Thursday, May 15, 2025

Dot Every 'i' and Cross Every 't'

[Updated: Sentence adjustment -- minor corrections - 5th and 9th paragraphs, minor additions to correct reading fluency BP]

God guides the eagles

I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you shall go: I will guide you with My eye. [Ps32:8]

Dot Every ‘i’ and Cross Every ‘t’

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Teaching, guiding and instructing also involves correction, for a good Father will discipline and/or correct a child if they make a mistake, or if they can improve in an area. It is all part of expanding understanding, growing and maturing. On the other hand, a wise child will be receptive to guidance, counseling, and correction.

A man named E. Skolfield once said [paraphrased] that when writing online, one must take great care to dot every ‘i’ and to cross each ‘t’. Every effort is made on my part to do so, but there may be awkward instances where I unintentionally cross every ‘I’ and dot each ‘t’ instead. [a little humour…very little lol]                                                                                              

Crossing the 'i' --
dotting the 't'

                                                                                                                     
([Side note]: A woman named Marilyn Foley wrote a novelette full of humourous short stories which was published in December 2016. I only discovered her when I was searching for a picture. Her book title was the perfect fit to express the awkward moments where I can mess things up or seemingly get them backwards when I am writing.

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The short introduction to the author written up underneath Marilyn’s picture states that she was unwell, with medical professionals and caregivers struggling to ease her suffering from health issues at the time that she was working on her short stories. That being said, and since the booklet was released nine years ago, I do not know if she is still alive. I have not read the book, which is sold on Amazon. I also do not know if she was/is a Christian. [End side note])

It is interesting how a random search for a fitting picture for my article brought me to a book written by someone who (at the time) desperately needed healing. What are the odds? A quick search to find out further information about the author turned up fruitless. I hope Marilyn Foley was made well, but if not, and more importantly, I hope she was a Christian and is with the Lord, free from suffering and all hardships.

In the last article I posted, had I indeed dotted every ‘I’ or crossed every ‘t’? [I did not think so.] The words that are written could easily be misconstrued. I should continually remember this because of the way the “written Word”, the Holy Bible itself, has entire verses taken out of context. People are often divided over the way they understand certain passages.

It is how false doctrines are created, and it is how the devil (Satan/Lucifer) leads people astray, away from Jesus, and away from childlike ‘faith’.  It is also how [false] ‘faith-healers’ and false prophets/teachers hoodwink people, causing them to stumble blindly along the path of deception.

Upon rereading it, it was easy to see where explicit details were lacking, and where questions and doubts could rise up, which could possibly cause misunderstanding. In the writing I was mentioning how I kept coming across scriptures (without trying), as well as random articles and videos about healing (particularly scriptures) after I had prayed to the Lord about it.

I have been praying for years and in certain instances, decades, regarding healing. Various things have been healed by Jesus, things such as pleurisy, bad flues, blood clots, etc. Even a sick dog was healed once when I could not afford the cost of an examination and medicine at a vet’s. Glory to God alone.

There were also many times that I had to go the usual course and allow doctors and their medicines to heal me, but I still saw it as God’s hand in it all. Yet, this time I have been praying for osteoarthritis [bone-on-bone in both knees], and in my wrists [osteo], as well as degenerative discs and sciatic nerve pain. 

Over the years the pain has increased to such a state that I have difficulty walking, and standing and sitting for long periods of time are difficult. Some pressure sores become ulcers and have trouble healing.

Every step of the way Jesus Christ is with me. He is my joy - He never fails...

The pain has brought me to tears many times. There are times I think I cannot bear more, and have had enough. Others suffer more, I do realize, but pain is pain, and when we deal with it, we have to cling to Jesus for strength and perseverance (endurance).

Every step of the way Jesus Christ (Yeshua) is with me. He never fails...

Yet, I must say one thing. I do know that the Lord has revealed much in me that needed changing through all this – attitudes, harbored bitterness, anger, long list, unforgiveness, things I was sure I had dealt with, seemingly endless. Corrupted flesh; fallen nature…

The Lord does good work in His people just as He promised.

Being confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ: [Phil 1:6]

Yet it seems like one thing is overcome and something else pops up; deal with that, and something else…like “whack-a-mole”. There is no end to the corruption of the flesh. Every day it has to be nailed to the cross, to deny the lusts, appetites, and desires of the flesh, dying to self.

Some days we do well, some days not so much, but the beauty is that the Holy Spirit helps us. The more we love God, the more we mature, the more we obey Jesus, the more often we overcome temptation – step by step, with the precious Holy Spirit and Jesus/Yeshua [their constant help when we pray, without fail-glory to the living God], we have victory.

Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us. [Rom 8:37]

Checking Every Detail

We often hear (at least I have) in Christian circles that the devil is into details. Satan’s interest in details is two-fold. Firstly, to counterfeit (copy, mimic) God's work, for the purpose of deception and destruction. The Creator of all things knows every detail and cares for everything according to His wisdom and His will. Secondly, the adversary's effort to sabotage our walk and rob us of our faith (hope and love).

I believe that when we pray about healing and long to know God’s will in the matter, we should seek confirmation. In the previous article I posted I wrote that I believed Jesus was confirming His promise to me in order to remove all doubt and unbelief because the reality is that not everyone receives miraculous healing.

Then I wrote: We all know that. None of us can explain why. Yes, children of light understand about faith and unbelief, but nothing irks me more than people who look at those who are suffering and say, "you just have to have enough faith" [to be healed].

That is the place where my words can be easily misconstrued, that being where I wrote that “nothing irks me more  than people saying “you just have to have enough faith”. The details need to be checked carefully here so there is no misunderstanding.

About Faith and Healing

Back to the purpose of this article. I am unsettled about just leaving the sentence and thought like that. It needed more of an explanation; some things are more difficult to explain than others. The thought of misleading anyone or misrepresenting the gospel or the words of Jesus terrify me…we are responsible for our words, and will be held accountable.

Prayer and petitions have gone up more than once to the Lord regarding healing. Millions of people, if not billions, are praying for healing, either for themselves, for a loved one, or someone they have been asked to lift up in prayer before God Almighty [El Shaddai].

I had shared how I continued to come across precise scriptures (without effort), videos, and articles about the Lord bringing health, healing, or a cure. Although it randomly showed up in the latter two ways, it was mostly through scriptures that keep appearing about “healing” and a “cure”, from Old to New Testament, that strengthened me, re-enforcing and building faith.

Do get the Word of God down in your heart. Do speak forth scripture in context.

So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God. [Rom 10:17] NKJV

Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. [Heb 11:1] KJV

Building our faith is done through hearing (learning) the Word to discover God’s character, His will, His desire for us. We are saved by grace through ‘faith’.

Abba gives all a “measure of faith”.

For by the grace given to me, I say to everyone among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think with sober judgment, each according to the measure of faith that God has assigned. [Rom 12:3]

One church online stated that the Lord grants each of us the measure of faith we need to get through the mission we have (individually) in life. That would make sense. They mention Paul and how God granted him the faith he needed for all he endured “for the sake of Christ”, such as being shipwrecked, stoned, whipped, hunger, thirst, fasting, cold, and more. [2Cor 11:24-27] Source: Valley Bible Church

Wolves in Sheep's Clothing

It is important to me that I never lead anyone astray or shake up their faith because I know what it is like to be deceived. After the orphanage, the Word of Faith church (that was its name) was the first church I attended as a young adult in my twenties.

I learned some “name it and claim it” lessons the hard way. I will never endorse that doctrine of devils. The false prophets have toned down some of the teachings but they will still promote the belief that God’s will is health and wealth for all, and blessings are a direct result of faith and “giving”.

Many have wised-up and no longer promote seed-faith as much as to give a ‘donation’, or a ‘love-gift’. The internet has helped many false teachers cloak or help cover up their false doctrine. All they have to do is search about false teachers or false prophets and avoid the obvious.

Could that be why Jesus said if it is possible the false Christs and the false prophets, along with their signs and wonders will deceive even the very elect? [Mt 24:24]

People think if they see a miracle (signs and wonders) it must be of God, but Jesus/Yeshua makes it abundantly clear that Satan’s ministers (false prophets and teachers) will perform them, and God will allow it.

We must cling to Jesus and walk obediently in His will. We NEED the Lord and that need is increasing as darkness in the world deepens and corruption in all things multiplies. The adversary counterfeits what he sees God doing, as do his minions, his demonic legions and his fleshly double agents.

That is why I was surprised to see that I unintentionally “seemed to approve” those who believe and operate in the teachings of the prosperity gospel on my radio program back in 2013, and still hung onto certain beliefs, such as prophets.

I absolutely believe in prophecy, but as for prophets. Today’s “prophets” can “get it wrong”, whereas the ancient prophets of God, the true prophets, never got anything wrong. That is the major difference.

Today, people give prophetic messages as the Holy Spirit moves upon them to speak. However, sometimes a person can get a prophecy wrong, and that would be because they either spoke in the flesh or through divination. Today, if that happens, people excuse it with, “I’m not perfect; I make mistakes.”

Of course that is true; we all make mistakes. There is not one person who has ever lived that has not made mistakes, except one. His name is Jesus/Yeshua, and that is why He was the only one who could be the perfect, blameless sacrifice - as atonement for our sins.

In the Old Testament the prophets spoke as the Holy Spirit moved upon them, otherwise it more often was of the flesh or a familiar spirit if there was error. Such were called false prophets or prophets of Baal. 

When false prophecies failed, the prophet was to be stoned to death because they usually led people into rebellion, away from God, or promised things that God did not promise. They prophesied lies or from their own imagination, or by an familiar or unclean spirit (divination/python spirit).

There is the difference, and that is why I am not too quick to say there are prophets today. We do not stone to death those with wrong prophesies, we excuse them. God does not make mistakes. He IS perfect.

As for apostles, I believe there were the 12 and that is it. Their names will be written on the foundation stones of the New Jerusalem.  There never was female apostles, and there never shall be. Those who hold such a title today are not true apostles. Otherwise, show me scripture that justifies it.

Many today are hung up on titles and position, a matter of pride, ego, man-given authority and power. They will mean nothing (the titles) in heaven – all I hope for are crowns to place at the feet of the King Jesus.

Consequences of Sin

As we all know, or soon find out, sin has consequences. What I later discovered is that I was in a long season [turned out to be 39 years] of consequences (due to idolatry), which affected discernment in an area.

When I was unsaved and had no fear of the Lord, I chose to follow after a mere man; I chose a man over the Lord Jesus. In other words, I chose the created over the Creator and fell headfirst into idolatry. I thought my ex-boyfriend would love me (bad love is better than no love – I deceived myself, then the enemy helped).

I grieved the King of kings and Lord of lords that day, but thus began a season of consequences, my own 39 year wilderness walk (I ended up with a year’s undeserved grace when I finally came to my senses [like Nebuchadnezzar], confessed my sin, repented with godly sorrow, and received forgiveness.

Seven years were still remaining in 2013. Season of consequences is a reality which I wrote about in a 3-part series, ending with the Backbone of America is Broken                                                                                    

The Prosperity Doctrine on Healing “Irks” Me

In the article “To the Weary” written in 2013, I mention two guests that were on [Warriors of Endurance] "W.O.E. in the Time of Revealing" program I hosted on BlogTalk radio (which is now defunct as of January 2025).

My guest (a fine woman who loves God, whom I met in person and a year later drove me over the US border so I could return home to Canada) spoke of the five-fold ministries. To this day, she goes under the title of “prophetess”, and her husband goes under the title of “apostle”.

On the program she was sharing an urgent message that the “prophets” were being targeted by Satan, not just for ‘attack’, but she believed ‘targeted to be literally killed’. She was to warn all those in the 5-fold ministry in the office of the prophet.

Another guest, Jason Pillow, an ex-Satanist, shared that the Lord revealed to him that it was the time of sealing of God’s people by the Holy Spirit. My message was that I had a snapshot in a dream of three [3] words presented themselves – test of endurance.

So, was the Lord warning of a battle by the enemy that would ‘test our endurance’?  Would the time of sealing come after the battle? How did Satan plan to literally kill the modern-day prophets?

There never were any reports that any “prophets” were killed (murdered]. Praise God! I am sure prayer went up for protection, but such are the ‘prophecies’ that can come forth from today’s prophets. That is why I said what I said. It is not a salvation issue, but it can and does lead people to the prosperity gospel, and I wholly disagree with that false doctrine.

When I said it irks me when folks mention having enough faith to be healed, it is not those words necessarily that irks me. It is the words of those who insist healing is for everyone, and if you are not healed it is because you do not have enough faith. That is it right there - no healing? Not enough faith. That is simply not true.

About Faith

Yes, faith is important to Jesus. It is crucial. Hebrews chapter eleven is the ‘faith’ chapter. In chapter six, it is written: But without faith it is impossible to please Him [God]: for he that comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of them that diligently seek Him. [11:6]

 Indeed Jesus marvelled at the faith of some people such as the centurion [Mat 8:7-10], and the woman with the issue of blood who knew if she could just touch the hem of His garment she would be healed. [Mat 9:20-22]

But Jesus turned about, and when He saw her, He said, Daughter, be of good comfort; your faith has made you whole. And the woman was made whole from that hour. [vs 22]

The prosperity teaching is also called the “health and wealth” gospel, the “name it and claim it” doctrine, or the “seed-faith gospel”.  I do not know what else, but the core of the Word of Faith (WOF – I always add an “L” for WOlF) teaching is a teaching that person’s faith is measured by their physical health (physical condition) or their financial success, which is a doctrine of demons.

The false teachers and false prophets insist that God’s power moves through “positive confession” (decreeing and declaring) combined with enough “faith” for God to move and perform. They teach that we receive blessings, health, and wealth (prosperity)  through faith, positive confessions, decrees and declarations.

NO ONE can override the power and authority of God Almighty (Yahweh) NONE. No one can cause God’s will to take second place to their will. Kenneth Copeland cannot overrule God.

They profess that we are little ‘gods’ and misrepresent the authority we have been given through Christ Jesus. There is one God who consists of the Father, Son (Jesus/Yeshua) and Holy Spirit, three distinct persons, one God, called the Godhead. [Col 2:9; Rom 1:20] There is one God, and no other.

For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one. And there are three that bear witness in earth, the Spirit, and the water, and the blood: and these three agree in one. [1Jn 5:7-8]

We are not little ‘gods’. I do believe that we must have faith and believe for healing. We see throughout the New Testament where Jesus said a person’s faith has made them whole, or He commended them for their faith.

I believe in praying to God, and bringing Him all our petitions, and cares, and requests as we are instructed. [Phil 4:6] The Holy Spirit will lead us. My prayer is always (sometimes I forget, but I am getting better at it-practice) to ask the Lord that in His Sovereignty to not allow my flesh or any demon – the lying counterfeiter - to deceive me

It has been my prayer for a few years now (since learning about self-deception -- some lessons are painful, but I would rather the truth, with the discomfort and humbling of correction than the false comfort of a lie). Seems in my life that I mostly learn the hard way, but at least, I am learning. Thanks to a very patient Jesus/Yeshua.

When the prosperity teachers and prophets suggest or teach everyone who has enough faith gets healed is a dangerous teaching that threatens to shipwreck the faith of multitudes (the youth, new converts, the unlearned) if healing does not come.

Final Thought and Conviction

Nick Vijicic 
Joni Eareckson-Tada

Joni Eareckson Tada and Nick Vijicic are two examples of strong Christians who glorify God in their afflictions and silent sufferings. And it is because of brethren such as these two shining examples that I did write that it “irks me when people say you just have to have faith” you will be healed.

We do not know the mind or the wisdom of God. We cannot comprehend His magnificence or ways any more than an ant can understand us. There is no one who can explain why some are healed and some are not.

I hope now my statement makes more sense. We must have faith; it is our shield. It pleases our Creator – [Heb 11:1]Faith is the substance of things hoped for; the evidence of things not seen.

Trust God that whatever He decides for us because whether we are healed miraculously in the physical now, or have to wait until we get our glorified bodies, our Lord Jesus cares about us. Do not listen to the lies of the enemy who wants everyone to end up in hell.

We belong to a loving marvelous Creator. We are His for His glory. We are in the best hands.

Even everyone that is called by My name: for I have created him for My glory, I have formed him: yes, I have made him. [Is 43:7]


Thursday, May 8, 2025

His Grace Sees Us Thru Every Hardship

(NOTE*: Updated May 8, 2025 - BP

If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just
and will forgive us our sins and
purify us from all unrighteousness.
[1Jn 1:9]

GRACE - amazing grace of our wise Creator
It would be a real shame to take it for granted...


I posted an article twelve (12) years ago that contained both truth and deception. It was an oversight. My heart ached when I saw it four days ago. It was during a time that I did not realize I was still serving out the consequences of a sin from  29 years earlier, when I rebelled (not realizing that is what I was doing), and chose idolatry - chose a man over Jesus.

What were the consequences? I will explain more fully in another article, but for now, let me say this. Take a look at King David. Did he not go through a season of consequences after sinning? He did - yet we think "that was different; I'm not him"... Our confidence rises, especially if we did not do what David did. There was ONE area -- ONE area that deception had to serve out its time -- all because of a choice I made.

Is that why I did not fully "see" when I allowed the prosperity gospel teaching on the radio (although the prosperity part was not taught or mentioned). Is that why apostles and prophets were mentioned in the "To the Weary" article?

I do have an article prepared, but it's needs more organizing, editing and prayer - particularly the latter. Prayer. I just couldn't get to it. This article has been getting down later at night when everyone is asleep, and no one texts or calls, or knocks on the door. No strange aches or pains or oddities happening in my body...

-- for this I give God the glory...

He makes the storm a CALM, so that the waves thereof are still. [Ps 107:29]

When a post is popular, the increase in traffic to it is recorded by ‘Blogger’ or ‘Blogspot’ (this website, owned by Google). The article I speak of is called, To The Weary, posted July 14, 2012.

An address to it was quickly written a day or two after I noticed it on my blog [four days ago]; however, my plan was to follow that up with an important, more in-depth article. The distractions and hindrances that I have had to confront ever since I began writing an explanation AND correction have been unbelievable – surreal.

The opposing forces were so recognizable that I realized it was spiritual, yet even so, it got to the point where I thought I had lost my sanity. I am one person and this last battle has been long, with mere days here and there as reprieve. Thank God for my beloved friends and brethren that literally “held up my spiritual arms”, and allowed the Lord to fight the battle.

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A fiery dart was aimed and hit my Achille's heel [direct hit in the weak areas]. The enemy was hitting all my areas of sensitivity (aka weak spots), and he was using my treasured family members to bring me to my wit’s end. Pain in the body also increased. 

It seemed like one thing would be addressed, leave, and something else would pop up. For example, I awoke one morning to what felt like a broken wrist. The pain was surreal.

So sudden and so strong was the pain that I even went to a walk-in clinic, who sent me elsewhere for an X-ray. Naturally, this happened on a Saturday, so the walk-in clinic closed early (before the X-ray results were back).

NOT my X-ray - 
this is an example only

Yet even come Monday morning, no word from the doctor. I had wrapped the wrist in a tensor bandage (my son and daughter took turns wrapping it). To cut to the quick, it took a week of calling around, asking if I could find out if it was a sprain, a hairline fracture, or what, because something was wrong.

Finally, on the seventh or eighth day after the X-ray, the pharmacist got a hold of the doctor and I received a doctor’s phone call, who told me it was osteoarthritis. No warning signs, just sudden pain like a broken bone? I asked.

Apparently yes, it happens sometimes; mine is severe. I could barely believe it, but these are the kind of “hindrances” and distractions I speak of. Ever since I prayed about healing, I would constantly run into articles, scriptures, videos, etc. about healing. I believe Jesus has been showing me so that I would not doubt or walk in unbelief, because the reality is that not everyone receives healing.

We all know that. None of us can explain why. Yes, children of light understand about faith and unbelief, but nothing irks me more than people who look at those who are suffering and say, "you just have to have enough faith".

Tell that to a newborn, or a seven-year old child with a terminal illness. We do NOT have all the answers, nor all the explanations. The prosperity preachers are notorious for talking about "faith". I have heard some pound it home about faith, then obviously they have done some reading, and will backtrack - suddenly admitting not everyone is healed...but (and smooth, people-pleasing talk follows). 

Some have removed videos that reveal their double-speak, but suffice it to say, God has heard them. Jesus is working with them -- but we must call out wolves. Trouble is, many sheep love wolves because they cannot see past the fake "sheep clothing". I will leave it there for now.

Yes, we have to run things by the Lord. He will let us know. I believe that. He revealed Himself to Stephen, so that the saint knew he was going to die. He saw Jesus/Yeshua by the side of the Father's throne.

Peter knew he would be crucified; Paul knew he would not see certain people again because his time had come. God will lead us by His Spirit. That being said, I personally believe the Lord has been showing me that my healing is coming (and NOT just mine). 

Ever hear of miracles? Grace? Mercy?

God of wonders -- wonder of God

Hallelujah! He is moving across this world...He IS moving! Yes, great trouble is coming, but let God be God. Sovereignty - providence - benevolence.

I know I heard that I have need of patience, but the promise will come. [I did acknowledge the Lord, knowing He was right...then (without thinking, like a doofus...I asked, "how long do I have to wait, Lord?")

Ack... sigh...yes, I have need of patience...

However, there are also those who are struggling with some unbelief that are around me, but they "hope for the best" without 'saying what they think'. They want to believe. May God help us all!

It is okay because such are the skirmishes and battles one faces in spiritual warfare. Satan has made a mess by entangling the truth of God's Word with false doctrines. I trust the Lord - I pray for strength to endure until the appointed time. Just as those who have gone before me have had to wait...they stood strong even when everything appeared as the exact opposite.

The prosperity gospel is one false doctrine that Satan used and USES to mess up the healing of God's people. All these things have been thrown against me by the enemy. He has used my loved ones, as well as strangers.

WHO will hold His own [people] steady? WHO gives His own [people] strength? 

Jesus (Yeshua) -- How? How does Messiah do it when we are flesh and He is not [flesh] at this time in history? Well, in case some forgot (and for others)  who do not yet know, Jesus came in the flesh. 

And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld His [Jesus/Yeshua] glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father), full of grace and truth. [Jn 1:14]

He DID come in the flesh when He had His ministry for three years upon the earth, and He comes in the flesh when we believe and receive Him by faith, when we are born-again. He instructs us to abide in Him as He abides in us. 

I typically use the imagery of grapes clinging to a healthy, nurturing  vine. Jesus is the Vine, we are the grapes. We cling to Him for He said: 

I AM the way, the truth, and the LIFE; no on come to the Father but by [through] Me. [Jn 14:6]  (emphasis mine)

Jesus promised the disciples that He would ask the Father to send a Helper (after Jesus was resurrected from the dead and then ascended into heaven to sit on the right-hand side of the Father). The "Helper/Comforter" is the Holy Spirit. He will teach and guide us into all truth, and tell us what He hears, and what is yet to come. [Jn16:13]

Not by might, nor by power, but by My Spirit, said the Lord of hosts. [Zech 4:6]

When I began looking up phone numbers for counsellors, it was not easy. There seemed to be few who are Christian. Was there not any ‘free counseling’? In days gone by, a pastor might take time out of his schedule to help a hurting, confused sheep, but where are they now?

Even those who work on a sliding scale begin at a rather high percentage per hour. Yes, I know …”the labourer is worthy of his wage.” [1Tim 5:18] […] …worthy of his hire.” [Lk 10:7] So it is written, so it is true.

Ah Lord –  looks like You are stuck with me. Since I now need a walker and a cane, I have not been attending a church physically. I listen to sermons and services for shut-ins online, and I am not the only one. It is difficult for me to sit, stand, or walk for long periods of time.

 I can only go by the guidance of the Lord, not by the opinions of people. We all have an opinion, and the funny thing is how often we change our opinions (self included). It all depends on the information we have on hand, and what develops.

Counselors. Yet with all the variances and diverse beliefs, especially ones that stray from the true gospel, how do I find a counselor of like mind? I searched and tried – dead end. Finances and availability…

If any were available but who had different beliefs, and I refused to go as a result, would I be a hypocrite? Did I not just repent from posting and endorsing a false doctrine, in fact, a doctrine that led me astray when I put it into practice a long time ago; one that taught me a hard lesson?

I would be a hypocrite if I said I repented but then took up counseling with someone who represented a church that taught false doctrines, or who practiced those teachings themselves. 

The problem with false doctrines is that they do contain truth, which confuses people, especially new believers or people who do not know their bibles or walk close to God. But they turn people away from the true Christ and the true gospel.

It was said once: “False teaching is like food laced with poison. It is 98% good food and 2% poison, and it is the 2% that kills.” Back in the late 90s, someone brought over an 8-track (must have taken that old thing out of the back of the Flintstone-car they drove [dinosaur days] lol). 

It was a tape with Kent Hovind, a young Earth creationist. It is the only thing I remember from the video. I was not saved yet, and it was the only tape I saw. That was just shy of thirty (30) years ago.

I have an article written about the prosperity gospel, and what I posted left some things flapping in the wind. For example, the friend (acquaintance) that drove me back over the border into Canada is a woman I liked very much. She has a prophetic gifting, but I did not hear any of her prophetic words.

I never called her a prophetess but she has advertised (in posters) herself with that title, and her husband as an apostle. I do not remember her discussing it with me, but I will say that I remember Tish (Latshia) as a kind, warm-hearted person who did not pull any punches.

Being a straight-shooter myself, I respected that quality in her personality. How deep she was or is into the prosperity gospel I do not know. She believed in decreeing and declaring things, that is for sure. Seed-faith and the rest, I do not know. As stated, we were more acquaintances than friends. Our commonality was our love for Jesus the Christ.

But I do thank the Lord for bringing her across my path because she did help me by driving me over the US/Canada border when I was returning to Canada September 17, 2014. Her offer to drive me was an exponential help. 

It was wonderful the way I was given the “go-ahead” at the border when I was so concerned. Deep within the Lord had placed a quiet word that I would make it back over – not to fear. I fought fear – it had been almost seven years I was in the US.

“Years?” the border patrol guard laughed as he repeated my answer to his question. “How long were you in the States, ma’m? Do you have anything to declare?” I answered, “Years…likely everything I have has to be declared as bought in the States.”

Peace Bridge - US/Canada border

When he realized I was serious, he laughed again. (NOT the reaction I was expecting.) We had prayed before we got in the car. The Lord must have assigned an angel to be at the border crossing.

I not only got across the border; I was waved through like I was royalty. What a high! On the other hand, Tish had a hard time getting back over because she brought her little boy (he was young, maybe four or five), but his ID [identification] was in a little folder and it had dropped somewhere.

What a horrific feeling! Tish was beside herself trying to find it, and of course, the border patrol likely had their doubts. But praise God, eventually she was able to find it and return home. The trip took me much longer than expected (three and a half days longer). When I arrived in BC, I had $21 to my name.

It cost $20 exactly to get me to a homeless shelter, where I ended up staying for four months, sick the whole time with pneumonia. Well, at least I could say that I arrived with cash in my pocket – even if it was only $1.00.

The “up side” is that I had exactly what I needed to arrive at my destination from the States. Once I arrived, I had food and shelter and a dollar. I began the process of renewing my driver’s license, and other documentation that I needed to begin life again in my home country.

The shelter kept cell phones in lockup, but gave them to people when they went outside the shelter. I did not go out much, barely at all, since I was sick. Twice I ended up in the hospital. When I did go out, it was to the Internet Café to look up housing.

BC was so expensive and the available housing was minimal. I managed to speak with Tish a couple of times, but weeks and months passed. Eventually, as acquaintances, we lost touch. We have not heard from each other for over a decade now.

I will always be grateful to Latshia (Tish) for her kind act of taking me over the border. I also slept on her couch for a few hours (not sure exactly how long) – I was exhausted because I barely slept in 36 hours. She fed me a spaghetti dinner before taking me to the bus depot to begin the long hike across Canada (a 6-day journey from Niagara Falls to Kelowna, BC).

I accidentally purchased a ticket for a Greyhound Courier Express bus, meaning they doubled as couriers for mail and parcel delivery, which meant stopping in nearly every little town along the way, rural areas {called a postbus).

I did not know, but I reckon it is because before I purchased the ticket, I had asked if they had any “specials” for going across Canada. I was going from Atlanta, Georgia to Buffalo, New York. My friend took me from Buffalo NY, US/Canada border crossing from Niagara Falls [Peace Bridge]. Hallelujah, I made it back safely!

May the Lord bless and keep the Smith family, guiding them into all truth, for their sake, but for the glory of Jesus.

Whether it was the little contact from me during my stay in the shelter, or whether we were only meant to cross paths for a short time, I will not know until heaven.  I will always remember Tish as a fine person, with a loving husband and father, and children – a beautiful family – I am ever grateful to both of them, a team for sure.

They opened up their home to me, a Christian, yet still, practically a stranger, and even so…they truly blessed me with a warm and sincere welcome. Very nice people…Lord bless the entire family, in the name above all names.

A Message

March 22, 2025

Wait upon Me and I answer. You have need of patience. I spoke to you, and humbly you received it. Now you sense within, the time has come. It is the season. Listen carefully as I lead. The corruption goes deep.

Many innocent ones are ensnared if they look away momentarily, for the enemies of the cross are moving swiftly these days. You are witnessing the wisdom of the false ones whose first concern are their riches.

They concern themselves with what people are saying about them, instead of coming to Me with their concerns. They love the admiration of the people who reward them with loyalty, flattery and plenty of gifts, both monetary and material gain.

Trust Me in all that is coming.

Trust Me with it all. Yes, I AM protecting all of you. It is your season. Your time to blossom is nearly here. Health and wealth are not something to fear. However, be wise. These things are not to be idolized, and sadly, [these things] truthfully, are not for all.

 Remember this world is not your home. Stay instant in prayer. Forgive friends All the things that concern you will be addressed. Vengeance is Mine. Pray for mercy for those who come against (who came and come against), and I will show mercy. Seventy times seven keeps your heart in a pure place.


There was no intention to post this, but I am led to. This prophetic message comes from "To the Weary" - July 17, 2013

How heavy is your heart, My child, for the battle has been hard and long. Hold fast to Me, for awhile longer and you shall see the victory. The time of sealing, the test of endurance belongs to the remnant who are Mine and shall endure to the end, coming through victoriously, having been well-trained by previous tests and tribulations, having been purged and purified, in the fires and through the waters. 

Yea, hold fast to Me, for I AM your refuge and your strong tower.  Yea, the cross is heavy when it is being carried, and excruciatingly hard to the flesh to stay upon, dying to self and all that is in the world.

Yet only after death can My resurrection power go forth to raise you up to a place where the enemy cannot touch you. Healing and restoration are in My hand. Look up, look up for your redemption draws nigh. 

Chaos and destruction are coming upon mankind and the world, yet I AM the one who shall create the new when all is said and done. 

Keep on your armor; pray without ceasing, abide in Me and do that which I ask of you to do. (*Note* 0bedience is the word that came to mind as I wrote this, and keeping a repentant heart. BP

Great blessing is about to fall upon My obedient children; but great judgment also is falling upon all nations and all peoples of the earth. Yes, and the wrath of the devil, the prince of this world is coming, but he has nothing on Me.                                    

His wrath has been loosed for a time, yea, but he knows that his time is short. [Rev 12:12] Look to Me and abide, for I AM your strength, your wisdom, your discernment, your all in all.  

My peace I give you, not as the world gives, but the peace I give passes all understanding. [Phil 4:7] Let not your heart be troubled [Jn 14:1]; neither be afraid.

[End Message] To The Weary,

for His glory alone

Bonita                          dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com