek, this perfection means to be whole, complete, mature [in Christ]. It is a process.
And that, dear saints, is how subtle and crafty the enemy is, and how he knows where to target us individually (in our own personal weak areas), and how he can convince us to believe a lie.
And we can be somewhat self-righteous when it comes to blaming Eve, who was deceived, and in turn, deceived her husband, Adam, convincing him to disobey God. Many of us wonder how they could believe the serpent when they walked with a loving God every day. And do we? Do we walk with God, with Jesus/Yeshua? Then, we too need to be careful least we stumble at the craftiness of the serpent...
I am in shock...just wow! Thank You Lord...it is not easy, but thank you for truth!
So, parents cannot banish a child (legally 'disown' them). All they can do is simply write a private "Last Will and Testament" with a lawyer, and "disinherit" a relative by excluding them from the will. That makes sense.
Perhaps that was how my sister understood 'disowning' (disinheriting). I prefer to give the benefit of a doubt; I prefer to see a glass half-full, not half-empty. I have made my own share of messes in this life.
I am not trying to make excuses for her, but there is a very real possibility that she misunderstood. Or perhaps it was my mother who told the lie, in order to protect her other daughters, or to spare them any angst, guilt, or fear.
Only God knows, but finally! I know the truth and have closure. Thank You Jesus! Shake my head...I'm stunned. It matters not. I am free and I have a loving Father who took me in and it is FOREVER! Thank You, Yeshua (my Jesus)!
That [disinheritance] is often done in dysfunctional families or where greed, bitterness, unforgiveness or some other sin tears a family apart, ripping up the roots, severing all connections, and ultimately destroying the tree.
Some folks would and do contest a will, but I never would have. Their reason would have been valid. Even if it was their choice, we were estranged for a very long time as a family.
Likely in their minds, they were protecting and providing for their 'family', of which they made sure I was not a part. Estrangement would be more than enough to validate their reason for cutting me out of their will.
Strange just how little they knew me. I only wanted their love and acceptance, not their material belongings. They wanted their two daughters to be provided for (the children my mother had with her second husband), understandably.
There was no need for the lie...unless she herself misunderstood protocol or procedure. I will leave it there. It is over, done. I also just realized that I keep bringing it up in these past few paragraphs, but I think it is just the "shock" departing from my brain and my very soul.
After all, I believed that lie for half my lifetime, 35 years...never questioning the lie, but always so disappointed in myself that my own mother had to turn her back on me. But Jesus...
When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up. Teach me Your way, Adonai, and lead me in a plain path, because of my enemies. [Ps27:10]
I am free with the truth -- indeed, on so many levels the truth does indeed set us free. I am ecstatic, and now for proper closure. Jesus thank You! Hallelujah - glory glory glory is Yours!
All because of Jesus and the most Holy Spirit, I forgave my parents long ago because even though my sins were not the same as their sins, in the eyes of God they were still sins - and my soul desperately needed forgiveness and salvation. If I did not forgive them, I would not be forgiven. So it is written; so it is true.
For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; [Rom 3:23]
For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you will not forgive men their trespasses [sins], neither will your Father forgive your trespasses [sins].
My sincerest prayer is that they both repented on their death beds and were saved. I mean that with all my heart and soul - and that is in no way any goodness or righteousness on my part. That alone is the work of Jesus/Yeshua, through His precious and Holy Spirit.
Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things have become new. And all things are of God who has reconciled us to Himself by Jesus Christ, and has given to us the ministry of reconciliation. [2Cor 5:17-18]
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humility before the Good Shepherd
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Be that as it may, since January 1, 2005 I
wholly committed to the Lord (I still had to learn about surrender, but Yeshua taught me that difference too). Jesus had opened up my eyes and healed my spiritual sight. It has broadened the scope of my understanding.
I came
to "see" that much of my suffering at the time I committed to Jesus (and even long before) was a direct result of my
rebellion, disobedience and idolatry...that fateful day when I worshipped creation (a man) more than the Creator. Indeed, I was a fool, spiritually blind.
Although "lust" is most often associated with sexuality, it is defined much deeper. It is an insatiable craving, a desperate desire for something, whether it is power, control, money, materialism, status - many things. For me, sadly, it was sexual, yes, but it was mostly the desperate 'need to be loved', no matter the cost.
For a majority of my life, I believed a lie that I had made up which was "bad love is better than no love". Not only was it a lie, but an oxymoron. There is no such thing as bad love. If love is bad (abusive, controlling, manipulative, etc.), then it is not love. True love is good and pure, whole, unblemished...God is love.
Yes, we will suffer the
consequences of our sins for a season. How long the season is would be entirely
up to Jesus, as only He knows the true condition of the heart and what lessons we must learn. We can deceive
ourselves or others, but we can never fool God.
I had chosen to
worship creation, a creature, over the Creator. Fear, lust, idolatry, rebellion – no fear of
the Lord, it all led me to rebel, disobey and choose a man whom the Lord had clearly revealed to me
that he was not my husband.
He was a violent alcoholic, a liar, a woman beater, a man who could work, but preferred not to if he could get by without it (there were other things that I will not mention here for personal reasons). I did not know all those things about him when I chose to try and keep the relationship alive, but God knew.
However, I did know he was violent. Once he beat me beyond recognition, and another time, I was in the hospital for a month. I never told - no charges were ever laid for the beatings. Jesus tried to spare me the heartache of making a wrong choice.
But my foolish heart was hardened. Just like Lucifer, my pride blinded me and I rebelled against a holy and just God. I fell...into a deep, dark pit for a long time.
Sin Has
Consequences
The Lord saw ahead
and knew what the consequences would be if I chose to disobey Him. In His grace
and undeserved mercy Jesus came to me in an open vision, but when I understood
the man was not to be my husband, unbelief and fear overwhelmed me, “O Lord,
no…” was all I could say.
I saw Jesus going in
and out of my vision like Alka-Selzer tablets dissolving in a glass. For years
I thought that meant that Jesus was giving me time to repent, and He was, but that
is not why He was fading in and out. Yeshua is not wishy-washy, nor does He
play games. What was happening was that I was going blind spiritually.
That idolatrous
choice was the beginning of very long wilderness journey filled with grievous
consequences that would eventually have me fleeing to the mountains (British
Columbia, September 2014), much like a dove of the valley, mourning over my sins in
repentance, with godly sorrow and a healthy fear of the Lord. My choice
also affected three innocent beautiful children that were not yet born, but God
is so good, He has them in the palm of His hand also.
Most people put their
real name as the display name when they set up an email address because many
people use it for business and other matters. However, if the email is not
strictly for professional use, any display name can be used.
About the same time
that I had chosen “doves of the valleys” to show the Lord that I was serious
about my repentance (as if He did not know; He does see the heart), I
came across another scripture that touched me deep within.
Treasured Friend
From
now on, I call you not servants; for the servant knows not what his lord does:
but I have called you friends;
for all things that I have heard of My Father I have made known unto you. [Jn 15:15]
Jesus is the way,
the truth and the life, and no one goes to the
Father, but through Him. [Jn 14:6]
With those two scriptures in
mind, I made my display name “Friend of truth” – “Friend Oftruth”.
He called Abraham ‘friend’. Jesus is our best friend, yet let us remember that
He is King of kings and Lord of lords. We do not flippantly say, 'hey bud, how's it going?'.
That's no exaggeration. There are women who treat Jesus like a 'lover', and men who treat Almighty God like He is their next-door neighbour. I have seen it. Certain prosperity preachers speak of 'conversations' with God as if He is a casual friend... there is no fear of the Lord, no respect, no honour - frankly, it turns my stomach. How far we have fallen...
We need to keep that health fear of the Lord, the reverence, the awareness that He is the all-powerful. If you treat Yahweh like a common person, made of dust and clay, then do not expect Him to call you 'friend'.
Abraham honoured the Lord. He had the utmost respect and awe for the Creator of all things. It is not about being afraid, not that kind of fear. I bow before Jesus in my heart and acknowledge
that He is God Almighty, all-powerful, all-wise.
I cannot kneel or lower myself right now due to my physical limitations, but there days that I laid prostrate before Him, as humbly and honorably as I possibly could. He is GOD after all...
It took a long time before I
even felt worthy to call the Lord ‘friend’, even though I had created the email, but
once I was surrendered, the Lord Himself has a way of sealing us as we abide in
Him, and He in us – clinging to Him as healthy grapes to a strong vine. The
Good Shepherd.
It may take years for
consequences to show up or it may take until the day you meet Jesus/Yeshua before
the judgment throne. Most of us have heard the expression, they get away with
murder. It may seem that way; and it just might be that way while they are upon this earth, but do not doubt,
we will all be held accountable for our sins UNLESS we have repented genuinely (turn
away from them).
Once we are forgiven,
they are gone. People may bring our sins back up, or the adversary, but God
will not.
He will again
take pity on us; He will trample on our wrongdoings. Yes, You will cast all
their sins into the depths of the sea. [Micah 7:19]
That is the verse
people are thinking of when they say that God casts our sins into the sea of
forgetfulness. There is not a lot of time left to repent. Search your heart. Do
the right thing. We all need Jesus to navigate these days, and to get through
that which is fast approaching.
It took this foolish,
stiff-necked sinner over thirty years to not just commit, but to wholly surrender.
It is solidified, and ALL the glory goes to Christ alone… He who patiently
guided me (I never had guidance in my life, not from parents, any relative –
no one) – but Jesus.
Repentance
Brings Forgiveness
He went to the cross
and spilled His precious blood for our sins, so that we can be forgiven.
Repentance does not mean, “I’m sorry; that was – wrong! I should not have
done that.” That is remorse. We are sorry if we get caught; we feel guilty
and ashamed. But true repentance is conviction, not guilt. It is being sick of sin,
turning away from it.
Sometimes we cannot
turn so easily. It may be too pleasurable, or it may be an ugly addiction that
we cannot shake. Our flesh enjoys it, but our spirit man wants to quit, but
cannot, or has a horrific time quitting. People may tell you that you do not
want to quit or you would. You do want to, but you are battling the flesh and the
adversary.
There are times we
need the Lord to deliver us. When we are sincere in our prayers, Jesus meets us
there. He does help us. I had a
cigarette addiction. I tried so many times over the decades to quit. It just was not
happening. I kept hearing people say that I did not really want to quit, or I would.
Finally, I told the
Lord that my flesh did not want to quit; it liked smoking but deep inside, I
hated it. My prayer was honest and sincere. I was at the end of my rope. I
couldn’t do it. I wept and wept once I confessed.
Jesus heard. He put
50 years of smoking behind me Hallelujah! He delivered me. The door to my
prison was open. I was free, washed in the blood of the Lamb. Fifty years – my jubilee
happened. I celebrated six glorious years on the 25th – to God be
the glory forever. What the Lord did for me, I can promise, He will do for you
and for all who confess before Him.
Hallelujah…all the
angels rejoice over just one sinner that comes to repentance. [Lk 15:7; 10] Now,
THAT is a celebration! Jesus was resurrected from the dead on the third day after His burial, and was seen by hundreds of witnesses. Then, after 40 days walking amongst the
people, He ascended into heaven, promising to return the same way He left.
Men of Galilee,
why do you stand looking into heaven? This Jesus, who was taken up from you
into heaven, will come in the same way as you saw Him go into heaven. [Acts 1:11]
I see now how Jesus
protected and saved me from deadly situations multiple times. He does that with
people. If you listen to various testimonies, you will stay humble. I used to
think I was ‘so special’ because of the times Jesus saved my
life, but dear souls, Jesus does that to multitudes. We just don’t always hear
about it.
It has been a cliché of
mine for countless years, but it is true that Jesus has a way of making each
person feel like an only child. So be careful to stay humble. Don’t go off the
deep end like the charismatics and evangelicals who threaten, “Touch not God’s
anointed and do His prophets no harm!”
Guaranteed that no
bolt of lightning will strike you down if you ‘touch’ them. That card is
usually pulled (that scripture is often used) when they are being called
out as a false teacher, false prophet, or they are teaching the doctrines
(teachings) of devils.
Then the LORD
said unto me, The prophets prophesy
lies in My name: I sent them not,
neither have I commanded them, neither did I speak to them: they prophesy unto
you a false vision and divination, and a thing of nothing, and the deceit of
their heart. [Jer 14:14]
They are deceived. David
was praising Yahweh in the Psalm, and was speaking of the chosen, the children
of Jacob (Israel). David sang of the covenant made with Abraham, Isaac
and Jacob, mentioning when they were few and went from nation to nation, and to
different kingdoms.
None were to do His
people any harm; even kings were reproved, saying, “Touch not My anointed,
and do My prophets no harm.” [1Chron
16:13-22] None of us have taken their place.
This article is to
bring a matter of significance to the attention of people. We know that the
globalists are pushing for their 2030 agenda to be fulfilled, which brings me
to the heart of this article.
Now is the time to
get right with God. This is not fearmongering. It is a gentle exhortation to be
sober [meaning clear-headed], be vigilante and keep a repentant heart like king David did. Right now, people are perplexed over
different things. Confusion, overwhelming thoughts and happenings, everything,
including the weather is abnormal.
It’s a Matter of
Time
Time is no longer
something we can be sure of. It seems to have sped up. There are some days
where it seems hours have been erased. Where did they go? Some like to blame CERN.
According to Albert Einstein’s theory of relativity, time is not universal and
fixed as people once believed.
Instead, time can
stretch or slow down, depending on two factors, speed and gravity.
To test this theory, researchers placed several highly precise atomic clocks
aboard commercial airplanes and flew them around the world.
At the same time,
identical clocks were left on the ground to serve as a control. After the
flights were completed, the clocks were compared to each other. What they found
was something that would have sounded impossible only a few decades earlier.
The clocks that had
travelled on the airplanes no longer matched the clocks that had remained on
earth. Some had gained time, while others had lost time, depending on the
direction of the flight and the altitude of the aircraft.
The difference was
extremely small, measured in tiny fractions of a second, but it was exactly
what Einstein’s theory had predicted. In other words, time itself had passed at
slightly different rates, depending on where the clocks had been.
A clock moving
quickly relative to the earth experienced time differently compared to one that
stayed still. At the same time, a clock higher above the planet’s surface
experienced slightly less gravitational pull and therefore ticked fasted than
one closer to the ground.
These differences may
sound small, but they prove something profound about the universe. Time does
not flow at the same speed everywhere. This strange behaviour is not just a
laboratory curiosity either, because it affects technology that millions of
people rely on every day.
The satellites used
by GPS (Global Positioning Systems) orbit thousands of kilometers above earth
while moving at enormous speeds, which means that clocks on the satellites
experience time differently from clocks on the ground.
Engineers have to
adjust for those differences constantly because without those adjustments GPS
systems would begin drifting by several kilometers each day. But relativity was
only the beginning of the strange discoveries involving time.
It really is quite
interesting. They get into time symmetry, time reversal violation, and more.
Time can slow down depending on motion. Time can speed up depending on gravity.
SOURCE: CERN Experiments (Time)
[The Ultimate Discovery YouTube channel]
Nothing makes much
sense right now. Things are stopping and starting randomly. Even CERN is “pulling the plug”
and shutting down for four years. Video on ‘plug’ link. It is a chaotic,
corrupted, mind-boggling time we are in.
Warning of
Coming Judgment/Trouble
It is near impossible
to keep up, everything is moving at breakneck speed. I was supposed to finish
part two about the Lamb and Daystar situation, but there always seems to be something
holding all back. It never used to be this way. Only once in a little while did
things interfere. Now it is constant.
Son of man, speak
to the children of your people, and say unto them, When I bring the sword upon
a land, if the people of the land take a man of their coasts, and set him for
their watchman:
Then whosoever
hears the sound of the trumpet, and does not take the warning; if the sword
come, and take him away, his blood shall be upon his own head.
He heard the sound of the trumpet, and did
NOT take warning; his blood shall be upon him. But he that takes warning shall
deliver his soul.
But if the watchman sees the sword come,
and does not blow the trumpet, and the people are not warned; if the sword
come, and take any person from among them, he is taken away in his iniquity;
but his blood will I require at the watchman's hand. [Ezek 33:2-5]
Numerology is not
something I have spent a great deal of time on, but indeed, I have studied it. It is quite interesting to learn the difference in what people were saying. Divination and what is referred to as esoteric mystery has to do with occult numerology. Astrology works with it.
God has used numbers since the beginning, creating all things in seven days. The study of sacred texts involve Biblical or symbolical numerology. Satan has corrupted everything he can; he is the master counterfeiter.
Some years back, studying and learning the number
associated with certain Hebraic words, I discovering meanings such as: victory [17]; perfect [7]; the meaning
of perfect is often misunderstood when we hear God [Adonai] tell us to be
perfect as he is perfect, but in this context, it means spiritual ‘completeness’,
‘wholeness’ step by step as we ‘mature’.
The number ‘33’ keeps
presenting itself to me. It is understood that it is typically connected to
Freemasons, and the occult, among other nefarious topics. There is a positive
and negative side to everything. I am guarded with my usage of numbers;
however, I do not dismiss them either. After all, our Creator deals in numbers
throughout the Holy Scriptures.
Three (3) is a number
for completion. Examples: the Godhead (Father, Son, Holy Spirit), person (body,
soul, spirit); eternal (faith, hope, love). Jesus was crucified at 33, but He
was also resurrected.
Two books the Holy
Spirit led me to read before I started this article were Ezekiel and Jeremiah,
the thirty-third chapter for both. Ezekiel 33 speaks of the watchman. Jeremiah
33 of God’s promises. In verse 3 of Jeremiah 33, the Lord tells us to “call
out to Him and He will answer us, and show us great and mighty things that we
know not.”
I believe that part
of the ‘great and mighty things’ is preparing us for that which is coming. He
gave us the Bible, which is alive in Spirit, and He is preparing us, warning us, not for the sake of fear, but for the sake of preparedness - mentally, spiritually, financially (if possible), and physically. The most important preparation is spiritually.
We will never be perfect, as in "without error" in these vessels of clay, but we will be as one of the five wise virgins if we keep ourselves grounded in the Bible, and filled with the Holy Spirit. He is faithful.
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The foolish virgins begged the wise ones
to share the oil in their lamps, but they would not |
The foolish virgins believed they had plenty of time to prepare and did not get oil. When the Bridegroom came, they wanted the wise virgins to share their oil with them, but the wise said they needed to keep it in their lamps.
The Bridegroom came whilst the foolish ones were getting oil, so they missed leaving with Him and were locked out of the wedding feast. [Mat 25:1-13]
Prepare now whilst there is still time. That is not fearmongering; that is wise and loving advice. How one receives it is entirely up to them.
It is a somber hour,
a time to keep balanced in our Creator – a time we were warned about in holy
scriptures, throughout many cultures and beliefs. “Take heed no man deceive
you,” the first words out of Jesus’ mouth when he was asked what would be a
sign of end times and the time of His return. [Mat 24:24]
We are not in glass
bubbles, avoiding the contaminants, sins, and evil of this world – “in the
world, not OF it…” Even Jesus went to feasts and weddings. We do as led b
the Holy Spirit and do not worry what man or Satan say.
We concern ourselves
with what Yahweh says. This needs to be cleared up by me, and where I stand. I
stand on the side of the cross, on the right side of the blood line. I stand on
the side of truth - Jesus/Yeshua is the truth.
The following is a
message of importance.
Bioweapon to
Cause Allergy
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| NOBLE - my son's beautiful Bluetick coonhound mix |
Back in March, the family
Bluetick coonhound mix [Bulldog, Boxer, Golden Retriever] was quite
unwell. One of the things we were advised to have him treated for was ticks and
fleas, to prevent Lyme disease. Apparently that has been a typical treatment for pets,
particularly in the spring when weather warms up.
But now the vet has warned to keep the treatment up and to not fall behind in it. Noble has developed severe allergies and as of yet, we have not been able to do the testing because the breakouts he gets cost nearly $500 each time to ease his suffering. He has to go again in a few days.
Interesting that he is a 'Bluetick coonhound' (for the longest time I kept saying 'blue tooth'. Talk about programmed.
People all over must be very careful with ticks. My eight-year-old grandson had one on him already a few months ago. The dog had some also, and it was still chilly out a couple of months back. Now that the warmer weather is here, the ticks will really be manifesting. Please take heed.
Spreading Globally
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It is not just Lyme disease we all must watch for, but the Lone Star tick that makes us allergic to red meat. Do you remember how they were pushing fake meat on us, and then "crickets"?
Now, we have a warning
sounding globally, which is no conspiracy theory. It is conspiracy fact.
Reports coming in from United States, Canada, Australia, for starters. Each
country is reporting alarming increases in a “severe tick-induced mammalian meat
(Alpha-gal) allergy since 2020.”
The excerpt below
comes from Australia’s
Centre for Disease Control: << pdf link
Nearly
all cases of Lyme disease were reported in 14 states: Connecticut, Delaware, Maine, Maryland, Massachusetts, Minnesota, New Hampshire, New Jersey, New York, Pennsylvania, Rhode Island, Vermont, Virginia, and Wisconsin.
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Lyme
disease has also spread to Canada and human cases have been reported in Long
Point on the Ontario shore of Lake Erie, and in southern Ontario, Nova Scotia,
south-eastern Manitoba and New Brunswick. There is the possibility of
additional emerging populations in southern Quebec.In
Europe, the regions with highest tick infection rates are central Europe
including Austria, Czech Republic, southern Germany, Switzerland, Slovakia and
Slovenia. In the UK and Ireland, particularly high-risk areas are the South of
England and the Scottish Highlands.
In Asia, the major endemic areas for Lyme disease in
China are forests in the Northeast and Northwest, and some areas in Northern
China.
(End Excerpt)
Bill Gates funded research into genetically-engineered cattle ticks. Now 450,000 Americans have red meat allergies from 'Alpha-Gal Syndrome' caused by tick bites.
This is not something new. The Japanes dropped huge bombs with ticks on the Chinese. Plum Island in Cuba had thousands of ticks dropped off.
Military is dropping the boxes off on farmland.
Farmers have been finding metal boxes on their land with hundreds of ticks in them. If you click on the bottom picture of the rectangular metal box, you will see a bunch of dots which are ticks.
The person taking the video gently kicked the box and ticks started pouring out of the slots on the sides. By the end, the box was darkened by ticks. This was in the United States. The man was out hunting for mushrooms when he came upon the metal box. He was horrified when he opened it.
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| covered in ticks - fawn seemed dead |
Animals are being infested, and some are not surviving. The Lone Star tick has the ability to alter your tolerance for eating meat. You will develop a red meat allergy.
The above pictures are of a young fawn. In the video it was not moving, but it was completely infested with ticks. The man did not know if the fawn was dead or alive, and he was unsure what to do.
Ohio (not in the list of states up above) has suddenly been overwhelmed with ticks. The Rutherford Hayes Presidential Library has begun putting up all kinds of posts, warning people to be vigilant about ticks when outdoors. It is that big of a problem. People are being tested and told they have an allergy to red meat.
Interestingly, it is similar to the time before it was announced that Covid-19 was a pandemic, vaccines were already rolling out. Now, there is a new vax prepared for Lyme Disease.
I will post more by late afternoon, Lord willing. This took much longer than I had anticipated.Pray and seek Jesus. He will never steer you wrong.
for His glory alone
Bonita dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com
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