
Whom Jesus sets free
is free indeed!
And it shall come
to pass in the day that the LORD shall give you rest from your sorrow, and from
your fear, and from the hard bondage wherein you were made to serve, [Is 14:3]
In the day when I
cried You answered me, and strengthened me with strength in my soul. [Ps138:3]
Jeremiah was in a dark night of the soul, a very painful time mentally. He had even cursed the day of his birth, asking why could his mother not have been his grave (meaning, why could he not have been stillborn?)
Instead, he came forth out of the womb, to labour and sorrow,
and days that were consumed with shame. Jeremiah was known as the weeping prophet. He grieved over sin, the condition of the people and the judgment of God those sins brought forth. The prophet was misunderstood, mistreated and very lonely.
But Adonai is with me as a mighty terrible
one: therefore my persecutors shall stumble, and they shall not prevail: they
shall be greatly ashamed; for they shall not prosper: their everlasting
confusion shall never be forgotten.
But, O LORD of hosts, that tries the righteous, and sees the reins and the heart, let me see Your vengeance on them: for to You alone have I opened my cause.
Sing unto the LORD, praise the LORD: for He has delivered the soul of the poor from the hand of evildoers. [Jer 20:11-13]
Below I write from an old journal, putting here
what I am led to put here. This is the last day of a seven-day fast. My heart
has been to seek God, as He has patiently been asking all children of light to
do (and any else who will listen), to keep in prayer and be obedient to His
leading.
It has also been about surrender (wholly),
keeping a repentant heart, allowing correction and any thing to be removed from
me (whether thought, word or deed) that is not of Him.
For all of us, it remains a work until the day we leave this world, and this corrupted flesh. Yet meanwhile, the Lord began a work in all of us when we were born again, continuing it until the day we pass, or the day Christ returns, whichever comes first.

Jesus went to the cross
for you, for me - for ALL
Taken from one of my numerous journals. This one is older, but I noticed that throughout the years I would make notes or references I go through my books randomly, when and if led. Sometimes they sit for years. Below is from an old journal…
[Message starts]
Nov. 7, 2012 – [Lord] >> “Now it begins…” Now – there is a great divide among the people, and anger and rebellion is stirred up as a troubled hornet’s nest.
[5
months later]
On April 9, 2013, the Lord said (He speak deep
within my spirit person): “The strategies and tactics of those who follow Satan
(Lucifer) have been employed a long time. The desire for a one-world government
and ruler did not expire when the building of the Tower of Babel ended, or with
the death of Nimrod.
The plans have been carried out covertly. The adversary
is patient to a degree now that he knows his time is short. All has escalated.
Although some things are happening covertly still, there is less concern about
hiding things.
Satan (Lucifer) and demons are proud and
have lifted themselves up brazenly. They have been called forth by evil people
through rituals, ‘prayers’, and blood sacrifices.
This is a multi-layered, multi-dimensional
structure that is being carried out by those on the dark side, both in the
physical and in the spiritual realms.
[Note: I understood the Lord to mean “unholy”
prayers (witches and those in the occult do call them prayers – Lucifer’s counterfeit).
I understand multi-layered to mean from the average person to the oligarchs.
This just added today for this post, April 6, 2026: >> “Oligarchs are extremely wealthy and powerful people who rule or heavily influence a government, typically in a small group known as an oligarchy.”
SOURCE: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oligarchy
BP]
There are evil entities in all physical levels:
Media, arts and entertainment, judicial, social, business, educational, military,
religion. I understand multi-dimensional to cover from physical (flesh and
blood), to AI [artificial intelligence], 3-D prints, holograms,
teleports, to spiritual realms (remote viewing, occult and demonic).
But born-again children of salt and light have
Jesus/Y’shua.
Greater love has no man than
this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.
[Jn 15:13]
The days are
grossly dark and steadily growing darker. All My people see this who are
abiding and cleaving to Me. [Note: This was written April 2013, nearly 9 years
ago => Mar 5/22]
Do not walk in
fear and unbelief. Walk by faith and not by sight. [2Cor 5:7] Remember I AM for
you and not against.
Do not look
around you in terror or dismay. I forewarn My people. I always have. As you
abide in Me, I reveal that which is to come. Wait upon Me; trust My timing.
Hold fast to your faith. Stay strong in Me [Yeshua/Jesus]
Remember
your warfare is not against flesh and blood, but against principalities,
against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, and against spiritual
wickedness in high places. [Eph 6:12]
Therefore, I urge
you to keep on the full armour that I provided, that you may be able to
withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. [Eph6]
I lead one day at
a time, one step at a time. My glory is about to fall upon the Body. (of
Christ). What must be will be.
[End this message]
They want the glory, but insist it is all for God,
only He sees the heart. It does not matter how many “good deeds” (humanitarian)
they do (whether that cause is for people, young to old, or for animals).
God alone sees the heart. Even when charming
leaders say all the right words, say all the right scriptures, and do all the
right things that impress the masses such as giving to worthy causes, if they
are doing it for the wrong reasons, it does not impress God or bring Him glory
(popularity, followers, possessions, or filthy lucre (though the majority
deny having such desires or passions).
Most deny that what they doing any of the above – except
Kenneth Copeland, Joyce Meyer, Jesse Duplantis, Oprah Winfrey, TD Jakes, or
some other wolf [wolverine]. They do not feel guilty taking money from
the poor. They brag that their riches are due to “faith”, being
righteous (God’s anointed) and their good works.
They may be deceived but not know it. Everyone has
a chance to repent and turn from sin as long as they have breath in their
mouths, and be forgiven no matter how much wrong they have done (except
blasphemy of the precious and Holy Spirit). Yes, all can be forgiven if they
repent and turn – but sadly, most of the wolves will not until it is too late.
If they seek truth, God will reveal it. It will
hurt (coming out of deception – I know, I have been deceived before), but the
precious Saviour will forgive the broken and contrite heart, filled with godly
sorrow. Then healing and restoration will come, for the sinner’s sake, and for
the glory of Almighty God.
The lake of fire is real. Let us not be proud, for
all of us missed the mark; all of us have sinned and fall short of the glory of
God. [Rom 3:23]
Healing and restoration are about to occur
throughout the Body. Indeed, it has begun. Rebuke fear and unbelief. Fear not.
Look up for your redemption draws near.
Whether it be good, or whether it be evil,
we will obey the voice of the LORD our God, to whom we send you; that it may be
well with us, when we obey the voice of the LORD our God.
Be not afraid of the king of Babylon, of
whom you are afraid; be not afraid of him, says the LORD: for I AM with you to
save you, and to deliver you from his hand. [Jer 42:6;11]
April 11, 2013
Walk humbly with your God. [Micah 6:8]
As F.B. Meyer [English Baptist clergyman
(1947-1929) once wrote:
“Few have known more sublime truth than Balaam [Mic
6:5], but he loved the wages of unrighteousness, and this eclipsed the divine
radiance that became overcast and finally overwhelmed.” (End quote-BP)
Also be assured that much of what is going on in
the headlines is a distraction from what is going on behind closed doors and
within secret meetings. Indeed, you must be aware of all that is going on in
the world, within your own neighbourhoods, and within your own households. Be
wise as serpents and harmless as doves, for you are amongst wolves …in all the
nations].
There are enemies in the camp. April 11, 2013
December 24, 2022
No obscurity in my way (the Lord had spoken this
into my spirit).
[A personal word I received - I share publicly only with hope to help another]
Now you shall speak forth prophetic messages purely,
for there are no obscurities in your way. You came under strong delusion
because you would not receive the truth, but rather (turned) chased
after a lie (an idol).
And for this cause God shall send them strong
delusion, that they should believe a lie: That they all might be damned
who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness. [2Thes 2:12]
I have written about this before off and on
throughout the past couple of decades, and repeat briefly here for one reason
and one reason alone. We all can compromise, but we will surely face
consequences. Especially if compromise morphs into disobedience, such as what
happened to me.
Although unsaved, when the Lord came to me at a
time I was beaten physically beyond recognition, I made an unwise and costly
choice. The Lord revealed to me that the man who beat me up (my boyfriend at
the time, but who fled the province after beating me up so badly to avoid
charges), was not to be my husband. The Lord was calling me, and what did I do?
I did not see it as disobedience or compromise,
but it was that – and worse. Idolatry! I said, “O Lord, no!” (Like Paul on
the road to Damascus, although unsaved, also recognized Jesus the LORD.)
Marriage happened four years after that day, with more breakups in-between and during the years, more abuse, and three beautiful children later. (The first child was born nine months after Jesus told me the woman beater was not to be my husband.) Two were born within the four years of marriage (with separations being nearly half of that 4 year commitment).
Idolatry – choosing a man over God (Jesus), which is worshipping the creation more than the Creator. Idolatry is anyone or anything that we honour and put before God Almighty.
Friend, if this is you, stop. The consequences can
be horrific. The last time we separated was when I ended up in the hospital
after a night of abuse. I was afraid to return home. He refused to turn the
children over to my care (ages 1, 3, 7).
During those years, my husband divorced me for
another woman. It took seven years in family court before the children were
placed in my custody. Then we spent five years in criminal court for what he
did to the children while in his care. He went to prison. That was 21 years
ago. Consequences.
The Lord, in His mercy, did not allow me to be
deceived anywhere else except in the area of ‘men’. Why? Because I chose a ‘man’
over him. Remember when Israel chose a ‘king’ over God? Idolatry –
putting creation before the Creator. Same idea.
Over the course of decades, I tried to find a man
who would love me, but it was not to be. Thirty-nine years; the day came when I
finally came out of self-deception, the strong delusion the Lord allowed.
I had become a Christian after all that. The Lord
had allowed me to wallow in waste, in the mire, the stench of sin was
overwhelming. I cried out in brokenness and shame, seeing the foolish and
wretched woman that I was.
Having been stubbornly blind to the truth, I
ultimately repented with understanding godly sorrow and understanding. He
forgave me. Jesus is good; His mercy endures forever.
You do not have thirty-nine years. All hell has broken out globally. Look at scripture and align the Word with today’s events. God’s Word is true. Do not allow anyone (saved or unsaved), or anything come before God. There are always consequences, and they are never good.
December
15, 2018
When the mother of Zebedee’s children asked Jesus (Yeshua) to grant that her two sons could
sit one on his right hand, and the other on his left when Jesus came into his
kingdom, Yeshua answered:
You know not what you ask. Are you able to
drink of the cup that I shall drink of, and be baptized with the baptism that I
am baptized with? (And they said to him, We are able.) [Mat 20:21-22]
Then I heard the Holy Spirit whisper deep within me, “Do
you remember how you pondered those words, and then slowly, yet naively, you
said, “Me too, Lord. I am willing to drink of the same cup of suffering…?”
But just as those men did not know, you too had no
idea…no idea what you were saying. In this hour of your suffering, My child, I
say to you, Do not grieve over those who gloat victoriously and secretly laugh
at you in this dark hour. For what has been done in darkness shall be brought
into the light. Remember, how My accusers prided themselves of righteous
indignation and laughed at My defeat?
But for the hardness of their hearts, I did not seek
revenge. Instead, I looked up to the heavens and with the little strength I had
left, cried out: Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do…
As my blood poured out upon the hard ground, I gasped, “It is finished.” In utter brokenness
and bearing the shame My accusers put upon Me, I breathed My last
breath.
But the laughter ceased when on the third day, I rose up
in victory. And now, My child, hear Me and believe this:
Though you are surrounded in complete darkness and those
who hate you without just cause, secretly gloat at your defeat, I say to you,
precious soul that your shame shall be no more. Even though you lie in utter
brokenness now as one who is dead, hold fast to your faith, for the day
approaches that you too shall rise up again in victory.
You have not allowed bitterness to take root in your
heart, My child. You have not sought revenge. Instead, you sought forgiveness,
for them – for yourself.
That is what the cross, the shedding of the blood, and My
resurrection are all about.

He's alive! He's alive!
Yeshua/Jesus has risen.
What does the Lord require of you, but to do justly, to love mercy and to walk humbly before your God. [Micah 6:8]
Which also said, You men
of Galilee, why do you stand gazing up into heaven? this same Jesus, which is
taken up from you into heaven, shall come again in the same manner that you
have seen Him go into heaven. [Acts 1:11]
And then shall appear the
sign of the Son of man in heaven: and then shall all the tribes of the earth
mourn, and they shall see the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with
power and great glory.
And He shall send His angels
with a great sound of a trumpet, and they shall gather together His elect from
the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other. [Mat 24:30-31]
Folks, the signs are all around us…time is short. Keep a repentant heart; walk in love, but stand in and for truth.
Saints, this world is not
our home… Hallelujah - it is almost time!
For His glory alone
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