Too Close to Quit Now - Seriously

Too Close to Quit Now - Seriously

Letters have been pouring in from all over...letters of discouragement, frustration, hopelessness, crushed hopes, shattered dreams, anger, bitterness. Even if I tried to cover all the emotions, I would still miss. In all my years of writing, never have I seen such a tsunami of negativity; black waves of sludge and debris.

Please, never do I say that in a flippant, judgmental or callous way. Perish such a thought! Rather, the reality of it grips me. 

When trouble seems to be our portion, when trials and tribulation seem endless, when the Lord seems silent (and may well be for a season), when the waiting seems to have no end, and when it seems that every demon around is mocking and laughing, the great temptation is to shake the proverbial fist toward heaven, curse (accuse) God, and walk away in absolute disgust, angry bitterness, even rage, throwing down all faith, hope and yes, love.

OR...

The falling away may be slower, less obvious, more subtle, yet the enemies of our soul, the enemies of the cross will chip away, chip away, chip away, slowly, methodically, deliberately...like a dripping faucet that just won't quit, with only one purpose in mind - to steal, kill and destroy, thus fulfilling God's word.

Satan and his evil hordes come to steal our hope, kill our destiny and destroy our faith. The father of lies, he who was a murderer from the beginning, knows no mercy, has no compassion and only exhibits brutality, cruelty and evil beyond description - I cannot find any word in my vocabulary that would adequately describe the dark, gross evil of him or of those (his legions) who bow to him (both in the spiritual and physical realms).

The clash of the kingdoms is a reality and has been going on since before any of us were born or even thought of, all the way back to the Garden of Eden, and even before that. Who knows when Lucifer, puffed up with pride regarding his breath-taking beauty (how handsome he was!), and the exquisite gift of music that he was/is in all of the heavens, an instrument himself he was - indeed, perfect, how, how and when did he manage to convince a third of the heavenly and holy angels to usurp God's authority and follow him?

Who knows what he promised them if they did follow him? The cunning and the craftiness of his words must have been filled with what sounded like exceptional goodness and wisdom, and so profound as to persuade angels, who saw God for themselves and KNEW His beauty, holiness, LOVE, perfection, goodness and so much more, to give it all up and follow after him (Lucifer).

I saw where many of these believers (who wrote all the letters) have put aside thanksgiving, for they found nothing now to thank God for. Praise was far from their lips, as accusation after accusation, and blame, and a myriad of emotions were expressed. For all of them it seems, the trials have gone on too long, as far as they are concerned. Hopelessness...talk about hope deferred!

Did the writers forget the last part of the verse, about how "when" the desire comes, it is a tree of life. (WHO is the tree of life? Jesus/Yeshua is. We forget - so tragic!

Hope deferred makes the heart sick: but when the desire comes, it is a tree of life. [Prov 13:12]

All of them, in their own ways of expressing, state their lack of understanding in why their prayers seem unanswered, and how could a God of love leave them so destitute, so forsaken? 

How could He be so silent, and just leave them there amidst their hopelessness, their grief, pain, brokenness and sorrow, in what (again, ALL of them) consider to be cruel, heartless and never-ending?

Trust and hope shattered, so disillusioned, void of faith and strength, and whether the writers of the letters realized it or not, I did not see in one of those letters a word of thanksgiving, gratitude or even remembrance of anything the Lord may have done in the past, or even the realization that He was/is right there with them, still loving them, still carrying them, still waiting for them to trust again.

The parallels and similarities of the words and hurts, sorrow and pain between all of the letters was astoundingly uncanny, and frankly, so is the timing - all of them coming in all at once (within a four week time period).

Now if one saw the number of letters, approximately 10 or 11, one might say that is barely any in a world of nearly eight billion (8,000,000,000) people. Yet, even one soul who gives up on Yeshua/Jesus and falls away, and goes back into the world and back into the domain of Satan, is one too many.

Repentance

I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.

And be not conformed to this world: but be you transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect will of God.

For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God has dealt to every man the measure of faith. [Rom 12:1-3]

That includes me. It is an inviting trap, set by the enemy, who works with our pride, trying to make us think we are better than others, or stronger, or wiser, or closer to God or (fill in the blank). Pride can trap us all.

I must confess that when our heavenly Father corrects me through his precious and Holy Spirit, his ways are often unexpected, yet always timely. And the correction is anything but welcome; it's extremely uncomfortable, but praise God for correction indeed. It means that we are His children. [See Hebrews 12:5-8]

 Due to a horrific year, with the past five months the most challenging ever in my entire life, and in my entire walk with the Lord (and no! I don't even mean anything about Covid-19; at all), I found myself struggling as I tried desperately to understand what has transpired in the past year, and why.

Just like the writers of the letters, I found myself in a similar way. Some, but definitely not all, of the letters echoed my own thoughts and questions. Although, as the Lord is my judge, I genuinely fear the Lord, and in those thoughts and questions I did not blaspheme my blessed Maker.

Did I blame him or accuse him? Not knowingly, and I truly do not think so, but yet, I wonder if deep within I may have. Some of the letters caused me to break down in tears because I realized how dangerously close I came to being unthankful (ungrateful for all He has done for me, even before I committed to him - long before!).

When I read the angry, accusatory, rebellious, (and sadly), the ungrateful words in some of the letters, I wept harder, realizing that if I did not guard my heart, and/or keep a repentant heart, those words could be mine.

It was understood that if I did not take my eyes off myself and my circumstances (problems, troubles), my particular trials and tribulation, my pain and sorrows, and if I did not refocus and place my vision (eyes) upon my King and Lord Jesus/Yeshua, where they belong, I would open myself up to pride, self-pity, self-righteousness and any other "self-ish" thing.

It was also realized how quickly bitterness can take root. The Holy Spirit pressed hard upon me more than once in the past five months to pray for any I felt came against me. Was it easy? Not at all. My flesh felt justified and I was in the right in one very serious situation, but I had to obey. 

I knew that if I did not pray for the person who was doing me wrong, not only would I be disobedient to the leading of the most Holy Spirit, but I would be embracing the devil's temptation to hate, to be bitter, to push God away through any negativity. So no, it was not easy, but I did pray - and the Lord, unexpectedly and suddenly, rewarded and blessed me. All glory to Christ alone!

That part has to paid attention to. It's not about being "good" or "nice", it is about spiritual warfare and spiritual laws in heavenly places. If we do not pray, even for our enemies (think of Job), then we would also dangerously (even if unknowingly) be welcoming the temptations that Satan lures the flesh with, those false comforts and satisfactions that will would indeed lead us away from the Lord, and place us upon the path of destruction. 

Satan would rejoice. Remember that please.

Who can remember every thought they think, or every word they have spoken? I know not one, including myself. So yes, I repented because I know that at one point I did sense anger. Toward God? Very possible, yes, but definitely at the duration of the hardships and the absence of relief to recover.

So I repented, ashamed of any ingratitude I may be holding or held, all pride, all selfishness, self-righteousness, any (possible) blasphemous thoughts, any accusations, whether spoken, thought or even "felt" (our emotions will betray us often) - just everything and anything that would hinder my walk with the Lord was brought up and refused...just in case I was guilty (my flesh will try and trick me and justify things, so yes, I had to be careful, covering all the bases).

Forgiveness was sought in all humility. The tenderness of the Lord is so cherished; so glorious, invaluable, yet Jesus/Yeshua has no difficulty extending it to us. O that eyes would be opened to see his presence near you when all seems so lonely and dark.

O that ears would be opened to hear his heart beat as he holds you close to his bosom (spiritually), like a hen does with her small chicks. Why do we fuss and cry like a colicky baby when we are in discomfort and pain, fighting him even as he tries to comfort us. We can push him away and then accuse him of leaving us, but he is still there. We are just so self-absorbed that we cannot sense, feel or see him.

His goodness - ah! his goodness, in part, is in the way he understands us; the way he ignores our statements as we angrily shout, "it's enough; take away my life...", as Elijah requested [1King 19:4]. Or: "kill me....don't let me see my wretchedness", as Moses grievously stated in sheer exhaustion and frustration [Num 11:15].

There are numerous other examples. We are in good company...real people, suffering in real ways, going to God and praying from the heart, having real feelings and real emotions. Did our Creator kill them as they asked?

No! He is a good Father, and closed his ear to the desperate, frustrated, hastily-spoken requests. He is wise, patient and kind, gentle, merciful - yet we, at times, consider him cold, heartless, cruel, merciless. I could never be God, not even a "little god'', as some religious people believe we (believers) are (which is a spirit of error). Jehovah is too marvelous, too wonderful, too "everything GOOD"!

Patience and Confidence

                             

I have shared it before, and shall share it again, because it was the Lord, through His Holy Spirit that revealed it to me, and to others, I'm sure. It is this...

For some time, faith has been tried and hearts severely tested. the fires are hot and extreme! This should be no surprise. The Word of God forewarns us, and we see countless examples of our forerunners who went through their own trials, temptations, trying of their faith and testing of their hearts.

We read it and get it. If some failed in areas, like we all do, such as Sampson, Saul (the king), Esau, Balaam, Ananias and his wife Sapphira, and other examples, we may read and judge, saying, "Pffft, how could they?"  

Yet, we often do not see our own failures and shortcomings, our own disobedience or sins. The Holy Spirit helps us. We long to walk after the Spirit; He will guide us properly. And if we walk after the Spirit, we are not condemned.

There is therefore now no condemnation to those which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. [Rom 8:1]

Many, in justifying themselves no matter what they do, will only quote the first part of the verse and leave off the part about not walking after the flesh, but walking in the Spirit.

Patience - is hard to learn. We need to stay confident in God (YHVH) through Messiah. The story of the turtle (tortoise) and the rabbit has such solid truths. The rabbit was so confident in his speed, that when he was challenged to race against the turtle, he basically laughed within himself, knowing how slow a turtle is.

In that smug, prideful confidence, he had the audacity to try and make a fool of the turtle for even thinking for a moment he could beat the rabbit in a race. In his pride and arrogance and misplaced confidence, the rabbit decided to take a nap.

Only the nap must have been very satisfying and comforting because the turtle passed by the rabbit as he slept. The turtle did not panic or try to rush. He was patient, being fully confident that he would win the race before the rabbit awoke. Sure enough, he did!

It just seems to take forever to learn patience; the lesson just seems to go on and on and on, like the never-ending story. If only it didn't take so long! But the lessons do end; there are rewards; there is good reason, several even.

But with the help of the Holy Spirit, we can be confident that if we learn patience, we will finish the race to the glory of God through Jesus Christ (Yeshua HaMashiach).

Cast not away therefore your confidence, which has great recompence of reward. For you have need of patience, that after you have done the will of God, you might receive the promise.

For yet a little while and he that shall come will come, and not tarry. Now the just shall live by faith: but if any man draw back, my soul shall have no pleasure in him. [Heb 10:35-38]

The testing of our faith, the trying of our hearts, is not cruel at all. It is done out of love so that we learn how to wait, but more importantly, how to TRUST God. I had a hard time learning trust because of all the betrayals and other things that happened in my life. So few really trust these days, and if they do, it's not always in every area. Yet with our Creator, guaranteed, He can be trusted.

The word of God says it is better to trust in the Lord than to put our confidence in man or in princes. [Ps 146:3; Ps 118:8, 9]

Did the Lord give up on me? No, He patiently allowed me to go through various trials/tribulations, allowed me to see my shortcomings; was gracious enough to discipline and correct me; was kind enough to repeat lessons because it was necessary, not because of cruelty, meanness or lack of care.

Patience is not learned when everything is good and running smoothly in our lives. Patience is learned through various trials (tribulation), hardships, disappointments, heartaches and experiences. It is difficult, but worth it. 

Not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation works patience, And patience, experience, and experience, hope: And hope makes not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us. [Rom 5:3-5]

This does not mean we enjoy tribulation or trials, but that we learn through them. We learn patience; we gain experience, and our hope is established as we learn, through these various tribulations or trials, to trust God. 

My brethren, count it all joy when we fall into divers (different) temptations (trials); Knowing this, that the trying of your faith works patience, But let patience have her perfect work, that you may be perfect (whole, mature, complete) and entire, wanting nothing. [Jam 1:2-4]

For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, works for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;

While we look NOT at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal. [2Cor 4:16-18]

To all those who wrote, so discouraged, so confused, so frustrated and angry, and experiencing all kinds of trials that for some of you, have gone on for a very long time, I would like to say this.

You are not alone. I remind you, as we all need reminders, self included, to submit to God, humble yourself and acknowledge your need for him. Pour out your heart to Him but be careful not to accuse him. Tests are real and will happen, whether one likes to hear it or not, or believe it or not. They happen - frequently, as we grow in Christ - just like tests happen frequently throughout our school years - from grade one right through to the years in university or college.

Read Gods word and speak it back to him because he told us that his word does not return void. The Psalms is a beautiful book. There are prayers in there for every situation, every emotion and feeling, for the multitude of thoughts we think and so much more, all directed toward God.

If you look carefully, you will see that (not all the Psalms were written by King David. Even Moses wrote a psalm), that the psalmist would pour out his thoughts, his heart, whether angry, or frightened, or asking for vengeance or whatever, look to see how often in psalms the prayer reverts back to praise and gives God glory.

See how often praise and thanksgiving cloak the psalm. That is the key, yet it can be a difficult one to turn over, in order to unlock our victory and see our prayers answered. 

More often than naught, to praise God for all he is allowing, whether it is a death, a divorce, an incurable disease, a handicap, horrific pain, financial ruin, lost employment, material losses, whatever our particular trial is, simply does not make sense and it surely defies logic.

Who in their right mind would thank God or praise Him for allowing certain things to happen? No, most often, we want to scream out the injustice, the cruelty, all the negativity that comes with hardships, but praise God in it? Ridiculous, we think! Our flesh does not want to do it.

When we are going through hard times, our thoughts can race and our emotions and feelings can overwhelm us. The enemy, Satan and his minions, work with our flesh. It is my prayer that you turn to Jesus (Yeshua); humble yourself, just as I had to do. It's not always easy; our flesh resists bending the knee quite often.

DEFY logic; forget about your feelings and emotions and get down on bended knees. Humbly. Cry out to God. Look back at the times he helped you, whether you realized it or not. Thank him even if your flesh screams otherwise.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge him and he will direct your paths (steps) [Prov 3:5, 6]

If you have no fear of the Lord (honour, respect, awe, reverence, knowing His Sovereignty and power), then you are walking with the enemy, or at the very least, toward his camp.

If you accuse God, you are Satan's spokesperson. If you cannot trust God, then you are lost indeed, heading for the lake of fire. O beloved soul, don't listen to the lies. God cares. He sees. He hears. He is answering. So often, he works in silence, or behind the scenes where we cannot see him. Wait and He will reveal - He will answer. It will be right on time. Don't cover your ears please - it is truth!

O my God, I trust in you: let me not be ashamed, let not my enemies triumph over me. - - O keep my soul and deliver me: let me not be ashamed; for I put my trust in you. [Ps 25:2, 20]

If you are still alive, you still have time to repent and ask forgiveness for unbelief and fear, yes fear. Some may say they are not afraid, they are angry. Well, it seems to me that some are 'afraid' to trust God, as if he will fail them. Why? Because in their mind, he takes too long (they lack patience), or he has not 'yet' answered their prayer, or in a way you expected. 

He WILL speak to you - countless ways, but be careful, the imitator (Satan), as well as our flesh, can trick us into mimicking the Shepherd's voice. We have to spend quality time with the Lord, and yes, sometimes even through trial and error, we must learn the Master's voice (our Shepherd), so we know him and will not follow after a counterfeit or false shepherd, who will lead us straight to a hungry pack of wolves, eager to devour God's sheep.

In the minds of some of the discouraged saints, they are convinced that the Lord has left them, overlooked or forgotten about them (lack of trust in God's Word, cloaked in unbelief). 

Jesus (Yeshua) promised he would never leave or forsake us. And he does not. But He did not say he would constantly be talking. We all go through times of silence, and yes, even at times we need him most. Why? Because we must believe His word, that He IS with us, even in the silence. We must learn to trust him in all things, and especially if he is quiet.

If you are spitting venomous words at the Lord, you are on the slippery slope downward toward the abyss, heading for the lake of fire, and the enemy and all the demons are applauding, cheering you on.

Blessed is that man that makes the LORD his trust, and respects not the proud, nor such as turn aside to lies. [Ps 40:4]

If you rebel against God, who will you trust? If you turn away from Him, who will you turn to in the day the entire world is in the hands of the lawless one? If you died this day, will lack of trust, or unbelief save you?

There is no harsh judgment here, but there is an earnest desire to shake some of my brethren by the shoulders and ask, "Who has beguiled you?" Some say they do not want prayer, but I will and am praying because I understand God's position on these things.

If you are reading this and know deep down you have said things you should not have said to God, it's not too late to repent. He is ever ready to forgive. He is gracious and merciful. He is good and his mercy endures forever. [Ps 136]

I will leave you with two verses, then I would like to share a word from 2013 that I came across, entitled: To The Weary

Both verses are well-known and often used, but God's Word stands forever, for it is Spirit and Truth. Shalom in Christ to all readers.

If My people, which are called by my name shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will i hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. NOW my eyes shall be open, and my ears attent (listening) to the prayer that is made in this place.

[2Chron 7:14, 15]

One might say: "I have not done anything wrong. I'm just tired of all the trials, or tests, or whatever all these hardships are." Perhaps the error, my friend, is in thinking he has left you, or is uncaring, or whatever else negative that you put upon him...or perhaps it is time to repent of ingratitude. 

We all fall short; miss the mark...all of us, including myself. There are those who do not think so though; they believe they are "good" people and have no need of a Saviour.

Let us rise back up and run the race, and fight our battles, face set as a flint, and TRUST that God is not in need of counsel, and knows exactly what is the wisest and best thing for our [individual] lives - because He does. Walk away or turn away - and you will eternally regret it.

Rediscover the need for patience, and walk with the rest of the brethren, as together we all learn, even the hard and challenging lessons.

But beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that ONE DAY is with the Lord as a THOUSAND years, and a thousand years as one day. The Lord is NOT slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish, but that ALL SHOULD come to repentance. [2Pet 3: 8, 9]

Keep pressing on, even in the challenging, seemingly impossible situations. Trust the Lord and he WILL strengthen you. Humble yourself (flesh will fight you), and the Lord WILL lift you on high. 

Likewise, you younger, submit yourselves to the elder. Yea, all of you be subject one to another, and be clothed in humility: for God resists the proud and gives grace to the humble.

Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: Casting all your care upon him; for he cares for you. Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walks about, seeking whom he may devour:

Whom RESIST steadfast in the faith, knowing that the SAME AFFLICTIONS are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world. [1Pet 5:5-9]

To the Weary

July 14, 2013

To the Weary

Satan has beaten down many saints, but the Lord is ever ready to pick the wounded back up, heal, strengthen and restore.  He is faithful to give hope and encouragement.  

Just as the Lord gave me the dream with three revealing words – test of endurance (which was a warning for the Body of Christ) and how the Lord told my guest Jason Pillow about it being the time of the sealing of His people…the Lord spoke to another of His children, a godly woman, Latshia Smith, Prophetic Wind Ministries up in Buffalo NY, who was a guest on my show two weeks ago.  

To her, He warned about His remnant and how Satan was not just out to attack the prophets (in the 5 fold ministry), but just as Jezebel did in days gone by, and just as many did down through history, the plan is to not just attack, but to literally kill the prophets, to kill those in the five-fold ministry (and all dedicated disciples of Jesus Christ/Yeshua).

(*NOTE* - The Lord promised in the last days, by the prophet Joel (2:28, 29) and repeated by Peter (Acts 2:17), that he would pour out his Spirit upon all flesh and sons and daughters would prophecy, I believe that every born-again, Spirit-filled believer in Jesus/Y'shua can prophesy. The prophets of old were filled and spoke by the Holy Spirit. Now, we today have opportunity, all because of what Christ Jesus did. Satan came to steal, KILL and destroy [Jn 10:10] - every believer is now targeted! BP2013)

Multitudes of God’s people are going through incredible trials at this time.  Hold fast to the Lord and do not fear.  It is time for spiritual warfare as never before. (Do not expect this to lessen. It will increase the closer we get to our destinies, but more so, the closer we get to the Lord's return.)  We must absolutely be abiding in the Lord as never before.  He must be our constant companion.  

In the book of 1 Kings, chapters 18 and 19, we hear of Obadiah who hid 100 prophets of the Lord; he divided them into two groups of 50 and hid them in a cave.  If you have ever seen pictures of caves in the east, some of them are huge and very beautiful…quite capable of hiding a great number of people. 

We see where Elijah told Obadiah to warn Ahab that he was coming, which Obadiah did. Then we see where Elijah told Ahab to gather all the people of Israel, along with the 450 prophets of Jezebel who worshipped Baal.

A sacrifice was placed upon the altar by Jezebel’s prophets, who called out to Baal to consume the sacrifice, but nothing happened.  Elijah mocked them, saying that their god was either away talking, pursuing something, on a journey or asleep and needed to be awakened.   

They were so upset about Baal not responding, they cried out and cut themselves until they bled, just like many people do today, not only in the east, but also amongst the youth (and others) around the globe. 

Then he ordered that a sacrifice -a perfect bullock, be cut up and placed on the altar, a trench built and water to be put in the trench three times to fill it and to saturate the sacrifice. Three times; that means everything was drenched! 

Then, he called down fire and the Lord, the true living God, consumed the sacrifice.  At that point, when the people of Israel saw that the living God accepted the sacrifice, they were strengthened and at Elijah’s order; they rounded up all of Jezebel’s prophets and slew them. 

There was a famine in the land, so Elijah climbed to the top of Mt. Carmel and prayed and asked his servant [to go and see] if he saw a cloud.  After some time (seven times Elijah sent him), the servant finally saw a little cloud.  He told the servant to tell Ahab to go before the rain caught him.  Ahab took off and told Jezebel that Elijah killed her prophets.  When Jezebel heard of this, she put out a death sentence (threat) on Elijah. 

Then Jezebel sent a messenger unto Elijah, saying, So let the gods do to me, and more also, if I make not your life as the life of one of them by tomorrow about this time.  [1 Kings 19:2] 

This true prophet of God took off when he heard her words through a messenger.  He was likely very weary, having slain all the prophets, having called upon God for the consuming of the sacrifice, and the rain for the drought that caused the famine in the land...so he fled from Jezebel. 

But he himself went a day's journey into the wilderness, and came and sat down under a juniper tree: and he requested for himself that he might die; and said, It is enough; now, O LORD, take away my life; for I am not better than my fathers.  [1Kings 19:4]  

Have you not done that?  Have you not said ‘It’s enough Lord, take me home…I have failed you, I’m no better than my relatives?’  (or something along those lines?)

I have…I have been so weary as to ask the Lord to take me home and I most certainly did not do anything near to what Elijah did, but I have had my share of spiritual warfare and my own trials and tribulations…yet the Lord strengthened me every time, just as He did Elijah. Listen to others. They will say similar. Our Creator is very faithful.

 When you were at the end of your rope and you cried out to God, did He not strengthen you?  Yes, he did and that’s why you…and I…are still here. (proof)  The Lord sent an angel to strengthen Elijah with food and after he slept awhile, the angel fed Elijah again.  That food kept Elijah for 40 days and 40 nights as he journeyed to a cave on Mt. Horeb.

There the Lord asked Elijah what he was doing there, so he spoke about throwing down Baal’s altars and slaying Jezebel’s prophets, but he felt that he alone had escaped from Jezebel.  Then, the Lord not only instructed Elijah further on what He wanted him to do, but He encouraged him, when Elijah once again stated that only he alone was left.  He must have felt discouraged and quite alone to repeat it twice, but the Lord said:

Yet I have left Me seven thousand in Israel, all the knees which have not bowed unto Baal, and every mouth which has not kissed him.  [1 Kings 19:18]

So the body of Christ has been warned about a test of endurance, have been told that it is the time of sealing God’s people and have been warned that the  remnant in the five-fold ministry (actually, not just the five-fold, but, all of God's remnant of obedient, repentant believers - and I must add; there are wolves amongst the sheep, so, be guarded no matter who a person says they are!) and particularly the prophetic (see Joel 2:28 and Acts 2:17), will not just be under attack, but that the adversary seeks to literally kill them.

Many are suddenly having serious health issues. Keep strong. It has not all been for nothing; the Lord is on our side…I share this word that He put upon my heart today. (07.14.13 - July 14, 2013)

(To God the glory alone)

How heavy is your heart, My child, for the battle has been hard and long.  Hold fast to Me, for awhile longer and you shall see the victory.  The time of sealing, the test of endurance belongs to the remnant who are Mine and shall endure to the end, coming through victoriously, having been well-trained by previous tests and tribulations, having been purged and purified, in the fires and through the waters.

Yea, hold fast to Me, for I AM your refuge and your strong tower.  Yea, the cross is heavy when it is being carried, and excruciatingly hard to the flesh to stay upon, dying to self and all that is in the world.

Yet only after death can My resurrection power go forth to raise you up to a place where the enemy cannot touch you.  Healing and restoration are in My hand. Look up, look up for your redemption draws nigh.  Chaos and destruction are coming upon mankind and the world, yet I AM the one who shall create the new [Is 65:17; 66:22; Rev 21:1], when all is said and done.  Keep on your armor; pray without ceasing, abide in Me and do that which I ask of you to do. (*note* 0bedience is the word that came to mind as I wrote this, and keeping a repentant heart. BP)

Great blessing is about to fall upon My obedient children; but great judgment also is falling upon all nations and all peoples of the earth.  Yes, and the wrath of the devil, the prince of this world is coming, but he has nothing on Me.

His wrath has been loosed for a time, yea, but he knows that his time is short. [Rev 12:12] Look to Me and abide, for I AM your strength, your wisdom, your discernment, your all in all.  My peace I give you, not as the world gives, but the peace I give passes all understanding. [Phil 4:7] Let not your heart be troubled [Jn 14:1]; neither be afraid.

Glory to the Lord alone for encouraging His people, so faithful and true is our King and Lord.

ORIGINAL POST:  http://crossinthewilderness.blogspot.com/2013/07/to-weary.html

 for His glory

 penned by

Bonita                                                          dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com

Addendum: I cannot sugarcoat this, or tickle ears in order to be liked or accepted. It is not about me at all. It is about the eternal destiny of souls. If you are angry at God, so be it. When we read the Holy Scriptures, we can see where others were upset and voiced their inner thoughts, struggles and lack of understanding. Job comes to mind as one example.

However, to accuse God of unrighteousness or of lies; to make His word null and void, to speak against Him with disrespect or rather, no fear of the Lord is not only blasphemous, but gross error and dangerous ground to be upon.

Repent is a word people cringe at. Why? To repent means to "change your mind" and to "turn from wickedness" (see 2 Chronicles 7, verses 14 and 15). It is love that refuses to whitewash or sugarcoat truth, in order to make it acceptable.

Jesus/Yeshua was straight-forward. He called things out as they were, yet He is the epitome of love - God is love. A parent who loves their child will not lie to them. They will also correct and discipline out of that love. Our heavenly Father does that. In fact, the family in human form is but a reflection or example of our blessed Creator, Abba, our spiritual Father.

As I said to one beloved saint, I am not a counselor, but merely an ordinary woman, a sister in Christ. Does family not speak truth to one another? If we have learned hard lessons, do we not try to help a sibling (let's say, a bro or sis in Christ) avoid some of the pitfalls we fell into? Of course we do.

We can only try, but ultimately, the final choice remains with each individual. Even our Lord does not force Himself on mankind; however, He will speak the truth about the consequences of sin and the refusal to repent and believe in and receive the Messiah Yeshua/Jesus as Lord and Saviour. The lake of fire is a reality, like it or not. See Revelation 20, verses 14 and 15.

I have had a beam in my eyes before. The removal of such can be a painful process, but so necessary.  Yet, it is worth it because it is the only way I can possibly see clearly to help another who may have but a splinter to be removed.

We are told to love one another; to bear each other's burdens, to pray one for another. This is love in action, and it produces bountiful fruit. Be much blessed and know deep within, more importantly, believe deep within, YOU ARE LOVED. Repentance is a lifebuoy that will keep you from drowning in sin.

The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, you will not despise. [Ps 51:17]

The Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and plenteous in mercy. 

[Ps 103:8]

Who is a God like unto you, that pardons iniquity (sin) and passes by the transgression of the remnant of his heritage? He retains not his anger forever because he delights in mercy.

He will turn again; He will have compassion upon us; He will subdue our iniquities; and you will cast all their sins into the depths of the sea.

[Micah 7:18,19]

Did You Feel a Raindrop?

 

Did You Feel a Raindrop?

Trying the Heart, Testing the Faith and Baptism of Fire

I must tell you that this has been one "helluva" year - like none I've experienced before. As most who have walked any length of time with the Lord, there have been "dark nights of the soul", but this was far beyond that.

The fires were seven times hotter (and I thought they had been that degree before, but I erred), and the waters, exceedingly strong and high. I can promise you, in retrospect and most assuredly, even in times of silence, the Lord was there. He never once deserted me. Just as YHVH (God) promised all who are His, and echoed by His Son when he came in the flesh, Jesus/Yeshua, he NEVER left or forsook me. And that promise is for all His. It would be us who has to leave and forsake him, turn away, fall away.

There was an awareness that it was a trying of the heart, a testing of my faith, but that is easy to forget when things get super intense and overwhelming. Thank God for sending His Holy Spirit. If it were not for His precious and Holy Spirit, I do not think I would be here writing this.

Ah! But I am here and I promise, PROMISE you dear reader, in truth, our darling Creator will do the same for all who love and trust Him. I came to learn precisely what it means to trust...and then what it is to be baptized with FIRE. [Mat 3:11]

People in churches call down "fire" or say "more fire" and they have no idea what the true meaning is. These pastors or evangelical leaders teach the people error. Perhaps they were taught wrongly, and carry it on, never searching the Word of God or taking it to the Lord in prayer, or even experiencing the baptism of fire for themselves...because it's not an experience people welcome gladly.

When the mother of James and John, the sons of Zebedee, asked the Messiah (Christ) if her sons could sit one on the right and the other on the left, he said that she knew not what she asked, and what he said next are words that I myself read and yet did not grasp the full meaning.

But Jesus (Yeshua) answered and said, You know not what you ask. Are you able to drink of the cup that I shall drink of, and to be baptized with the baptism that I am baptized with? [Mat 20:22]

I was not committed to the Lord yet when I read that, but do remember pondering it deeply. Knowing that Christ Jesus was crucified, I had thought that is what he meant, his suffering by being betrayed, arrested under false accusations, brutally whipped with a cat-o-nine-tails, his beard pulled out, spit upon, and well, I will not go into it here, but Isaiah 50 describes it clearly.

So believing that I would not go through all Jesus/Yeshua suffered, I finally said within myself that I could go through the same baptism. And even still, it was about another seven years before I fully committed, with no turning back (2005).

And like James and John (Zebedee's sons), I too said that I was able [vs 22] Only now do I understand what baptism with fire is. It is different than being baptized in water. When we repent and choose to walk in obedience, a trying of the heart will come.

Dross is purged with fire; fire burns up wood, hay and stubble. It is a good thing, but it is uncomfortable and at times, will seem overwhelming, even more than one can bear. Yet, that is where the Lord comes in. He strengthens, He encourages, exhorts, corrects, disciplines and when/if necessary, will even carry us. But our heart has to long for Him, be dependent on Him, trust Him.

In an upcoming post, I will share some of what has transpired in the past four months; however, if there was ever anything I would want to say is this. No matter how weary, no matter how discouraged, confused or without strength you feel, Jesus is right here with you. We are in incredible times. Hold fast - hold strong - hold onto God through Yeshua/Jesus! Victory!

A Message the Holy Spirit Laid Upon My Heart to the Glory of Jesus/Yeshua Alone!

Indeed, I have done great things, but I intend to do greater things. In truth, trouble beyond reason fast approaches, and the world’s people shall reel in fear and dread. Those who trust in Me shall not be afraid (deep within), but shall know what is coming – not too soon; not too late – shall those who abide in Me know, for My Spirit shall direct (guide) them.

Woe to those who channel and trust in “spirit guides”, for such are spirits of evil (demons) and shall lead people astray, into deception and betrayal, and for many, into destruction and/or death. Fortune tellers, astrologers will not help you. Only through Yeshua (Jesus) can truth be heard by My Spirit.

I AM coming soon, but beware of the lawless one lurking in the shadows. Much of what is happening now is but a precursor(s) to that great evil/tribulation, which is about to occur. The whole world is in upheaval, chaos, anger, hatred, fear and violence. Then shall one come to bring “order out of chaos” and promise “peace and security”. Such a one is a liar – a deceiver. So it is written; so it shall be. Selah

Cling (cleave) to Me, those who love Me – wait patiently. (I hear the sighs of the multitudes – yes, wait).

Fear not for I AM with you. The trials have been grievous, the testing brutal, but such is the way of the adversary (Satan). Many of My people have been accused of only loving Me for My goodness to them, and just as Job, the trial became more than many could bear, but the enemy could not take you out.

Not all is due to a challenge or actions of the enemy. There is a purging that is necessary, where the dross is loosed and comes to the surface, to be skimmed away. This is a purifying, most necessary indeed. There is also a circumcision of the heart (the cutting away of the flesh – the world and its ways; the carnal nature that remains overbearing until it is cut away, where the flesh of the cutting dies).

Then there is the baptism of My Spirit and fire…the fires try the heart; test the soul. Yea, yet My promises remain true and steadfast.

John answered, saying unto them all, I indeed baptize you with water; but one mightier than I comes, the latchet of whose shoes I am not worthy to unloose: He shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost and with fire. [Lk 3:16]

But fear not, for I have also spoken to My people, not only Israel, but those who are Mine through My Son Yeshua (Jesus the Messiah).

But now thus says the Lord that created you, O Jacob, and He that formed you, O Israel; Fear not: for I have redeemed you; I have called you by your name; you are Mine.

When you pass through the waters, I will be with you, and through the rivers, they shall not overflow you: and when you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle against you. [Is 43:2]

The choice to quit or even to curse Me with a shaking fist raised toward the heavens has to be (remains) an individual choice. O but how I strengthen(ed) those who cry out for strength, even if it is day by day – or moment by moment.

Rejoice beloved children, beloved of your God, for I shall bring you into your promised destiny. You had to know truly where you stand (for I already know). Your faith has been tried; indeed, your very heart was deeply searched – that is why the pain and discomfort; the anguish and travailing. Dross had crusted heavily in areas, having hidden in darkness for years unnoticed. Yea, but it has been loosed, surfaced and skimmed away.

Lo! I do good work. Yea, indeed, your faith has been tried – you have NOT been found unfaithful. O, if only you could see as I do, you would not scold yourself so much. I am the Father who corrects out of My love. If I do not correct you, then why do you scold yourself? Why are you so hard on yourself?

(*note*: as I wrote this down, I understood that the Lord word's here pertained to some area of our personality that bugs us, not a sin, just a quirk we don't like...because we know that He corrects his children, all of us)

My faithful one, be still; be at peace within. During this time of testing (the trying of the heart and of faith), many have fallen away, but you, My beloved child, you have stayed. Even though you do not understand many times, you never let go; you never gave up. O yes, I notice.

Yea, but for those who have already fallen away, refusing to return, full of anger and rebellion, for such as these I grieve, for many more shall do the same, shaking the proverbial fist toward the heavens, blaming Me for failing them.

Ah, broken and contrite, through bitter tears and a crushed spirit, have many cried out to Me to take them home. They have wearied of pain, betrayal, disappointments, battle after battle, loneliness, misunderstandings, accusations, overwhelming circumstances, unexplained happenings, waiting and waiting on promises received – the list goes on.

For multitudes, it has been too long, even years, yet the remnant hang on, not giving up, trusting and waiting upon Me, fighting the enemy, fighting the “doubting Thomas’”, fighting their own flesh.

“Lord, take Me home or bring forth your promises – please do one or the other. I believe Lord; you know I believe…but I cannot go on forever; I cannot take more, yet I cannot give up. Mercy, Father – please!”

Ω - Just as Moses: “[…] I’m not able to bear all this…it’s too much…[…]. […]… if this is what you’re going to force me to handle, then, kill me please…[…]

Moses’ actual words:

I am not able to bear all this people alone because it is too heavy for me. And if You deal thus with me, kill me, I pray, out of hand, if I have found favour in Your sight; and let me not see my wretchedness. [Num 11:14, 15]

Ω - Just as Elijah: “[…] it’s enough; take my life…I’m not any better than my father or his father, or any of my relatives…[…]

Elijah’s actual words:

But he (Elijah) went a day’s journey into the wilderness and came and sat down under a juniper tree: and requested for himself that he might die; and said, It is enough; now O Lord, take away my life; for I am not better than my fathers. 

[1 Kings 19:4]

Ω - Just as David: “…Lord, I am alone and in great pain and sorrow…distressed…[…] this is so cruel, like torture…the enemy hates me […] I’m trusting you Lord, don’t let Satan laugh at me, to my shame…[…] if this is due to my sins…please Lord, forgive me - see my heart that I am trusting you; it’s just so hard[…]

David’s actual words:

Turn [Lord] unto me and have mercy upon me; for I am desolate and afflicted. The troubles of my heart are enlarged: O bring me out of my distresses. Look upon my affliction and my pain; and forgive all my sins. Consider my enemies; for they are many; and they hate me with cruel hatred. O keep my soul and deliver me: let me not be ashamed; for I put my trust in You. [Ps 25:16-20]

Ω - Just as Yeshua (Jesus): “[…] why have You forsaken me? […]”

Yeshua’s (Jesus’) actual words:

And at the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani? Which is, being interpreted, My God, my God, why have You forsaken me? [Mk 15:34]

Yes, just as those who went before today’s children, so do those who are Mine today travail. The apostle Peter forewarned:

Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened to you: But rejoice, inasmuch as you are partakers of Christ’s sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, you may be glad also with exceeding joy. [1Pet 4:12, 13]

O My people, those who held fast, praising and thanking me after they poured out their complaint, your faith has come forth as pure gold. O the cost – how intense the fires; how overwhelming the waters – yet you came through it all.

And some of them of understanding shall fall, to try them, and to purge, and to make them white, even to the time of the end: because it is yet for a time appointed. [Dan 11:35]

(Note* - I must add this note here. For the past few weeks (August/September 2020), I keep getting the words: “purge”, as well as “time”, “it is time”, “appointed time”, “now is the time”, etc. That’s why I highlighted those words in this scripture that the Holy Spirit gave me for this portion of the message. 

Hold fast beloved, we are on the verge (yes, many of us know we are on the verge of the terrible (tribulation), but we are also on the verge of the “great” (God’s promises)). Remember? The clash of the kingdoms that the Lord began mentioning a decade ago? Well, it’s going down, but brethren, we are almost there…at our long-awaited destinies; our Lord’s promises. HalleluYah, glory to God! BP - 2020)

But he knows the way I take: when he has tried me, I shall come forth as gold. [Job 23:10]

I walked with you in the fires. I upheld you in the raging waters

And I will bring the third part through the fire, and will refine them. as silver is refined, and will try them as gold is tried: they shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will say, It is my people: and they shall say, The LORD is my God.  [Zech 13:9]

Just as the samurai swords are molded and shaped in the fires and hardened by the waters, it comes forth worthy and prepared, having been expertly formed and then proven. Yea, it comes forth worthy to be effective in the hands of a valiant warrior, not failing him in the heat of intense battles.

So are those who endure the fires and waters proven worthy and effective in My hands, trustworthy in all battles of intensity against a relentless enemy. This has been an intense time for many of My people, and I am not speaking only about COVID-19 and its consequences, but I speak of the intensity of the adversary’s strategies (carried out plans, ploys, intended goals) , stratagems (wiles) and attacks.

Put on the whole armour of God that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood…[…] [Eph 6:11, 12]

(Note* - Please read verse 12 of Eph 6.Thx – BP)

Some of these have been physically (illness, disease, accidents, pain etc); some has been mental (onslaught of negative (and for some) suicidal thoughts or a longing for death, ofttimes, to cause double-mindedness, bombardment of discouragements, depression, angst etc).

For some, it has been emotional and for all, spiritual. For the majority, it has encompassed every arena: physical, mental, emotional and spiritual.

Bravo dear souls who persevered! The appointed time has approached. To every thing there is a time and a season. [Eccl 3:1] Sadly, too many threw up their hands, turned and walked away, giving up on Me and on My promises with bitterness, tears and hopelessness.

Remember, Daniel warned of a "wearing down of the saints" in the end times. He spoke of the lawless one, but we know Satan is already at work doing all he can to take out the saints, whatever way he can get away with.

Having grown weary and aching from hearing “soon”, they would no longer trust Me to perform that which I have spoken. Yet, just as Noah had to wait for the appointed time, so have you (yes, you, the reader) and the remnant of My people.

Even in the beginning, before the first plank was in place, Noah heard, “[…] soon the rain shall come.” Did I lie? I am not man that I should lie (nor the son of man that I should repent). [Num 23:19] Yet, a thousand years is as a day to Me [2Pet 3:8], but it is hard for man to comprehend that, even though to him who believes my word.

Year after year passed, and Noah continued on persevering, waiting upon Me. Near the end, he wearied. Mockery, ridicule, rejection, loneliness, fleeting thoughts of doubt – he suffered it all, just as you. (“What if I heard wrong?” he asked himself.)

But as you, he convinced himself that if he was wrong, surely the One who sees the heart and knows the thoughts of man would tell him if he had deceived himself or believed a lie from the enemy.

Trusting Me to guide him in all truth, he kept on, even when weary physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually, as year after year ticked by, ever so burdened by the knowledge of what was coming and by everyone refusing to listen or believe him.

Noah pondered: “Have I failed God? I’ve brought no one to Him, not even one soul.” Silent tears etched a trail upon Noah’s aging face as the heaviness of that truth crushed his spirit. Noah had not failed Me. He listened; he obeyed.

He did not give up despite the naysayers, despite the seemingly, never-ending WAIT; despite the doubts that tempted him to fall into unbelief. Even if he stood upon shaky legs at times, he STOOD because deep within, he trusted his God.

Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, STAND. [Eph 6:13] (Emphasis mine)

I did not disappoint him. At the time appointed, after his long and tiring wait, the rains came. His faithfulness and obedience were rewarded. He was saved alive, along with seven others. [1Pet 3:20]

So shall it be for those who have come this far believing in My promises (both corporate and personal). The appointed time has come, faithful one. Keep following My instructions…trust, obey, wait. Not much longer, faithful ones, it is time.

Did you feel a soft mist? Did you feel a raindrop?

(End of message)

Penned by one of God’s many messengers

Bonita

Not a Time to Speculate - Take All to the Lord in Prayer

The Holy Spirit had me write this yesterday, September 23, 2020. It rained here in Okanagan Valley, B.C. It has not rained for some time, and in three or four months, it has only rained perhaps three times? (approximation); at least, in my area.

I state this because I had no idea what the Lord would speak to me through His precious and holy Spirit. That is our God, who does EVERYTHING decently and in order. Such is Sovereignty, and He surely IS the Sovereign, true living God! Bless the Lord!

The other important reason I rejoiced is that outside of His usual direction deep within my spirit, it had been awhile since I had gotten a message. How beautiful He is to grant me one to write for all of us; so great is His love! Thank you Yeshua (Jesus). Thank You Abba (Father). Thank you, beautiful Holy Spirit. I love how you divide yourself for our sakes, Father God.

After this was written, well, this morning actually, the Lord led me to pick up a certain bible. I have two pocket-sized ones that I picked up in Georgia in 2008 (had to peek at one of the front pages to remember the date). The book is tattered, aged, stained (see picture below)

Ichabod

In the front I had written:

Jer 7:29 (then an arrow pointing to 31 (verse 31) with the words: “fire”, “abortion/fire US” (look to 31)

Then I had written (which I had not remembered):

Do not be dismayed or downtrodden, nor look around in terror, for the day of Christ is at hand.

Put away the unclean thing and walk holy, then shall you be sons and daughters of Mine. Stand fast. Seek good and not evil that ye may live, so the Lord God of hosts shall be with you as you have spoken (see Amos 5:14, 16 and Jer 7:23)

In the picture, you can perhaps make out the above which was written on the page.

Allow me to explain this. Although I purchased the little bible in 2008, I looked up the first verse I had written down, which was Jer 7:29 (Jeremiah). When I read the verse, I realized that I had to have written that little message after April 6, 2012 because it speaks of “cutting off the hair”.

On Passover, in April 2012, the Lord had me cut my hair. I remember it so well, and with sadness. My hair was down to the middle of my back at that time. I have always liked long hair, but I remember at the time I knew I had to obey the Lord to cut it, and with a heavy heart, I did. Let’s look at the verse:

Cut off your hair, O Jerusalem, and cast it away, and take up a lamentation on high places; for the Lord has rejected and forsaken the generation of His wrath. [Jer 7:29]

I know people disagree and that’s okay, but the message was that I was to cut off my hair…and the word “Ichabod” was placed in my spirit. That’s the part where people disagree. They do not believe “Ichabod” to America.

In 2012, that verse was linked to 1 Samuel 4 verses 21 and 22. The words came from Phinehas’ wife, just before she gave birth to their son. Her husband had been killed in battle with the Philistines, who took the ark of God into their possession after they defeated Israel in battle.

Then, when Eli, her father-in-law heard the news regarding his two sons, Hopni and Phinehas (their death) and the ark of God, he too fell over dead.

And she named the child Ichabod, saying, the glory is departed from Israel: because the ark of god was taken, and because of her father-in-law and her husband. And she said, The glory is departed from Israel: for the ark of God is taken.

I will not go into all the details, as I have written about it back in 2012, but also mentioned it a few times over the years, including more recently (within past year). The Lord was angered at the modern-day child sacrifice, not just in occultic rituals involving witchcraft, but in the millions upon millions of abortions.

Evil is Being Accepted as "Rights" 

In the little bible, I had noted “31” – Jeremiah 7:31

And they have built the high places of Tophet, which is in the valley of the son of Hinnom, to burn their sons and their daughters in the fire; which I commanded them not, neither came it into my heart.

My words won't be welcomed by many, but there is no room for compromise. We must return to the ancient path, the one Yeshua and the prophets of old walked - the straight and narrow path.

Abortions, same-sex marriage, genetic (DNA) manipulation, transhumanism, witchcraft and so much, much more has brought us to times similar to the days of Noah, and the days of Sodom and Gomorrah. So, the Lord had me cut off my hair, which was symbolic.

The Lord has “lifted his glory” from the USA – and that country (USA) was highlighted, NOT because I lived there at the time, but because it has been the “ruling”, the country of “power and prestige” for a couple of hundred years; the world “police”, the “Rome” of the day, as it were. Therefore, judgment has fallen.

Why? Simple…prayer was taken out of schools, any statues or plaques pertaining to the true, living God, such as the 10 commandments have been ordered removed. Abortion continues on as acceptable, as does homosexuality. Those who stand with God are called “homophobic” (Satan deceives the world.)

It is not just the USA that has fallen into gross sin, abominations and rebellion against God. It is the entire world, but sadly, it is the US (America) that has been prominent and basically ruled the world, in a manner of speaking. Even their dollar is crashing.

Vile witchcraft has been on the rise, but I noticed an increase especially since the end of 2012, after the Mayans crossed the country to raise up the “ancient spirits of the land”. What ancient spirits? Little did they know – evil, unclean spirits, Nephilim, unholy angels, demons. Combine that with churches that are compromising, pastors, worship leaders and many others who are falling away from the faith and the Lord (or have proudly announced that they have already), and society (though globally – as a whole) are falling deeper and deeper into sin, calling good evil and evil good.

I remember the Lord specifically telling me not to pray for the country, as it was under judgment, but He “strongly instructed” me to pray for the PEOPLE! I (we) was (are) not to give up on the people. 

Therefore, the country is under judgment and it shall be and is being carried out, yet the heart of the Lord is still for the people, so I was to PRAY for them, which I have done and still continue to do as led.

The Lord is not slack concerning his promise as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that ANY should perish, but that ALL should come to repentance. [2Pet 3:9]

THAT is still, and always has been, the Lord’s heart, just as it was in the days of Noah. It is why Yeshua the Messiah (Jesus the Christ) was sent to us, to redeem us, to pave a way back to the Father for us. Bless the Lord!

In 2012, the Lord was urging people, self included, to put away anything and everything “unclean”, or not of Him, any bad habit, any hidden sin, any unforgiveness (bitterness), all unrighteous anger etc. to “put it away” – get rid of all that was/is not of Him, for the days are numbered and time short.

We will never reach perfection in these vessels we live in with its fallen nature. That is a no-brainer, although there are a few who actually look in the mirror and see perfection - deception blinds its followers. 

However, as I very recently shared with a beloved sister in Christ, when we are told to “be perfect”, in the Hebrew it means to be “complete”, “whole”, “mature”. In due process with the Lord, we can manage that. Just as in the natural, we mature…and we can only be whole and complete in Christ Jesus (Yeshua). There is NO OTHER WAY – no shortcuts. We have to go through the straight and narrow gate; no climbing over the wall. It is unacceptable! Period.

I had said to see Amos 5:14, 16 –

Seek good, and not evil, that you may live: and so the Lord the God of hosts shall be with you, as you have spoken. [14]

Therefore the Lord, the God of hosts, the Lord, says thus; Wailing shall be in all streets; and they shall say in all the highways, Alas! Alas! And they shall call the husbandman to mourning, and such as are skillful of lamentation to wailing. [16]

God Always Offers A Way 

But is it not like the Lord to always speak of judgment, yet offer a way out (grace and mercy)? –  we repent, and He, through Jesus/Yeshua the Christ, is gracious and merciful in granting forgiveness, and a promise to be with us, watching over all that concerns us. He expresses it in many different ways, but he “always” offers hope when genuine repentance occurs. I reckon that is why Jeremiah 7:23 was written at the very end of the page of the little bible I have.

But this thing commanded I them, saying, Obey My voice, and I will be your God, and you shall be My people: and walk you in all the ways that I have commanded you, that it may be well unto you.

Sadly, verse 24 states that they would not hear or listen, but walked in the counsels and in the imaginations of their own (evil) heart, and went backward and not forward. Tragically, society globally is doing that again. Our necks have been stiffened, hearts have been hardened, love is waxing cold, ears are not listening, and anger and rebellion are on the rise.

There is still a way out. It is still through repentance, but only upon believing Jesus is the Messiah, the Word come in the flesh, who walked amongst us. He was crucified, died and was buried, but the good news is that He arose again, seen by hundreds of witnesses and is ever ready to forgive whosoever.

He gave His life willingly so that all “could” return to the Father (personal choice, not forced, but keep in mind that salvation is a free gift – not for sale, can’t be bought).

The Lord is warning us, and yes, go ahead and call it fearmongering if you so choose; however, we are being warned that things are at a critical point, and we are to press in to our Lord and pray. God guides us by His Spirit through Jesus/Yeshua – He uses various ways and means, but the written Word still speaks to us today. 

God speaks through His word, although he can speak through any one and in any way he so chooses. We must look to God, not man. Man will fail you; I will fail you - God (Yeshua/Jesus) will never fail, never!

We need to individually be led of the Lord. He promised to do so, BUT we cannot lean on our own understanding. Our understanding and reason will fail us in these deceptive, “every man for himself” mentality days. God (YHVH) is bringing the true followers of Christ together, and in touch with each other.

Let us obey the words of wisdom and instruction: Study the Word; pray instantly and pray for one another.

Sincere Prayer

How far we have strayed as nations, as people, Lord. I am pricked in my heart, and bow my head with a clenched fist over my heart, for the uncleanness we have allowed our flesh to enjoy.

O Lord, forgive us for feasting on:

* - temptations that satisfy our souls

* - for the unclean things we have allowed our eyes to see

* - for the unclean things we have allowed our ears to hear

* - for the lusts, ungodly desires and wants our flesh hungers and longs for

* - for the impure thoughts we have allowed ourselves to entertain in our minds

O Lord, O Lord, who will save us from ourselves? Yeshua/Jesus, you did more for us than I think we even understand or comprehend. Thank You, be glorified and exalted on high.

Forgive us for coveting or hoarding things we find pleasant to our souls. We covet houses and fill them with all kinds of comforts and pleasantries. We covet fast and attractive transportation, fine linens and materials to clothe ourselves in, piercings of all kinds and in any desired area on our bodies to draw attention to ourselves, fine jewelry to attract the eyes of others.

You do not forbid such, but you warn us against covetousness and greed. Are these things more important to us than You? God forbid.

Forgive us for exalting man above Your Son and Your Word - celebrities, singers, actors/actresses, inspirational speakers, political figures and even religious leaders with charisma, eloquent and smooth words and flattering lips, tickling the ears of the listeners and causing us to love the creation or created more than the Creator, the one, true Living God. Yeshua/Jesus - the WORD come in the flesh.

Forgive us Lord! Forgive me...for anything or any one that I ever put before you. I repent and ask your forgiveness if I have done this - and if I have done that now (or do it), take away any blindness and cause these things to be exposed.

Our leaders have led the people astray; our country is filled with idols, abominations, lusts, witchcraft and all manner of evil. We have forsaken God; everyone doing what is right in their own eyes. Turn hearts around Lord...many are lost, blind, deaf, deceived.

Heal the blind and deaf. Bring people out of deception, offering them yet another chance to repent. O Lord, in judgment, remember mercy. I know Your Word will be carried out and not return void...bring Your people even closer to you Lord, as we cry out to You.

Help us to lay down all that is not of you. Help us to place that which we hold dear upon the altar, trusting you to do what you see as best. May we decrease and Christ Jesus/Yeshua increase. May You (Yeshua/Jesus) be our first love, and not our last thought.

As those (we) who love you pick up their (our) own crosses, wash us of any uncleanness and be glorified, precious Lamb of God. May the putrid stench of sins and corruption of the flesh be done away with and may Jesus shine through us, lifted up on high and exalted!

Create in us a clean heart, for out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks. Circumcise our hearts so no unnecessary flesh rules. Circumcise our ears so that we only hear the true Shepherd, for your sheep hear your voice and another we will not follow.

Take your rightful place on the throne of our hearts and may Your pure light shine forth drawing others out of gross darkness and unto Yourself. Teach us to walk in true humility and love; not the false, superficial "love" the world gives, but the love that abhors sins and speaks truth.

Set a guard upon our lips, so that like Yeshua/Jesus, we speak when we should speak, and be silent when we should be silent, so that You alone are glorified in these vessels. It is so hard to tame the tongue, Lord. We need your help. We are but one out of billions, even trillions, when counting those who went before us. Help us not to think more highly of ourselves than we ought.

Protect the brethren; guide us surely; shine forth in us and by your precious and Holy Spirit, help us to be all that you created us to be, so that through it all, You are glorified through Jesus/Yeshua Messiah.

for His glory

Bonita                           dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com

Addendum: I realize it has been a few months since I've blogged, but I see blogspot changed its format somewhat (in set up), but surreal, what a hard time I had posting this -- mind boggling!