Showing posts with label fire. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fire. Show all posts

Sunday, September 27, 2020

Did You Feel a Raindrop?

 

Did You Feel a Raindrop?

Trying the Heart, Testing the Faith and Baptism of Fire

I must tell you that this has been one "helluva" year - like none I've experienced before. As most who have walked any length of time with the Lord, there have been "dark nights of the soul", but this was far beyond that.

The fires were seven times hotter (and I thought they had been that degree before, but I erred), and the waters, exceedingly strong and high. I can promise you, in retrospect and most assuredly, even in times of silence, the Lord was there. He never once deserted me. Just as YHVH (God) promised all who are His, and echoed by His Son when he came in the flesh, Jesus/Yeshua, he NEVER left or forsook me. And that promise is for all His. It would be us who has to leave and forsake him, turn away, fall away.

There was an awareness that it was a trying of the heart, a testing of my faith, but that is easy to forget when things get super intense and overwhelming. Thank God for sending His Holy Spirit. If it were not for His precious and Holy Spirit, I do not think I would be here writing this.

Ah! But I am here and I promise, PROMISE you dear reader, in truth, our darling Creator will do the same for all who love and trust Him. I came to learn precisely what it means to trust...and then what it is to be baptized with FIRE. [Mat 3:11]

People in churches call down "fire" or say "more fire" and they have no idea what the true meaning is. These pastors or evangelical leaders teach the people error. Perhaps they were taught wrongly, and carry it on, never searching the Word of God or taking it to the Lord in prayer, or even experiencing the baptism of fire for themselves...because it's not an experience people welcome gladly.

When the mother of James and John, the sons of Zebedee, asked the Messiah (Christ) if her sons could sit one on the right and the other on the left, he said that she knew not what she asked, and what he said next are words that I myself read and yet did not grasp the full meaning.

But Jesus (Yeshua) answered and said, You know not what you ask. Are you able to drink of the cup that I shall drink of, and to be baptized with the baptism that I am baptized with? [Mat 20:22]

I was not committed to the Lord yet when I read that, but do remember pondering it deeply. Knowing that Christ Jesus was crucified, I had thought that is what he meant, his suffering by being betrayed, arrested under false accusations, brutally whipped with a cat-o-nine-tails, his beard pulled out, spit upon, and well, I will not go into it here, but Isaiah 50 describes it clearly.

So believing that I would not go through all Jesus/Yeshua suffered, I finally said within myself that I could go through the same baptism. And even still, it was about another seven years before I fully committed, with no turning back (2005).

And like James and John (Zebedee's sons), I too said that I was able [vs 22] Only now do I understand what baptism with fire is. It is different than being baptized in water. When we repent and choose to walk in obedience, a trying of the heart will come.

Dross is purged with fire; fire burns up wood, hay and stubble. It is a good thing, but it is uncomfortable and at times, will seem overwhelming, even more than one can bear. Yet, that is where the Lord comes in. He strengthens, He encourages, exhorts, corrects, disciplines and when/if necessary, will even carry us. But our heart has to long for Him, be dependent on Him, trust Him.

In an upcoming post, I will share some of what has transpired in the past four months; however, if there was ever anything I would want to say is this. No matter how weary, no matter how discouraged, confused or without strength you feel, Jesus is right here with you. We are in incredible times. Hold fast - hold strong - hold onto God through Yeshua/Jesus! Victory!

A Message the Holy Spirit Laid Upon My Heart to the Glory of Jesus/Yeshua Alone!

Indeed, I have done great things, but I intend to do greater things. In truth, trouble beyond reason fast approaches, and the world’s people shall reel in fear and dread. Those who trust in Me shall not be afraid (deep within), but shall know what is coming – not too soon; not too late – shall those who abide in Me know, for My Spirit shall direct (guide) them.

Woe to those who channel and trust in “spirit guides”, for such are spirits of evil (demons) and shall lead people astray, into deception and betrayal, and for many, into destruction and/or death. Fortune tellers, astrologers will not help you. Only through Yeshua (Jesus) can truth be heard by My Spirit.

I AM coming soon, but beware of the lawless one lurking in the shadows. Much of what is happening now is but a precursor(s) to that great evil/tribulation, which is about to occur. The whole world is in upheaval, chaos, anger, hatred, fear and violence. Then shall one come to bring “order out of chaos” and promise “peace and security”. Such a one is a liar – a deceiver. So it is written; so it shall be. Selah

Cling (cleave) to Me, those who love Me – wait patiently. (I hear the sighs of the multitudes – yes, wait).

Fear not for I AM with you. The trials have been grievous, the testing brutal, but such is the way of the adversary (Satan). Many of My people have been accused of only loving Me for My goodness to them, and just as Job, the trial became more than many could bear, but the enemy could not take you out.

Not all is due to a challenge or actions of the enemy. There is a purging that is necessary, where the dross is loosed and comes to the surface, to be skimmed away. This is a purifying, most necessary indeed. There is also a circumcision of the heart (the cutting away of the flesh – the world and its ways; the carnal nature that remains overbearing until it is cut away, where the flesh of the cutting dies).

Then there is the baptism of My Spirit and fire…the fires try the heart; test the soul. Yea, yet My promises remain true and steadfast.

John answered, saying unto them all, I indeed baptize you with water; but one mightier than I comes, the latchet of whose shoes I am not worthy to unloose: He shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost and with fire. [Lk 3:16]

But fear not, for I have also spoken to My people, not only Israel, but those who are Mine through My Son Yeshua (Jesus the Messiah).

But now thus says the Lord that created you, O Jacob, and He that formed you, O Israel; Fear not: for I have redeemed you; I have called you by your name; you are Mine.

When you pass through the waters, I will be with you, and through the rivers, they shall not overflow you: and when you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle against you. [Is 43:2]

The choice to quit or even to curse Me with a shaking fist raised toward the heavens has to be (remains) an individual choice. O but how I strengthen(ed) those who cry out for strength, even if it is day by day – or moment by moment.

Rejoice beloved children, beloved of your God, for I shall bring you into your promised destiny. You had to know truly where you stand (for I already know). Your faith has been tried; indeed, your very heart was deeply searched – that is why the pain and discomfort; the anguish and travailing. Dross had crusted heavily in areas, having hidden in darkness for years unnoticed. Yea, but it has been loosed, surfaced and skimmed away.

Lo! I do good work. Yea, indeed, your faith has been tried – you have NOT been found unfaithful. O, if only you could see as I do, you would not scold yourself so much. I am the Father who corrects out of My love. If I do not correct you, then why do you scold yourself? Why are you so hard on yourself?

(*note*: as I wrote this down, I understood that the Lord word's here pertained to some area of our personality that bugs us, not a sin, just a quirk we don't like...because we know that He corrects his children, all of us)

My faithful one, be still; be at peace within. During this time of testing (the trying of the heart and of faith), many have fallen away, but you, My beloved child, you have stayed. Even though you do not understand many times, you never let go; you never gave up. O yes, I notice.

Yea, but for those who have already fallen away, refusing to return, full of anger and rebellion, for such as these I grieve, for many more shall do the same, shaking the proverbial fist toward the heavens, blaming Me for failing them.

Ah, broken and contrite, through bitter tears and a crushed spirit, have many cried out to Me to take them home. They have wearied of pain, betrayal, disappointments, battle after battle, loneliness, misunderstandings, accusations, overwhelming circumstances, unexplained happenings, waiting and waiting on promises received – the list goes on.

For multitudes, it has been too long, even years, yet the remnant hang on, not giving up, trusting and waiting upon Me, fighting the enemy, fighting the “doubting Thomas’”, fighting their own flesh.

“Lord, take Me home or bring forth your promises – please do one or the other. I believe Lord; you know I believe…but I cannot go on forever; I cannot take more, yet I cannot give up. Mercy, Father – please!”

- Just as Moses: “[…] I’m not able to bear all thisit’s too much…[…]. […]… if this is what you’re going to force me to handle, then, kill me please…[…]

Moses’ actual words:

I am not able to bear all this people alone because it is too heavy for me. And if You deal thus with me, kill me, I pray, out of hand, if I have found favour in Your sight; and let me not see my wretchedness. [Num 11:14, 15]

- Just as Elijah: “[…] it’s enough; take my life…I’m not any better than my father or his father, or any of my relatives…[…]

Elijah’s actual words:

But he (Elijah) went a day’s journey into the wilderness and came and sat down under a juniper tree: and requested for himself that he might die; and said, It is enough; now O Lord, take away my life; for I am not better than my fathers. 

[1 Kings 19:4]

- Just as David: “…Lord, I am alone and in great pain and sorrow…distressed…[…] this is so cruel, like torture…the enemy hates me […] I’m trusting you Lord, don’t let Satan laugh at me, to my shame…[…] if this is due to my sins…please Lord, forgive me - see my heart that I am trusting you; it’s just so hard[…]

David’s actual words:

Turn [Lord] unto me and have mercy upon me; for I am desolate and afflicted. The troubles of my heart are enlarged: O bring me out of my distresses. Look upon my affliction and my pain; and forgive all my sins. Consider my enemies; for they are many; and they hate me with cruel hatred. O keep my soul and deliver me: let me not be ashamed; for I put my trust in You. [Ps 25:16-20]

- Just as Yeshua (Jesus): “[…] why have You forsaken me? […]”

Yeshua’s (Jesus’) actual words:

And at the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani? Which is, being interpreted, My God, my God, why have You forsaken me? [Mk 15:34]

Yes, just as those who went before today’s children, so do those who are Mine today travail. The apostle Peter forewarned:

Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened to you: But rejoice, inasmuch as you are partakers of Christ’s sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, you may be glad also with exceeding joy. [1Pet 4:12, 13]

O My people, those who held fast, praising and thanking me after they poured out their complaint, your faith has come forth as pure gold. O the cost – how intense the fires; how overwhelming the waters – yet you came through it all.

And some of them of understanding shall fall, to try them, and to purge, and to make them white, even to the time of the end: because it is yet for a time appointed. [Dan 11:35]

(Note* - I must add this note here. For the past few weeks (August/September 2020), I keep getting the words: “purge”, as well as “time”, “it is time”, “appointed time”, “now is the time”, etc. That’s why I highlighted those words in this scripture that the Holy Spirit gave me for this portion of the message. 

Hold fast beloved, we are on the verge (yes, many of us know we are on the verge of the terrible (tribulation), but we are also on the verge of the “great” (God’s promises)). Remember? The clash of the kingdoms that the Lord began mentioning a decade ago? Well, it’s going down, but brethren, we are almost there…at our long-awaited destinies; our Lord’s promises. HalleluYah, glory to God! BP - 2020)

But he knows the way I take: when he has tried me, I shall come forth as gold. [Job 23:10]

I walked with you in the fires. I upheld you in the raging waters

And I will bring the third part through the fire, and will refine them. as silver is refined, and will try them as gold is tried: they shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will say, It is my people: and they shall say, The LORD is my God.  [Zech 13:9]

Just as the samurai swords are molded and shaped in the fires and hardened by the waters, it comes forth worthy and prepared, having been expertly formed and then proven. Yea, it comes forth worthy to be effective in the hands of a valiant warrior, not failing him in the heat of intense battles.

So are those who endure the fires and waters proven worthy and effective in My hands, trustworthy in all battles of intensity against a relentless enemy. This has been an intense time for many of My people, and I am not speaking only about COVID-19 and its consequences, but I speak of the intensity of the adversary’s strategies (carried out plans, ploys, intended goals) , stratagems (wiles) and attacks.

Put on the whole armour of God that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood…[…] [Eph 6:11, 12]

(Note* - Please read verse 12 of Eph 6.Thx – BP)

Some of these have been physically (illness, disease, accidents, pain etc); some has been mental (onslaught of negative (and for some) suicidal thoughts or a longing for death, ofttimes, to cause double-mindedness, bombardment of discouragements, depression, angst etc).

For some, it has been emotional and for all, spiritual. For the majority, it has encompassed every arena: physical, mental, emotional and spiritual.

Bravo dear souls who persevered! The appointed time has approached. To every thing there is a time and a season. [Eccl 3:1] Sadly, too many threw up their hands, turned and walked away, giving up on Me and on My promises with bitterness, tears and hopelessness.

Remember, Daniel warned of a "wearing down of the saints" in the end times. He spoke of the lawless one, but we know Satan is already at work doing all he can to take out the saints, whatever way he can get away with.

Having grown weary and aching from hearing “soon”, they would no longer trust Me to perform that which I have spoken. Yet, just as Noah had to wait for the appointed time, so have you (yes, you, the reader) and the remnant of My people.

Even in the beginning, before the first plank was in place, Noah heard, “[…] soon the rain shall come.” Did I lie? I am not man that I should lie (nor the son of man that I should repent). [Num 23:19] Yet, a thousand years is as a day to Me [2Pet 3:8], but it is hard for man to comprehend that, even though to him who believes my word.

Year after year passed, and Noah continued on persevering, waiting upon Me. Near the end, he wearied. Mockery, ridicule, rejection, loneliness, fleeting thoughts of doubt – he suffered it all, just as you. (“What if I heard wrong?” he asked himself.)

But as you, he convinced himself that if he was wrong, surely the One who sees the heart and knows the thoughts of man would tell him if he had deceived himself or believed a lie from the enemy.

Trusting Me to guide him in all truth, he kept on, even when weary physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually, as year after year ticked by, ever so burdened by the knowledge of what was coming and by everyone refusing to listen or believe him.

Noah pondered: “Have I failed God? I’ve brought no one to Him, not even one soul.” Silent tears etched a trail upon Noah’s aging face as the heaviness of that truth crushed his spirit. Noah had not failed Me. He listened; he obeyed.

He did not give up despite the naysayers, despite the seemingly, never-ending WAIT; despite the doubts that tempted him to fall into unbelief. Even if he stood upon shaky legs at times, he STOOD because deep within, he trusted his God.

Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, STAND. [Eph 6:13] (Emphasis mine)

I did not disappoint him. At the time appointed, after his long and tiring wait, the rains came. His faithfulness and obedience were rewarded. He was saved alive, along with seven others. [1Pet 3:20]

So shall it be for those who have come this far believing in My promises (both corporate and personal). The appointed time has come, faithful one. Keep following My instructions…trust, obey, wait. Not much longer, faithful ones, it is time.

Did you feel a soft mist? Did you feel a raindrop?

(End of message)

Penned by one of God’s many messengers

Bonita

Not a Time to Speculate - Take All to the Lord in Prayer
The Holy Spirit had me write this yesterday, September 23, 2020. It rained here in Okanagan Valley, B.C. It has not rained for some time, and in three or four months, it has only rained perhaps three times? (approximation); at least, in my area.

I state this because I had no idea what the Lord would speak to me through His precious and holy Spirit. That is our God, who does EVERYTHING decently and in order. Such is Sovereignty, and He surely IS the Sovereign, true living God! Bless the Lord!

The other important reason I rejoiced is that outside of His usual direction deep within my spirit, it had been awhile since I had gotten a message. How beautiful He is to grant me one to write for all of us; so great is His love! Thank you Yeshua (Jesus). Thank You Abba (Father). Thank you, beautiful Holy Spirit. I love how you divide yourself for our sakes, Father God.

After this was written, well, this morning actually, the Lord led me to pick up a certain bible. I have two pocket-sized ones that I picked up in Georgia in 2008 (had to peek at one of the front pages to remember the date). The book is tattered, aged, stained (see picture below)

Ichabod

In the front I had written:

Jer 7:29 (then an arrow pointing to 31 (verse 31) with the words: “fire”, “abortion/fire US” (look to 31)

Then I had written (which I had not remembered):

Do not be dismayed or downtrodden, nor look around in terror, for the day of Christ is at hand.

Put away the unclean thing and walk holy, then shall you be sons and daughters of Mine. Stand fast. Seek good and not evil that ye may live, so the Lord God of hosts shall be with you as you have spoken (see Amos 5:14, 16 and Jer 7:23)

In the picture, you can perhaps make out the above which was written on the page.

Allow me to explain this. Although I purchased the little bible in 2008, I looked up the first verse I had written down, which was Jer 7:29 (Jeremiah). When I read the verse, I realized that I had to have written that little message after April 6, 2012 because it speaks of “cutting off the hair”.

On Passover, in April 2012, the Lord had me cut my hair. I remember it so well, and with sadness. My hair was down to the middle of my back at that time. I have always liked long hair, but I remember at the time I knew I had to obey the Lord to cut it, and with a heavy heart, I did. Let’s look at the verse:

Cut off your hair, O Jerusalem, and cast it away, and take up a lamentation on high places; for the Lord has rejected and forsaken the generation of His wrath. [Jer 7:29]

I know people disagree and that’s okay, but the message was that I was to cut off my hair…and the word “Ichabod” was placed in my spirit. That’s the part where people disagree. They do not believe “Ichabod” to America.

In 2012, that verse was linked to 1 Samuel 4 verses 21 and 22. The words came from Phinehas’ wife, just before she gave birth to their son. Her husband had been killed in battle with the Philistines, who took the ark of God into their possession after they defeated Israel in battle.

Then, when Eli, her father-in-law heard the news regarding his two sons, Hopni and Phinehas (their death) and the ark of God, he too fell over dead.

And she named the child Ichabod, saying, the glory is departed from Israel: because the ark of god was taken, and because of her father-in-law and her husband. And she said, The glory is departed from Israel: for the ark of God is taken.

I will not go into all the details, as I have written about it back in 2012, but also mentioned it a few times over the years, including more recently (within past year). The Lord was angered at the modern-day child sacrifice, not just in occultic rituals involving witchcraft, but in the millions upon millions of abortions.

Evil is Being Accepted as "Rights" 

In the little bible, I had noted “31”Jeremiah 7:31

And they have built the high places of Tophet, which is in the valley of the son of Hinnom, to burn their sons and their daughters in the fire; which I commanded them not, neither came it into my heart.

My words won't be welcomed by many, but there is no room for compromise. We must return to the ancient path, the one Yeshua and the prophets of old walked - the straight and narrow path.

Abortions, same-sex marriage, genetic (DNA) manipulation, transhumanism, witchcraft and so much, much more has brought us to times similar to the days of Noah, and the days of Sodom and Gomorrah. So, the Lord had me cut off my hair, which was symbolic.

The Lord has “lifted his glory” from the USA – and that country (USA) was highlighted, NOT because I lived there at the time, but because it has been the “ruling”, the country of “power and prestige” for a couple of hundred years; the world “police”, the “Rome” of the day, as it were. Therefore, judgment has fallen.

Why? Simple…prayer was taken out of schools, any statues or plaques pertaining to the true, living God, such as the 10 commandments have been ordered removed. Abortion continues on as acceptable, as does homosexuality. Those who stand with God are called “homophobic” (Satan deceives the world.)

It is not just the USA that has fallen into gross sin, abominations and rebellion against God. It is the entire world, but sadly, it is the US (America) that has been prominent and basically ruled the world, in a manner of speaking. Even their dollar is crashing.

Vile witchcraft has been on the rise, but I noticed an increase especially since the end of 2012, after the Mayans crossed the country to raise up the “ancient spirits of the land”. What ancient spirits? Little did they know – evil, unclean spirits, Nephilim, unholy angels, demons. Combine that with churches that are compromising, pastors, worship leaders and many others who are falling away from the faith and the Lord (or have proudly announced that they have already), and society (though globally – as a whole) are falling deeper and deeper into sin, calling good evil and evil good.

I remember the Lord specifically telling me not to pray for the country, as it was under judgment, but He “strongly instructed” me to pray for the PEOPLE! I (we) was (are) not to give up on the people. 

Therefore, the country is under judgment and it shall be and is being carried out, yet the heart of the Lord is still for the people, so I was to PRAY for them, which I have done and still continue to do as led.

The Lord is not slack concerning his promise as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that ANY should perish, but that ALL should come to repentance. [2Pet 3:9]

THAT is still, and always has been, the Lord’s heart, just as it was in the days of Noah. It is why Yeshua the Messiah (Jesus the Christ) was sent to us, to redeem us, to pave a way back to the Father for us. Bless the Lord!

In 2012, the Lord was urging people, self included, to put away anything and everything “unclean”, or not of Him, any bad habit, any hidden sin, any unforgiveness (bitterness), all unrighteous anger etc. to “put it away” – get rid of all that was/is not of Him, for the days are numbered and time short.

We will never reach perfection in these vessels we live in with its fallen nature. That is a no-brainer, although there are a few who actually look in the mirror and see perfection - deception blinds its followers. 

However, as I very recently shared with a beloved sister in Christ, when we are told to “be perfect”, in the Hebrew it means to be “complete”, “whole”, “mature”. In due process with the Lord, we can manage that. Just as in the natural, we mature…and we can only be whole and complete in Christ Jesus (Yeshua). There is NO OTHER WAY – no shortcuts. We have to go through the straight and narrow gate; no climbing over the wall. It is unacceptable! Period.

I had said to see Amos 5:14, 16 –

Seek good, and not evil, that you may live: and so the Lord the God of hosts shall be with you, as you have spoken. [14]

Therefore the Lord, the God of hosts, the Lord, says thus; Wailing shall be in all streets; and they shall say in all the highways, Alas! Alas! And they shall call the husbandman to mourning, and such as are skillful of lamentation to wailing. [16]

God Always Offers A Way 

But is it not like the Lord to always speak of judgment, yet offer a way out (grace and mercy)? –  we repent, and He, through Jesus/Yeshua the Christ, is gracious and merciful in granting forgiveness, and a promise to be with us, watching over all that concerns us. He expresses it in many different ways, but he “always” offers hope when genuine repentance occurs. I reckon that is why Jeremiah 7:23 was written at the very end of the page of the little bible I have.

But this thing commanded I them, saying, Obey My voice, and I will be your God, and you shall be My people: and walk you in all the ways that I have commanded you, that it may be well unto you.

Sadly, verse 24 states that they would not hear or listen, but walked in the counsels and in the imaginations of their own (evil) heart, and went backward and not forward. Tragically, society globally is doing that again. Our necks have been stiffened, hearts have been hardened, love is waxing cold, ears are not listening, and anger and rebellion are on the rise.

There is still a way out. It is still through repentance, but only upon believing Jesus is the Messiah, the Word come in the flesh, who walked amongst us. He was crucified, died and was buried, but the good news is that He arose again, seen by hundreds of witnesses and is ever ready to forgive whosoever.

He gave His life willingly so that all “could” return to the Father (personal choice, not forced, but keep in mind that salvation is a free gift – not for sale, can’t be bought).

The Lord is warning us, and yes, go ahead and call it fearmongering if you so choose; however, we are being warned that things are at a critical point, and we are to press in to our Lord and pray. God guides us by His Spirit through Jesus/Yeshua – He uses various ways and means, but the written Word still speaks to us today. 

God speaks through His word, although he can speak through any one and in any way he so chooses. We must look to God, not man. Man will fail you; I will fail you - God (Yeshua/Jesus) will never fail, never!

We need to individually be led of the Lord. He promised to do so, BUT we cannot lean on our own understanding. Our understanding and reason will fail us in these deceptive, “every man for himself” mentality days. God (YHVH) is bringing the true followers of Christ together, and in touch with each other.

Let us obey the words of wisdom and instruction: Study the Word; pray instantly and pray for one another.

Sincere Prayer

How far we have strayed as nations, as people, Lord. I am pricked in my heart, and bow my head with a clenched fist over my heart, for the uncleanness we have allowed our flesh to enjoy.

O Lord, forgive us for feasting on:

* - temptations that satisfy our souls

* - for the unclean things we have allowed our eyes to see

* - for the unclean things we have allowed our ears to hear

* - for the lusts, ungodly desires and wants our flesh hungers and longs for

* - for the impure thoughts we have allowed ourselves to entertain in our minds

O Lord, O Lord, who will save us from ourselves? Yeshua/Jesus, you did more for us than I think we even understand or comprehend. Thank You, be glorified and exalted on high.

Forgive us for coveting or hoarding things we find pleasant to our souls. We covet houses and fill them with all kinds of comforts and pleasantries. We covet fast and attractive transportation, fine linens and materials to clothe ourselves in, piercings of all kinds and in any desired area on our bodies to draw attention to ourselves, fine jewelry to attract the eyes of others.

You do not forbid such, but you warn us against covetousness and greed. Are these things more important to us than You? God forbid.

Forgive us for exalting man above Your Son and Your Word - celebrities, singers, actors/actresses, inspirational speakers, political figures and even religious leaders with charisma, eloquent and smooth words and flattering lips, tickling the ears of the listeners and causing us to love the creation or created more than the Creator, the one, true Living God. Yeshua/Jesus - the WORD come in the flesh.

Forgive us Lord! Forgive me...for anything or any one that I ever put before you. I repent and ask your forgiveness if I have done this - and if I have done that now (or do it), take away any blindness and cause these things to be exposed.

Our leaders have led the people astray; our country is filled with idols, abominations, lusts, witchcraft and all manner of evil. We have forsaken God; everyone doing what is right in their own eyes. Turn hearts around Lord...many are lost, blind, deaf, deceived.

Heal the blind and deaf. Bring people out of deception, offering them yet another chance to repent. O Lord, in judgment, remember mercy. I know Your Word will be carried out and not return void...bring Your people even closer to you Lord, as we cry out to You.

Help us to lay down all that is not of you. Help us to place that which we hold dear upon the altar, trusting you to do what you see as best. May we decrease and Christ Jesus/Yeshua increase. May You (Yeshua/Jesus) be our first love, and not our last thought.

As those (we) who love you pick up their (our) own crosses, wash us of any uncleanness and be glorified, precious Lamb of God. May the putrid stench of sins and corruption of the flesh be done away with and may Jesus shine through us, lifted up on high and exalted!

Create in us a clean heart, for out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks. Circumcise our hearts so no unnecessary flesh rules. Circumcise our ears so that we only hear the true Shepherd, for your sheep hear your voice and another we will not follow.

Take your rightful place on the throne of our hearts and may Your pure light shine forth drawing others out of gross darkness and unto Yourself. Teach us to walk in true humility and love; not the false, superficial "love" the world gives, but the love that abhors sins and speaks truth.

Set a guard upon our lips, so that like Yeshua/Jesus, we speak when we should speak, and be silent when we should be silent, so that You alone are glorified in these vessels. It is so hard to tame the tongue, Lord. We need your help. We are but one out of billions, even trillions, when counting those who went before us. Help us not to think more highly of ourselves than we ought.

Protect the brethren; guide us surely; shine forth in us and by your precious and Holy Spirit, help us to be all that you created us to be, so that through it all, You are glorified through Jesus/Yeshua Messiah.

for His glory

Bonita                           dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com

Addendum: I realize it has been a few months since I've blogged, but I see blogspot changed its format somewhat (in set up), but surreal, what a hard time I had posting this -- mind boggling!

Friday, February 14, 2020

Push Away Satan's Lies and Intimidation

Knock Away the Illusionary Barriers – Satan Lies to Block Your Destiny

Satan is intimidating many of God’s people. He is doing all he can in these final moments for many of you before your promise that you have been waiting so long for, manifests. Satan intentionally tries to frighten (spirit of fear) and overawe you so you will drop your shield of faith.

And without faith, it is impossible to please God. [Heb 11:6]

If the devil can replace your faith with fear, then his intimidation strategy becomes successful. He will place barriers in front of us that seem impossible to hurdle, but it's an illusion. The sword of the Spirit cuts through all deception.

When we submit to God and then resist the devil, he must flee. He may try to intimidate you for a short time, but he WILL leave. Remember, when he tempted Yeshua (Jesus) in the desert wilderness, he did not leave the first time Yeshua spoke to him.

He made several attempts, but Jesus persistently countered every temptation with the Word (and HE IS THE WORD come in the flesh). So, do not give up at the first endeavour if the enemy resists. That's just his pride getting in the way. He hates to lose.

Be persistent as our Messiah; resist back. Counter every intimidation with the sword of the Lord and he WILL leave. You will knock those illusionary barriers right out of sight. They lack substance and reality. He wants to stop you from your destiny as surely as he tried to stop Jesus in his temptations in the wilderness. Remember, Satan is the father of lies. [Jn 8:44]

The Roar to Beckon Fear
I had written before that the year 2020 came in like a lion for me (and many, many others) and the roaring is still heard, but the lion has not been allowed to devour those who stand with and in Christ! The roar of the lion is always to produce fear in the intended prey.

For those clinging to Yeshua (Jesus) no matter how ear-piercing the roar is; no matter how “hot” the adversary’s breath blows upon us; no matter the size of the teeth that sparkle in the light before our eyes, and no matter how strongly the breath of the lion stinks…he cannot harm us if God does not allow. It was the same for Daniel, the same for David, the same for Job.

My God has sent His angel and has shut the lions’ mouths, that they have not hurt me: forasmuch as before Him innocency was found in me; and also before you, O king, have I done no hurt. [Dan 6:24]

Your servant slew both the lion and the bear: and this uncircumcised Philistine shall be as one of them, seeing he has defied the armies of the living God. [1Sam 17:36]

And the Lord said unto Satan, Behold, he is in your hand; but save his life (touch not his life). [Job2:5]

Though the lion roars, hold fast, for the enemy seeks to have people give up right at the brink of the manifestation of their personal promises (destinies). There is no fooling ourselves. There is a cost to this walk, but it is never for the intent of harm in the temporal, but for the purpose of our good in the eternal, but God’s glory. (though for us, it begins here in the temporal).

So close, so close…it’s hard! It will challenge everything in us. Even push us to the point where we shout, "Enough, Lord! I can't take more. If you don't strengthen me, I won't make it." Yes, it will break us until we fully realize our desperate need for our Maker. And He is right there - ever faithful, our refuge, our strength, an ever present help in trouble. [Ps 42:1]

Believe me, there is no way I could even be writing any of this were it not for God who strengthens; He who never leaves or forsakes; He whose judgments and justice more often than nought are wrapped in grace and mercy. [Ps 89:14] But woe to those who will face the wrath of God - divine retribution! 
[Zeph 1:15]

You are of God, little children, and have overcome them, for greater is He who is in us than he that is in the world. [1Jn 4:4]

Our Lord went out as the Lamb of God, the perfect sacrifice without spot or blemish. He will return as the Lamb, but He will be seen as the warrior, the Lion of the tribe of Judah. His roar will silence Satan's roar, as surely as Moses' staff (handed to Aaron), becoming a serpent did swallow up the Pharaoh's magicians' snakes. Though it may seem as otherwise, I urge you, as well as myself to not look at the circumstances but instead trust God. Hold fast to faith!
You will know that you know that you know if you are truly on the verge of the manifestation of your personal promises  being fulfilled, walking into your destiny, because no person will need to tell you. The Holy Spirit himself will reveal God’s will and intent to you.

Howbeit when He, the Spirit of truth is come, He will guide you into all truth: for He shall not speak of Himself; but whatsoever He shall hear, that shall he speak: and He will show (reveal to) you things to come. He shall glorify Me (Yeshua/Jesus): for He shall receive of Me, and shall show it unto you. 
[Jn 16:13]

If you sincerely ask God for truth, and open your heart in humility and even brokenness to hear only HIS truth, not your flesh and not any deceiving demon, God will NOT allow you to be deceived. Yet I emphasize that you must mean it, be sincere, no matter what. God (YHVH) is faithful and Sovereign: it is He who rules over all flesh and every angel (whether holy or fallen) and over all of creation.

Then WAIT! Wait for Him to answer. He may answer right away and He may have you wait for His answer. Waiting is one of THE hardest things to do once we truly learn to TRUST God in all areas. Very hard - trust and waiting. Anyone who is honest would have to admit to this.

It's easy to trust God for most things, but there comes a time when it is bloody hard. Let's just say God DID ask you to sacrifice a child (perhaps not physically, but tells you to "let them go" and "trust Him") Could you do it without trying to "help" God or "reason" with Him on the matter?

Or can you trust Him when you or someone you love is diagnosed with a fatal illness? Can you trust Him, no matter the outcome? Be brutally honest - it's a tough, tough call. Or what if you are believing for the impossible. 

I mean the kind of "impossible" that if you told people what you believe God has confirmed He will do for you would have even your most loyal and loving Christian brethren wondering if "you have lost it" or "been deceived by the enemy" ...that kind of impossible.

Can you TRUST God to perform it? We ARE in the last days, and we have read in several places where things that were never heard of before or ever happened before will be occurring. How is it that the Antichrist and the false prophet will perform incredible signs and lying wonders so convincing that Yeshua (Jesus) warned that if possible, even the very elect would be deceived.

I am telling you that there are people all over the world who are our true brethren who have quietly and secretly been holding fast to an IMPOSSIBLE vision, dream or promise that God has given them. They keep it secret so that "unbelievers" and "naysayers" won't speak against it. Yet they fight within, asking the Lord for confirmations, as the wait goes on...and on...and on.
"Lord, it's been so long that I begin to question my sanity. "Has God said..." I find myself asking myself, or is it the adversary whispering those words into my ears, one of his fiery darts to destroy my faith and kill my destiny. "Lord, I know we cannot manipulate you, and surely and truly, I do not ever want to, but I ask you, for the sake of my sanity, so that I know that I know it was you, send some kind of confirmation, some kind of sign...like you did for Gideon. Abba, it's been such a long wait..."

A wrestling takes place, a reasoning...they push away logic and determine not to lean on their own understanding, but month after month, year after year passes, with no hint or sign of the dream, vision or promise coming to pass.

Could we wait 25 years for a child? Could we sit in a prison, serving some government official for 17 years simply because some kind of betrayal landed us in prison? 

Can we stand the heat and intensity of the fire (seven times hotter), where the flames are so high and the roaring of the fire so loud that we cannot see or hear Yeshua (but he is there with us) in that fire? Every second in those flames are unbearable. "Lord, why do you tarry?" "Father don't you see? Don't you care?" "Abba, Yeshua...God, help me, I can't take much more."

Then, "O Lord, I believe, help my unbelief." "Lord, forgive me; I'm not complaining, I'm just pouring my heart out. Strengthen strengthen strengthen me...because if You don't, I won't make it."

It is as Jacob wrestling with the Lord. "I won't let you go until you bless me...the wait has been too long. Surely You understand Lord; I am but dust. (bitter tears) Yes Lord, You are the potter; I am the clay. God help me..."

However each person cries out when they are in desperate times of fatigue from waiting, broken and contrite times when faith seems as a grain of mustard seed...trusting God but wearying in the wait, with questions of sanity, and reality checks of the multitudes who were deceived (all the cult leaders, or evangelicals who thought they were "Elijah" returned, or "little gods")...on and on the examples of people being deceived are before us.

Then there are people believing for a "resurrection" and keep the beloved person's body around for days, hoping, praying believing for a resurrection. So, it is NOT foolishness to question your sanity when an IMPOSSIBLE dream, vision or promise has kept you waiting.

"Lord, don't let me be deceived!" you cry earnestly; "Father, even if I have somehow been wrong, show me clearly. I cannot let go unless you do tell me or do show me because I'm hanging on with a mustard seed of faith...and even there, I give you the glory! Father, hear me...in these days of deception, please reveal truth."

If you have cried that prayer, fasted and prayed and sincerely wanted the truth of the matter (because of the level of "impossible" - impossibility); and because of the long waiting times (decades for multitudes), then believe and TRUST (there's that word again) God if He still confirms the matter, despite how "out there" it sounds, if it does not contradict His character revealed in the Word. 

It is not meant to be easy. The higher the calling, the greater the test. Compare high school testing to university testing and you get the idea behind what I am saying. The more maturity, the more knowledge and experience, the harder and the more grueling  the test. 

The difference between a trained soldier and one trained even harder or more intensely for skill, strength and endurance, such as the "elite corp" of an army (special forces), reveals who can face the enemy in the most difficult and trying situations to assure victory for the entire nation. 

Training is hard; warriors pushed to and beyond their limits, with many quitting or lacking strength or ability to endure during the training, and later, more disqualified in the "testing". 

And the final testing is beyond any imagination - those chosen for the elite corp (the special forces) are those who push with all their strength and endure it all, at every cost, in order to make it through. These are the "special forces", the "elite corp" of the army-- not because they are favoured, but because they have proven themselves, endured the training and passed the incredibly difficult and intensive testing (trials).
When speaking of the Green Berets of the U.S. army, President John F. Kennedy stated in 1962 that the green beret was "a symbol of excellence, a badge of courage and a mark of distinction [...]. So it is with our Lord. Certain people chosen for certain tasks in these dark days has nothing to do with favouritism and everything to do with "endurance" and "testing". Selah

God has NOT stopped being creative; or stopped creating. People have limited God saying only the BIG and IMPOSSIBLE miracles were done in the ancient days, back in the beginning...the jaw-dropping miracles like the Red Sea, or Gideon's army of 300 against thousands, or the walls of Jericho falling (et al).

They are convinced the "major" miracles stopped in Jesus' day. They believe we only get "trickles" of evidence today of God's "jaw-dropping" power. They rationalize and limit God with their unbelief. "Has God restored limbs?" "Has God healed burn victims?" "Have people emptied hospitals?", such as these ask, in their attempt to be "right" in their self-righteousness.

Oh yes, we ARE inundated with UNBELIEF even amongst believers. THAT is why those who are waiting and trusting God for impossible miracles, dreams, visions or promises to manifest, keep silent. Unbelief is prevalent, even in the hearts of those of "faith".

They have faith, but keep it in the "explainable" department. God won't perform any miracle that hasn't already been mentioned in the Bible, they say. What?! Again, they limit God, who made the universes, so vast that we can barely know much about it; who intricately put together a man, formed out of dust...and later, a woman, made from the man's rib...THIS GOD, they say, is limited to the pages in a book. Seriously?

And there are also many other things which Jesus did, the which, if they should be written every one, I suppose that even the world itself could not contain the books that should be written. Amen. [Jn 21:25]

For ask now of the days that are past, which were before you, since the day that God created man upon the earth, and ask from the one side of heaven to the other, whether there has been any such thing as this great thing is, or has been heard like it?  [Deut 4:32]

They are created now, and not from the beginning; even before the day when you heard them not; lest you should say, Behold, I knew them. [Is 48:7]

Don't give up...the test will pass. The test of waiting; the test of endurance; the test of trust; the test of faith. Yes, a test!

He sent a man before them, even Joseph, who was sold for a servant: Whose feet they hurt with fetters:he was laid in iron: Until the time that his WORD came: the "word of the Lord" tried (tested) him. [Ps 105:17-19] (Emphassis mine)

We are in a digital age where we are blown away by holograms, touch screens, 3D teleportation, invisibility cloaking, lasers that can halt a revolting crowd of people, etc., all created by "man", yet the God of ALL creation has stopped being creative, and has stopped doing "big, impossible" things? I think not!

No! You will not convince me of that. I will trust God and wait upon Him (of course, perhaps, getting a reality check and sanity confirmation) the closer I get to the day of the fruition of His promise.

All glory to YHVH (God) through Yeshua (Jesus). Ask God for His answer to be filtered through the blood of Jesus, for no lie can pass through the ONE who IS truth. No lie can pass through the blood of Jesus - truth filters out lies.

YHWH loves mankind. Not only was the blood of Jesus Christ (Yeshua HaMaschiach) willingly shed upon a cross of wood, proof of God’s love for us, but also the fact that the Creator could wipe us all out instantly with just one word. It could have all ended at the flood, with a complete restart...but God found a righteous one, and saved eight alive to carry on.


Even today, with our Lord's longsuffering, the mockers and scoffers chant, Where is the promise of His coming (Jesus’ returnbecause since the fathers fell asleep (great-great grandparents etc), everything continues on as it has from the beginning.” [paraphrased 2 Pet 3:4-6]

They are blind to the signs right before their eyes, and deaf to the warnings of God's watchmen. Don't be counted in that number. May God graciously protect us all from deception when we CRY OUT in brokenness for truth. He is a good God; He is not man that He should lie. He is the God of truth. 

God is not man that He should lie; neither the son of man that He should repent (change His mind): has He said, and shall He not do it? or has He spoken, and shall He not make it good. [Num 23:19]

He is the Rock, His work is perfect: for all His ways are judgment: a God of truth and without iniquity, just and right is He. [Deut 32:4]


Don't give up! You're closer than you think. On the verge...the crowning. Why do you think it is so hard? Why are you in such travail? Trust God. Don't give up!

Derek Prince once said:

"Do you know what I've noticed about God's trials? He hardly tells you:"This is a trial and if you hold out for six months, you will be through." And some of us get to five months and 29 days and we give up. We didn't know we had ONE MORE DAY. 

Never give up! There's no precedent in the Bible for giving up. God determines how long the test is, not we. You see, waiting is one of the tests that God almost invariably subjects the servants He intends to use." Don’t Give Up! – Derek Prince

David Wilkerson once said: "The hardest part of faith is the last half hour and just before the victory, we give up and turn away from God with an evil heart of unbelief. God will lead us into places where we are shut up and nothing short of a miracle will get us out of the situation."

For an upliftng message, hear brother David's sermon: Crisis of Faith
The Lord showed me that 2020 would be a pivotal year, the clash of the kingdoms. That tells me that great evil will boldly be seen this year such as witchcraft in entertainment of various arenas (some evil deceptively wrapped in attractive, seducing ways), and some blatant, horrific wickedness, catastrophic events, calamities and horrific events taking place, with destruction and death.

But also, we know judgments of a just and holy God are going to be going down as well, and has begun (it begins in His own house). [1Pet 4:17]  Yet also, miracles that people have been waiting for, some for decades, promises (visions/dreams/covenants-personal) being fulfilled; they will happen, for the glory of God and to reap in yet more harvest before great tribulation begins in full force.

To what extent, I do not know. It will be global. It is the clash of the kingdoms. Pray that neither your own heart or any devil, or any false prophet deceive you. Jesus forewarned about the last days and false prophets arising, speaking what the people want to hear, and showing forth signs and lying wonders.

Please hear me on this. A few times the Lord has allowed something to happen, when I thought I heard God’s voice. But God makes no mistakes; He never gets things wrong. I did. It broke me, shattered me, crushed any confidence.

Lord,” I cried in utter devastation and brokenness, where no one but Christ alone could hear me. “Abba, what happened? Don’t let me be a deceiver…Why did I think that was Your voice?"

"Lord, you've been with me all my life, even before I knew you were. I'd rather never have been born at all than not to hear you now...” (and the enemy chimes in to take advantage - the liar, the accuser of the brethren).

Crushed beyond words or measure...crying out to the only One who would understand and hear. Bless the Lord!

I heard the loud roar; I felt the heat of the adversary's breath (the roaring lion that "roams about seeking whom he may devour" [1Pet 5:8]; I saw the teeth of the devourer and was repulsed at the stench of his nearness and evil intrusion, to tempt, to deceive.

The Lord said,” I have told you to bring all things to Me. The days you are in can present lies that appear as truth. You did not bring it to Me.”

What a hypocrite I felt like. How many times have I not only written, but boldly said to family, friends, even neighbours or whosoever, “take everything to the Lord”. The  things that the Lord allowed error in were not significant in the way that it would hurt anyone those couple of times, but for me, for not hearing rightly, it shook me.

Our flesh works hand in hand with the adversary…it’s called “carnal” and “fallen nature” for a reason. We (our flesh) fall short of the glory of God and our heart can deceive us – especially telling us what we want to hear. Beware! Be on guard. Test every spirit, including your own.

The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?

Don't worry...the next verse offers hope, yet truth.


I the Lord search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings. [Jer 17:9, 10]

The fining pot is for silver, and the furnace for gold; but the Lord tries the hearts. 

That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perishes, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ: [Prov 17:3; 1Pet1:7]

Now, I have ever said I am no prophet, so put down those stones please. In the last days, the Lord said He would pour out His Spirit and multitudes (sons and daughters, old and young) would prophesy, dream dreams and have visions. I’m in that crowd…and so are you, if you are a born-again, Spirit-filled child of the one, true, living God - the I AM that I AM (I AM who I AM)--praise God (YHWH) for his Spirit that He promised!
One recent experience was an illusion. It absolutely looked real. The enemy is proud and bold enough to use scripture. If you doubt the devil speaks scripture, read in Matthew 4, where Satan even had the audacity to use the word (from the Torah) against THE Word come in the flesh, who is Yeshua/Jesus. Satan used scripture against Jesus in the desert wilderness (as previously mentioned).

He can manipulate the timing of things and cause something innocent to look deceptive, or cause something deceptive to look innocent. I will not go into the details, but suffice it to say that as a result of me NOT TAKING IT to the Lord BEFOREHAND, but just going by scripture and an idea that seemed like a good idea at the time... (is this your leading, Abba? Will it glorify you? – I had neglected to ask).
When I confronted another with the details, it crushed them, because it challenged my trust in them. The timing was impeccable, the illusion perfected. It brought confusion, misunderstanding, and in the end, division. It hurt us both – and for me...beyond measure. It looked so real, but it was an illusion. How did I mess up, Lord? What happened?

There was more to it, but I never got the chance to explain. I was shut down before the entire day, the entire episode was presented. It was a hard lesson, and a correction now accepted, at cost of not asking God, "Is that you Lord?"

Deception hurts everyone it touches. Please hear me on this. Don't take for granted that you will not be deceived. Jesus/Yeshua even forewarned that if it were possible, even the elect will be deceived.

How is it possible? In these chaotic, mixed up days, take everything to the Lord...every thing! Don’t ever think you are above being deceived because I was sure I would not be. Did I hear the counterfeiter's voice? Did I lean on my own understanding,  instead of obeying an exhortation and command found in the Bible.

Be careful (anxious) for nothing; but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known unto God. [Phil 4:7]

Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone into the world. Hereby, know you the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ (Yeshua) is come in the flesh is of God:

And every spirit that confesses not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of antichrist, whereof you have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world. You are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is HE that is in you, than he that is in the world. [1Jn 4:1-4]

Jesus said in Matthew 24:24: Take heed no man deceive you. Well, that includes our fallen nature, us. Yeshua will not mind if we ask Him if He spoke to us. If people can impersonate others successfully (right down to the voice), then undoubtedly, the father of lies has the sound of the Shepherd's voice perfected.

I am glad for the lesson and pray God restores and reestablishes trust and peace again. I now believe (now that I have once again renounced the  'spirit of fear' and 'the spirit of death', and if the Father allowed it, He WILL handle the rest, in His way and in His timing.

We have to learn now to trust Him in all things; to try every spirit; to not presume we are above deception (Christ mentions "deceive" four times in Matthew 24 in His sermon on the Mount). It's THAT important!

God will turn things around and restore, just as He allowed in the past with Job, until the appointed time for the trial to end came about. People will say, "Yeah, but we aren't Job!" True! But in scripture it says more than once that these things are our examples.

The ancient ones did not have a Bible, but God was leading them all the same, in His way, for that time period. Now, mankind is so far from the glory of God, it can be seen everywhere. As the days of Noah, or Sodom and Gomorrah? Yes.

And worse...rapidly worse as the time and season of the Antichrist fast approaches. It is hard to write these things but it is essential, so that others know that we have to practice taking all things to God; even if it seems trivial (which it seemed in this case), including me.
Why? Because of the times we are in...because we have a very real adversary - the devil, who is a liar, the father of lies, a murderer from the beginning, a grand illusionist; who can appear as an angel of light and his ministers can appear as ministers of righteousness. [2Cor 11:14, 15] Good is being called evil today, and evil good.

I pray that if you are reading this, you heed what I say. We have to start practicing…start DOING ALL of what God’s word says. We have to take everything to Him because the days are extremely dark and very deceptive.

Now I would like to present two articles. May it bless each person individually as only YHWH, God can do.

The following word was written by Awinta Chenoa and posted on Feb 22, 2012 The only difference in the post back then and this post is that (1) it has been broken into paragraphs, which was in my original post (2) scripture references have been added, so the reader can check what is said against the Word of God.

Sovereign God, from February 2012...

Sovereign God
Pray for the people in all nations of the world. Do not judge the people of a nation by their leaders, for the heart of the government is rarely the heart of the people. A remnant of My people can be found within every nation.

My people are those who have repented and believed, who walk in faith and pick up their cross to obediently follow My Son. Many have been persecuted and suffered torment, even death.

Behold the Hour

My judgment began some time ago, yet many are only becoming aware of it now. Persecution has begun and shall increase in countries unfamiliar with persecution in blatant measures. Behold the hour and the time you are in!

Many in nations that are considered peaceful are beginning to see the start of persecution now, yet many other nations have constantly lived under oppression and persecution.

The great persecution of disciples of My Son in the peaceful nations is soon to begin, yea, for great tribulation (Emphasis added) approaches for the inhabitants of the earth. There is no escaping, for I shall execute My justice and judgment. Many shall perish.

Others shall go forth to bring in the harvest. Then shall multitudes be in the valley of decision; then shall those who flee due to great troubles, begin to mourn for their iniquity. Many shall flee into the wildernesses. Exodus soon begins. I tell My people not to fear. Do not fear or be dismayed; neither be discouraged. Be strong.

Have I not commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid neither be you dismayed: for the LORD thy God is with you wherever you go[Josh 1:9]

Prepare, prepare ye the way of the Lord. Look up to the skies, yet pray for discernment, for the enemy has plans of his own. He is the prince of the power of the air and he shall use the skies to show forth signs and wonders. 

Many shall be deceived, for they loved not the truth. [2 Thess 2:11] I shall allow this, for My judgments that were prophesied long ago shall come to pass. It has begun.

Judgment versus Wrath
Do not confuse My judgment with My wrath, for My wrath shall be seen in that which is called, the day of the Lord. All people will come under My judgment [Heb 9:27], but the children of obedience shall not experience My wrath
[Col 3:6] My wrath shall wax hot, in fierceness, great indignation and righteous anger. It shall consume My enemies and sinners, children of disobedience. 
[Ps 78:49]

Day of the Lord

For the day of the LORD of hosts shall be upon every one that is proud and lofty, and upon every one that is lifted up; and he shall be brought low:And the loftiness of man shall be bowed down, and the haughtiness of men shall be made low: and the LORD alone shall be exalted in that day.

And the idols He shall utterly abolish.

And they shall go into the holes of the rocks, and into the caves of the earth, for fear of the LORD, and for the glory of His majesty, when He arises to shake terribly the earth.
 [Is 2:12, 17-19]

Read My word carefully, for again, it is written:

Howl ye; for the day of the LORD is at hand; it shall come as a destruction from the Almighty. Therefore shall all hands be faint, and every man's heart shall melt:
And they shall be afraid: pangs and sorrows shall take hold of them; they shall be in pain as a woman that travails: they shall be amazed one at another; their faces shall be as flames.

Behold, the day of the LORD comes, cruel both with wrath and fierce anger, to lay the land desolate: and He shall destroy the sinners thereof out of it.

For the stars of heaven and the constellations thereof shall not give their light: the sun shall be darkened in his going forth, and the moon shall not cause her light to shine. And I will punish the world for their evil, and the wicked for their iniquity; and I will cause the arrogancy of the proud to cease, and will lay low the haughtiness of the terrible. 
[Is 13:6-11]

Do not desire the day of the Lord. (But it’s comingBP this one comment added 2020 Feb 14 )

Be sober, be vigilant, watch and pray.

Alas for the day! for the day of the Lord is at hand, and as a destruction from the Almighty shall it come. Woe unto you that desire the day of the Lord! To what end is it to you? the day of the Lord is darkness, and not light. [Joel 1:15; Amos 5:18]

Wherefore gird up the loins of your mind, be sober, and hope to the end for the grace that is to be brought unto you at the revelation of Jesus Christ;
But the end of all things is at hand: be ye therefore sober, and watch unto prayer.
 [1Pet 1:13 and 1Pet 4:7]

Pray for Repentance

My people, pray for hearts to be turned to repentance, that they will see the truth in believing in the Messiah, Jesus/Y’shua of Nazareth. Selah.
 Behold, obedience is better than sacrifice and listening (hearkening) than the fat of rams. [1Sam 15:22]

Watchmen, Sound the Alarm
Watchmen, speak forth. Write what I tell you upon tablets, so he who sees will run with it. Sound the alarm once again! Great waters come to destroy; heed My warnings. Listen and prepare, for when the earth is shaken and the ground opens wide its mouth, in the days soon ahead, great destruction and death shall be seen.

A great war is coming and the leaders of many countries shall hinder their people and allow great destruction. They will look out for themselves and those they care about, but not the people of the nation.

My people shall not fear. Comfort My people, love and pray for one another. Assemble yourselves, fast and pray. I shall direct your steps. You shall not walk in fear, for I AM your shield. Out of the seven churches shall come forth those who walk in My commandments obediently.

If a man say, I love God, and hates his brother, he is a liar: for he that loves not his brother whom he has seen, how can he love God whom he has not seen?
And this commandment have we from him, That he who loves God loves his brother also.
 [1Jn 4:20, 21]

Beware of False Teachers, False Prophets and False Brethren

Woe to the false teachers and false prophets who turn the people to themselves and not to My Son. Woe to those who lead the people to compromise and complacency, who turn the unsuspecting away from truth.

Such as these refuse correction; they harden their hearts against My rebuke. I have stricken them and they are not grieved. They deny truth; deny My ways and deny My judgment. Woe to such as these.

Come out from amongst them and do not partake of their evil ways. Execute judgment and seek truth.
[Jer 22:3; Mat 18:11] Be ye separate and touch no unclean thing and I will forgive you. [2Cor 6:17] Beware, beware of false brethren. [Gal 2:6]

I pleaded with them: Turn, turn, turn from all unrighteousness and come unto Me with a broken and contrite heart - but they will not return to Me. Judgment goes forth.

Run ye to and fro through the streets of Jerusalem, and see now, and know, and seek in the broad places thereof, if ye can find a man, if there be any that executes judgment, that seeks the truth; and I will pardon it.

And though they say, The LORD lives; surely they swear falsely.
O LORD, are not your eyes upon the truth? you have stricken them, but they have not grieved; you have consumed them, but they have refused to receive correction: they have made their faces harder than a rock; they have refused to return.

Therefore I said, Surely these are poor; they are foolish: for they know not the way of the LORD, nor the judgment of their God.
 [Jer 5:1-4]

And what agreement has the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God has said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be My people. Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you [2Cor 6:16, 17]

I marvel that ye are so soon removed from Him that called you into the grace of Christ unto another gospel: Which is not another; but there be some that trouble you, and would pervert the gospel of Christ.

But though we, or an angel from heaven, preach any other gospel unto you than that which we have preached unto you, let him be accursed.
 [Gal 1:6-8]

And that because of false brethren unawares brought in, who came in privately to spy out our liberty which we have in Christ Jesus, that they might bring us into bondage [Gal 2:4]

Rise Up and Pray
Lo! A fire shall be amongst the people in the areas of My choosing. There is a great power of darkness covering the land and shall greatly increase. The shroud is prepared for America. Pray for London; woe to Britain for the sorrows coming upon her. Woe to the allies of America! Pray; come to Me in humility and prayer. Pray, for the people of all nations are in need of prayer.

Rise up My people and pray. Yea, a shroud is over America and it shall fall. The flickering light is about to go out. A spirit of heaviness (discouragement and hopelessness) has pressed many into a hard place. The wearing down of the saints has begun, but it shall increase as the evil one arises, speaking great words against Me, as Daniel forewarned.

The Weary Ones

And he shall speak great words against the most High, and shall wear out the saints of the most High, and think to change times and laws: and they shall be given into his hand until a time and times and the dividing of time. 
[Dan 7:25]

There are those crying out to Me, who are losing hope and are impatient in waiting. To My people who are weary in waiting, losing hope, I say: I have not forgotten you. Why stand you there without hope? You are as My Son, for you have learned obedience by the things that you have suffered.

Yet, as Job, you say, What is my strength, that I should hope? And what is my end, that I should prolong my life? Yet I remind you: Behold, My eye is upon them that fear Me, upon them that hope in My mercy. [Job 6:11 - Ps 33:18]

O you afflicted, tossed with tempest, and not comforted, behold, I will lay thy stones with fair colours, and lay thy foundations with sapphires. No weapon that is formed against you shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against you in judgment you shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of Me, saith the LORD. (Is 54:11, 17)

Resist not My Spirit, for I have come to gather you as a hen does her chicks, as a caring shepherd does his precious lambs and sheep. I shall strengthen the weak hands, and establish the feeble knees.

Offer the sacrifices of righteousness (with your obedience) and put your trust in the Lord. I am He who sees the end result from the beginning. I believe in you, for I am He who knew you before you were in your mother’s womb. I formed you in your mother’s womb. Trust Me and do not listen to the negativity of flesh or the enemy.
Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world.

Call to Repentance and the Word
Understand the times you are in. Understand the call to repentance; the call to holiness and the call to obedience. Stand strong in faith. I am positioning My people. Those who obey shall take the forefront to speak to the multitudes.
Those who mingle the precious with the vile, the clean with the unclean and the holy with the unholy shall weep, as they are brought low and are passed over. Repent and believe.

Fear not. Babylon is full of confusion and tyranny. Do not give up. Focus on your Savior, Redeemer and King and read the scriptures. The light in many of the church leaders has become dim, for they seek to satisfy the world and compromise the very gospel.

Yet even amongst the church leaders is a remnant, who walk in My ways and My will. They lead the people in truth, far from the traditions of men and the doctrines of demons. They do not compromise with the world.

Unite and Pray

They lead by example and encourage the entire Body to come together as one, allowing each to do their part and operate in their gifts. For this reason, they are rarely noticed, for as each part functions in unity, no one part is exalted above another part, for it flows in harmony, just as the physical body works as one unit. Pray for one for another.

How is it then, brethren? when ye come together, every one of you has a psalm, has a doctrine, has a tongue, has a revelation, has an interpretation. Let all things be done unto edifying. [1Cor 14:26]

Fulfill ye my joy, that ye be likeminded, having the same love, being of one accord, of one mind. Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem the other better than themselves. 
[Phil 2:2, 3]

There is one body, and one Spirit, even as ye are called in one hope of your calling; [Eph 4:4]

Yea, I shall rise up those who shall lift their sword in one hand and a torch in the other, so that those who stumble in darkness can see. Those who desire truth will hear truth. Lift high the torch (light) and the sword (Word of God spoken through you by the Spirit of truth).

Days of My Spirit

The day is fast coming where people will be healed where they are, unlike many of the false crusades today. The enemy seeks to discredit My work, yet in My timing, I shall present those I have been preparing and then My Spirit will be seen in the land again.

And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith Yhvh/God, I will pour out of My Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams: And on My servants and on My handmaidens I will pour out in those days of My Spirit; and they shall prophesy: [Act 2:17, 18]

Spiritual Darkness
The day is here when seven women (churches) will take hold of one man (they grab a hold of Y’shua/Jesus, yet it is He who chooses the true Bride). They eat the bread of deceit and they cloak themselves with robes of self-righteousness.

The power of many leaders shall be shattered. The dragon desires to shatter the power of My people who walk the highway of holiness, but he shall not. Rise up and take the kingdom, for
 from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, but the violent shall take it by force. 
[Mat 11:12]

Great spiritual darkness has fallen upon the land, and the days are fast approaching where the hearing of My word shall be as a famine upon the people. Be not deceived when those who speak of no falling away whisper in your ear.

Shout from the rooftops…remember Cain, Saul and Esau; so it continues, even unto this day. I shall rise up shepherds who will gather the scattered sheep and bring them to the Good Shepherd (Jesus/Y’shua).

Repent, for the Time is at Hand

Temptations have come abroad and into the grasp of many, who took the bait of the silver-tongued devil. They shall fall, they shall fall. Satan has lured them away, offering them what they thought they needed. He has taken time to learn the weaknesses of My people. Repent, for the time is at hand…

He will slice them through as a knife through butter and many will become divided and the division shall be swift. ‘Now you have all that you need and desire’, he whispers, and they fall as did Samson. Repent, for the time is at hand…

He will present himself in a man or woman, if they are not walking in My commandments and abiding in me. ‘You shall be accepted and respected,’ he lies. He offers power and riches to the greedy and wicked, yet the cost is their very souls. Repent, repent, repent, for the time is at hand!

Yea, but I shall rise up those who are considered the most unlikely. The wise shall be confounded by the foolish things and the mighty shall be abased by the weak. They shall be a shock and a horror to the enemy and all who oppose them, for I have brought them through hard trials and testing.

Vessels unto Honor

Yea, I have been preparing My people. My warriors have been in training, overcoming hard tests and trials. The Bride is making herself ready. Be ready, prepare! The glory, light and magnificence of My Christ shall fill My vessels of honor and their beauty is comparable to none.

They bear much fruit and move in the power and authority of Y’shua/Jesus, which shall and does infuriate the oppressor. It is the last of the last days, as the evil in the end of this age escalates. The horror of calamities shall become unbearable, yet is it not written that the time would be shortened for the sake of the elect?
[Mat 24:22; Mk 13:20]

Woe to the inhabitants of the earth! He who torments the people and destroyed much over all the ages with his own evil armies (demons), coupled with his own evil people, is filled with great wrath, for he knows he has but a short time. 
[Rev 12:12]

Satan, his evil armies and the workers of iniquity, who follow after and obey him, shall be brought to judgment and justice shall be carried out.

The enemy seeks to come against My people with fury, accusing them always, for He knows that they are Mine.
[Rev 12:11] He would seek to destroy them, yet he is not allowed to, as they remain in faith and obedience. [Job 2:6] They are hidden under the shadow of My hand. [Is 49:2]  He cannot touch their spirit nor do anything that I do not allow. Hold fast.

I will send forth just the right ones, anointing their words, by which I will draw many to Me. Satan does not see the heart, but he has watchers, an army and a government. They work together to tempt My people in their weaknesses, in an attempt to seduce them away, when they least expect it.

He tempts My people to sin, endeavoring to convince them that it is My will. Yea, but I do not tempt My people, nor would I ever direct them towards sin.

By Faith, Overcome and Endure

I am not capricious nor is discouragement ever from Me. Overcome My people, overcome the flesh and its lusts by dying to self; overcome and endure! Those who hold fast to their faith, clinging to My Son, walking in obedience to My word and doing My will shall be overcomers and receive the crown of life.

Blessed is the man that endures temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord has promised to them that love him. Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempts he any man: But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed [Jam 1: 12-14]

For they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and the word of their testimony, and loved not their lives unto the death [Rev 12:11]

In justice, judgment and wrath, this war shall end in victory, for I AM the LORD of the battle. My armies are being positioned and rising up to go forward into battle. Yea, again I say, I AM the Lord of the battle. Selah

End Times are Here
There shall be no strains of harmony amongst My people, for they shall walk with one mind, in one spirit and in one accord, despite the blackness of night and the evil around them. They shall plumb the depths of My word and I shall reveal hidden treasures to them. [Mat 13:44; Is 45:3] They shall walk in the realms of brightness, coming through the darkness victoriously. 
[Is 9:2; Eph 5:8]

The winds will fight together with a dreadful blast. With the exaltation of each ocean wave, the shores of this nation shall be overcome, as a great wall arises out of the waters and pushes inland with no mercy. [Ps 107:25; Ps 147:18]

These Things Must Be

Fear not the earth changes, or pole shifts, or the stars and constellations, or the earth reeling to and fro as the seas rise, for the earth shall vomit and spue forth destruction. I have forewarned in My word; I am Sovereign. These things must be. The winds of war shall blow across this nation, as well as other nations and great shall be the death and destruction.

Keep the Faith – Trust God

Everything I do contains wisdom and knowledge, for I am not the author of confusion. Fear not, My people, for I lead you as you trust in Me.
[Jam 1:12, 5, 6]
 I know what you are able to endure. Keep the faith and hold fast My people. I AM the Sovereign God; none can stay My hand… Trust Me!

And all the inhabitants of the earth are reputed as nothing: and He does according to His will in the army of heaven, and among the inhabitants of the earth: and none can stay His hand, or say unto Him, What do you? 
[Dan 4:35]

And said, O LORD God of our fathers, are not you God in heaven? and rule you not over all the kingdoms of the heathen? and in Your hand is there not power and might, so that none is able to withstand Thee? [2Chron 20:6]

As for God, His way is perfect; the word of the LORD is tried: He is a buckler to all them that trust in Him. [2Sam 22:31]

(penned by Awinta Chenoa - Feb 22, 2012)

Unfortunately, the link provided on my website is defunct, as I took archived articles from 2008 to 2012 and placed them on a hard drive, which later suffered the destruction of a virus. Many articles were lost as a result.

I thank the Lord for folks who posted some of that which the Lord gave me. Alan Lamont, who has a website on blogspot called: Jesuit Vatican New World Order happened to post an article written by a brother in Christ named Joseph Herrin from: Parables Blog

Brother Joseph suffered a stroke a few years ago. I remember when a sister in Christ informed me, I prayed earnestly for his healing and full recovery, a prayer joined by many others (I’m sure). He doesn’t know that, but God does. And God was gracious in answering the combined prayers of the saints. Thank you Yeshua!

So to both Alan Lamont and Joseph Herrin, I am grateful they posted one of the articles I happened to lose due to the Ransomware Trojan. It was posted when I was working as a ghostwriter, and using my pseudonym, Awinta Chenoa.


Next article:

Winds Changing
Winds Changing – Great Darkness” is an article that I wrote in 2007 and stumbled across it on my desktop tucked away in a folder. In 2014, articles that were posted on the blog from 2008 - 2012 were put on an external hard drive. Countless were lost when the external somehow became corrupted with a virus, so any older articles (to me) are God's doing.

As I re-read it, I believe it pertains to this time we are in, and I am strongly led to share it for your discernment. Remember, when we take all things to the Lord, He will honour that because we are instructed to do so in his word.  

Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world.  [1Jn 4:1]

With that, I repost the article here, “for such a time as this” (yes, I know, an oft-overused portion of scripture, but I do believe it is applicable now). It was Mordecai’s message to queen Esther and can be read in Esther 4 verse 14.

Received September 27, 2007 (first posted October 3, 2007)

Winds are Changing - Great Darkness 

NOW is the TIME! We are to press in like never before; be obedient to what He asks, no matter how foolish it looks to the world or to man. Be prepared. It may cost you everything. Correction: It “will” cost us everything (picking up the cross to die to self, daily). You know this though, don't you?

But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God has chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty; [1Cor 1:27]

Winds are Changing


The winds are indeed changing and greater darkness is soon upon us...

The darkness of great evil is encompassing the world; its foreboding shadow is cast. Believers and unbelievers alike sense evil coming.  We are already witnessing the chaos that comes from sin, but also from God's judgment.

Beginning of Sorrows

The beginning of sorrows already
 has started and many, many there are that do know this, but many of My people are becoming confused, frustrated, beaten down. Walking in love and faith are challenged like never before.

This is happening in all nations and its people these days, including My people. Countless numbers are experiencing things coming at them in every direction - onslaughts increasing - they bear heavy burdens which weaken them, taking their inner strength. 

They feel beaten down, desperately alone, grossly misunderstood, grievously torn - the strength of their heart poured out - in a dry place [drylands] - a wilderness. People are becoming impatient with each other and many relationships are being destroyed. The work of flesh and the enemy increases.

Hear this carefully. The adversary is roaming as a roaring lion seeking whom he may devour, for the beasts are arising... the dragon is near.
He counterfeits every good work I do, but the fruit of his work leads to corruption, division, destruction and chaos.

Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walks about, seeking whom he may devour: [1Pet5:8]

Behold, the days come, says the LORD, that I will sow the house of Israel and the house of Judah with the seed of man, and with the seed of beast. 
[Jer 31:27]

And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceives the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.

And the dragon was wroth with the woman, and went to make war with the remnant of her seed, which keep the commandments of God, and have the testimony of Jesus Christ
. [Rev 12:9,17]

A Time of Training and Preparation

My people, be strengthened, for these trials are necessary as part of your training.  This is a time of training and of preparation. This preparation must be done for soon great troubles shall be upon all nations and all people. This is the time to seek Me.  This is the time to give thanks, to praise Me, to worship Me.

This is a time to obey My instructions. I am a God of order and surely I shall direct the steps of those who put their trust in Me and do My will.

For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints. [1Cor14: 33]

There are events coming that will cause many to fall into complete and utter confusion IF they are not abiding and being obedient to Me. Controlling, mocking, seducing and tormenting spirits are being sent out by the enemy, the prince of the power of the air. 

Witchcraft is increasing; the enemy is becoming bolder.  Great fear and unbelief will abound. Love is waxing cold, people lying to each other and deceiving one another and many shall fall away from their faith in Me.

Do not fear as you hear this.

(Note* -
 The Lord is faithful to warn people fairly before any judgment or terror comes. Search His word, take it down into your heart and see that this is true. His name is Faithful and True.)

Judgment has Begun

Countless people have been enduring onslaughts like never before, and in all the nations of the world. The onslaughts are effecting every area of their lives, such as personal relationships, (amongst family, friends and associates) finances and health. Even amongst believers, division is being seen. For judgment has begun in My house...

For the time is come that judgment must begin at the house of God: and if it first begin at us, what shall the end be of them that obey not the gospel of God? [1Pet 4:17]

A testing time is going on for some; for others it is a time of training. Stand strong and put your faith and all that you have learned into action. For without faith, it is impossible to please Me. Do you understand? Have you not discerned? Faith simply trusts Me. Faith simply obeys. Faith simply loves.

Daniel forewarned that one will raise himself up, that is different from the rest. He will speak against the Most High and will WEAR DOWN THE SAINTS of the Most High Lord God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. [Dan 7:25]

To those who are holding fast to their faith, trusting God for personal promises and impossible miracles for healing, deliverance, salvation and even full restoration are hearing in their inner man, 'Has God said?

Trust and Obey

Know your enemy, who is Satan the adversary and his evil army, and know all their wicked schemes and devises. In Christ Jesus, you are more than conquerors. Take My strength for when you are weak, I am strong. Rest in My love.

Tell ye, and bring them near; yea, let them take counsel together: who has declared this from ancient time? who has told it from that time? have not I the LORD? and there is no God else beside Me; a just God and a Saviour; there is none beside Me. [Is 45:21]

Fiery darts are penetrating the minds of people, seeking to steal their peace, destroy their faith, kill their love, hope and trust in Me. Those who abide in Me and know My word will quench the fiery darts of the enemy. [Eph 6:16]

Stand fast.  Do not flinch or give up.  Look to Me, focus on Me for I AM and in Me is your strength to endure to the end.

Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabitants of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knows that he has but a short time. [Rev 12:12]

Lest Satan should get an advantage of us: for we are not ignorant of his devices. [2Cor 2:11]

As a loving parent, I the Lord tell you, to take time alone with Me. Listen carefully and you will hear My instructions well. Abide in Me and simply obey.

Seek the LORD and His strength, seek His face continually. [1Chr 16]

Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it ABIDE in the vine; no more can ye, except ye abide in Me. [Jn 15:4]

Then shall I arise in My righteousness; to establish you.

In righteousness shall you be established: you shall be far from oppression; for you shall not fear: and from terror; for it shall not come near you. [Is 54:24]

Rise up, LORD, and let Your enemies be scattered; and let them that hate You flee before You. [Num 10:35]




Why, o why, o why do you think I try the heart and the reins, to see if you love the Lord your God with all your heart, and all your mind, and all your strength, to see if you will trust Me and obey Me in all things? 

For the days come, when just like Abraham, just as Jacob, just as Joshua, just as David, just as Joseph (with Mary), I will tell you to, 'Arise, go!'... to
 leave everything.

You will not have time to question and delay, you will have to simply trust and obey, forsaking all to cling to Me. Do not try to understand and know everything. 

Believe My Word, believe My power, believe My love just as a child would do. Believe My promises in My Word, but also believe My personal promises to you. My sheep know My voice and another they will not follow.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart; and lean not unto your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge Him and He shall direct your steps.

Every word of God is pure: He is a shield unto them that put their trust in Him. [Prov3:5,6 - Prov30:5]

Do not trust in the things you see, for the things you see are temporal. The adversary works in the realm of the flesh. Often things are not what they appear to be, for Satan is the master of illusion, the father of lies, one who can appear as an angel of light.

On one hand, he is presenting great signs and wonders, as I foretold in My word. On the other hand, he is stirring up confusion, fear and unbelief by presenting circumstances that defy My word and personal promises to those who are trusting Me for answers to their prayers.

I allow what I allow to purge, to purify and even to try the hearts of My people so that they will walk holy, by faith with love, despite all outward appearances. Remember, you are in training, warrior.

Abide in Me and allow My perfect love to cast out all fear, for I have not given you a spirit of fear, but power, love and a sound mind. [2Tim 1:7] A double-minded man is unstable in all his ways. Be single minded, be sober, be vigilant. Trust in your Savior and Redeemer, Christ Jesus (Yeshua Ha’Maschiach).

Temptation and the Cross

In all things, give thanks. Offer up the sacrifice of praise. The father of lies and all of his evil army will seek to tempt you to draw you back into the world (Babylon) with all its lusts; the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes and the pride of life (and keep you off your cross). Persevere, warrior. I AM with you.

NOW is the time to seek Me. Now is the time to trust Me. Now is the time to pick up the cross and die to self. Now is the time of purifying.  Now is the time of testing and of training.  Now is the time to simply trust and obey.

For just as My beloved Son Jesus was tempted in the wilderness, in all things and in every way, so shall you be. Think it not a strange thing when fiery trials befall you, for such is happening amongst all the brethren. [1Pet 4:12, 13]

All thy works shall praise thee, O LORD; and thy saints shall bless thee. [Ps 145:10]

Winds are Changing


Come to Me...

You have heard of reports and testimonies of trial and tribulations and of great evil. Do not fear, but discern the hour and the day that you are in. Time is short. 
 Winds are changing; greater darkness is coming and shall increase.

Come... Come to Me and let us sup together.

In humility, pray, pour out your heart in brokenness, for I AM still the God who binds up the brokenhearted. I AM still He that comforts those with a broken and contrite spirit. 

[Repentance, turning away from sin (change your mind and ways) and turning back to the Lord God has ALWAYS been what it is all about. Now through the Christ Jesus, the Messiah [Yeshua], we can go to the Father. BP]

If My people, which are called by My name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. [2Chr 7:14 -see also 15]

-- (in verse 13, the Lord God spoke to Solomon that if there were no rain, and He sent devouring locusts, and pestilence (in other words, if He sent forth his judgments upon his people), then in verse 15, He promises he will be attentive to the prayers of his people if they do what he says in verse 14)]

Jesus said unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man comes unto the Father, but by me. [Jn 14:6]

The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me; because the LORD has anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound; [Is 61:1]

The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saves such as be of a contrite spirit[Ps 34:18]

Come unto me, all you that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. [Mat 11:28]

For as the shadow of great evil has cast itself over the land, as the wicked one arises, NOW is the TIME to abide, clinging to the Vine (Jesus); for we are at the end of the age.


Read Prayerfully

And then shall that Wicked One be revealed, whom the Lord shall consume with the breath of his mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of his coming:Even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders,  And with all deception of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved. [2Thes 2:8-10]

The Lord tells his Bride: Come, My beloved. I bid thee come...

Psalm 91

He that dwells in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in Him will I trust. 

Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.
 He shall cover you with His feathers, and under His wings shall you trust: His truth shall be your shield and buckler. 

You shall not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flies by day;
 Nor for the pestilence that walks in darkness; nor for the destruction that wastes at noonday. 

A thousand shall fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand; but it shall not come nigh you.
 Only with your eyes shall you behold and see the reward of the wicked. Because you have made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, your habitation; There shall no evil befall you, neither shall any plague come nigh your dwelling. 

For He shall give His angels charge over you, to keep you in all your ways.
 
They shall bear you up in their hands, least you dash your foot against a stone.
 


You shall tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shall you trample under feet. 


Because he has set His 
love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he has known My name. He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him. With long life will I satisfy him, and show him My salvation. [Ps 91: 1-15]

To the true, who daily seek My face, who abide and cling to Me, the great darkness will not frighten them. They have had eyes to see its approach. They are being prepared and lay down their lives to follow Me.

They are being taken to depths of intimacy so intensified that they do not desire to leave My presence. They have and are entering into new levels that are beyond anything they have experienced.  


Continually they learn that I AM the unsearchable Father and Creator. Deeper and deeper and closer and closer, they come unto Me, knowing Me in an increased intimacy that strengthens them and increases their faith.

They despise religious spirits and pride. They are humble before Me, ever eager to learn; ever searching their hearts, ever willing to be chastened if they are wrong, ever repentant if they fall short in word, deed or thought, ever pressing on to the mark (goal) for the prize of the high calling [in Christ Jesus], ever obedient, desiring My will and not their own will.

Their praise for Me is continually upon their lips as thanksgiving pours forth from the secret chambers of their heart. They worship Me in Spirit and in truth. 


They pray instantly, bearing each other’s burdens and crying out, with My passion for a lost and dying world. They do not consider themselves better than another, but are meek and humble, having often had a broken and contrite spirit. 



They have allowed Me to put within them a pure (clean) heart and I have given them clean hands. This is a process; be patient.  The purifying fires have been removing every spot and blemish, for I will have a holy Bride. These are My precious sons and daughters, in whom I delight.



For the Lord takes pleasure (delights) in his people: he will beautify the meek (humble) with salvation.  [Ps 149:4]

These are they who look to Me; daily picking up their cross, considering the cost and choose to live holy as I am holy. They understand the difference between being imperfect and walking in perfection (maturity, whole, complete). They know Me and I know them. They are Mine for they were bought with a price.



(End of word Lord gave me to share)

Greater Works

There are those who have been in training and being prepared for years, so that they will go through the tribulation in the power, and might and glory of their King, performing the very miracles of Him who went before them, for Yeshua, Christ Jesus, declared that those who believe in Him, shall do greater works than these because he goes to his Father...We must keep things in context within scripture. We wait on his timing, for events to happen as declared, as it is written in his word.

Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believes on Me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto My Father. [Jn 14:12]

Their heart is to do the Father's will. They walk by faith and not by sight. They fear neither man nor death; they do not seek to be pleasers of man but to please God [Yhvh, Jehovah, God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob (Israel).


They desire to only be obedient to the Lord's will and not their own. They continually search their own hearts and are in constant communion with their King and Lord [Creator, Great 
Spirit], for they understand full well, that apart from Jesus/Yeshua, they can do nothing. They seek the Lord God's face continually, clinging to Him. They walk humbly, doing justly, in love and obeying the commandments.


Though it is written that the Lord is no respecter of persons, there are those whom He has prepared and plans to use for such a time as this. A remnant [within all nations of the world] shall be protected in the days that fast approach, for just as Jesus the Christ (Messiah), they have learned and are learning obedience through what they have suffered. They walk upright and in holiness (by the power of the Holy Spirit, step by step). There will also be many martyred for their faith in Jesus/Yeshua, yet their reward awaits them.

Winds are Changing, Listen...

Just as events will occur that have never occurred before nor shall ever occur again, so shall the remnant [scattered globally throughout all nations of the world] move in the Lord's power performing greater works, as the prophets of old, as the apostles, as Christ Jesus, on whom they believe, for the word has thus been written, declaring that it shall be so. 

They overcome by the blood of the Lamb and the word of their testimony. All that they do, in Jesus' (Yeshua) name and for the living Lord God's [Creator] glory, will declare to the world, that there is only ONE God and there is no other. 

Remember that His ways are not our ways, nor are His thoughts as our thoughts. Simple trust, faith and obedience…
We serve a mighty, faithful and true King and Lord, our Savior, Messiah, Redeemer.

(End of Excerpt of Winds are Changing)

Continuing on, there is something that the Holy Spirit quickened in me during prayer about three weeks ago.

Just One Stone

All God’s people will face their own giants. I have one of my own to face and am facing him now. One can have faith to believe for miracles for others, but can fall short believing the same for themselves. Fear and unbelief go hand in hand, a foreboding giant that taunts (mocks, ridicules, insults, sneers) to keep one in bondage, from victory and the destiny God has planned.

When praying, I began to consider David and Goliath (which I think was the prompting of the Holy Spirit). I reflected upon the 5 stones, the sling and one stone, and a brute giant, a strongman, the choice warrior of the Philistine army. We know Goliath ridiculed the Israelites for sending out a healthy, comely youth instead of a seasoned warrior. The proud and arrogant giant was filled with contempt as he faced what he considered an unworthy opponent, who was armed with nothing but a shepherd’s staff, as if he (Goliath) were a dog. [1Sam 17:42, 43]

T    Then said David to the Philistine, You come to me with a sword, and with a spear, and with a shield: but I come to you in the name of the LORD of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied.

This day will the LORD deliver you into my hand; and I will smite you, and take your head from you; and I will give the carcasses of the host of the Philistines this day unto the fowls of the air, and to the wild beasts of the earth; that all the earth may know that there is a God in Israel.
A    And all this assembly shall know that the LORD saves not with sword and spear: for the battle is the LORD'S, and he will give you into our hands.  [1Sam 17:45-47]

With that in mind, a lesson followed. My heart was aching over what I considered failure in overcoming my giant, my strongman. Who wants to walk in hypocrisy? My very blog heads up with the verse from Revelation 12:11 about overcoming by the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony. The Lord assures us that he does a good work in us [Phil 1:6], and his Word is true, but we have our part to do as well. That is a whole other topic, and I am sure many solid believers have written on it.

Back to my giant that stands before me. The Holy Spirit brought the famous story of David and Goliath before me and then created a profound lesson. I was to consider the “sling” as my “will”; the one “stone” as my “obedience”. I was to take hold of my will and choose to obey and by faith take down my  giant (overcome, victory), and with the sword of the giant (lies of Satan, fear, doubt, unbelief) cut off the giant’s (strongman/stronghold) head with his own sword.

Face your giant in the name of Jesus and trust in God. Line your will up with God’s will and obey. Faith will carry you through to victory.

Stand before Goliath (Satan/ strongmanin the name of the Lord Jesus/Yeshua. Take hold of the sling (your willand with just one stone (obedience), you shall slay the giant and those who are behind him [Philistines] (demons) will flee. Satan’s efforts will be dead, cut off the very weapon(s) he planned to take you down with, to keep you from victory (and your destiny).

Take the sling (your willand place just one stone within it (obedience), and faith will carry the stone to hit the target (dead-center) that takes down Goliath (strongman) and the Philistines (other giants and army with them aka demons) will flee.

And David put his hand in his bag, and took from there a stone, and slung it, and smote the Philistine in his forehead; that the stone sunk into his forehead; and he fell upon his face to the earth. So David prevailed over the Philistine with a sling and with a stone, and smote the Philistine, and slew him; but no sword was in the hand of David.  [1Sam 17:49, 50]

Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil and he will flee. [Jam 4:7]

Then he answered and spoke unto me, saying, This is the word of the Lord unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by My Spirit, says the Lord of hosts. Who are you, O great mountain? Before Zerubbabel you shall become a plain: and he shall bring forth the headstone thereof with shoutings, crying, Grace, grace unto it.  [Zech 4:6, 7]

I understood the lesson. I have to face my giant, take hold of my sling and place just one stone in it and let go, faith in Christ Jesus and God’s promises will carry the stone to bring victory and overcome the enemy.

Choose (willto obey (just one stone; obedience is all it takesand faith in Jesus Christ (trusting God) will bring victory. To overcome requires the name of the Lord (the blood of the Lamb) and the word (God’s word) of our testimony. His Spirit is our courage; His love, our strength.

When God corrects us, he then instructs us and leads us in the way to go to victory. He does his part and we do our part. There are many visions, personal promises that are conditional (NOT all – each person will know, and they will understand why).

It requires faith, obedience and waiting on God’s timing for it to come to fruition. The battle is the Lord’s; the outcome is his, but we must do our part by obeying what the Holy Spirit tells us.

The lesson is simple. Faith and trust in God defeats fear and unbelief. Obedience brings reward (victory). David and Goliath is only one example of how faith, trust and obedience will bring victory and fulfillment of God’s promise. In this case, God’s personal promise to David (to be king) would be fulfilled in God’s time. There was still much David had to go through to reach his destiny.

It was the same for Abraham, Joseph, Moses, Mary, Christ Jesus, and the list goes on. It is the same for us.

Final Words


It was brought to my attention that many believers sensed that a false flag might occur on Thanksgiving/Black Friday in the United States. Multitudes of Christians (the number only God himself knows) prayed.

I told a friend that I heard the word “thwarted” (prevent from accomplishing) in my spirit, followed up with that word coming before my eyes in the random places. God answers the prayers of those who trust in Him. I firmly believe that God ‘thwarted’ an event due to the prayers of the saints.

 The Holy Spirit repeated the words “be sober, be vigilant” several times in the past couple of weeks. A couple of days ago when I was lying in bed and praying, I had a brief vision of a roaring lion with open mouth of long fangs and angry, hateful eyes. It was like a snapshot. I understood it was the enemy.

Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walks about, seeking whom he may devour:  [1Pet 5:8]

Perhaps what was ‘thwarted’ was the ‘storm on the horizon’, but the Lord said recently, “The storm is intensifying on the horizon.” That is all I know. He may piece it together through other messengers, but we can be assured that He is faithful in warning his people.  He will speak to you through his word, through the Holy Spirit and whatever way he so chooses, but He does speak to people.

And you said, Behold, the Lord our God has shown us his glory and his greatness, and we heard his voice out of the midst of the fire: we have seen this day that God does talk with man, and he lives.  [Deut 5:24]

Two other things that came to the forefront: highway of holiness [and the] way of the cross (die to self daily). 
I believe the brief vision of a (very real looking) roaring lion is a warning that is not just personal but corporate. Keep alert, be prayerful. God is fully in control (Sovereign).

I end with this word from a fine brother who has now gone on to be with the Lord, along with his beloved wife.

Brother Wilkerson wrote: (April 27, 2011)

To those going through the valley and shadow of death, hear this word: Weeping will last through some dark, awful nights – and in that darkness you will soon hear the Father whisper,

‘I am with you. I cannot tell you why right now, but one day it will all make sense. You will see it was all part of My plan. It was no accident. It was no failure on your part. Hold fast. Let me embrace you in your hour of pain.”

Beloved, God has never failed to act but in goodness and love.
(End excerpt)

The latter portion was written and posted in 2018 on this blog. https://crossinthewilderness.blogspot.com/2018/12/just-one-stone-prt-4-dont-give-up-just.html

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