FOR HIS GLORY ALONE

Good word sister. Needed to hear the 'do not f...

2012-05-27T15:29:01.175-04:00

Good word sister. Needed to hear the 'do not fear' message. Thanks. Also have been enjoying the testimony too. Keep up the good work!
Darrell

This was so very encouraging. Yes, there are trou...

2012-05-26T18:29:56.288-04:00

This was so very encouraging. Yes, there are troubling times ahead, but to think of seeing the church as God has designed it, truly reflecting His glory!

"He that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him." Psalm 126:6

Dear Steve, Your second post is acknowledged and a...

2012-05-18T15:42:40.342-04:00

Dear Steve,
Your second post is acknowledged and appreciated. Yes,looking at it from the viewpoint of the reader, it is quite understandable how letters (initials) can be confusing.

You are the second person now who has suggested alias. I reckon that would be much easier for a person to follow than an initial (letter).

Therefore, I receive the suggestion of both you Steve and the other party, who thought perhaps aliases would cancel out confusion. I stand corrected and thank you again for your comments.

Lord bless Steve
bonita

Dear Bonita, It was never my intent to bring you t...

2012-05-18T10:17:10.281-04:00

Dear Bonita,
It was never my intent to bring you to tears. I only wish to show you how it looks from an outsider reading this.

It is difficult to follow with only initials. Why not use aliases so we can put real human faces to the folks you are referring to?

But you are the author and it is your testimony. I can see how difficult it must be to relive and I will endeavor to continue to follow it and to see why.

I apologize for saddening you and did not mean to hurt you. ..... Steve

Dear Will Thank you. I continue to do as the Lord...

2012-05-17T20:40:13.825-04:00

Dear Will
Thank you. I continue to do as the Lord asked.
Lord bless Will.
bonita

Dear Sister, I find your work compelling, and at t...

2012-05-17T19:19:10.970-04:00

Dear Sister, I find your work compelling, and at times heart-breaking. I think you are honoring God by your openness. May the Lord aid you in completing the project, and may the finished work soothe your spirit.

Dear Steve Blessings to you also. Yes Steve, I kn...

2012-05-17T14:27:55.591-04:00

Dear Steve
Blessings to you also. Yes Steve, I know exactly how it looks. Doing this testimony has been most difficult for me, due to re-living it. There is no unforgiveness on my part, but it was my sinful choices and Yhwh's grace that get to me. Also what happened as a result of those choices is grievous.

Steve, I understand your viewpoint, truly I do. I am endeavoring to get through this testimony as quickly and as best I can. You will not understand WHY I am not giving people's full names UNTIL I get further into the testimony (which shall only be a few more parts).

Only THEN Steve will you understand WHY and ONLY THEN Steve will you agree that this is indeed the LORD'S way and best way to do this.

I appreciate your candor Steve, even though you brought me to tears. You can pray to the Lord if you should continue or not. It truly is between you and the Lord.

Yet Steve, I HAVE to do the testimony this way. I will say this though Steve, to help you in your understanding.

I am protecting three people Steve and when I get to that part of my testimony, only THEN will you understand and agree that this is proper.

thank you Steve for the patience you have had in reading this far. Lord bless Steve.
bonita

Im trying to follow this testimony but it is feeli...

2012-05-17T13:37:12.556-04:00

Im trying to follow this testimony but it is feeling like a memory test with all the fake names and initials instead of just being out in the open like we are supposed to live in the light.

I don't think I can continue following a story if you are going to refer to your living baby; a gift from the HOLY ONE; as J-1.

It makes her sound like a robot, aka. Johnny 5 or something.

Why bother to be truthful about your life and in the shadows about people in it? Maybe you can help us understand as you were instructed to come out from behind the fake name you were using.

You know that JESUS used HIS real name to refer to HIMSELF and HIS followers and not a code so the bad folks wouldn't know who HE was. You must do the same and stop hiding behind this and trust the HOLY KING to keep you and them safe.

Blessings on you and J-1, D, S, W, M, ..... do you see how this looks? ..... Steve

Dear sister, I have just come across your blog and...

2012-05-10T02:05:39.618-04:00

Dear sister, I have just come across your blog and your story. It has touched me deeply, as through each tragedy one can still see how God held you in His hands. I have only read the current stories, and I will need to go back to the beginning. Your openness and vulnerability are themselves a testimony of Faithfulness, for you are a child of the Lord's. I am so sorry for the pain you have faced in your life, but I am glad that God has healed your wounds and loved you through it all. May God bless you in every way.

I often wonder, after hearing testimonies like thi...

2012-05-09T21:49:43.863-04:00

I often wonder, after hearing testimonies like this, how many ppl that I come into face to face contact with on a daily basis, at check outs or resturants, etc. that are in a living hell as you describe here. I'm reminded of Jesus' words, 'love your neighbor as yourself' (as if your neighbor was you) My pain I understand. My brokenness I understand. My weakness I understand...So now love that person in their broken, weak and pained state as if it were me...Is it only then that I can show true compassion. Thank you Bonita for being so vulnerable. It has touched places in my heart that I don't want to go to but MUST if I am to be His disciple. I'm loving the way you are loving Him in obedience!!!

YES! I agree with Steve! Bless you Bonita!

2012-05-03T00:19:03.949-04:00

YES! I agree with Steve! Bless you Bonita!

Thank you Bonita for the blessing of your testimon...

2012-05-02T11:18:16.119-04:00

Thank you Bonita for the blessing of your testimony.
You should know that many read this and are touched by it.
Though many do not respond of contact you, they are most assuredly there reading this and it is doing the will of our KING.
Blessings on you sister. ..... Steve Hollander

dear anonymous, I know nothing of myself, but God...

2012-05-01T17:06:40.472-04:00

dear anonymous,

I know nothing of myself, but God knows all things. It is His glory alone!

He loves you anonymous...be much strengthened and give thanks to our faithful Creator and King.
Thank you for posting. May you be blessed of Yhwh/God as He leads you on this site.

bonita

Do you know me? Have you seen me in my wilderness...

2012-04-30T22:56:18.407-04:00

Do you know me? Have you seen me in my wilderness? Do you know the weariness of the battles I fight? How do you know my heart is longing to be doing God's will all the while that I am in seeming isolation? Do you know I read Isaiah 30 last night?..."in quietness and confindence shall be your strength..." God has spoken through you. I am awed and dare to hope again. Thank you for listening to Him. I just found you guys tonight! He is "the God who sees.

I don't think satan wants you to finish your t...

2012-04-29T17:37:54.100-04:00

I don't think satan wants you to finish your testimony, does he? It is serving to point to Jesus and HIS mighty power! So many of your earlier postings make more sense now to me, especially the one where you camped out on your own, trusting in Him to provide and be your all.

I have asked the Lord to have you stay here on this earth with us longer, and that you will have a quick and complete recovery! I'll admit though, a part of my request feels a bit selfish, for you have become a close friend to me, and I look forward to your writings. I check your web site daily, sometimes even twice daily, to see if a new post has been put up. With you, I feel less isolated and alone in my struggle to let go of organized religion and simply follow His Word and the leading of His Holy Spirit. You are a light in my life, which always points me back to Christ.

"By His stripes we are healed!"

"You are a new creation; the old has gone and the new has come!"

I love you dear sister in Christ,

May our Lord bless you and keep you, may His face shine upon you and give you His peace!
And God's people said, AMEN!

-Dreams

Maranatha, Is He not amazing in how He brings His ...

2012-04-24T22:00:56.224-04:00

Maranatha,
Is He not amazing in how He brings His people together? How long we have waited... It is as though first we had to learn of the counterfeit, so that we could appreciate the true.

It is as though first we had to be humbled, so we could appreciate His loving strength, grace and mercy lift us up out of the miry pit.

O that we may have crowns to cast at the feet of our brother, husband, King!... Soon, soon...
love returned Maranatha
bonita

Dreams, My first award ever for anything... your k...

2012-04-24T21:53:34.533-04:00

Dreams,
My first award ever for anything... your kindness to think upon me touches my heart. May our Father and Savior be glorified.

with gratitude,
bonita

What a beauty to behold, is the righteous Word fro...

2012-04-24T20:26:00.110-04:00

What a beauty to behold, is the righteous Word from our Lord....much tender love to you my precious sister for being used as a glorious vessel filled with Yah's magnificent Spirit and bringing forth His WONDROUS and GLORIOUS SPLENDOR....All Praises due to our returning King of Kings and Lord of Lords Y'shua the Christ.

May the Lord God continue to enlighten you with His wisdom, knowledge and understanding.
Love Ya,
Sister Libby

I wanted to show my appreciation for what your wri...

2012-04-24T19:27:56.066-04:00

I wanted to show my appreciation for what your writing does for me, so I've nominated you for the Versatile Blogger Award.
http://dreamsofdunamis.wordpress.com/2012/04/24/the-versatile-blogger-award/
Blessings,
Dreams

Anonymous (Timothy), Thank you for posting your li...

2012-04-22T14:51:07.348-04:00

Anonymous (Timothy),
Thank you for posting your link. I took the liberty to check it out. Indeed, the Father is speaking as never before for the end of all ages is upon us.

True other ages have come and gone, many ages have ended, yet Y'shua the Messiah, Jesus of Nazareth is soon returning. Then shall the final battle come, to end this horrific war against mankind and against a beautiful, amazing, all-powerful Creator. What a time we live in.

Timothy, I also took the liberty of watching one of your videos (I can only view more as led and as time is allotted), yet I do have one question.

When you introduce yourself in the beginning of the video, why do you change your voice, almost to make it sound more authoritative. Perhaps I misunderstood, but to me, the Father will speak through us, without altering his voice. Perhaps you are led that way, but I have never heard of anyone changing their voice nor do I see it in the word of God, when He spoke through all His people, from the beginning...not one prophet.

In your online recording, you change your voice also. Your voice is fine, without deepening it. When the Spirit of the Lord is in the words (which I see in the words that He led you to speak), then flesh can do nothing to make the words more powerful. HIS SPIRIT is what empowers any word of the Lord.

Just a thought... and just wondering...
Thank you for taking time to post Timothy. If you prefer to explain via email, that is fine.
May the Lord bless you and yours Timothy. It's a serious, crucial hour.

for His glory
Bonita

Deb I have not heard of the book or the author, bu...

2012-04-22T13:54:17.223-04:00

Deb
I have not heard of the book or the author, but yes, I will email you. I thank you kindly sister in Tennessee... for your thoughtfulness.
Thank you for your comment.
much love returned
Bonita

Heaven Awaits the Bride, if you haven't read t...

2012-04-22T09:33:21.811-04:00

Heaven Awaits the Bride, if you haven't read this book by Anna Rountree you may not understand the fullness of HIS awesome love for us.

This blog post reminded me of this book, i'm now in my second reading. There is a spare copy waiting to be sent Bonita, if u will e-mail me your address.

much love from a sister in Tennessee
deb

http://trumpetcallofgodonline.com/index.php5?title...

2012-04-21T00:03:00.123-04:00

http://trumpetcallofgodonline.com/index.php5?title=THE_CUP_OF_THE_WRATH_OF_MY_FURY_IS_COME_TO_THE_FULL

Kari, He is marvelous beyond words. He truly does ...

2012-04-20T04:41:52.206-04:00

Kari,
He is marvelous beyond words. He truly does this > But God (Yhwh) has chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God has chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;

And base things of the world, and things which are despised has God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought (nothingness, ruin, failure)things that are:

That no flesh should glory in His presence [1Cor 1:27-28]

You will see how longsuffering, gracious and merciful He is. There is hope. He is amazing!
Thank you for taking time to comment Kari. Appreciated much!

Bonita

I am in awe and so eager to hear the upside of you...

2012-04-19T18:14:50.380-04:00

I am in awe and so eager to hear the upside of your story, right now there's so much despair! I marvel how Yahweh can change a life in someone who had no hope.

What a mighty and loving God we serve, so grateful for what He has done for us.

Lovingly your sister in Christ,
Kari

"To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified."—Isaiah 61:3.