Showing posts with label rebellion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rebellion. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 29, 2026

The Alarm of War

 [Updated: Apr.30/26 - font correction; also clarified explanation re: KJV, sin and God's mercy, grace and goodness. Comparison to the time of Noah, and for obvious reasons, Jeremiah's time compared (briefly) to now, a precursor to upcoming article. Other touchups surrounding deception (AI clue)... Pray to God I can get this done in a timely fashion - BP]


Warfare - Not Just Physical, but Spiritual

My bowels, my bowels! I am pained at my very heart; my heart makes a noise in me; I cannot hold my peace, because you have heard, O my soul, the sound of the trumpet, the alarm of war NKJV [New King James Version]

My heart, my heart; I writhe in pain! My heart pounds within me! I cannot be still. For I have heard the blast of enemy trumpets and the roar of their battle cries. NLT [New Living Translation]

My anguish, my anguish! I writhe in pain! Oh, the walls of my heart! My heart is beating wildly; I cannot keep silent, for I hear the sound of the trumpet, the alarm of war.  ESV [English Standard Version]

The above are three different translations of Jeremiah 4:19 I chose. It is handy to have all versions available online, but I happen to have them in my home also Sometimes I struggle trying to understand the King James.  Hypothetically, I hit a time warp in some spots, and still cannot connect the dots, but with the help of other translations, language is more modern. 

I choose translations that do not stray from the original translation. Who are we to change what God has established? Some words of antiquity have changed meaning over time. That is where we need the guidance of the most Holy Spirit.

These verses are not chosen for sensationalism, or any "ism" whatsoever. My sole intent is to reveal the urgency, depth, and anguish the prophet was suffering, bearing the weight of understanding the judgment of Yahweh [God Almighty/El Shaddai], and to compare it to the time we are in now. 

Jeremiah deeply loved the people he prophesied to, his people, Yahweh's people. Warfare was coming as a form of judgment in the physical realm. The Lord was going to allow the Babylonians (Chaldeans) to invade, like a "lion" coming out of his thicket. In an upcoming article, I will expound on this.

Yes, Jeremiah spoke of a physical battle. How he grieved knowing it was due to idolatry and rebellion on the part of his people. Yet, it was a spiritual warfare as well. Since the Garden of Eden, Satan has continued to temp and influence mankind. Many do not see Satan or his presence in the OT (Old Testament), but he is very much there, sprinkled throughout the entire testament.

From a "lying spirit" desiring to enter the mouths of the prophets to speak to Ahab with lies, [1Kings 22:21-23] to standing at Joshua's right side to accuse him, [Zech 3:1], and even speaking to God about Job [Job 1:9-11] - and there are more examples. 

Unbelief does not change the fact that mankind is in a spiritual warfare with an invisible enemy who has his own armies, his own agents. At chosen moments, Satan and any one of his evil ones can manifest in the physical realm, either speaking through some unsaved vessel, or going further and possessing them.

The time approaches when he will make an appearance very soon, the lawless one, the son of perdition, proudly presenting himself (at first) as pious, here to 'help' mankind. AI (Artificial Intelligence) is going to play a big part in this. It is already grossly influential throughout the world, and becoming stronger. 

I have tried to warn people to balance usage with AI, using it as a resource, a helpful tool, yes, but not to make it your "go-to" for all answers, thus pushing El Shaddai, the LIVING God out of the way. So many say they do not commit idolatry, and do not bow to any 'god', yet they 'bow' to AI, as in bowing their head to read their screens or to text.

They run to AI for all their answers. I have written about this before. I wrote of one man who said he felt closer to ChatGPT than his wife because ChatGPT "understood" him - it "got" him more than his wife did. More on this in upcoming article, but I am going to post a link for Speak Unto Us Smooth Things - Prophesy Deceits, written in 2018. It is lengthy and covers much, but in there - eight years ago! - was a mention of "made-to-order" sex robots, to satisfy all your needs.

That was eight years ago. One time after I bought a new computer, the salesman laughed and said, "You think it's sad how fast a new car depreciates, the moment it leaves the lot. Well, welcome to technology. By the time you purchase a new PC or tablet, it's outdated by months already before you leave the store." Of course, that was 20 years ago, and at the time, I laughed. I am not laughing now.

Jeremiah was dealing with a people corrupted by idolatry, disobedience and rebellion. Today, many people are angry, a huge number (including church leaders) rebelling against God, yet insisting it is all "for His glory" alone (I know, that's risky, giving the headliner of my blog lol); however, it is true - discernment and the Holy Spirit's help alone will help us navigate and discern the true from the false. The lines are more than blurred, often having disappeared, making a difference extremely difficult to spot.

Many unbelievers have been disillusioned by the exposure of sexual predators in leadership, taking advantage of their positions of trust. Others have been misled to their hurt by false brethren who reject you from their 'clique' if you do not measure up. Since the days of the apostles (and before), false prophets speak forth prophecies that come through divination.

If some happen to come true, people cling to them as if they are real, and will swipe away angrily at you if you speak against them. They do not discern that they are grifters because they "pray", they speak the right words (thanks to AI these days, as well as plagiarism).

There are false teachers with doctrines of demons, and fabricated teachings, convincing, yet not true. People love the charismatic types, especially if they also play music or sing. People love to be entertained. Do not speak of sin, rebellion, the cross and the precious blood that redeems. Do not speak of dying to self (that is, to let go of our desires and wants of the flesh and pursue God and spiritual things). 

We have entered a time where people believe what they do is right, and they can justify what they say and do because "God understands -- He sees the heart."  Yes, He does, but God's thoughts are far higher than our thoughts, and His ways fare beyond our ways. 

 Did he feel like a failure if they did not repent? They had tasted of the goodness of God, the countless times He had covered them in His mercy, and forgiving them by undeserved grace.

Yet, they also witnessed His wrath, His wonder of His power and His sore yet just displeasure - where mercy so often flickered throughout His judgments. For example, in the days of Noah, Yahweh had 'every' right to destroy all of mankind and simply start over. There would be no one to question Him, and as Creator, He owed (or owes) no one an explanation. Like it or not, it is a fact.

Yet, in His goodness , grace and mercy, and despite the pathetic, corrupted condition the world was in and the gross evil being carried out by all creation (perversions and abominations on every level), God searched and found Noah.

Even though he was not sinless, Noah was a man of faith who loved God and obeyed His commandments. Noah found grace in God's eyes [Gen 6:8], and he, along with his family, were to build an ark and bring aboard animals and birds; seven each of the clean, and two each of the unclean (male and female) of the animals.

As for fowls, Noah was to bring two, male and female. [Gen 7:2-3] Noah and his family would be the ones to begin the human race once again.

n Deuteronomy, the Israelites had to face the city's occupants (they were called "great and tall" people [Deut 9:2] KJV; "strong and tall" NLT)

Jeremiah was pleading with them to repent, to turn away from their idolatry, disobedience and rebellion. It is the same today. Name one nation that does not have to repent before a holy and just Creator, and I will drop every pebble in my hands...along with yours.

 Repentance Seems to be a Cuss Word to Stubborn People

He that refuses instructions despises his own soul: but he that hears reproof gets understanding. [Prov 15:32] NKJV

If you reject discipline, you only harm yourself; but if you listen to correction, you grow in understanding. NLT

Sometimes, a different translation broadens the horizon of understanding.                                                                                                                                  In Jeremiah's day, the Israelites were steeped in idolatry...again. They were disobedient to the commandments of God. They did what they wanted to do. If they wanted to drink wine, they did. If they wanted to party, they did. If they liked a prophet, who was anyone to say who they should and shouldn't listen to. They spoke of God.

Isn't that not how it is even today? People get upset if you call their favourite person a false prophet, especially if they have a nice smile, and pray up a storm, and mention Jesus. 

Who cares if they charge you $200 to tour their land; it's for a good cause. Look at old videos with a humble background; fast-forward a few years and such decorations, such class! But it's all for the glory of Jesus...

What is wrong with many of the people who call themselves Christians? I can barely wrap my head around all the charges that involve sex and abuse by leaders in positions of trust. Infidelity, adultery, fornication, it is a long, tangled list. Where is the fear of God among these people?

Years and years of abuse, some of these charismatic leaders have been hiding their behaviour, even from their wives or husbands. They have mass following because they are just so 'godly', so 'prophetic' (thanks to Google, AI, news sites, insiders giving tips, connections - especially political connections).

And children, always targeting children, some as young as two, some younger -- I know, I do know. These perverts, these predators target the underage, the young, the helpless, the innocent, the trusting - like they are objects, void of feelings or emotions. 

I was introduced to the knowledge of it when I was in a Catholic orphanage, but I had no idea, no idea how global it was and is, not then, and even now. It was never something to be discussed, or even mentioned.

1971-76

I became more keenly aware of it when I was kidnapped for 77 days, from Saturday, November 28, 1970 (my 16th birthday) to Saturday, February 13, 1971 - the day before Valentine's Day, so I would be sure to remember "no love was lost". The rendezvous point was the massive parking lot of Yorkdale Shopping Centre, the largest mall in Canada in 1971.

No police! If even one cop was spotted, all deals were off. I had seen the butt end of the gun tucked into the waist band of the jeans. I had family; I was 12 years older than one sister, and nine years older than another. They were so young. I had parents. Understood! I did not even so much as look back at my captors. 

I saw my ex-military stepfather, standing tall, all six-foot, three-inches of him standing beside his new 1971 Ford LTD (company car - new each year) in his long dark trench coat.

Excited to be free, I began to run, but almost halted. As soon I saw the stone-faced glare of my stepfather, I slowed back to a 'walk'. It was not a 'welcome home' moment. He did not look happy to see me alive after 77 long days. He looked angry that I had interrupted his weekend.

No, this is not about me, or what happened to me, but be assured, I do not speak from a place where I watched a lot of movies, or videos, or did a lot of reading. I know what I am talking about...

These things have been going on long before I was born. We all need to keep close to Jesus; to keep a repentant heart. Whole nations need to be repenting.  

Is there one godly leader upon this earth leading his people to the one, true living God? One?

And now we have "Christians" [I use that term loosely here - more like wolves in disguise] who are now saying "empathy is a sin"! If you do not here the 'hiss' of a serpent, seducing the people to bite into the poisoned fruit, then ears need deep cleaning!

                                     

Perhaps I should ask, which Jesus do you serve? Please check your Bible at Mark  chapter seven. Yeshua is speaking with a Canaanite woman (Gentile) who is pleading with Him to deliver her daughter from a demon.

When He states that His mission is with the children of Israel, she comes back with how even "the dogs eat the breadcrumbs from under their master's table." Did He not demonstrate profound empathy and mercy? A child needed merciful deliverance.

Then there is John, chapter eight, when the Pharisees and scribes brought a woman caught in adultery before Jesus and threw her at His feet. I have always thought that it took two (2) to commit adultery, yet there was only one brought to Jesus. The Pharisees wanted to see what Jesus/Yeshua would do, hoping to trap Him. Wisdom spoke.

He challenged them - any among them who had no sin was to cast the first stone. You likely could have heard a pin drop, but instead, what was heard was rock after rock, stone after stone, and pebble after pebble fall to the ground, until the courtyard was empty.


He asked the woman where her accusers were. "Has no man condemned you?" "No man, Lord," she said. "Neither do I condemn you: go, and sin no more." [Jn9:10-11]

Empathy. He knew the shame and humiliation she felt. Profound empathy and mercy. So, are we witnessing a more subtle approach to good being called evil, and evil being called good? It is as if some think that we cannot balance matters, or use critical thinking anymore.

Distractions, Wasted Time and Worse

he claims he was 'doctor'

Trump insists that AI (Artificial Intelligence) was putting him out as a 'doctor', not as Christ. An uproar arose on social media, and Trump, who is very much like Herod and Caesar (a people-pleaser) took it down.

Dr. Jesus costume for
Halloween
Since Dr. Jesus is not an unknown costume, people were not convinced that trump was not comparing himself to Jesus. Plenty of costumes show up since Jesus is known as the "healer". Even certain churches have made Dr. Jesus outfits.

Dr. Jesus embroidered on outfit

This post is not a literal post. What does that even mean? l(We are being distracted, pulled in every direction to keep us unprepared until the lawless one, the son of perdition is on the scene.

Do you see the signs? Even when people lie to our faces, there are those who accept what they are saying and doing - EVEN amidst the lies. I realize that at the time of election, there was not much choice for Americans. It was either Kamala Harris or Donald Trump. 

Kamala Harris or Trump? Americans did not have much choice. Kamala Harris told a Christian man who shouted out, “Jesus is Lord.” She was talking about Roe vs Wade. She mocks them as the crowd cheers. “You guys are at the wrong rally. I think you meant to go to the smaller one down the street.” She is quite pleased with herself.

Even still, Trump was not doing that great - that is, until the "failed assassination attempt". The alleged assassination attempt. I am not convinced. My first thought was that it was not real, that it was staged. No one was supposed to get hurt, but a bullet ricocheted, and a loving father was killed protecting his daughter.

There were two more 'staged' events. One with a set up in a tree, abandoned. Another, a gun seen poking out at the golf course and Secret Service got it. Then, the other night...how brave he is, everyone is saying. God keeps saving his life many Christians parrot each other.

The Iran war, this from the president who promised peace. there is a lot going on. Peace, peace, when there is no peace. Trump forms the Board of Peace (only one billion dollars each to join), with none other than Jared Kushner, Chief ARCHITECT, catchy name, don't you think? He has two titles where 'architect' is in it.

Dark Star - Nemesis

Nemesis

There is Nemesis (Planet X, Nibiru, the Destroyer, and other names) - many still say it's manufactured. That is why this is not the intended post. In fact, I had not planned to say much more except that we have been greatly distracted. 

What is going to cause the sky to be rolled back like a scroll and the stars to fall? So much is in the Bible. Every day hearts wax colder and colder. May 1st, a witches tune if year, but these past few years, with the Year of the Snake, followed by the Year of the Dragon, and back to Year of the Snake.

Erika Kirk, Epstein, there is much going on. Trump ready to annihilate an entire nation, men, women, children because why? Long ago, the Lord placed in my spirit not to judge a people by its leaders.

Is the world judging all Americans like Trump? All Canadians as  Carney (remember Trudeau?), or all of France as Macron. 

There are humanoid robots who are outperforming humans. Their skin has become soft and pliable, with veins and arteries. They are working on a regular body temperatures.

Back in 2018, I had written about how advanced technology was, and how people could order humanoid sex robots, specifying age, gender, height, measurements, hair colour, outfit, every single detail, made to order, including languages/languages.  

I cannot remember if they were working on signing (sign language), or if it was already a done deal. Keep in mind, this was eight (8) years ago. things move speedily in the digital and technological world.

If you are interested, go to about halfway down, past the Restrooms picture and Justin Trudeau. Speak Unto Us Smooth Things - Prophesy Deceits

Also discussed, which has come full circle now is the topic of UFOs and apparitions. Interestingly, there is a section (a snippet actually) that speaks about old diseases being resurrected (that came to me in a vision of a stagecoach (a silhouette of carriage and horses and a couple of drivers).

The message states that some antibiotics will not be effective on some of these diseases. I said, "interestingly", because for the past eight (8) days I have been fighting an upper respiratory sickness that antibiotics will not touch.

I said to a couple of friends that to me that suggests that it comes from a virus, and not bacteria, as antibiotics cannot touch a virus. I am getting some strong, pure Vitamin C crystals, 2000 mg. It worked in the past.

Years ago, Bill Gates (after Covid, I think) mentioned an upper respiratory sickness. Wonder how the heck he knew that? Prophetic? No, we know better.

So, I will end this here because there is so much to talk about. Some things that were touched upon, such as President Trump need to go deeper, as the Lord sees fit. It has been an unusual day. So much has hindered my writing over the past few years, but until the Lord says stop, I will do my best.

For the past 19-20 years (this blog began May 2008) but sadly I removed the first five years to put on a new website. I did not plan well, and a virus hit the external. I've managed to save some, but the person who was going to gift me the website had a change of heart.

That is okay. People change their minds all the time, and she chose to. I cannot compromise, no matter what 'gift' is offered. I will stand before a holy and just God, and I have a healthy fear of the Lord, my Creator and Saviour.

for His glory alone

Bonita                     dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com









































































































































































































































































                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 \\\                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  





















Friday, August 8, 2025

Paradigm Shift- A Message When Least Expected

A Message When Least Expected

(NOTE: Edited a broken sentence and added two pictures -BP)

unexpected messages

click any pic to enlarge

I was strongly moved to repost a prophetic message that was written thirteen [13] years ago. Many times over the past couple of decades (since 2004 approximately), scriptures from Joel 2 and Acts 2 have been the motivation behind my posting prophetic messages.

And it shall come to pass afterward that I will pour out My Spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions:

And also upon the servants and upon the handmaids in those days will I pour out My Spirit. [Joel 2:2-29: Acts 2:17-18]

David would not touch God's anointed
Saul did not care; Yahweh protected David

To me, the above scriptures reveal that El Shaddai (Yahweh) is not showing favoritism or partiality, as some who call themselves 'prophets' indirectly (mostly) suggest, with phrases like: 'Touch not My anointed; do My prophets no harm'. [1Chron 16:22; Ps 105:15]

Since Eden, the living God had a plan of salvation. Genesis chapter 3:14 onward lays out God's plan, which, most likely the serpent did not expect. There is a purpose and intent behind the quoting of the 'touch not' scriptures that the false teachers/prophets love to spin. 

Firstly, the scriptures are taken out of context. The Word of God is direct, and cannot possibly be misunderstood.

O you seed of Israel His servant, you children of Jacob [Israel], His chosen ones.  [1Chron 16:14] 

Then further on:

When you were but few, even a FEW, and strangers in it. And when they went from nation to nation, and from one kingdom to another people; He allowed NO MAN to do them wrong; yea, He reproved [rebuked, scolded] kings for their sakes,

Saying, Touch not My anointed, and do My prophets no harm. Sing unto the Lord [Yahweh], all the earth; show forth from day to day His salvation. [vs 20-23] NKJV [Emphasis is mine]

It is clear-cut. Abraham's seed, Israel (Jacob's name was changed by God) are the chosen ones. And Yahweh warns that He will allow no man to do them wrong

False teachers and false prophets today quote the verse, giving people the [wrong] impression that it is somehow pointing to them today, that they are the ones who are divinely appointed or divinely chosen. 

(You have to watch and listen carefully over a period of time to hear the false teachers/prophets 'double-speak'.) They will testify that they knew they had a prophetic gift when they were young, perhaps someone said something to them, or they saw or heard something at a young age that proved prophetic.

Either that or they will insist they are NOT prophets, yet quote the above scripture if challenged too profusely, or accused of being false. Those scriptures are to silently dare the accusers to 'cast the first stone. If not, then repent for speaking against God's chosen.' 

The false prophets, false apostles, and false teachers quote those scriptures so often around the globe that it is overkill. It is astounding how many people will follow these false ones - followed by the thousands, even hundreds of thousands in some cases.

Chosen For a Reason 

Abraham's descendants (seed) through
Jacob [Israel] are the chosen ones.

The Jewish people (Israelites) are still the 'chosen', except by those who believe Israel has been replaced by the church, which is a lie (replacement theory). That is a bold-faced lie, and a doctrine of demons. Antisemitism has escalated exponentially all around the world. 

Many of the prophets compete (silently) with each other. Yet on the other hand, they support each other against the accusers who call them false prophets, even after countless failed prophecies. Instead, they highlight the ones that DID come to pass.

Hmm, and all this time, I thought they wanted to glorify Jesus. Oh right, they do.

Around 2012? (give or take, I would have to try and dig through the archives), I wrote an article called: It is Not a Competition, It is About Love. Think upon the two commandments Jesus spoke of, the two upon which hung all the law and the prophets hung. [Mat 22:37-50] 

caring for a wounded enemy

The first commandment to love God with all we are (heart, soul, mind, strength), and to love our neighbour as ourselves. Man, that is a topic all in itself - with all this superficial, fake love going around the world (with everyone and their uncle flashing heart symbols with the hands). 

There is a cost to this walk...will you turn your face and walk away too?

Even the devil is professing love and unity, and we know what a liar he is, but he is a master counterfeiter, copy-cat. (Sitting on my hands so I do not go down that rabbit trail with all its maze of tunnels lol

With all my heart it is my hope that Christ is seen as the core, the focal point behind [and in] the prophetic messages I post. I could never call myself a prophet. The ancient prophets NEVER got it wrong unless they were false, prophets of Baal.

double-speak = forked tongue

You never heard them say, "I am not perfect. I see in part and prophesy in part. I make mistakes; I'm human." If you say anything like that, do not call yourself a prophet and do not continue telling the meaning behind things and telling people what is coming in the future.

It was over a decade or more ago, perhaps twelve or thirteen years ago, that  the Holy Spirit led me to write that people today have exchanged daily horoscope readings for daily prophetic words.

And look at those who do NOT call themselves "prophets". If they are going away to a conference or on holidays, they will pre-record their daily 'prophetic' word so that nobody misses anything whilst they are away.

Could you see Jonah or Elijah doing that - leaving 'messages' with a scribe or another prophet to deliver them to the people whilst they are away, so they can keep in touch with Yahweh. How does that even sound? Ridiculous, right? Right!

The Sin of Rebellion, Idolatry - Witchcraft

seducing  spirit
temptation is not a sin
but make the wrong choice and...
sin is sin

I remember the day where I had no fear of the Lord, the day I rebelled and fell into idolatry. I was tempted and I listened to the wrong voice. Confusion was my portion. What a wretched harlot - choosing a sinful, perverted man over the purity and holiness of the only begotten Son of God, Jesus Christ. What a fool!

(Bad love is better than no love, I used to say). I was steeped in deception, believing I was so horrible that even my own family legally disowned me in court, so afraid that I would try and come after an inheritance, after their 'riches'.

I never wanted their money - I only ever wanted their love. It never happened.

Despite all my sins (and the guilt and shame that overflowed a stained and tarnished cup, marred fragments of something no longer distinguishable - hints of what once was in the shadows), the day came when I genuinely repented with godly sorrow, broken beyond repair - no longer of any use. 

Jesus (Yeshua) forgave me. I felt like the woman caught in adultery, the woman at the well, the sinful woman who was despised by all who saw her as she washed the feet of the Messiah with her tears, and dried His feet with her hair, anointing them with expensive perfume.

All these women wrapped up into one, still would not adequately describe my uncleanness, or my wretched state. And still, the Good Shepherd had found the black sheep completely covered in the filth of the world and the stench of sin.

And yet, He did not desert me. The Holy Spirit works with unbelievers (despite what some say). He will never force us to come to Jesus, but He surely knows the way to the heart. The choices are ours to make.

Things have accelerated, they have been ramped up due to the shortened time. I believe the Lord grants people strength without them realizing it, but that is personal speculation. 

He is so faithful, merciful in His judgments, wise in distributing justice, but loving us enough to punish us so we have the opportunity to learn, repent and turn away from sins that will lead to our destruction.       

When I realized the depth and fullness of my sins, my pride, arrogance and rebellion, I wept until I could not weep anymore... crushed, flattened like roadkill, not only broken and crushed under the weight of my sins, but under the heavy condemnation and accusations of the adversary and enemies of the cross.

The journey was long before this wretched woman, this idolater, who had committed every abominable sin one can think of humbly bowed before a holy Saviour. His perfect blood washed me, cleansed me with fullers soap.

Refiners fire purified me, purged in the fire...He had always told me, "first the inside of the cup". It took so long -- Mercy was granted and grace. Judgment and justice had been carried out. 

Sin has consequences. Just as King David, as repentant as he was (and he was - there is no mention of him ever sinning again in lust after Bathsheba). When he repented after her, David genuinely repented with godly sorrow.

we are responsible for
our choices

Sadly, he too bore the consequences of his sins. Solomon was full of lust as David had been, but worse. He disobeyed God by marrying foreign wives, after God told him not to because they would lead him into idolatry. That happened.

Absalom (the king's beloved son) rebelled against David and even plotted to kill him. He killed a half-brother, Amnon, two years after he had raped Absalom's sister Tamar. Later, Absalom was killed by Joab when he was riding a donkey in the woods and his hair got caught in a lower branch of a tree. 

I bore the consequences of my sins. I fell into idolatry, and chased after love (something very foreign to me as even my own parents legally disowned me in court so I would not go after an inheritance, their money - they were well off. My mother had two daughters with my step-father who received the money.) 

I never grew up with them; I was on the street at 16, a few months after I was returned after being kidnapped for 95 days (a little more than two and a half months). Even though a rendezvous point was made at a large city mall parking lot in broad daylight, my parents did not believe much of what I said.

That broke my heart. You see, there were three gang members in the vehicle that drove me to the place. They parked four or six (not sure) rows away from where my stepfather parked. 

The last thing said to me was not to say a word about where I was held (the house), or there would be hell to pay. It was spoken as the jacket was moved ever so slightly so that I could see enough of a Smith & Wesson Magnum .357 [model 19] to know he meant business.

No one can tell me that Jesus did not protect me back then, and even the family (we moved out of province shortly after; my parents were so furious at me, as if I planned on being kidnapped). I had to leave home to live on the streets just for peace of mind.

                                            

Yes, Jesus was with me even when I did not deserve it. Through all my lust, all my addictions, all my idolatry, all of it, He saw something in me that I did not see. Although I had a long way to go, Jesus was (is) longsuffering; He is steadfast.

Even when I could not put two and two together about God or Jesus - I had no clue at all. I never saw any of them (anyone involved in the kidnapping) ever again, and that was sixty years ago [CORRECTION: Sorry, what was I thinking? Hard memory...I was 16, so it was 54 years ago, not 60--BP). 

I would not even recognize them today, if they are even alive. (Many of them were older than me, 20s, 30s) I forgave each and every one, long ago - and THAT is the Holy Spirit's work, and the mercy and grace of Jesus Christ. His glory!

Yes, the Good Shepherd has been marvelous to me - as undeserving as I am.  He was with me and I did not know it.

He waited so many years and I have no clue why...He is beyond words. Jesus is an absolutely astounding Creator. What a good, good God we have...Most of my life I wasted, but now in the winter of my life - it is like He gave me a second, third, fourth (70x7 chance) to be a winter rose.

winter roses


I am not the same person I was even three years ago. He changes us; it is a process. He does it for all of us.

Being confident of this very thing; He who began a good work in you will complete (perform) it until the day of Jesus Christ. [Phil 1:6]

No matter what you have done, you can be forgiven. The only unforgiveable sin is blasphemy of the most Holy Spirit. Time is running out and so many are not paying attention. The youth are hungry for truth, but so are many adults.

Be encouraged, the Lord does have His people scattered around, yes, even on YouTube. Ask the Holy Spirit to guide you, in Jesus' name. He will...grab your Bible. Use it please...trust Jesus.

Be rid of FEAR (it always hangs out with unbelief). I flunked a test recently but I am so glad! What wonderful lessons and strengthening has come about as a result of that.  I mentioned it very recent posts. Witchcraft is rampant, and my oh my, they are dressed up as "prophets of God".

Please be careful. Please involve the Holy Spirit in your selections. Sometimes I forget too, but we need to start making new good habits, and disciplining ourselves more. It will pay off - we have a Helper, an Advocate, we are not on our own. More on this hopefully in upcoming posts. Glory to God; I exalt you Yeshua!

Do not give up. There are godly men and godly women (I am not speaking about women pastors or prophets, but those who have podcasts and great guests, those who are warning about false doctrines, and providing outstanding examples...and much more.


In 2011, the Lord put "the clash of the kingdoms" on my heart. I often mentioned it on a radio program I hosted called Time of Revealing, and later W.O.E. (Warriors of Endurance) in the Time of Revealing. Abba is the magnificent. I love the Lord.

Friends, there is a remnant out there, yes, even on YouTube, honest-to-goodness teachers who are sounding alarms, and pointing out the wolves, and the false doctrines. I hope to point people in the right direction soon, but you can always, and I do mean, ALWAYS trust Jesus. God is our Rock, an ever present help!

Now I would like to share with you a message given to me back in 2012. Thank goodness I posted it again in April, 2015, as I lost many articles from May 2008 until December 2012. Articles off this blog that I had placed on an external hard drive, preparing a new website that someone said they were buying for me.

Sadly, she changed her mind but my grief was when I had made the mistake of not copying all my files from those years. Ransomware got on my external and countless files were lost.

That being said (I have told the story many times over the years), I am led to repost the following from the "Paradigm Shift" series, Part 1 (one). The link will be provided after I post two more articles. 

Below is the first of three. May the Lord bless you as only He can do.
                                    ==--==--==--==--==

February 3, 2012 – [02.03.2012]

Paradigm Shift

Paradigm Shift
Old meets new - Man meets AI

Nothing is greater than the
Sovereign and Providential Yahweh

A Message When Least Expected

(this title was not in the original post; it is for now: in Christ's love)

cling to Jesus like grapes to a Vine

Can you still trust Me when you seemingly have no outward joy in life, faint hope and trials that seem never-ending? Will you wait upon Me and wait for Me, when I am silent? 

Have you been in hiding or gone into hiding, just as Elijah was in hiding in a cave by Brook of Cherith? Yes, David hid in caves as well. Do you feel cut off from the world and everything worldly? Do you feel cut off by others who have called themselves by My name?

Do you feel bound, hand and foot – desiring to go where I will send you, but unable to yet go, for I have not said where, when or how? Do your hands feel inactive – desiring to do more, to do greater works, to be more empowered by My Holy Spirit? 

Do you feel that I have passed you over? Do you wonder what you have done for Me that has pleased Me or been of any real significance? Do you search your heart and weep because you seem so far from where you desire to be, or think you should be, yet you know that I have brought you far from where you once were?

Have you covered your mouth at times, unsure if you should speak forth that which is burning deep within? Do you feel that when you do speak, it seems as though no one listens and those that do are few? Is your spirit heavy; are you struggling to speak life over the aching of your shattered heart? Do you feel at times as if your light is hidden under a bushel? 

                                      

Does it seem at times like your candle has been put out or very weak at best? In a moment of weakness, do you feel as though your holiness is defiled? Do you feel burnt out; sifted as wheat; misunderstood, unappreciated, profaned or weak?  Do you struggle within, desiring for it all to end? Do you feel close to death or do you desire that your time here ends soon? You have cried out like Job, like Elijah …

"Let My people go", I spoke through Moses. "Unbind him and let him go", My Son Jesus/Y’shua spoke about Lazarus when he came forth from the grave. Come out; come out from amongst them.

I have spoken to My people, come out of the tombs of the dead churches. I have said to come out of Babylon; come out of Egypt; come out from the world; touch no unclean thing. Be separate, for you are in the world, but not of this world.

As Lazarus, My people could not see ahead at first, nor were their steps sure. Unbind them and let them go, I have said to the tormenting spirits. Death must come, death to the old and you shall see My resurrection power in the new.

Shake off your heaviness and your multitude of sorrows, for I have not finished with My mercies towards you. I shall be glorified. When you bring forth in lamentation, sorrow and great labor, I shall give you rest, and ease your labor.

I shall strengthen you. When you go into the field, laced by the woods, it is a place of solitude, yea, but you shall be shut in with Me. Do not be afraid, nor let your heart be troubled. I AM with you.  

For you shall go out with joy, and be led forth with peace: the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.  [Is 55: 12]

Travail and bring forth, for from the labor (great pain), miraculous victory is birthed.

Gethsemane and the Death Cry

crushed like olives under pressure

In the days of His flesh, Y’shua offered up prayers and supplications with blood, sweat and strong tears, to Him who was able to save Him from death. He was heard because of His reverence toward Me, His Father. [Heb 5:7]

In [Rev 12: 1;5-6], you read where the woman flees to the wilderness, where she has a place prepared for her. Cry out in your spirit, or even in your flesh and lament. I shall be with you to bring you over to the promise; to bring you through to victory. It is time.

There is a void in the hearts of the sufferers, there is a death cry that rises up from the lips of their spirit, yea, but I AM the God of salvation. Sacrifice up the voice of praise and thanksgiving. Yea, death is a lone journey, as is birth. When turning from sin to repentance, there is a deathly groaning, a cry that comes forth from deep within a man’s soul, a horror in his flesh, as he enters the valley of death.

I AM He who will comfort you in your suffering. In death, there is inward travail and outward conflict – so it is in birthing, there is inward travail and outward conflict, as a great shift takes place. Satan comes to destroy the victory. He can appear as a pharaoh, as he did in Egypt with Moses. 

He can appear as a Pontius Pilate, doing as Pilate did with Y’shua, as he washed his hands, endeavoring to cleanse himself outwardly of any responsibility and guilt. Can you comprehend that Satan is resisting your victory? He will oppose it to the limit of his power, for his power is limited by what I allow.  

Weep, Lament, Travail

    Like as a woman with child, that draws near the time of her delivery, is in pain, and cries out in her pangs (outward conflict); so have we been in Your sight, O LORD.

We have been with child, we have been in pain, we have as it were brought forth wind; we have not wrought any deliverance in the earth; neither have the inhabitants of the world fallen.  [Is 26: 17, 18]

Verily, verily, I say unto you, That you shall weep and lament, but the world shall rejoice: and you shall be sorrowful, but your sorrow shall be turned into joy. (*note-compare with [Rom 8:28])

A woman when she is in travail (inward travail) has sorrow, because her hour is come: but as soon as she is delivered of the child (outward conflict), she remembers no more the anguish, for joy that a man is born into the world. [Jn 16: 20,21]

Y’shua/ Jesus travailed with My plan of salvation, for He knew the work, the suffering and the sacrifice that only He could and would make. The Garden of Gethsemane (oil press) was the beginning of His labor, the beginning of His crushing; the beginning of His ‘pouring out’.  

Yea, travail is pain. You must go through it all, in dying to self, yet I AM with you. Only through travail and labor can new life be birthed; a vision becomes reality!  

     Before she travailed, she brought forth; before her pain came, she was delivered of a man child.

    Who has heard such a thing? who has seen such things? Shall the earth be made to bring forth in one day? or shall a nation be born at once? 

     for as soon as Zion travailed, she brought forth her children. 

Shall I bring to the birth, and not cause to bring forth? says the LORD: shall I cause to bring forth, and shut the womb? says your God.

[Is 66:7-9]

Be in pain and labor awhile longer, you who are faint in spirit and weary of the pain. Now you shall come forth, as Lazarus. You shall dwell for a time in the field, amongst the trees… a place of solitude, yet the time of solitude is nearly over. (Think upon Job, Joseph, David…)

Be in pain, and labour to bring forth, O daughter of Zion, like a woman in travail: for now shall you go forth out of the city, and you shall dwell in the field, and you shall go even to Babylon; there shall you be delivered; there the LORD shall redeem you from the hand of your enemies. 

[Mic 4:10]

This is My Will 

Are you greatly vexed in your spirit? Are you brought very low? Do you feel so very alone? Have you come to the end of yourself? I looked upon your misery and considered your distress. I answer your prayers. Have you not prayed, ‘Not my will but Thy will, Father?’

Hold fast and pray, for the day comes when you shall say, ‘It is finished’.  If you are full of heaviness, greatly humbled, mourning sorely, full of lamentation, let your lamentation be heard on high. Be not far from me; for trouble is near; for there is none to help. [Ps 22:11]

Bring forth with labor, for this victory is birthed after great sorrow. Are you feeling very weary? Bear up with good courage for that which has befallen you. This is My will concerning you. Arise and do! Go through for joy comes in the morning.  

Remember Joseph who had been given two dreams with a great vision, yet everything seemingly (outwardly)went [appeared] wrong in his life from his youth until well into manhood, before the vision was birthed. It was birthed after great sorrow and labouring as a prisoner. Having been hated by his brothers, sold into slavery, poorly treated, yet oddly respected ('his God is with him'), falsely accused of trying to seduce Potiphar’s wife and wrongfully imprisoned. 

He was seemingly forgotten by the king’s cupbearer, who promised to say a good word to the king on Joseph’s behalf. To many, it seemed as though he were forsaken by Me.

This is war, from the time of man’s fall, and there are endless battles, but I AM the Lord of the battle. Is the altar of your heart broken down?  Does it seem that your temple has been destroyed and defiled by man (people)? Does the inner place seem laid waste? Is the music and the song of your heart put to silence?  

Does your rejoicing seem to be put to an end? Is your candle put out, or flickering faintly, with barely any strength? Do you feel your holiness has been defiled by the things you are exposed to in the world; things you hear and things that pass before your eyes? Yes, this is My perfect will for you, for I AM the Alpha and Omega; He who knows the end result from the beginning.  


[End of Part One]

for His glory

Bonita                     dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com