Pivotal Year 2020 – Baptism by Fire

Pivotal Year 2020 – Baptism by Fire

Many Christians know that 2020 is 5780 on the Hebrew calendar.  Like Roman numerals, the Hebrew letters have numerical value also. The number 80 is the numerical value for the letter "Pey" , which means "mouth".  It began September 29, 2019. It was preceded by 70, the numerical value of "Ayin", which means "eye [to see]", (to enlarge this meaning, "eye" (to see) is to understand (discern) and obey).

Life and death are in the power of the tongue, and they that love it will eat the fruit thereof. [Prov 18:21] This is why it is imperative in this pivotal year to seek God, wait upon Him to know His will in a matter (get confirmation as only God can do); know the Word and speak it according to the Lord's direction.

From October to December 2019, certain words kept presenting themselves. It had been months of prayer, much prayer, as it was also a time of being quite unwell. When Christians are unwell, they often find themselves drawing closer to God.

Perhaps that is why He allows it. Romans 8:28 promises: For we know all things work together for God (Yhwh/Yhvh) to those who love God and are the called, according to His purpose.  

It was well understood by me that 2020 would be a pivotal year, the beginning of a new decade. Yet, I understood it not only to be pivotal, but also a year of crucial (critical) importance, a year in the clash of the kingdoms (God's vs Satan's; good vs evil - both physical and spiritual. We KNOW whose Victor!).

The first month is almost past and I will state that for me (and others), it has been like an angry lion coming in. He did not come in roaring; he crept in silently...stalking his prey, waiting, then pouncing, unexpectedly, at an opportune moment.

Everything that I believe the Lord for (for decades) seems to have taken an about-face (the opposite has happened). Shields up! Shields up, people of God! (Shields of faith) Do NOT be moved by what you SEE if this is happening to you. Satan is the master of illusion. We walk by FAITH and not by sight. [2Cor 5:7]

I have laid everything down in sweet surrender, after a great struggle with my flesh (pride, fear, doubt, and other things not of God), and brought everything into obedience to His will to the best of my knowledge. (It is a 'daily' thing - the picking up of our cross. Flesh will fight us.) Did you know false humility is actually inverted pride? It is still "all about self". Obedience is KEY.

Total surrender, complete submission - "Lord, I don't understand and this fire is hot...but I have finally learned to trust You for the impossible in my life (that which You have steadfastly revealed and were consistent with, just as you always have been with Your people. Forgive my unbelief, precious Abba!" 

If we are to resist the devil, that ancient serpent in the Garden of Eden, we must FIRST SUBMIT to God (YHWH)!

Some, but not all Christians, ignore that part of scripture (submission to God) but it is one of the strategies to overcoming. See James 4:7 - Our victory is assured when we obey direction.

Remember the shofar I heard, and the two open visions I shared? We must spend time in the presence of God and in His Word to hear and know His will, just as Yeshua knew the will of the Father. 
Then, we can speak with power and authority (not our authority or power, but Christ in us - HIS power, HIS authority).

The Lord is with us in battle. He will tell us when to fight and when to stand down (stand). He will let us know when His angels are fighting on our behalf, as they did in Sodom, or with the prince of Persia when Daniel was fasting, or as the time when the angel slew 185,000 Assyrian soldiers in Sennacherib's army.

Jesus Christ (Yeshua Messiah) is the same yesterday, and today, and forever. [Heb 13:8]

That was the reason I had the open visions (see above link) and why I was to share it,, knowing it was for the true believers. In prayer, in the quiet place, in the presence of our King, we will be told and understand what to do. 

About 14 years ago, I had the dream of the "Two Christs". One was the true Messiah, one was (obviously) the counterfeiter (imitator, master of illusion), Satan. This is the condensed version, but in the dream, they looked identical.

Both spoke scripture, such as: I AM the way, the truth and the life; no one goes to the Father except through Me. (Yeshua) [Jn 14:6]

In my dream I was confused, since they looked and spoke identically. Then, the Holy Spirit instructed me to filter everything through the blood of the Lamb because only TRUTH can pass through the blood line - lies and deception are blocked.

I asked these two identical looking Christs, "Through the blood of the Lamb (Jesus), which side of the Father do you sit on?" They both answered instantaneously. One said, "On the right-hand side." The other said, "On the left."  

Immediately, the one who said "left" turned into the dragon. And Yeshua (Jesus) fought him for me and I watched him fall.

We are in such a time of deception that even the secular world is calling many things "fake".  Yeshua/Jesus IS the way, the TRUTH and the life and the ONLY way back to the Father (to be reconciled with our Creator). Beloved saints, have faith and trust El Shaddai, Almighty God, no matter what!

I do believe many are going to see astounding miracles this year by the grace and mercy of YHWH (God), (it is a big world, so where I do not know), but I believe it begins this year (rolling out over time-globally) for those who have laid down their life and let doubt and unbelief be replaced by faith and trust! 

Many who have held fast to Yeshua as hard as it has been (they have not given up), will see their promises come to fruition. In prayer, in quiet time with the Lord, in His very presence waiting upon Him, the Holy Spirit will tell you what He hears Jesus - Yeshua says.

Howbeit when He, the Spirit of truth, is come, He will guide you into all truth: for He shall not speak of Himself; but whatsoever He shall hear, that shall He speak: and He will show you things to come. [Jn 16:13]

Have faith in God. Now faith is the substance of things hoped for; the evidence of things not seen. [Heb 11:1]

God's Glory Alone

Without God (YHWH), and because of Yeshua (Jesus) who sent the Holy Spirit, we would know nothing. We must never touch His glory. He is keeping His people [remnant] on the same page, as one Body, of which Yeshua is the Head. We must stay in the word and in prayer in these dark days, when everything (both in the physical and in the spiritual) is coming into alignment.

The Sovereign God is orchestrating everything. It was all planned from the beginning. He is fully in control. We need not fear unless we are out of His will, but the remedy for that is repentance and submission. Trust Him. (I seriously had to learn to trust again and I know I am not alone in that.) It is not easy; this walk demands courage and faith.

Our Maker can be trusted...He is Faithful and True. Yet this is a pivotal year, and many critical things will be noticed, as God's Word (prophecy) continues to unfold quickly. 

The (turbulent) winds are picking up...and when God orders things at their appointed time, one powerful gust of wind, one BLAST from His nostrils, will knock the first domino down ... and the rest is history, as it is written in the Holy Bible. 

Things are escalating - accelerating. Trust God. He can be trusted, even when we do not understand. He is concerned for our eternity more than the temporal, but trust Him for the things He has told you personally, and corporately...

He is faithful to lead us when we lean on Him and wait. Do NOT fear. This is a pivotal year, as we align ourselves with God's will, and with His Word...and the world aligns itself with Satan's will. Keep your eyes on Israel...and compare what is happening in the world with prophecy that is written in the Word of God (Holy Scriptures/Bible).

The Lord says that if we will just trust Him, He will take us step by step, one day at a time. Just as He led Abraham through the season of waiting for Isaac; as He led the Israelites over the Jordan; as He led Gideon's army of 300 into victory; how He led Joseph to trust Him and stand by the pregnant virgin Mary that Joseph was espoused to...so He shall lead us.

He can be trusted, even when all is so dark that we cannot see far ahead at all. Grab hold of Yeshua's hand (spiritually) and He will lead you. Do not fear. Do not let the spirit of fear stand like a giant before you. He whispers lies and is a master at illusion. YHWH is greater...the enemy is defeated.

BELIEVE what the Lord has spoken to you. Wait.

If you know you are in God's will, then wait. If you know you are not, then repent and turn in the right direction, Yeshua is merciful and ready to forgive and heal. God speaks to His people...ALL who are born-again. Read the Word, pray and listen - deep, deep within, you will hear His still small voice.

God will give us grace and strength to go through whatever we must go through. Let Him be glorified through you. Will you resign in hopelessness, or will you rise up and trust the living God who formed you in the womb, and holds your life in His hands.  Rejoice...get to the place where you can rejoice, even if at first, it is on wobbly legs and tear-stained cheeks.

Rest in the Lord in sweet surrender. When He allows us to be put in the furnace of affliction, He is with us,, and He WILL bring us out. Yeshua will be glorified. Hold fast and trust the faithfulness of our Creator; He will bring us through all troubles! HalleluYah!

So, my 2020 year has come in like an angry lion, as the Satan, the god of this world, seeks to steal, kill and destroy. Yes, it shook me as I watched everything going in the opposite direction of what I believe for.

 

Secretly I wept, I groaned at the failures of my flesh; I travailed in the evil of the day. In my humanness, pain and brokenness, I tearfully said to the Lord that I was weary, that I had been through enough fires, a lifetime of waiting. The Lord is longsuffering. It is best to pour our heart out in utter fatigue (spiritual), brokenness, humble and contrite. He knows anyway. 

THEN, watch as He allows the dross to surface; how He wonderfully removes it; how He forgives, heals and strengthens us. Magnificent Saviour, Wonderful Counselor, Prince of Peace, everlasting Father.

He is wiping away tears, and I will wait...we all must wait until His timing. He offers forgiveness and cleansing when genuine repentance goes forth. I will praise His name, exalt Him on high and sing songs of thanksgiving to Yeshua (Jesus) for the STRENGTH HE GIVES. 

Thank You Yeshua! Thank you Father for allowing me to vent and get it all out, as David, as Job, as Jeremiah, as Daniel, as Peter, as many, if not all of our forerunners have done.

Be glorified in this pivotal year Abba, through Yeshua. All is in Your most competent hands! Trust God in your time of pain, suffering and brokenness. He will strengthen us to endure and to come through victorious!

We will yet again say: Our Lord, Yeshua/Jesus is Faithful and True God is Sovereign and has everything under His control. Beautiful, magnificent Creator!

These are some of the key words for 2020:

• alignment: (The Lord has always given ample warnings and a fair time slot to repent and turn from wicked unrighteous ways.) This is one word that the Holy Spirit first put upon my heart in early 2016, then again around, October 2018 – repetition increasing in 2019 and now 2020.) The Lord is aligning things both in the spiritual and the physical – so is Satan and his legions (counterfeiter, imitator, illusionist)

 • accelerate and escalate – repeatedly these three words  repeatedly getting my attention: over the years these words have presented themselves, naturally; however, the repetition of these words in frequency and seemingly in nearly every topic and event globally certainly gets one’s attention: alignment, accelerate, escalate (this pertains to what God is doing, but also what’s going on around the globe)

● balance - the Lord is balancing things on His scales of justice; do not be found wanting; Holy Spirit will help you with the lost, the prodigals, the wayward and by God's grace and mercy help lead them to repentance, forgiveness, cleansing and freedom in Christ Jesus (Messiah Yeshua) 

● deception - illusions - lying signs and wonders

• betrayals (Judas spirit), treachery, sabotage, spirit of Jezebel (evil spirit, python/divination, seducing spirits (leading people to doctrines of devils), idolatry (occult rituals, "Christian witches", spirit ‘guides’, false gods/goddesses, spirit of divination)), child sacrifice (endorses abortion, ritual sacrifice), manipulating and controlling multitudes (feminism, abortions, homosexuality, promiscuity and sexual perversions); homosexuality (gender lines blurred, abomination, confusion, dominance, control); promiscuity (immorality nakedness)  

● witchcraft (exalted), child sacrifice (rituals, molestation, blood drinking) cannibalism, greater darkness (embraced), [people now calling good evil and evil good], increased persecution globally

• diseases (resurrected); plagues introduced, biological warfare (in 2013 when living in Georgia, I saw a vision of a stagecoach and a team of 6-8 horses (in silhouette) speeding eastward from the west. I understood that:

- old diseases would be resurrected, and new plagues introduced.)

● AI, invisibility, weaponry, military aircraft/spacecraft (Artificial Intelligence; certain technologies (holograms, lasers, invisibility, zero gravity aircraft, space stations and more), used as part of deception, signs and lying wonders)

● locusts (literal, demonic, weaponry), earthquakes, volcanoes (that which lays dormant; sleeping giants awaken globally - I have a strong sense this is physical and spiritual) – great eruptions, toxic

● poisoned waters; famine

● sword upon the land

● civil unrest increased – more deaths via militarized police, martial law

● spirit of slumber, spirit of fear

● illusions – the counterfeit will appear real – Satan is the prince of the power of the air; keep it in mind – that which is seen is not always what it appears to be; the father of lies and the master of illusions is busily at work; stay in prayer, repent if deceived, ask protection, increased discernment and wisdom

Glory of God

● Sovereignty of God - remember WHO is in control of all things; remember WHO leads you in the way that you should go; remember WHO has brought you this far, strengthening you in the furnace of affliction; remember WHO has shown you signs as confirmation, even when you did not ask (whether a timely word, a special sign in nature (rainbow, dove, eagle...you and Father know); creative answers to your prayers)

- bringing the true ones together all around the globe (groups (family in Messiah Yeshua/Jesus)

- For unto us a child is born, unto us a Son is given: and the government shall be upon His (Yeshua/Jesus) shoulder: and His name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, the mighty God, the everlasting Father,, the Prince of Peace. [Is 9:6]

● shofar (ram’s horn) 

– call to repentance 
– call to obedience
– call to holiness 

This is a very serious wake-up call; more important than any other in past times– the HOUR IS LATE!

• alarm sounded – (God's people are all called to be watchmen) - watch and pray Yeshua said - the messages (globally) will not conflict, nor are they competitive - nameless, faceless - all glory to the King of kings and Lord of lords

- How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him that brings good tidings of good, that publishes salvation; that says unto Zion, Thy God reigns!

Your watchmen shall lift up the voice; with the voice together shall they sing": for they shall see eye to eye, when the Lord shall bring again Zion. [Is 52:7, 9]

The Lord has made bare His holy arm in the eyes of all the nations; and all the ends of the earth shall see the salvation of our God. [vs 10]

- call to awaken 
– call to arise 
(wake up, rise up and prepare [watch, pray])

- call to repent

● imperative to ask the Lord to keep a guard over your mouth - to let you know in a very strong way when to speak (boldly, confidently, open mouth) and when to be silent (humble, closed mouth)

• paradigm (shift); God is accelerating, balancing - escalation

• we must know God's (YHWH, YHVH) will in matters and move accordingly; we do not stray from the Word of God; without Yeshua, we can do nothing - we do NOT tell God what is going down; He will instruct us and tell us HIS WILL, as surely as He did for His son in the Garden of Gethsemane

• birthing aka baptism by fire – (God’s promises, dreams, visions preceded by faith, trust, obedience and patience) – travail, conflict (push through, no matter how hard, no turning back [remember Lot’s wife]) 

But without faith it is impossible to please Him: for he that comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a  rewarder of them that diligently seek Him. [Heb 11:6]

● prophecy, unity, love, mercy, forgiveness, justice seen in the children of light, the disciples of Yeshua/Jesus

● deliverance, salvation, healing, restoration

● true miracles, dreams, visions, prophetic words coming to pass (seek God individually - His will not man's will; He will lead you to truth)

● speak forth what GOD (YHWH) has spoken over you (whether through His holy Word, dream, vision, prophetic word) - It will not go against God's character or His Word; but God still does creative miracles. Glory, praise, honour to Adonai

● reversal(s) (physical and spiritual) – God’s favour; a jubilee-type season for some (not all) – hearing God’s voice clearly; discernment

● angelic intervention and protection (spiritual warfare), by God’s command alone angels are fighting on behalf of many, especially over ISRAEL

It may seem overwhelming to read, but much of it has been going on all along (of course), but it is now increasing, escalating…accelerating (aligning with scriptures; keep your eyes on Israel, people of God!).

Things are ramping up. There must be utter chaos globally that needs a divine solution; hence, the welcoming of the Antichrist (though he will not be recognized by the world as such). People are embracing witchcraft, calling evil good and good evil.

There is spiritual warfare happening; the demonic realm (locusts, spirit guides, witch doctors (various titles), gateways, portals) is bolder now in their manifestations for people to see, as witchcraft and the occult is embraced (witchcraft, sorcery, dark arts, enchantments– occult, esoteric spirituality, various religions, rituals, ceremonies)

- the world is preparing for one world order with Antichrist; his rule will be for a short time; God (YHWH) is fully in control; scriptures explain this clash of kingdoms; Yeshua is Victor

Daniel warned of a time coming where there would be a “wearing out of the saints of the Most High”. [Dan 7:25] This is merely the precursor to that time and it is why a great number of God’s people feel so weary, questioning their sanity, feeling they are nowhere near the fulfillment of their promises, striving not to give up; praying to God for more strength, discernment and wisdom.

Some have endured years of tribulations and trials and have not given up, but feel like they are hanging on with a mustard seed o faith, yet giving God the glory for even that!

There are many now who feel that the hardships and afflictions have gone on so long that they are not sure if they can go on waiting; yet their face is set as flint whilst they cry out to YHWH (God).  I was in that crowd, asking, “How long, O Lord?”

But now, I give thanks knowing His timing is perfect. When we are weak, he is our refuge; He strengthens us and we rise up and endure to the end.

The enemy laughs, hasn't He promised that those who wait on you “would not be put to shame” [Is 49:23] and “obedience is better than sacrifice, and hearkening (hearing, obeying God’s voice) better than the fat of rams.” [1Sam 15:22]

"Your shame is on you!"  Satan is a liar; the father of lies. His condemnation is a counterfeit conviction. Condemnation births guilt and shame. Conviction births change, repentance. 

Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. (Christ Jesus (Yeshua)) [Rom 8:37]

The first time I remember the Lord speaking about ‘alignment’ in a strong way was in March 2016. I wrote an article called “Time of Alignment” and posted it just shy of four years ago. At that time, it was strongly impressed upon me that Abba was telling us to bring ourselves (thought, word, deed) into alignment with His will.

Excerpt  from ‘Time of Alignment’:

All the world senses a foreboding, yet what exactly will happen next, we do not know, but we all feel that something is about to break loose. God’s judgments are coming upon the earth. He is positioning His people.

Meanwhile, Satan the counterfeiter is aligning his people, to deceive, if possible, God’s remnant. This is an admonition to get into alignment or face the judgment of God. Even in God’s judgment, His desire is to bring people to repentance. Come into alignment. Everything God does is done decently and in order, but no one can say that He does not warn. He has His voices all over the earth, and many means at His disposal.

(End excerpt) March 2016 “Time of Alignment” (Note* - counterfeiting is often mirroring what God is doing – BP2020)

It seems that the messages the Lord has placed upon my heart for the past decade plus (15 years since I committed my life to the Lord in 2005) have been consistent, but that would be the Lord, not me. It's His faithfulness and love shining brightly to draw people to Himself and bring them out of their bondage, to be free and forgiven. It begins with repentance.

It starts with understanding our desperate need for God, seeing our sin for what it is and confessing it, admitting the need for forgiveness, and freedom from the wretchedness, stench and weight of our sins. 

By grace we are saved through faith in Yeshua/Jesus. Sometimes He has to pull the carpet out from under us to get our attention. His desire is that all should come to repentance, be born-again through Yeshua and gain eternal life.

I will expound more on these key words in the next post.

He Shall Baptize you with Holy Ghost and Fire

John answered, saying unto them all, I indeed baptize you with water; but one mightier than I comes, the latchet of whose shoes I am not worthy to unloose: He shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost and with fire: [Lk 3:16]

Strong’s Greek 4442: Fire, the heat of the sun, lightning; fig: strife, trials; the eternal fire.

Commentary:  The fire which was to enter into Messiah’s baptism was rather the flame of purification. So we read of the coal of fire taken from off the altar and laid on the mouth of Isaiah the prophet. [Is 6:6, 7] “With fire, to purify, illumine, transform, inflame with holy fervor and zeal, and carry upward, as Elijah was carried up to heaven in a chariot of fire.” (Bishop Wordsworth) 

Luke 3:16 Commentaries

Message from the Lord:

Baptism by Fire

Leave all in My competent hands. I see what others do not see; I see all. I AM He who tries the heart and the reins. I know those who believe they are justified and walk in pride and those who cry out in true repentance and humility. Leave all in My hands.

I the Lord search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings. [Jer 17:10]

Concern yourself with the things I AM teaching you, revealing to you and purging you of. Dying to self is a lonely journey and no one can take your place. Fear not this fire. Trust Me through it.

The three Hebrew men did not long to go into the fire. They were thrown into the fire because they trusted Me. They stood against that which was wrong, for they trusted that I was with them. In anger, the king rejected their words when they refused to accept that which the king had set up of his own volition.

Enraged within, the king ordered the fire SEVEN TIMES HOTTER. His mightiest men were ordered to bind the three and cast them into the fiery furnace. The fire was not comfortable to Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego. Every second seemed an eternity. Yet, I opened their eyes to see that I was with them.

Endure the Fire

They knew they had to endure, that they had no choice. In that fire, they were strengthened. They witnessed My power that sustained them. Their faith grew; their hope was established; their destiny was secure in My hands.

Did they want out of the fire? Yes, at first they did, deep within they longed for release, yet they did not try to escape. As soon as they understood that the fire was not consuming them, they walked through the fire. They were not alone.

They were willing to lay down their lives unto death and for this reason, they overcame by My power. I walked with them through the fire. They felt the heat. It was not comfortable to their flesh, yet it did not consume them. It did not destroy them. There was a further purging going on inside of them, yet outwardly, not even a hair was singed.

At the appointed time, they were brought forth out of the fire unharmed, yet stronger in faith, giving glory to Me. They did not even smell of smoke. Not one part of the fabric of their clothing was burned. All who saw them afterwards feared, for those who saw them knew that I had been with them through it all.

Indeed, these men were strengthened in their faith. They had endured the fire. They had overcome, not by might, nor by power, but by My Spirit.

Fear Not the Fire

Do not fear the fire!  Allow this baptism of fire, for it shall cleanse and purge (purify). You prayed to be strengthened. You prayed to overcome and love not your life unto death. How I AM doing it is not how you had imagined. Yea, but My thoughts are higher than your thoughts, so are my ways. [Is 55:9]

You have laid down pride (which hurts the flesh), in order to truly forgive. Let patience do its perfect work.

But let patience (endurance) have her perfect work that you may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing. If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that gives to all men liberally, and upbraids (reproves sharply, scolds) not; and it shall be given him. [Jam 1:4, 5]

I know it is hard; I know the frailty of flesh. I understand how flesh wars against (resists) the spirit. Yea, but I see the motives and intentions of the most awkward child. Trust Me. Yea, when you are willing and lay it down, do you see how I open your eyes now to reveal to you that I AM with you? I did not leave or forsake you.

I AM walking with you through the fire. If you cannot see because of the flames of the fire, then, at least be aware that you are not consumed. You are still here. Allow My peace that passes all understanding to reassure you of My presence.

In focusing on Me instead of the fire, instead of the circumstances and those that threw you into the fire, then you can rest, knowing that I AM indeed walking with you through this fiery time.

The crowd sided with the king, declaring that he was justified in doing what he said and did. He was wise and powerful. It was said that he was a good king who cared for the people, presenting to them that which they wanted. He presented to them a beautiful and glorious image of a god, made with the finest gold.

A False Image of God

He set the image in a place where everyone could see the incredible image of the god that he created; a god that he knew and understood, a god that pleased the people. How dare these three men, Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego not regard the king?, the people asked.

They cheered when the Hebrews were thrown into the fire, until they saw the king’s mightiest men, who were ordered to throw the three into the fire, consumed themselves by the intense heat.

Then the crowd waited, silently watching, expecting to hear the cries of the defeat and destruction echo in their ears. Yet, they heard not a thing but the roaring of the flames.

They believed the three Hebrews were properly punished for their words and their actions. The king is justified, they murmured. Lo, but they did not know how I saw it all, nor did they expect the God of the three men to intervene. Nor did they expect Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego to survive.

Baptism by Fire

This fire is a baptism of fire; fear it not. You shall come forth as pure gold, for all My people must endure the fire. You say, ‘But Lord, I have been through fire before, more than once. Is it not enough?’

Is not silver refined seven times? Is gold not purged (more than once) to bring forth its purity? Many of My people are going through severe trials right now, a fire of intense heat, yet they cry out to Me, expressing all that is within themselves.

Remember I AM the Creator, who fully understands all that has been created. My words are pure; know that I AM with you.

O bless our God, ye people, and make the voice of His praise to be heard: Which holds our soul in life, and suffers not our feet to be moved. For You, O God, have proved us: You have tried us, as silver is tried. You brought us into the net; You laid affliction upon our loins. You have caused men to ride over our heads; we went through fire and through water: but You brought us out into a wealthy place. [Ps 66:8-12]

The words of the Lord are pure words: as silver tried in a furnace of earth, purified seven times. [Ps 12:6]

Answered Prayers

You prayed to be purified and purged, to be without spot or blemish. You prayed that all unrighteousness and unclean things would be removed from you; that you would be strengthened to endure all the evil that is coming, so that you would endure to the end.

You admitted that your wisdom is foolishness and sought (asked for) My wisdom; that your faith would be made strong and that I would teach you by My power and by My Spirit.

That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God. [1Cor 2:5]

You prayed to know My will so that you could obey; that you would overcome all that is of this world and that is not of Me; that you would not love your life unto death. I AM answering your prayers.

But the Comforter which is the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name, He shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. [Jn 14:26]

Do not be taken aback or fearful of the ways I answer. Trust Me to bring you through, nothing wavering. Dying to self is excruciating to the flesh. Demons, all principalities and powers, rulers of darkness of this world and spiritual wickedness mock, taunt and torment you upon your cross, as you endure in your dying to self.

Bitter Cup

A spirit of error has influenced many, but those who truly seek truth shall find it. Look to Me, for I AM the one who shuts the mouths of the lions. You drink from the same bitter cup as Your Master though He did not sin.

The drinking of this bitter cup will bring you to your cross, yes, but it will lead you to endure the cross on a daily basis. All who are Mine continue to die daily by crucifying the flesh. All sin, even that which has hidden, shall be purged and you shall be cleansed.

Embrace My love for you, for those that I chastise are Mine. All My people need reminding of that which they were taught.

If you endure chastening, God deals with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chastens not?  [Heb 12:7]

As you trust in Me, holding fast to your faith, I shall bring you through. Despise not this furnace of affliction, for again I say to you, this is My will and My great love for you and I shall bring you through. Though others may think they know the end of a matter, fear not, for they know not My mind, nor can they counsel Me.

Yea, let him who is without sin cast the first stone. Now you go deeper, pressing in closer to Me, along the narrow path, learning further obedience by the things you suffer, even unto death. Those whose intentions are pure, will surrender to My hand which does the shaking and they shall endure.

Though He were a Son, yet He learned obedience by the things which He suffered. [Heb 5:8]

Every branch in Me that bears not fruit He takes away: and every branch that bears fruit, He purges it, that it may bring forth more fruit. [Jn 15:2]

Fiery Trial

Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you. But rejoice, inasmuch as you are partakers of Christ’s sufferings; that, when His glory shall be revealed, you may be glad with exceeding joy. [1Pet 4:12, 13]

That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perishes, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ: [1Pet 1:7]

I have seen the intentions and motives of your heart; fear not. I love the awkward foal as much as the strong horse.

But He knows the way I take: when He has tried me, I shall forth as gold. [Job 23:10]

Rejoice, for I AM with you. Rejoice, for I AM He that formed you. I AM He, the Potter that forms and molds the clay. Rejoice, for this fire has an appointed end. Be strong – I AM with you.

Go through, go through, go through. Shut out all the voices but Mine alone. Woe to the wise man that glories in his wisdom, or the mighty man who glories in his might, or the rich man who glories in his riches. These things should not be, for I delight in lovingkindness, judgment and righteousness. [see Jeremiah 9:24]

Fear not! This is for your good, but for My glory! Take upon you the whole armour that I provided. Stand strong in this time; stand strong with Me. Do not fear that which is happening. It is indeed to strengthen you for that which is fast approaching.

Truth Divides

I AM come to send fire on the earth; and what will I, if it be already kindled? But I have a baptism to be baptized with; and how am I straitened (restricted) till it be accomplished! Suppose ye that I AM come to give peace on earth? I tell you, Nay; but rather division: For from henceforth there shall be five in once house divided, three against two, and two against three. [Lk 12:49-52]

My grace is sufficient for you. Trust Me in all that concerns you…ALL that concerns you. Though the enemy hates all people, he targets the most those who walk close to Me the most. Wait, obey, be strong. Patience…not much longer.

Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men; and the weakness of God is stronger than men. For you see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the flesh, not many might, not many noble, are called:

But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God has chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty; 

And base things of the world, and things which are despised, has God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nothing that that are: That no flesh should glory in His presence. [1Cor 1:25-29]

Prepare for Victory

Prepare yourself for victory, as you obey and go through. I AM the Lord of the battle. Victory is in My hand and My banner over you is love. Be not troubled or afraid; receive My peace and My love. Yes, again I say, embrace the fire, for it is indeed for your good, but for My glory! Selah

Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized everyone of you in the name of Jesus Christ (Yeshua Ha'Mashiach) for the remission of sins, and you shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. [Acts 2:38]

Peace I leave with you; My peace I give unto you: not as the world gives, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. [Jn 14:27]

for His glory alone

penned by Bonita                  dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com

original post: Baptism by Fire (February 2013)

Addendum: I came across this old file and believe it is a MUST for right now that people need to hear at this time, self included. The Holy Spirit had to take me gently by the shoulders and lift my chin upward (to take my eyes off of my circumstances)..."This is not the time to give up!  It is time to...

STAND UP and FIGHT THE BATTLE
by David Wilkerson

How many Christians call themselves warriors but have never been
tested or trained? We hear about the many prayer warriors in this
nation. But the sad truth is, the vast majority of them have never
been trained -- they're not ready to fight. Many true believers refuse
to fight the devil or do battle against his kingdom.

When God does find a believer with a hunger and a desire for his
blessing, he puts him into the ring to learn to fight. The Lord is
going to need well-trained warriors who will prevail over all the
powers of hell in his last hour of warfare.

Right now God is doing a quick work in his remnant -- it's called
crisis training. These tested saints in this training are becoming
the captains of his last-day army. God is putting Holy Ghost fight
in them and he is bringing forth warriors who are tested and tried,
because they've wrestled with God, just as Jacob did (see Genesis 32:24-32).

This kind of training calls for physical discipline as well as spiritual.
Jacob threw his whole body into the battle, all his human ability.
A fighting spirit had risen up in him and, Scripture says, "He
struggled with the Angel and prevailed" (Hosea 12:4). This verse
has great meaning for all who want to prevail in prayer. It says
Jacob prevailed and won the battle. If you're going to prevail in
these last days, you're going to have to put all your strength into it.

"Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil walks
about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. Resist him"
(1 Peter 5:8-9).

Many Christians expect God to somehow save their family,
reconcile relationships, do miracles, all at no cost to them. They
just want to rest in their rocking chair and "believe God for it all."
But this matter of prevailing in prayer --- "breaking through" to
God, getting answers and seeing results -- is going to cost your
flesh something.

God wants you to lay hold of Him because He loves you. He wants
you to claim all his blessings. Rise up in faith and lay hold of His
promises. Stand up and fight. You have his strength so use it!

~Source-
http://world.convio.net/site/R?i=GwDMpQxadCEOWNs9kFkswQ

UPDATE: I shout HalleluYah! Fight indeed...a year for miracles, indeed. It is with great pleasure and utmost glory to God alone that I can report that FINALLY I have overcome cigarettes, as of May 25, 2020.

FIFTY YEARS! - 50 years I smoked; this is my personal 'Jubilee' year. For years I tried to quit, especially the past year. Fasting and prayer; buying the cigarettes is...WAS expensive (up to $12 for a pack of 20 here in B.C.). 

In efforts to quit, time and again, I would break them up; put them in a far away garbage bin. Or I would cut them up and flush them. Or I would drive to the homeless shelter, or just go out on the street and give the pack away to homeless ones. Yet, every time I would do these different ways, it was with sheer determination to quit. Who can afford to just toss them like that? I was serious...

but I kept failing - time after time again.

I was willing to pay the cost spiritually, battling against Satan or any demon keeping me captive in addiction. Finally, (sometime around May), with a broken and contrite heart I confessed that my flesh liked smoking, and it did not want to quit. In my heart (my spirit), the desire to quit was strong. Indeed, the spirit was willing but the flesh was weak. I confessed that I could not do it...I had failed my Lord Jesus/Yeshua...I had failed my Father.

Unless God helped me, I simply could not do it. Every effort had been tried; all avenues exhausted. Then, one day, at the end of May (30th or 31st), I realized that I had not smoked for five or six days. Jesus did it!

The Lord delivered me because I could not do it! Hallelujah, glory to God! It is now September, nearly FOUR months! In the misery of the lockdowns, mask wearing, social distancing, and all the other craziness, a miracle happened for me.

O beloved saints, do not let this pandemic shake your faith or hope in God. Some may think the deliverance from smoking is no miracle because people do it all the time. Well, yes, but not 'this' person. I tried for years, and many Christians over those years, at different times, accused me of many things, such as disobedience, willful sin, and -- I can barely remember, but I wore condemnation as a shameful robe to cover what I was made to believe was my spiritual nakedness.

It is my miracle - 50 years of smoking - set free; it is my Jubilee!

Friends, God truly DOES see the heart. It was when I laid down pride, laid down independence, and humbly confessed I could not do it, it seemed that is when Jesus moved! He had opened the prison door, but I had to walk through. Fear was holding me back - glory, glory, glory to God who still saves, heals and DELIVERS!

Jesus Christ, the same yesterday, today, and forever. [Heb 13:8]

(End update -BP2020)