Showing posts with label conspiracy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label conspiracy. Show all posts

Sunday, June 7, 2026

While We Were Distracted_P.3_Fear Not Their Fear

If you missed it, please read this first part. Everything will be sensible, as it all falls into place.

[NOTE: Updated: Nov. 2026 - Added scripture and pictures - BP]

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The Great Hindrance

[Of David] The Lord is my light and my salvation, so why should I be afraid? Adonai [the LORD] is my fortress, protecting me from danger. Why should I tremble? [Ps 27:1] NLT [New Living Translation]

It is still a serious consideration to create a YouTube channel (likely faceless – no camera) to share whatever the Lord places upon my heart. He has countless voices. I do get that, and am well aware that I am but a drop in the bucket…an old dependable cliché.

I had a thought: allow me to express it this way.

If all of God’s messengers were water in a bucket and I were but a tablespoon of that water, my removal would scarcely be noticed. The remaining water would immediately flow in and fill the space I left behind. The reality is humbling, but the Lord is so worth it. People are desperate for truth, even though many refuse [reject] the truth when they hear it.

For two decades, I have strived to share the gospel of Jesus Christ [the Great Commission] [Mk 16:15; Mat 28:19-20] as all born-again believers, as salt and light, are instructed to do. I have done my best to never touch the glory of God or think more highly of myself than I ought, yet I do realize that my absence from the internet would not shake things up.

That is what it is all about because the work is the Lord’s; it is all His doing. As it has always been from the beginning, others will continue sharing the Good News.

Pride can be subtle (not always obvious). I have to guard against pride in myself: this flesh cannot be trusted, and my own heart can deceive me. [Jer 17:9] But Jesus! I can still mess up (hopefully less as we mature in Christ), yet Abba has done an amazing work in me compared to what I once was, just as He promised.

Being confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ: [Phil 1:6]

It’s imperative to me that people know that Jesus does this for everyone who sincerely hungers and thirsts for Him. He is Living Water; the Bread of Life. [Jn 4:10; 6:35] He is the Potter; we are the clay. [Is 64:8] He is the Good Shepherd; we are the sheep who can easily stray. [Jn 10:11] The same transformation and grace are available to all.

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He is not looking for perfect vessels, but rather, He is looking for vessels to perfect. 

[inspired by the precious Holy Spirit - BP2026]


As much as I have tried to keep up with daily writing, I am slower these days for many reasons. Years back, I began mentioning “distractions” in my writing, and ‘hindrances’ (such as the apostle Paul spoke of being ‘hindered’ by the adversary [Satan] [1Thes2:18].

Recently, I overheard my nine-year-old grandson warning a friend during a game to watch out for the “distraction box”, designed to lay false clues that would send ‘rogue agents’ down the wrong trail. Sounds like Satan and his minions, does it not?

Teachers confiscate cells
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Distraction box”. That phrase stuck with me.

Friends, every generation has faced distractions in different ways. Solomon had a point when he wrote that nothing is new under the sun. [Eccl 1:9] We have been contending with that since Eden; it is part of the fallen human nature.

However, Solomon was not exposed to the technologies or AI that we have today. Jesus did say that things that are coming are things that have never been before, and shall never be repeated.

For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be. [Mat 24:21]

The adversary and his minions, alongside the world, continually work to shape our thinking, influence our emotions, and direct our reactions, conditioning us to accept what should never be accepted. Some call it conditioning; I call it programming.

For now, I would appreciate your prayers as I consider starting a YouTube channel. I do not know whether I can continue keeping pace through writing alone. Things are moving quickly in this world, and 2030 is almost upon us. (Another topic, another day).

If you think time is going fast now, wait until the great tribulation begins. Things will move so quickly, hardly anyone will be able to keep up – except in one way. Jesus (Yeshua)! We all need Him, and that need will only increase!

What About Conspiracies?

A conspiracy is a plot or plan by two or more people involving a dangerous act or event that causes evil or harm to befall others.

Jesus is the Way to Stay Balanced

Jesus is our steady ground...
our foundation.
He will keep us balanced
if we let Him - we seek Him

The Assyrians were treacherous enemies of the Israelites, and the people were terrified when they heard the armies had gathered for an impending attack, thus denying the power of the living God. Even Isaiah was tempted to walk in fear, but the Lord strongly counselled the prophet.

For the LORD spoke thus to me with a strong hand, and warned me not to walk in the way of this people, saying: Do not say, A conspiracy to all this people call a conspiracy, and do not fear their fear, nor be in dread. But the LORD of hosts himself is the one to fear; He is the one you are to dread. [Is 8:11-13] ESV

 

He was not to call conspiracy what the people called conspiracy, and he was not to fear their fear. It was not whether the threats or political realities were real or not. The issue was the fear of the Assyrians’ power overwhelming them instead of placing their trust in the ‘Lord of hosts’ and remembering HIS power. Their fear was the dread of the conspiracy being acted out.

Fast-forward hundreds of years to the words of Jesus.

And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell. [Mat 10:28]

The Lord does not want us to be so fixated on the evil in this world that we are in constant dread. Violence, rebellion, corruption, and deception have been around from the beginning, as in the days of Noah, Sodom and Gomorrah. 

Ever since the flood, the lesson has remained the same. Believers in the living God are not to walk in fear and constant dread of the world’s darkness, but to stay balanced and anchored in God’s providence and sovereignty. Trust is the key.

We are instructed to watch and pray, which we are to do calmly, not as one consumed by the uncertainties and the wickedness all around. There are obvious imbalances, which many simply call division. Extremes on both sides are what are causing the dynamic equilibrium of the scales.

It seems that conspiracies and demons share a commonality. Some see them everywhere and in everything, whilst others deny their very existence, even when it is plainly visible. Whether one walks in paranoia driven by obsessive fear or in dismissal due to naivety, believers are called to neither because both avoid trust in God.

Deception, evil, and conspiracies all exist, and so does the adversary and his invisible armies. Our confidence is not found in uncovering the plots, but in finding our strength in Jesus, gaining more discernment through the Holy Spirit, and remaining steadfast in faith by keeping Jesus as our first love. Deception exists, but it is not the final word.

Time Speeds Up and Slows Down

For there is nothing hid, which shall not be manifested; neither was any thing kept secret, but that it should come abroad. [Mk 4:22; Lk 8:17]

Hopefully, all that has been written is kept in mind because now I continue with part two of the previous article posted a few days ago. In the last article, I spoke about time and CERN experiments regarding time. 

What I shared were conspiracy facts, not theories.  It is no secret that the shutdown of CERN is a reality. The video at that link was posted three months ago. The reason I brought CERN up was that I am constantly hearing people talk about how fast the days are going and time itself.

It is mentioned casually, but these comments are heard from strangers, or people I know (family, friends, neighbours), in articles, on podcasts, from young people to the elderly. People are noticing something wrong with time. 

CERN actually gave a reason scientifically (bringing up Einstein and this theory of relativity). The first part explains the theory of time. Scroll to CERN.

My thoughts go toward Jesus, who stated that unless He shortened the time in the coming days, no flesh would be saved alive. That is how serious the destruction of the world will be. If left up to us, humankind will destroy the world and everything alive in it. [Mat 24:22]

Increased Discernment Only Comes from Jesus


Like many others, I have been praying to Jesus that I would not be deceived, and if my discernment is lacking in some area, that He would reveal it. Most believers are praying for increased discernment, given the words of Jesus in Matthew 24:24, but also given the increase of things that are being exposed these past years.

Deception abounds.

 

Prayers are not always answered instantaneously, but they are answered. That has always been my experience. At times, there are things we must learn before an answer comes. Other times, the Lord must take care of things in the background before He reveals a matter, particularly if exposure involves people.

I do not pretend to have all the answers or all the understanding of God’s ways; none of us do. In fact, I know very little when it comes to the deep well of knowledge, especially when I discovered that the well is consistently being filled up from an ocean of knowledge.

That insight and understanding caused me to adopt the adage: “The more I learn, the less I know.”

And the Word of God causes me to walk more humbly as it confirms the truth.

For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, says the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts. [Is 55:8-9]

 

Overcoming our old nature is a process as we learn to avoid temptations and the devil when we proclaim the Word of God, and walk in the Spirit and not in the flesh. We lay down our lives daily by picking up the cross and nailing our fleshly lusts [passions], desires, and cravings to it.[Rev 12:11]

This walk is not easy, but I can promise you that the longer we abide in Jesus, the easier it gets.


Jesus helps us, but He will not force us to do His will. Most of us are astounded at the chaos, corruption, and deception that are in the church and in the world today. The infiltration began back in the days of the apostles.


One final point should be emphasized. We must distinguish between discernment and suspicion, as they are not the same thing. There were times I confused the two, but the Holy Spirit was gracious and pointed out my error.


I would rather walk in the humility of correction than in the error of pride. (An expression the Holy Spirit gave me approximately nine years ago – to God alone be the glory.)


Although deception abounds, truth is more powerful. God is truth, and all things are under His control and sovereign authority.


We guard against being cynical, suspicious, and fearful by seeking God. In doing so, we will be seeking the truth. If we fear anything, let us fear God, for the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. [Prov 9:10]



If we submit wholly to Jesus and walk humbly with Him by the power of the Holy Spirit, our discernment grows. The more we are aware of Yahweh’s holiness and perfection, the less we are overtaken by fear. We will then be guided by truth, for Jesus is the way, the truth and the life.
[Jn 14:6]

Sounding the Alarm to Warn of Danger


Before I finished the previous article on ticks (first part), it was important to say the above to keep the focus on Jesus. Everything the Lord does is done decently and in order, and I intend to follow in His footsteps.

In this concluding second part, I will separate fact from fiction so that readers can pray effectively and specifically.

Thirty-three is a number that means much to me because it immediately brings to mind Ezekiel chapter 33. The Lord instructs the prophet to be a watchman, warning of impending judgment and any approaching danger he sees coming.

If he sounds the alarm and warns the people, yet they refuse to listen, their blood is upon their own heads. [33:4] However, if he sees a sword coming upon the land [God’s judgment] and fails to warn the people, then the Lord will hold the watchman accountable for his negligence. [33:6] For example, consider the prophet Jonah.

This is not about ticks being God’s judgment. Rather, this is about fulfilling the role of a watchman. When we see danger approaching, we are obligated to warn others. Whether they listen or not is ultimately between them and the Lord.

Some people teach that we are not under the law, but under grace. That is true; however, we are not lawless people. The adversary and his antichrist will be lawless.

Jesus summarized the law in two commandments: We are to love God with all our heart, all our soul, and all our being, and to love others as ourselves. [Mat 22:37-40] All ten commandments are fulfilled if we faithfully keep these two.

 

When we warn others of impending danger, whether they are believers or not, we are obeying the Lord by carrying out the second commandment. Our obedience is motivated first by our love for Christ and then by our love for others.

 

Ticks and Red Meat Allergy



There is a growing concern with ticks that goes beyond Lyme disease. Although that is concerning enough, tick bites have now also been linked to the Alpha-gal syndrome, which is an allergic reaction to red meat, and for some folks, dairy products as well.

 

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I have never liked ticks (who does?), but almost two months ago, when it was still cold here in Ontario, my son removed a crawling tick from the arm of his eight-year-old son, and three more from the dog. Ironically, of all things, our dog is a Bluetick coonhound mix! (He has been mentioned in previous articles – beautiful dog)


The snow had melted, but it was still too cold outside for ticks (at least, that is what I thought). But apparently, some species of ticks become active even in somewhat cooler temperatures. Good to know!

After I personally observed evidence of what I believed to be unusual tick behaviour, I decided to dig a little deeper. There was a reason the number “33” kept showing up, and no, I am not the sort to look for signs and wonders.

 

However, my Creator knows me. He knows that this number signals me to be on the watch [watchman], to pay attention and pray for His leading. He is ever faithful. Just as He instructed Isaiah, Yahweh does not want us walking in fear.

The Lord did not give us a spirit of fear, but of power, and love, and a sound mind. [2Tim1:7]

 


Jesus does not want us to walk in ignorance and be caught off-guard either. He wants us to be aware of our surroundings, just as He was during His time upon this earth, but not to allow fear to halt or hinder us.

We understand that there are many conspiracies out there, announced agendas and plans in the world today, but we really need to stay anchored to Jesus, the Bible, prayer, and His will [plan].

That is why Jesus calls us to abide in Him and to hold fast to faith. We are to fear only God, which is to understand and trust in His sovereignty and providence.

 

Official Sites with Helpful Information about Ticks

Now I am coming to a section that most assuredly needs the Lord’s guidance. I have done my best to stick to trustworthy sources, but this is where the Lord’s wisdom and knowledge, along with discernment, must be sought through prayer.

My digging brought a bit more information from some well-known sources, such as government sites, universities, CDC, videos, et al. The majority warn of the blacklegged tick, known as a deer tick, which is notorious for transmitting

 Lyme disease, Powassan virus and other infectious diseases.

 Canada – Official government site: offers an in-depth explanation of what symptoms, treatment, and links for the 10 provinces and 3 territories

Ontario – Official government site: Separate link for Canada Health Services

United States – Official: CDC [Center for Disease Control and Prevention]

United Kingdom – Official UK site: for ticks and disease, mgmt. and prevention

South Korea – Korea Disease Control and Prevention Agency

Southeast Asia, Singapore – Ministry of Health Government site

European – Official agency of the European Union

 

Hopefully, this helps inform others with information about bites of ticks, diseases, prevention and protective measures. It is a global problem.

In the previous article, I had mentioned two countries that used ticks as a biological weapon: Japan and the United States. There are no official documents, declassified or otherwise, that prove a CIA “black ops” unequivocally that ticks were covertly dropped on the population in Cuba.

Operation Mongoose was a secret code name for a project in January 1962. It had to do with the release of ticks, used as a bioweapon by the US military against Cuba and Fidel Castro. It was around the same time as the failure of the Bay of Pigs invasion.

This was one of several conspiracy items I stumbled across in my research about ticks. It is not the heart or core of this particle, but if you are interested, it can be read about here.

 

I first heard it mentioned on the ‘Redacted’ YouTube channel, with Clayton Morris and his wife, Natalie. Going to @28:45 on the video at the above link, the couple share a page from an article written by John Brhel, Binghamton University, posted Jan 6, 2026, that farmers have reported an increase in tick encounters (70 tick encounters over a period of six months) on their farms. [screenshot is from their video]

Then, the Lone Star tick is brought up @28.50. They report that this tick can lower your tolerance for eating red meat if you are bitten by one. Morris complains about how crazy it sounds that if one of the Lone Star ticks bite you, you develop a red meat allergy.

It is @29:20 where Clayton mentions that the US government, in declassified CIA documents, used ticks as a bioweapon to drop on Cuba [in 2016] and other places to spread Lyme disease.

He follows up the statement by asking if an investigation will ever be done to look into it. He states that members of Congress have tried, but it has been stonewalled.

However, according to the Spectator (an online news magazine), Donald Trump has signed an order into law to: “review and report on biological weapon(s) experiments on an in relation to ticks [and] tick-borne diseases.”

The Spectator writes: A growing body of evidence shows that during the Cold War, ticks were tinkered with and used as delivery mechanisms for biological warfare agents. And these weaponized ticks may have been released both intentionally and unintentionally on an unsuspecting public by the US military.

The article goes on to mention record numbers of tick bites have been reported in New York (in 2024), Maine (in 2024), and Wisconsin (in 2023). The full article is not available for public viewing unless you pay to join them. There is a paywall. I provide a link so you can see that what I have posted is indeed what was reported, but a heads up about the Paywall. All kinds of websites are forcing people to become members (including the Spectator, where this article originates) to finish reading it.


You spoke by the [precious] and Holy Spirit through the mouth of Your servant, our father David: Why do the nations rage and the peoples plot in vain [imagine vain things]? [Acts 4:25] BSV - ESV [Berean (and) English Standard Versions] 


S. Matthew Liao

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Redacted points to a bioethicist named Matthew Liao, who is a professor in the Dept. of Philosophy and the director of NYU’s Center for Bioethics. Back in 2014, Liao stated that we could solve climate change by shrinking people down and making them averse to eating meat. He says, “People eat too much meat.”

 

Excerpt:

Once he has shrunken us, Dr. Liao suggests: "...giving the tiny people medications to  make averse [sic] to eating meat. ”We can artificially induce intolerance to red meat by stimulating the immune system against common bovine proteins,” he told the BBC.

SOURCE: Grist


In 2016, at the World Economic Forum, Matthew Liao says that:

 Possibly, we can use human engineering to make it the case that we’re intolerant to certain kinds of meat, to certain kinds of bovine – bovine proteins. And there are actually analogs of this in life.

There’s this thing called the Lone Star tick, where if it bites you, you’ll become allergic to meat. I can sort of describe the mechanism. So that’s something that we can do through human engineering. We can possibly address really big world problems through human engineering.” – Matthew Liao

[End Excerpt]


Bill Gates is involved with his fake meat. @31:00 Dr. Robert Malone: Declassified Documents Link U.S. Bioweapons Program to Lyme Disease Outbreak – Exclusive: In March 4, 2026 posted that declassified documents link U.S. bioweapons program linked to radioactive ticks; information that has been suppressed for 40 years. 


@31:05 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmgAUdkY3yA  Redacted:

Bill Gates funded research into genetically-engineered cattle ticks. A lengthy write-u at American Faith News. He is into plant or lab-grown meat. Then we have a tick that brings Lyme diThis tick is known to cause AGS, as verified by a publication in the ImmunoTargets and Therapy journal found in the U.S. National Library of Medicine (NLM).sease, and now they are pushing a Lyme disease vaccine.


Conclusion


I have provided enough links and information for the reader to search out and draw their
own conclusions. I am grateful to the Lord for making me aware of the tick situation, starting with the four found in our home, on the dog and a young child, three months ago.


Although I was aware of the need to be on guard against ticks, as well as the reality of Lyme disease, I was unaware of other diseases that can also be carried by a tick.


The reality of a meat allergy and the fact that people are working on human engineering, genetic engineering, tissue engineering, bioprocess design, cell culture media, and 3D cell culture platforms (the latter four used to create lab-grown meat) reveal that man is playing God, creating and manipulating that which is already created.


At the above link, the original article, which was posted July 28, 2023 (almost three years ago), reports that 450,000 Americans have ‘red meat allergies’ from Alpha-Gal Syndrome, caused by tick bites.


AGS (Alpha-Gal Syndrome), which is a tick-borne disease, was first reported back in 2008. A grant of $1,469,352 was awarded for research into the “Asian blue” tick. American Faith News: “ This tick is known to cause AGS, as verified by a publication in the ImmunoTargets and Therapy journal found in the U.S. National Library of Medicine (NLM).”

 

Whether what I presented is connected or merely a series of parallel trends is for readers to examine for themselves. I am not suggesting that everyone mentioned is working jointly to achieve a shared goal. Rather, my heart desires to give you enough information for you to investigate (research) further, draw your own conclusions, and seek the Lord for discernment and wisdom.

 

Jesus said that things would be as never before and never shall be again, and this is not even the great tribulation yet. We are in the birth pangs; the whole earth is travailing. More can be read at: American Faith News

I hope I have provided evidence that ticks pose a real danger and that we need to be alert (aware), learn prevention, and discern as needed. This is where we must pray, and seek wisdom, and trust Yahweh’s guidance.

for His glory alone

Bonita                               dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com

Thursday, December 25, 2025

War in Air-Witchcraft in Fog-- Deception Hides in a Fog Too

 In You, O Lord, do I put my trust: let me never be put to confusion. [Ps 71:1]

[Updated: Christmas day: Blogger was acting up, messing things up by repeating or misplacing both pictures and text; not centering lettering, not allowing paragraphing (most of this occurred toward the ending).  I have tried to fix what is wrong. It truly got chaotic, continuously re-reading, adjusting and re-adjusting. 

Yet, if I try to explain all of it (and the hours involved) it would seem fabricated. but as it is said, truth (at times) is stranger than fiction. I had wondered if it was not due to the high-profile names or places covered in this piece. But at times it is just a mere 'mention' of a thing such as NATO, Turning Point (TPUSA), U.S. military, Romania, Trump, et al, yet with no real information given...in some cases, just a reference point made. 

No, it very likely could be because this is a long post, even though I have an archive (long history) of them...hmm - or, it could be just extra traffic online due to the holiday season (which is several times a year). Bottom line: no real explanation found.

I do hope I caught all the mess-ups...may the Lord take over this work, so that it will truly be to His glory, for He is the God of truth, order, and justice. Satan is the worldly god of deception, chaos, and merciless acts-BP-2025.12.25]

FURTHER UPDATING: Many corrections due to blogging editor acting up. Updates done a few hours after posting (Dec 25), but Dec.26 and Dec. 27. More corrections. Derek Chelvig had been the name associated with the gentleman at the Trump rally in 2015, but others claim it to be Cabot Phillips.

Personally, it looks more like Tyler Massey, but I cannot be sure. Perhaps another reader has a sharper eye. (I call it Team Work - I have always said, working together in the body of Christ is NEVER a competition. The glory always goes to the Head, Jesus. Pictures are posted further down.

Some of you may have caught Cabot Phillips under the Trump photos and now see Tyler Massey. At this point, it is up in the air.

Kudos and "thank you" goes out to "stephwithdadeets" on Instagram for the information on Erika's boyfriends, and some of the pictures/ END Update-BP Dec.27, 2025]

The Wise King Who Foolishly Disobeyed

Confusion is from the enemy, not God. El Shaddai [Yahweh/Adonai] is the author of peace, which is the opposite of confusion (chaos versus peace). [2Cor 14:33] 

Dear souls, is it not uncanny how more often than not we can spot the flaws (imperfections) or the sin(s) of another much quicker than we do our own?

Solomon is still considered to be the wisest man and the richest king who ever lived. Yet, even with all that wisdom he still fell headlong into sin. All of the children of Israel had been commanded not to intermarry, for surely they will turn away your hearts after their [false] gods.[1King 2:2]

Yet, the famously wise king disobeyed the commandment that the living God gave, not only to the children of Israel, but to him as the royal ruler as well. No favouritism was given to him.

It is clearly written in the Bible that both the king and his subjects were given the same reason for such a strict commandment, which was the danger of leading them into the sin of idolatry, an abomination to the Creator of all things.

Nevertheless, the lust of the eyes and the lust of the flesh were so overpowering in Solomon that the passion of his desire seduced him into disobeying God. He had been chosen over Absalom as the son who would rule all of Israel, in a time period where all the people of the kingdom enjoyed the season of peace and prosperity.

With that honour came great riches and an abundance of luxuries that allotted Solomon the freedom and ability to accomplish splendid things that led to his widespread fame, filling him with the pride of life. [1Jn 2:16] 

Tragically, just as Yahweh had forewarned the king, it led to the destruction of his right standing with Him, as well as the falling away of his faith. Solomon never fully recovered, as one can discern when reading the book of Ecclesiastes. He never returned to being wholly surrendered or devoted to God as he had been in the beginning, before he intermarried.

O, to lose the favour of such a magnificent, striking, ‘perfect in every way’ Adonai [God] of all creation for temporary satisfaction – for a wise man, choosing to disobey God was stupid. Plain and simple. I know because that was once me, a sinful soul, disobedient and steeped in rebellion (which is likened unto witchcraft).

But the difference for most of us is that we did not start out as Solomon did. He had been so full of faith and dedication to the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob that he was given the honour of building the First Temple dedicated to God.

It was also because he had no blood on his hands (as a warrior for God), and Yahweh had promised David that his son would build the temple. So, it was a combination of faith, purity (no blood on the hands), and a God-given promise. [2Sam 7:12-13]

Nevertheless, it is written that all of us have fallen short of the glory of God. [Rom 3:23] Not one person can truly say that they have not sinned. The carnal nature is at enmity against God and right there is sin in itself - at war with our Creator. Extreme folly!

Solomon’s pride escalated as his wealth accumulated, and he had pure gold shields exquisitely crafted, amassed thousands of beautiful chariots and horses, and built the iconic, finely detailed First Temple for the true, living God.

Did Solomon harden his heart to disobey Yahweh and marry 700 women of royalty, and 300 concubines? [1Kings 11:1] Did the king weep bitterly? The prayers in the temple were expressed with such love, respect, and awe.  How potent the temptation of Satan is.

Why Solomon did not cry out to God in his struggle, knowing God is greater than any temptation is beyond me. Lust is a strong force that is difficult, but not impossible to overcome, especially with the help of the Holy Spirit.

There are theologians that teach that Solomon repented with godly sorrow, using the writing of Ecclesiastes as proof of that conclusion. I do hope so, which brings me to my point in this matter. Can you imagine having 1000 wives?

Solomon: "My love, you are one in a thousand!"
Woman: "I bet you say that to all your wives."

Today he might say "one in a million", but the world was far less populated back then. Do you think King Solomon got much sleep? I wonder if he kept their names straight. We all know how important it is to be called by the proper name. 1000 women, whew!

In all seriousness…we are asked [and it is so easy for us to do if we are not carefulwhy do we see the speck or splinter in our brother’s eye, but fail to notice the log that is in our own? [Mat 7:3]

Note: I will be moving on to the continuation of Ericka Kirk and the way I am convinced that she is deceiving people, not to mention taking advantage of (in particular) the youth, who are honouring her because: 

(I have to say that first of all, it is due to CHARLIE, but it "should" be first of all due to Jesus) TPUSA said recently that Charlie died for two of his passions: freedom of speech and debate. He was murdered during a debate at UVU (University of Utah.

The three main things that Charlie was renowned for were: freedom of speech, youth activism, and conservative leadership [politics]. (The link shows a FOX [Faux] news article dated September 11, 2025, ONE day after the assassination of Charlie. 

However, it did not take long for Turning Point to realize where the real money was, likely due to the reaction from a clip that stated Charlie wanted to be "remembered for courage for [his] faith.

Therefore,  propaganda being put out soon became about Charlie being a martyr, dying for his faith and passion for Christ.

Having seen some of his video clips now, I do not doubt that he loved Jesus and what he knew about Jesus. How intimate his relationship was with Jesus, I dare not speculate. 

However, he was influenced by the likes of Paula White-Cain (false teacher and self-proclaimed prophet for 10 years). (Paula spoke of Charlie of the herself after his death). 

Known as a prominent member of the NAR [New Apostolic Reformation], she identifies as a "apostolic leader". She also quit calling herself a prophet publicly once it stuck. It has been said that the NAR movement is simply the "prosperity gospel doctrine" on  steroids. (one of the doctrine of devils)  

                                       

Paula White-Cain:  "He didn't want to go to college because he understood how much it had been infiltrated with a false ideology because it was so away from the gospel. And everything that drove him was for the gospel."

White goes on to say that everything Charlie did was "to the text; it was biblically accurate".)

(Was Charlie too young? If he saw colleges infiltrated with a false ideolog, did he not discern that Paula White's ideology was far away from the gospel too - that she taught one of the doctrines of demons, the prosperity, health and wealth gospel?

In the White House, Charlie was surrounded by evangelicals that were false prophets and false teachers. It must have had some effect or influence on him. Could he not discern the false ideology that was far from the gospel that the evangelicals surrounding Trump were pushing?

[1] Erika professes to put God first (yet (listen carefully) how often does she mention Turning Point or TPUSA first, and the ‘family’ of TPUSA? It is almost as if God or "the Lord" is an afterthought.)

CHARLIE and the business (Turning Point) is being promoted more than Christ Jesus. The youth are smart; technology has helped greatly. They are listening. Many have noticed the lies. Flattery will work for some because many (as in every generation) have come from in dysfunctional families.

When does Erika say the name of Jesus or Yeshua, even if mentioning the Sabbath? Howbeit, with the promotion of Charlie's book, Jesus "may" be a bit more consistent, for a season.

Saying the name of Jesus is not expected all the time, but it seems to be absent far too much for someone who has an intimate relationship with Him. 

How often does she mention Charlie, to "prove" how tight they were?  See for yourself. the next time you plan to listen to something of Erika (say at least 15-20 minutes long.) These are factual questions.

[2] She alludes to making this all about Charlie. I thought it was all about Jesus [just keep donating to the poor billionaire widow.] Does she concern herself with the poor children in her own city of Phoenix, or at least, in her country?

In all sincerity, I hope she sees that she is on the wrong side of this spiritual war, using the name of Jesus to promote a false image of herself, also in using Charlie's name. 

There are no turncoats in this war. You are either on the side of Jesus or the side of the adversary, Satan. 

What are the two commandments that Jesus/Yeshua said all the rest hang off of? Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, and mind, and love your neighbour as yourself.

That means putting God first, and others second. I hope Erika learns that no amount of fame, money or power is worth giving up eternity with our loving Saviour, with a magnificent Creator. 

Adequate words always fail Me to describe God, or the Son of God… always!

However, more on Erika later because that is the main reason for this post.

What was Your Point?... (In bringing up Solomon)

The reason the plank in the eye has been brought up now has to do with the post before last: “Miracles Still Happen” (are they not all ministering spirits)  post. I personally have not celebrated Christmas since 2006, which was a year after I first heard about its pagan roots. Research was deep, with many questions put forth both online and in person to see what people thought or even knew. I had never heard anyone say anything before the computer age.

It is surprising how many now know about the pagan roots of Christmas. I had never heard of it before – outside of the fact that Santa Claus is fictitious. I used the above scripture to show how multitudes of us will judge Solomon on his disobedience to God, and his turning to idol worship by building temples to false gods. 

Yet we may fail to see where we ourselves have idols. Is there some YouTuber, singer, actor, politician, pope, anyone whose every move is perfect? Or if it is imperfect, it can be excused or justified? 

What about some preacher or 'prophet'? How about cell phones, tablets, or computers? Are you ever without one? 

Could you lay it aside for a day or two, or would your world come to a halt? Do any of these people or these things come before your time with Jesus/Yeshua? It is difficult for us to see idol worship today when it comes to ourselves.

We protest, claiming we do not bow down to statues. I know there was a time that I had to search my own heart on this, and found I was not so innocent. Putting work before God, or anything before Jesus is wrong.

Disciplining myself became a harsh reality, with some days being a real struggle with the flesh. Repentance drenched in godly sorrow is truly humbling, but Abba is faithful, through Jesus and the Holy Spirit to lift us up out of a broken state. [Jam 4:10]

I speak here about myself. As stated, it was 2005 when I quit Christmas (I think it was ’05). That first time was a tough one, as my children were not exactly children anymore. They did not understand the sudden change. I had just committed to Jesus January 1, 2005. 

My youngest was 13, but at dinner, the three of them vented their anger. They thought I had literally gone off the deep end. It was a very difficult transition. Not even church people supported me and  I was unsure if I had done the right thing.

The world has all kinds of pagan holidays, with one of the worst being Halloween. It is not my intention to go on about this. I have written on this in the past. However, when I posted the pictures of the elves, I wondered (later) if that action had a negative reaction. I would never intentionally lead anyone astray, but neither will I knowingly compromise.

To this day, I stand on the belief that this particular holiday celebration is wholly between the believer and the Lord. I do not judge anyone on it who truly believes that they are celebrating Christ and Christ alone.

In my heart, it is not the birth of the king, but His death that changed everything for sinful mankind. Willingly sacrificing His sinless life on a rugged cross, pouring out His precious blood.

Being resurrected by the Holy Spirit not only proved the power of God and victory over the grave (death), but it sealed Adonai’s promise of reconciliation, forgiveness of sins, and eternal life for believers who have faith to believe.

Satan is forever defeated by Jesus, who not only had the victory but took the keys of hell and death from the enemy. [Rev 1:18] Glory to the Lamb of God who took my place, and the place of any sinner with faith to believe in Jesus/Yeshua!

That is the reason for a celebration – Hallelujah!

If I misled anyone by posting about the elves, it was never my intent. I really hope that posting about them is not some kind of a compromise. If it is, I wholly repent, for only Jesus is King of kings and Lord of lords. I will forever praise the name of Jesus. The Holy Spirit has not convicted me for posting pictures of stuffed elves and their silliness. But if He does, and I know He will if I have done wrong, I shall post it.

I do not worship any other god, for there IS no other God, but one, who sent His only begotten Son into the world, a virgin conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit. Everything about Christ was pure and holy. The spotless Lamb without spot or blemish is soon returning as the Warrior King, the Lion of the tribe of Judah. Hallelujah. Stay in the Word of God for you will be guided.

About Those Silly Elves

Scene One:

I had to look twice when I saw one elf with a salt shaker in one hand, and a big, square battery in his other hand. Another elf came up to him with a set of handcuffs and a police badge. A sign said: “Hands up! This is a salt and battery.” I could not help laughing.

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Scene Two:

The next night, on the dining room table: Two elves sat in front of about eight (8) AA batteries in a semi-circle, facing the elves. Sign said: AA Meeting

Trying to be funny, and knowing it is a 12-step program, and only 8 showed up, I wondered why it was missing 3-4? (Answer: “They didn’t have the power to overcome!”) lol -- C’mon, too cute!        

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Okay, those were the ‘grownup’ jokes with the elves, so the eight-year-old never saw them. My son (34 years old) set it up to make his sister (41 years old), and myself (his mother)laugh. We are old enough. (Laughter is good medicine.)

 A couple of what my son’s son [my beloved grandson8 years old) saw. 

One of the scenarios: Coloured present bows formed a line up the wall and sticking onto the ceiling. Two candy canes were fastened onto two bows, and an elf was holding onto each of the canes. He was literally hanging off the ceiling. The other elf was climbing up the row of coloured bows lining up the wall to the ceiling.

Then, another night:

And then the “sponge cake” – where the elves put chocolate sauce on a literal sponge, and said they made ‘sponge cake’ lol – aw, c’mon. That’s sweet!

And yet another night:

One elf got himself stuck upside down inside a pop bottle and couldn’t get out. The other elf is trying to get the elf out of the bottle.

The pictures can be seen by clicking on this link: Miracles Still Happen  and scrolling to halfway down the page.

Conspiracy

Joseph thrown down a pit to die:
changing their minds, his brothers sold 
him to merchants traveling to Egypt

And the Lord said to me, A conspiracy is found among the men of Judah, and among the inhabitants of Jerusalem. [Jer 11:9]

Back in September, when this first happened, as stated several times previously, I had not heard of Charlie Kirk before he died, although when I saw his face, I had the sense of familiarity. When it became clear that he was a strong Trump supporter, I figured that I must have seen his face alongside Trump somewhere. I had never heard of or seen Erika.

I saw her when she spoke just three days after his assassination in the studio or the office where he did his live podcasts from. It seemed awkward and unnatural the way she went down a list thanking people, like the first responders. There were no first responders at the rally.

Charlie Kirk’s own staff drove him to the hospital, so when she thanked the ambulance drivers, it seemed unnatural. She thanked the police for tirelessly…well, she just went down a list thanking people like one would at an award show.

Her dry-eyed tears (you read that right), the constant dabbing with a tissue, left eye mostly. That was the day (afterwards) that I was very hard on myself, and sincerely wept before God for my hard and suspicious heart.

I mention this because I needed the Lord to rebuke or scold me or whatever He had to say…He led me to Isaiah 8, about conspiracies.

Conspiracy or No Conspiracy; To Be or Not to Be – that is the question

For the Lord spoke so to me with a strong hand, and instructed me that I should not walk in the way of this people, saying, Say not, A conspiracy, to all them to whom this people shall say, A conspiracy; neither fear their fear, nor be afraid.

Sanctify the Lord of hosts Himself; and let Him be your fear, and let Him be your dread. [Is 8:11-13]

The scriptures were even mentioned to a friend because conspiracy theories had already started, just as they always do after a murder, especially an assassination and the person is high-profile.

The understanding I got was that not everything is a conspiracy, but we are in a time that is rife with conspiracy theories, from Diddy, to Trump, to Epstein, to Israel and Hamas, to Gaza, and the list goes on.

The Lord was calling for the focus to be on Him; our trust was to be in Him (“neither fear their fear”).  Self-deception and idolatry were a trap I had fallen into forty-two years ago, and it was not a road I wanted to travel again.

The Lord brought me out of it, but it had been a long, rocky road, where I had died once (for less than two minutes), and had been rescued by the Lord from death (as others have also been), on more than one occasion. 

Praise God; as a result, I do not fear their fear. (No, I had no trip to heaven to report the time I briefly died. All the angels were out on other assignments, so I got a raincheck...I reckon.)

Take heed no man [no one] deceive you. [Mat 24:4]

Worthy to be praised, an honour to serve. God does not want us to get caught up in worldly plots or gossip. However, even the kings had counsellors and advisors. They would discuss things. The Lord desires we watch and pray, so that we are NOT deceived.

These are the last of the last days. When Jesus' disciples gathered around Him on the Mount of Olives, after He warned them about the destruction of the temple, where not ONE STONE would be left unturned, He was asked directly about the end times, just before He returned.

"What will be the signs of Your coming, and the END of the world?" [Mat 24:3] 

He wants calm and factual discussions that lead to truth. Yet He always encourages us to “trust”, and to let HIM be our fear and dread. In other words, be anxious for nothing (Jesus said). Stand in awe of Him, and tremble at His power.

If we just pray, acknowledge Him, and be thankful, just knowing HE IS going to lead His people into all truth.

We have to acknowledge His ways and His timing patiently. He is not in a hurry; however, He wants us all to watch, to learn.

Trust Him, not our enemies (double agents, or agents of deception). He will reveal things in His time and way. Repeatedly (years back – 2012, Now it begins, and also said that it is the time of revealing), He urges us to simply trust and obey; it’s the best and only way…

All of the church can attest to the downward spiral since the Obama administration (even Canada with Trudeau) – all the illegal immigrants welcomed, even serious murderers. We can also agree it has been a time of revealing for all have seen the hidden sins the Lord has exposed - judgment begins in His house.

However, the next day when I awoke, after awhile, I grabbed one of my Bibles. This time, I was led to Jeremiah, the eleventh chapter. Now, first thing I kept in mind was Israel. The Lord had mentioned ‘Israel’. Patterns…will a pattern develop?

The scriptures He highlighted mention Egypt (speaking to Israel) and how He told them to ‘obey My voice’

Yet they obeyed not, nor inclined their ear, but walked everyone in the imagination of their evil heart: therefore I will bring upon them all the words of this covenant, which I commanded them to do; but they did them not. 

And the LORD said unto me, A conspiracy is found among the men of Judah, and among the inhabitants of Jerusalem. 

They are turned back to the iniquities of their forefathers, which refused to hear My words; and they went after other gods to serve them: the house of Israel and the house of Judah have broken My covenant which I made with their fathers. [Jer11:9-11]

So yes, I was confused, and I longed for the Lord’s peace. That is when I decided to fast and get clearer understanding from Jesus/Yeshua. Twice Egypt and Israel were mentioned, also ‘other gods’. I began searching my own heart. Is there anything out of order?

Witchcraft in the Fog

Witchcraft was being brought to light repeatedly over the course of time (days, weeks, months) as I read scripture. (Sometimes I texted scriptures to friends as encouragement, or to share how the Lord was leading.

Jezebel, David and Bathsheba, were also all highlighted. The Lord would do this through scriptures, and by His Spirit, in prayer. More to pray about. 

This is the year of the snake and Satan has surely made his presence known this year. In his "pride", he is announcing to the world that his time to 'shine' is nearly upon us (the Great Tribulation that the Lord will allow as He judges wickedness and evil people). 

There is always a "fog" around witchcraft. Firstly, it is because Satan is the author of confusion (our brain feels like it is in a fog when we are confused). 

Secondly, every battle has confused noise. In the physical warfare, it would be the sound of weapons, heavy boots, clanging of weapons, shouts, clanging, depending on the time, place, and season. 

It is not here that the scripture will be explained, but my point in posting it is to show how the Lord acknowledges the confusion of battle/war.

For every battle of the warrior is with confused noise, and garments rolled in blood; but this shall be with burning and fuel of fire. [Is 9:5]

The battle we find ourselves in now leaves us in a fog of confusion, and much noise, but do you see how gracious the Lord is by having different people share information, bit by bit, piecing it all together - team effort.

Not everyone sees it that way, 'team effort'. One man gets up on his high horse, boasting about how he spotted a bunch of things I cannot remember what. His ego was too much; then he stated how everyone is "catching up now". He has some truth and some good information, but I zoned out due to his ego...

Oddly enough, witchcraft did happen to enter into this event (or at least it was suggested) - and NOT just that many (including myself, at first) paralleled this assassination with the movie called SNAKE EYES

It fits appropriately as this is [ironically - or not] the Chinese "year of the snake".

Crisis magazine wrote an article about how Jezebel magazine, a far-left-wing feminist magazine wrote paying “some Etsy witches to curse Charlie Kirk." Two days later, he was assassinated. The editor of the magazine said it was meant to be a satirical article, not one to be taken seriously. They do not condone violence.

Backlash from people, and their lawyers, prompted the magazine to remove the article. It was reported by Megan Kelly (Faux...Fox news) that Erika and Charlie were “rattled” by the report. 

However, Christians know that we are in a spiritual warfare. In fact, Charlie spoke on it, and Erika mentioned it in her speech two days after his assassination, when she spoke from the podcast room.

[1] we have spiritual armour [Eph 6:11]

[2] we are not warring against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places [v12]

[3] Greater is He that is in [believer] than he that is in the world. [1Jn 4:4]

[4] [believers] overcome him [Satan] by the blood of the Lamb and the Word of our testimony and we love not our life unto death [Rev 12:11]                                                                                                                                                    Remember when I heard about the movie and wrote about it? That was when everything was new to me - Charlie Kirk (never heard of him up until the point of his assassination), Ericka Kirk (had never heard of her either), TPUSA, nor had I heard of the movie.

I got caught in the date trap, meaning it looked like the movie said September 10 (the same day as the assassination), but apparently, it said the 19th. I was more turned off with the way everyone was putting this man Charlie (nice man or not) above Jesus Christ or EQUAL).

maybe more like 10-12 feet?
guestimate

Look at the pastor who pushed a wooden cross about a storey to a storey and a half high (10 -15 feet tall??) at the Memorial. Never, and I DO mean NEVER, will I place anyone  at the level of the Lord Jesus. Charlie did not willingly give up his life, like Jesus did, He, who was the sacrificial Lamb.

Putting J.D. Vance and Peter Hegseth as the apostle James (J.D.) and apostle Peter (Hegseth) is equally erroneous. These men are not putting their lives on the line in the same way as the ancient men of God did. Neither are they being martyred, or making the spreading of the gospel their very life.

There is an agenda here. It almost makes me wonder if it is not all a prelude to the revealing of the Antichrist of all antichrsts. Who is the false prophet? Because he is going to sway the whole world and move them by signs and wonders. 

Delilah and Samson, season of Judas’ (strong emphasis on Judas), more of Egypt [Egypt worshipped/revered snakes], more of Israel, false gods (idolatry) – this is the year of the snake. Is that why Egypt (in the Bible) keeps being highlighted to me?

What is it, Father? What are you trying to show us?


FOUR times - Four times Jesus emphasized people are to be on guard against deception as a 'sign' just before His return. Twice would make anyone pay attention, but four times? Brethren, we best stay alert.

Gossip destroys, but counsel involves critical thinking, brainstorming, different perspectives ,prayer and waiting on the Lord and - TRUST!d 

And the AI-generated video that went viral that a pastor created where Charlie is considered as Stephen, the first martyr. Necromancy is forbidden in the Holy Bible. Yet, in this viral video, Charlie speaks from beyond the grave.

I cannot find it now, but people, even other pastors, self-proclaimed prophets, many Christians, and tons of prodigals, atheists, and believers from other religions became 'emotional' and teary-eyed at "Charlie" speaking after his death [AI scripted]. It is necromancy, and I will not whitewash it.

It reminds me of Saul. God had turned his back on Saul, due to his constant disobedience, fear, and desire to please the people rather than God. He went to the witch of Endor because he wanted to hear the "dead speak" (prophet Samuel). 

Saul, witch of Endor
and either ghost of Samuel prophet
or familiar spirit
God did intervene - God is God

That video reminded me of Saul and the witch of Endor. Going to someone other than God, to get direction, to be comforted. Instead, he sealed his doom. I realize some would disagree with me, but would God go against his word, but say, "I will make an exception"? 

Do not turn to mediums or necromancers; do not seek them out, and so make ourselves unclean by them: I am the Lord our God. [Lev19:31]

Personally, I think it was a familiar spirit that the 'witch' brought up. I do not believe God went against what He said. Necromancy is  an abomination. 

Charlie was known to believe in Jesus, yes, he openly spoke of his faith, yes...but he was first being called a political activist when he was first shot, until it was realized that "religion" not politics, was going to win people over.

Almost everyone is aware that Charlie Kirk helped Trump win by bringing in the youth. It was politics not Christ he died for. They sold shirts "at the memorial" : I am Charlie (how is that promoting Christ?)

No, it is putting a man (an idol) above Christ. Young people, so easily influenced by emotions (they are still developing, maturing): I am Charlie. They are being won over with flattery too. 

She will tell the youth, "You are smart, courageous" -- It is a sad thing when encouragement is turned into flattery, and is used as a manipulative tool. Encouragement is to build up, to edify, to give "courage" (strength). Flattery has an agenda; it is to win people over for the wrong reasons.

Erika is constantly manipulating through emotions and flattery -- it is a clever ploy, a cunning tactic of Satan. The lawless one will use that ploy. Flatteries corrupt. Do not mistake flatteries for encouragement. One will cause you to thank yourself, the other to look to God and thank Him as Creator.

And such as do wickedly against the covenant shall he corrupt by flatteries: but the people that do know their God shall be strong, and do exploits. And they that understand among the people shall instruct many: yet they shall fall by the sword, and by flame, by captivity, and by spoil, many days.

Now when they shall fall, they shall be helped with a little help: but many shall cleave to them with flatteries. [Dan 11:32-34]

It is a setup for the last of the last days. The Word is rich with what will cause us to understand. (but when we lack understanding, God raises up godly teachers, not flatterers, but instructors). Hallelujah!

Stick together. Step by step, God is helping His people. Giving one a part, someone else another part... in His love it will direct us when we come to Him. It is not a competition. It is about giving the glory to a fair and just King and Lord.

Delilah learned Samson's strength (the source of his strength) and for money (a very lucrative amount. Samson was head over heels for the woman. She seduced him, and learned his secrets - then sold him out (almost a 'female' version of Judas). Betrayal is the theme- betrayal with a kiss (looks like love but it deceives).

So much going on. Satan is moving fast, trying to cover up. But if God Almighty (El Shaddai so chooses to reveal things [because many of us who continue to search our own hearts, knowing we are NOT all that) are PRAYING for the truth to come forward).

Please do not let the smart (its the 'smart' generation [pun intended, smart phone, smart watch etc.], but as 'smart' as they are, they are still young, impressionable and hungering for truth that has been deprived for generations, and the enemy is working on manipulation tactics - emotionalism and sensationalism. Right from the beginning.

Erika uses Charlie, her children, her 'faith', her 'widowhood' to manipulate people...I will prove some here further on. Please bear with me. Please, join me (and many others) who are sincerely praying to Jesus for truth! Not drama, not sensationalism, not clickbait...

TRUTH -  

                                       

Jesus/Yeshua is the way, the truth and the life and no one comes to the Father (the living God) but through/by Him (Jesus). [Jn 21:6]

Holy Jesus, King of kings, Lord of lords, You are exalted on high, for YOU ARE TRUTH. Father, this earnest prayer is in JESUS' name, the name above ALL names - be glorified through Him. You said, for it is written, that we have not because          we ask not. 

I speak Your Word forth, and ASK Abba, that You, who are truth reveal all, in Your  way for You are all-wise (Omnipotent), and Your timing impeccable. Help us by your strength to wait patiently for You. Lead us in the way that we should go, lead us away from temptation and deception. 

Thank You for Your love; thank You for how You lead us when we look to You, the Author and Finisher of our Faith. Thank You for those You are wooing, and drawing into the kingdom and out of the clutches of the deceiver. Great is Your tenderness. Thank You for each and every person who is sincere, who hungers after You, and who hungers after truth and righteousness.

Bless each one in ways that each one individually needs, for we are all different in the areas of strengths, weaknesses, and individual needs. Anoint each sincere soul with strength to endure, wisdom in critical thinking, as well as discernment, courage to walk humbly, and compassionate in showing mercy; all so that Jesus alone is glorified and exalted on high. 

Thank You for hearing, and answering, this awkward but sincere prayer, Abba...in the name above all name...Yeshua [our Jesus the Christ]

Everyone has been rushing forward, and Jesus has been making me wait. MIt is not always easy - it is usually hard an were the scriptures in, wait on the Lord, waiting… (that is hard, I would find myself pulling at the bit) Patience. Trust.

Continuing on with Ericka Kirk

At the rally in 2012, which has been proven that Tyler Bowyer was there, even announcing himself as the “youngest chairman” of the Republican party, and the ‘youngest’ in the country (evidence of pride). He was not yet with TPUSA.

He was there with his wife Lauren and first daughter, Nell. He has a son, Brooks, who was not at the rally. Nell would now be about 11, and his son Brooks, about 17. He also has a young daughter named Quincy (about 5? Now – these ages are approximate. I am going by what Tyler posted 3 to 10 years ago; updates on his family are not available, as he recently went through (alleged) divorce).

It has been proven that Erika Frantzve was there with her mother, Lori [Lorie?] Frantzve. Erika was also there at one point (in one news video) with a child and a man, who is allegedly Derek Chelvig.

[Update: I would say to strike Derek Chelvig. The name came up on a site that I have misplaced a link too. Hopefully, all the links and credits have been placed correctly. With the pictures provided by 'steph' on Instagram, I learn more towards the person at Trump's rally with Erika being Cabot Phillips.

Tyler Bowyer was a speaker as Chairman at the Trump rally. He now works at Turning Point USA, since 2017. And now, Cabot Phillips has joined Turning Point, approximately 10 weeks and four days after Charlie's assassination. That is if November 23rd was the date he joined, but I doubt it - meaning he may have joined sooner.

Cabot Pillips_credit- 'steph' at Instagram

As you can see, in the top righthand corner it say, tpusa_seu. The "seu" made me curious, so I googled it. It turns out it stands for Southeastern University, which is a private Christian university in Florida. Phillips spoke there on the 23rd of November (see below).  The url in the browser is circled: Instagram

 The url shows: instagram.com/tpusa_seu. I provided the University's Instagram link under the yellow 'instagram'. There you will see, Cabot Phillips

this is Southern Eastern University

SEU stands for Southeastern University. The latest speaking engagement he had that I was able to find was at South Central Kentucky-Community and Technical College on December 16. 2025

Credit_Clark Payne at Facebook
for lead

(UPDATED: Dec 27: It would seem that Cabot Phillips is not a new hire at Turning Point, but has worked as a speaker for them, while still keeping his job as Senior Editor for The Daily Wire (Nashvlle TN). 

There are pics from 2021, 2023-25, and that is with the small search I have done this day. It is very time-consuming as one person, trying to avoid disinformation, misinformation or AI generated nonsense.

The only info I had on Derek Chelvig was that he supposedly was one of the soldiers  involved at the Romanian Angels orphanage (2006) I had the wrong date before; it was NOT 2016 that Erika was in Romania - Frantzve (1988) was in Romania. The military was based in Mihail, Kogalniceanu at a NATO air-base, near the Black Sea. 2006 Grok on X 

My sincere apologies, good thing the Lord showed me within 24 hours of posting. 

See what I mean? This needs to be done with God's guidance. He will correct us and we must be humble enough to receive correction. The Holy Spirit really does help us to lay the flesh down. Thanksgiving to God alone.

In another video, Erika seems angry at the [Cabot Phillips, who is seemingly ignoring her - the child is not in the video at that point, but it is the same time period. Phillips left and the child must have gone with him. 

Then he returns, and the screenshots show Erika acknowledging his arrival, watching him, etc.(See screenshots below.)

 I have not found proof as the net seems to be well cleaned, so any article that validates the rumour that Erika was married to Derek cannot be found. It has been speculated that the reason there is no record of their marriage is because Erika is of the Catholic faith, where a declaration of nullity can be given.

Please keep in mind that the pictures are not evidence of the man being her husband, or if Erika was even married. Neither is there any proof as to who the child is.

An annulment (declaration of nullity) is a decision issued by the Catholic Church, made by the marriage tribunal, who stamp the marriage as invalid due to something essential that was absent at the time of the exchange of consent.

SOURCE: Archdiocese of Toronto (The facts are from a Canadian Catholic website, but it covers globally.

Again, a previous marriage is rumoured, an allegation. There are possibilities, but no one has proof of another marriage. An annulment is a fact and the marriage is off-record, as if it never happened. No record is kept anywhere. The Catholic Church does not condone divorce and sees it as a sin, therefore, they believe not even heaven will have a record.

I do know that part from personal experience. Although I was never Catholic, I was in a Catholic orphanage for nearly seven years. My first marriage was annulled (declaration of nullity) because the man desired a sex change. Married less than one year. So it is a reality that a marriage can be wiped off record (null and void) as if it never existed at all.

Below are screenshots from the same rally in Phoenix, AZ in 2015, but from two separate news channels. In one, Erika and the unnamed man and child are altogether. In the second one, the child is not seen, and it “appears” as though Erika and the unnamed man are not on speaking terms. I will let the screenshots speak for themselves.

It is not clear 100% if Erika knows Tyler Bowyer at this rally; however, the allegations are that it was Bowyer that invited Erika to the rally, and sit in the VIP stage (behind Trump).  

CORRECCTION - UPDATE: It is now perfectly clear that Erika Frantzve and Tyler Bowyer DID know each other. He gave her the personal invite to attend. Sharing the same stage where Trump would speak from was by invite only.

The way a couple of screenshots show Erika looking at Tyler and smiling a couple of times, and him turning right around to acknowledge her (and mother?) particularly in the one where he is speaking and mentions his baby (having hair like Trump's) and the 'fan club' of Trump, which is when he turns and looks directly toward Phoenix, AZ

When you see the floorplan, it is evident that being onstage behind Trump is obviously 'by invitation only'. It is also alleged that it was Tyler Bowyer that urged Charlie Kirk to interview Erika Kirk and hire her.

If Tyler is the one who invited Erika to the rally, and if he also encouraged Charlie to interview Erika, she would certainly have known who he was through pictures, social media, and other online sites before they met in New York.

In one clip, Erika makes a Freudian slip and the funny thing is that it was right after she stated that "nothing is by mistake." 

[TikTok short] Erika:“Just know that nothing is by mistake. Nothing. I will never forget the time I was in Israel with my husb…(she quickly recovers) well, not with…that was the second time, but the first time with my mother on a pilgrimage. And I was standing in the ticket line.

And I remember looking behind me, and in the ‘snake’ of the ticket line, was a guy who looked very familiar. I had no idea who he was, and I told my mom, ‘this guy looks so familiar’ and as a typical mother, she said, ‘go and say hi’….(she continues a few more sentences-short clip

Erika had almost said 'husband'. She got out the first syllable, catches herself and makes a correction. Her and her mother made that trip, which was supposedly to find (meet) her 'husband' (whoever he was) she claims in this Instagram interview. s

I guess she was looking for a husband with her mother, so they went to Israel? (Interesting.) It was during that visit, when they were departing to return home, that Erika first saw Charlie in an airport lineup, in 2018, possibly 'early' 2019. (about 3 or so years after this). She was alluding to the fact that it turned out to be "prophetic" because it was Charlie that she saw in the "snake line"

Interesting word for Erika to say. "Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks." [Mat 12:34; Lk 6:45]

                                     snake jewelry, from modeling days...

Erika met Charlie through a 'mutual [unnamed] friend' who worked for Charlie at Turning Point. I am guessing that the 'mutual friend' is Tyler Bowyer...seen here. 

[Update: It is no longer a 'guess'. It was Tyler Bowyer who introduced Erika to Charlie, and told him to interview her for a job. Tyler Bowyer became COO (Chief Operating Officer at Turning Point in 2017/] 


In two separate videos, Erika is seen with this man. Above they are both looking at the child who is hidden from camera by the person sitting in front of her.

[Update: Dec 26,2025 - The above 'unnamed' man is not Derek Chelvig, a US soldier that was in Romania. It is now alleged to be Cabot Phillips. In fact, I am fairly sure it is. What do you think?
The little girl is said to be their daughter, but that part is still speculation. I have no confirmation on that as of this day, 26th Dec.2025]


Trump says something and Erika 
looks at Tyler Bowyer, who oddly
turns to look back at Erika.

Ericka sees JT enter; Tyler Bowyer talking
Erika brushes hair aside, tries to look casual
                                           Bowyer is still upfront.

alleged Derek Chelvig
                                   supposedly was involved in Romani

I am of the persuasion that this
is Cabot Phillips (on left)
not someone named Derek Chelvig (on right)
I think both are the same person. Agree or?

The lighting is different, but the hairline, the eyebrows, the ears, the heart-shaped face, or pointed chin. Very similar, even style of cut, and the slight point in hairline centered forehead. What do you think?
                             
Romanian Angels
Everyday Heroes Like You 2013-2016

from 2015 Trump rally video-child unknown

                                            
I do not think it is the child from Romania, but the picture is too unclear, the right is too dark to see clearly in the small size.

UPDATE: Apparent correction: Allegedly JT (goes by Tyler) Massey. 


Erika Frantzve in leather pants, with Tyler Massey. Then there was Cabot Phillips. I have no confirmation of these allegations yet but others on YouTube have put up videos and talked about Erika's dating days.

The newer pictures added of the boyfriends - a shout-out to:


stephwithdadeets -- on Instagram, which she posted a week ago. 

(That is "steph" pictured above on the left. She is sharing yet another picture of Erika when she was dating or with Cabot Phillips.

The Trump rally screenshots came from the news links I posted. 

Cabot Phillips-Erika Frantzve

Following screenshots are the same rally but different news crew. Above is Erika back when before Charlie - with Cabot Phillips. 


alleged Derek Chelvig
                                or is it the ex-boyfriend, Cabot Phillips
                 
What do you think, which one is it- Derek Chelvig (ex-soldier from Romania), Tyler Massey, or Cabot Phillips? (and this from a woman who says she never dated before Charlie) Phillips is allegedly working at Turning Point at the moment [unconfirmed].

Tyler Bowyer invited Erika, her mother and others to the VIP spot, which way up at the front. The floor plan shows the crowd, and the stage was where the candidates and other select speakers spoke from. Everyone had to have an 'invite' to sit up on the stage where Trump and other officials would speak.

Stage area is "by invite only" 
VIP section

Erika and woman chatting
mother is down below Erika 



If you look at the screenshots carefully. You will see it is as follows: Top picture, the red arrow shows Erika acknowledged entrance of unnamed man in checkered shirt.(updated: Now identified is alleged to be Cabot Phillips, a former boyfriend.)  He is handing out bottles of water to a couple of people, so she nonchalantly fixes her hair by her ear.

In the third picture down, she realizes he has sat down. In the fourth picture, the yellow arrow shows Erika looking at [C. Phillips]. In the second from bottom picture, Erika looks to the left, she seems angry. 
Clicking any of the pictures will enlarge them.. He did not sit back down with her when he returned from wherever it was he went, and the child is no longer with him. 

In the bottom picture, she has pursed her lips in anger (helps to see NOW)

All screenshots taken from these two links: However, @1:00:23 approx. see Erika and the looks of upset and anger at "Cabot Massey" (checkered shirt above pics)

I am not 100% sure if it is Cabot Phillips at the rally with Erika.

Do you remember this man? His name here is
Skylar Baird
He claims he witnessed Charlie Kirk's assassination
firsthand.

Perhaps you remember him as Robbie Parker, one of the parents of a child killed at Sandy Hook.

Robbie Parker
changed his name and dyed his hair

Do you remember how people got angry because they saw him laughing just before he spoke publicly for the first time. then, suddenly his tears come? His supporter said: "People grieve in different ways." - 

That was the same thing we heard about Erika, when people saw her laughing. She is grieving but she is being 'strong', her supporters said. I will leave it at that, and you can check out the screen shots yourself. No AI on my end, no manipulation...just regular screenshots from video.



Newtown-Sandy Hook. Robbie Parker - start at 1:13 for RP

@1:52:  "Skylar Baird" witnessed Charlie shot. His five year
old wanted him to read her a story about love.
Couldn't finish story, thinking of Charlies wife, 
his little girls

Robbie Parker-Newtown Sandy Hook
Skylar Baird - Utah University - Charlie Kirk debate

Usha is not laughing, Erick is (top pic)
bottom pic: laughing at something Trump says
-stoic brave widow

                                                                                   


High Impact -- The Disturbing Illusion put out a video: 
Operation Psyop: The Many Faces of Erika Kirk. 

I wish I knew the name of the man who put the video together. Well done...food for thought

Robbie Parker - - Erika Kirk - Memorial  (This is actually the Operation Psyop video just renamed on this page only so reader knows what its about at a glance)

Erica keeps making mistakes (and she is the one who says there is no such thing as a "mistake", no such thing as "coincidence".

She mistakenly says  “grifted” instead of "gifted".  The 'agenda' to keep the youth, future money makers and supporters NOW, Erika brings on Nicki Minaj on AMFEST, who "mistakenly" says:
And you have amazing role models, like our handsome, dashing president. And you have amazing role models like the assassin, J.D. Vance, our vice president. And when I say that -- mmm..." (she covers her mouth, realizing what she just said)

Erika Kirk-Nicki Minaj--AMFEST 2025
Freudian slip?

Ericka stumbles briefly, laughs, then says: "Err, ah...trust me, there is nothing new under the sun that I have not heard. So, you're fine 
Bringing on Nicki Minaj is catering to the youth...rap star.

Erick Kirk Interviews Nicki Minaj [37 secs] 

There is so much more to cover, but blogger is once again causing me loading problems, and issues with sizing and centering. It is a free site which I have been blessed to have since May 2008, so I cannot complain.

How do you keep the people donating to the grieving widow? You take them back to the "moment she shone"


Erika has stratagems she has employed and will continue to
What you are witnessing above it perhaps 
sensationalism, but it is more
emotionalism.


Must there always be pyroworks now
all the glitter, all the fireworks (pyroworks)
its more like a celebration that a
process of grieving
there were no 'stages' of grieving evident


This is to remind you of that emotional moment that
the 'battle cry' (AI scripted speech) sounded
and the grieving widow forgave.

Forgiveness is crucial - to avoid bitter roots
But sadly, the 'forgiveness' that touched the multitudes
was intended to play on your emotions
just as she is using her children as "emotional tools"

Because children are beautiful, innocent, gifts of God
Everyone loves them
Huge crowd
Her outfit reveals "mourning is over"


Putting up the same pyroworks as the ones at the ceremony to take you back, way back to three months ago...the 'widow' needs donations

UPDATE: This part has been updated Dec 26, 2025: There is certainly confusion regarding Erika. The man at the rally was "allegedly" Derek Chelvig, according to a few parties. Screenshots show that the two people were together in one Trump rally video, with a little child with them. Screenshots above.

Things are beginning to unravel quickly for Erika. All things are possible, but it is a terrible thing when betrayal takes place. No one want to be blamed for an  wrong doing, particularly when millions, perhaps billions of dollars are involved?

The Eye of the Storm

Cabot Phillips
Still has her fave leather pants
JT Massey - Erika Frantzve
the boyfriend Erika did not have
yet told the Arizona Foothills magazine he 
was her 'incredible boyfriend' - 2014 waat


Is this the person Erika went out to meet at night? Many questions, too few answers at this time. there has been one complication after another on blogger. It has kept me exhausted, and I have to quit here.
Blogger has been acting so strangely...freezing, mixing up my text, just...too many things. Hopefully, I have caught it all. End update BP

In another Rally video, a little 'spat' because he enters. She sees him, fixes her hair. 
After he passed out water bottles (see the NewsNow link above of Trump rally where screenshots were taken). 

Derek Chelvig was said to be one of the soldiers in Romania. The marriage was apparently "annulled" because Erika is in the Catholic church. There is a way out, a document that nullifies the marriage, and none will be shown on 'record'. It is as if it never happened.

Tent Replicated that Charlie Died In


Would you agree that this is in very poor taste? How very disappointing!
.
In a strange and twisted turn of events, it seems that TPusa has replicated  the tent that Charlie was assassinated. it  was just brought to my attention; however, so much is going on, that it will have to be continued later, but not on this post. 

Should we recreate any murder scene and allow anyone, friends, family, anyone, to take pictures to "honour" the dead person? Is this another grift? I do not know anyone who wold 

David and Bathsheba: Bathsheba was a beautiful woman that David, as king, had spotted when she was bathing on a rooftop. After having an affair with her, David tried to set Uriah (Bathsheba's husband) up with her because the woman became pregnant for the one-night stand. 

Long story short: all his attempts failed. He was stuck with the truth. Bathsheba, the woman he lusted over and committed adultery with was pregnant. David had to do the honorable thing by doing an dishonorable thing. He had Bathsheba's husband killed by having all his comrades to withdraw and leave him alone on the battlefield. Ultimately, Uriah died, and King David brought Bathsheba into the castle, having married her. [Read the story in 2 Samuel 11 and 12]

It turns out that Erika who claims she was NOT dating anyone before Charlie has lied yet again. Pictures have surfaced of Cabot Phillips, someone that Erika was very involved with. It would seem that the 'unnamed man' at the Trump rally is none other than Cabot Phillips.
This was added in an update and will be expounded upon in upcoming post.

David and Bathsheba is making more sense now, and I cannot thank the LORD for guiding us and leading us away from deception.
there are allegations of Erika being with Cabot. She was dating him before Charlie Kirk. He is now back at Turning Point USA, even though he did not have any connections with Charlie.

Delila was another person the Lord brought to my remembrance, again, the woman who was a seductress and tricked Samson into revealing a secret between him and God. All for financial gain...Has history repeated itself?

NOTE: Blogger is jumping all over the place, even crashes. I do not know what is going on or why it is happening. It has been since I have started writing about these allegations. 

I have had to repost certain pictures surrounding TPUSA ...or
maybe its just me, but in truth, I cannot see this as coincidence.
I want to quit...

Forgive any repetition or disorganization until I can get back to it. Blessings
recreating the scene
where a loved one was murdered, and say, Yes, take a selfie
and think of Charlie.

Now I know why Jesus led me to His Word...
TPUSA is not about Jesus or even keeping him in the forefront.
Erika calls herself a Christian, but she is exalts her
husband's 'name', not anything to do with Jesus

unless it less it will bring in money.
She did say, This is for Charlie...
I am Charlie

I do know this next scripture came to me after prayer...

Well, I am not. I am bein molded into the image of Jesus Christ. He is the one I long to be like. I will close this session for now...
Blogger will not go to the right margin. 

"These people draw near to Me with the honor Me with their mouths, 
and honour Me with their lips, but their heart
is far from  Me. 

Many (countless) people globally have prayed to God for truth, and I do believe He is answering. This prayer is not intended to belittle or hurt, but that when the truth is revealed, those who have done wrong for filthy lucre, power, position, or whatever motivated them (Satan will offer up to the kingdoms of the world if people will bow to him in the end. 

The Savior/Redeemer gives every single person room to repent. It is His desire that ALL would come to repentance, but not all will  [2Pet3:9]

None of us can strut like peacocks, NONE, for all of us fell short of the mark. All of us either repented or we need to. Keep a repentant heart; reflect Christ in word and deed, with the Holy Spirit's help.

Many working together unknowingly from around the world...

a little here...a little from there

this person, that person

many hands make little work

ALL to the glory of God, Satan was defeated long ago

but his pride refuses to let him 'believe' it. He believes he will rise 

above all the clouds a nd 'replace' God

Satan has sown deception; he is reaping bountifully

Self-deception...

It is NOT righteous anger people are seeing in Ericka


What people are seeing is the manifestation of demons...

It can be seen in here eyes

And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works. [2Cor 11:15]

It can be seen in her countenance. People can only pretend and deceive for so long...before it comes to fruition.

Did you know?...

At harvest time, the fruit of the wheat causes it to bow humbly under the weight of good fruit. Tares (darnel) stand tall, but they bear no fruit. Wheat bear white seeds, whereas tares have black, poisonous seeds. 

click any pic to enlarge

To be con't:  It is enough updating for this page

it's been exhausting trying to keep up

there is a great deal people are trying to cover up, but if God so chooses to reveal (expose) none can stop the hand of Yahweh - none.

For His glory alone  ---   Bonita        

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