This Warrior Says - Just Have Faith; Fight the Good Fight to God's Glory

Two brothers in Christ received emails from me with an urgent prayer request regarding my health. One wrote back promising to pray and the other actually prayed publicly for me, which I didn't expect. I just thought it would be private prayer. Now, I did not know the brother prayed publicly until I woke up after a long sleep (maybe 6-8 hrs later).

When I awoke, I felt so good. The heaviness was lifted from my chest, breathing seemed normal, chills and fever seemed to have dissipated.  So great was my gratitude that I immediately wrote a praise report; however, it was premature.

A sister wrote to me to explain how she went through similar symptoms and mentioned a psalm which speaks of chastening. She did not directly state that it was chastening, but indirectly, it was suggested as a possibility. Sister, if you read this, I do believe your heart was in the right place and I love you. Be assured that I did inquire of the Lord.

JFS is common amongst believers. JFS is what I invented and call the 'Job's Friends Syndrome'.  "Confess your sin and you will be healed..."  Not every single thing that happens to us comes from the hand of God.

And His disciples asked Him, saying, Master, who did sin, this man, or his parents, that he was born blind? Jesus answered, Neither has this man sinned, nor his parents: but that the works of God should be made manifest in him.  [Jn 9:2,3]

There is a correlation between sickness and sin because we know the wages of sin is death. So there are times an illness or other event is definitely the chastening of the Lord, and other times, it is an attack of the adversary. 

It also could be from living in a fallen, polluted world. This is an entire topic in itself, but we truly should seek God and inquire about our situation. He grants wisdom, discernment, direction. If we are to repent of something, He will let us know - and in all things, He is worthy of praise (in good and bad times).

When a child gets sick, no one ever says that it is something the child has done or has not done, but when we are adults, it seems to be one of the first things we wonder. The Lord led me to Matthew 8. There in that chapter are two people that were sick. Let's take a look at it, even though most of you are likely familiar with the two events.

And when Jesus was entered into Capernaum, there came unto Him a centurion, beseeching Him, And saying, Lord, my servant lies at home sick of the palsy, grievously tormented. And Jesus said unto him, I will come and heal him.

The centurion answered and said, Lord, I am not worthy that You should come under my roof: but speak the word only, and my servant shall be healed. For I am a man under authority, having soldiers under me: and I say to this man, Go, and he goes; and to another, Come, and he comes; and to my servant, Do this, and he does it.

When Jesus heard it, He marveled, and said to them that followed, Verily I say unto you, I have not found so great faith, no, not in Israel. And I say unto you, That many shall come from the east and west, and shall sit down with Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, in the kingdom of heaven. 

But the children of the kingdom shall be cast out into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth. And Jesus said unto the centurion, Go your way; and as you have believed, so be it done unto you. And his servant was healed in the selfsame hour.
 

And when Jesus was come into Peter's house, he saw his wife's mother laid, and sick of a fever. And he touched her hand, and the fever left her: and she arose, and ministered unto them.  [Mat 8:5-13]

Jesus/Y'shua did not tell the centurion that his servant did something that put him in that sickly condition. Instead, He was amazed (marveled) at the faith of the centurion. Some might argue that the centurion was not saved, so neither would his servant be and that God only chastens His own.

Well, nothing was said to Peter's mother-in-law by Christ either. He simply healed her and she got up and began to take care of their needs.  We have become a people who lay everything in God's lap...whatever happens to us or someone else, if it happens, it must be God's will (fault) because after all, God is Sovereign.  

We live in a world where our food, water, soil and air have been corrupted from their pure state. A majority of products, including fresh vegetables and fruit, contain GMOs (genetically modified organisms), cereals with mercury, arsenic, lead and cadmium (Natural News), meat with steroids and antibiotics (cattle, chicken, pigs) and fish contaminated
by both the oil spills and radiation (not just from Fukushima, but from the countless testing of nuclear missiles into the ocean).

Town/city water is tainted with fluoride, and bleach, and lakes, rivers etc. contaminated by the toxins from chemtrails (geo-engineering), industry spillage and polluting, plastic throwaways and other garbage.  We are affected by all of these things, no matter how much caution we take. Even growing our own crops is becoming increasingly challenging due to the Monsanto seeds, depleted soil and contaminated water. Yet, we do have a Sovereign God that provides.  

Before we eat or drink, we bless Him and give thanks to Him who has provided, and ask Him to bless the meal. He takes care of the rest.  Jesus first blessed the Father and gave thanks, then He passed out food (bread, fish).  Give God the glory with thanksgiving first...

The Crusades, the Dark Ages, the Holocaust, murders, suicides, accidents, sicknesses, diseases - people lay it all in God's lap. Why?  He is Sovereign, so people immediately say that no matter what "He allowed it".  Yes, He is Sovereign, but did He stop Abraham from lying about who Sarah was, or Moses from striking the rock twice in anger?

Did He stop Joseph's brothers from selling him into slavery or Potiphar's wife from falsely accusing Joseph of trying to seduce her (attempted rape)?  Did He stop David with Bathsheba or stop David from successfully having Uriah (her husband) killed?

Did He stop the killing of the prophets or the apostles and multitudes of other believers?  Timothy had a stomach problem which Paul suggested he take a little wine for. Was Timothy being chastened by the Lord or was he doing something wrong to bring stomach issues upon himself?

My point is that God is indeed Sovereign, but we live in a fallen world and we have sinful, carnal [fallen] natures. Everything has been defiled. Our Great Spirit Chief has been and always is there for us, even when we are in the midst of our worst times.

As I write this, I am weak and weary because I am truly not well. Constantly I seem to get flues or breathing issues. Yet, today as I lay in bed, I thanked God - for all He has done, for all He brought me through. There was a moment, before I went into thanksgiving that the pain and struggle to get my breath made me voice a statement that shocked me.

I said, "Why am I so cursed?"  No sooner had the words come out of my mouth than I rebuked them. Whether they came from flesh or whether the devil spoke through my own mouth, I know not (remember Peter), but I immediately rebuked any enemy, and in case it was my flesh having a pity party, I also asked the Lord to forgive me. THEN, I went into thanksgiving and I meant it.  

When we are sick, it is easy to fall into the trap of murmuring or complaining. I do not believe there is one person alive who at some time has not fallen into that very trap themselves; I speak of the trap of self-pity, or murmuring - even if it is brief and private (no one else hears or knows - except Jesus). Without our health, all seems dismal and we acknowledge our vulnerabilities.

The Lord has stuck it out with me thru many, many trials and incredulous, dramatic times. He has been forever faithful and I truly have so much to thank Him for. 

Remember - it was July 2001 that I died and He allowed me to come back. If it was now my time to go, should I dare complain? No. The Great Spirit Chief IS a good God, no matter what comes our way - He IS good and His mercy does endure forever.  Bless the Lord. 

Thank You

What would I want to say if this were my last post? What if this time is my appointed time to leave the earth? None of us knows for sure, yet we all hope (at least these days) to see the Lord return with His heavenly hosts, His armies of departed saints and holy angels.  What would I really want to say, if this was the last time? ...

I would say, hold fast to faith and hope (trust) in Jesus/Y'shua, and walk in love! Never give up.

FAITH

Let us hold fast the profession of our faith without wavering; (for He is faithful that promised;) 

But without faith it is impossible to please Him: for he that comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of them that diligently seek Him. [Heb10:23;11:6]

HOPE

Be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the LORD. 
Why are you cast down, O my soul? and why are you disquieted within me? hope you in God: for I shall yet praise Him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God. 

I wait for the LORD, my soul does wait, and in His word do I hope.  [Ps 31:24 - 42:11; 130:5]

LOVE

And you shall love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment. And the second is like, namely this, You shall love thy neighbour as yourself. There is none other commandment greater than these.  [Mat 12:30,31]

And now abides faith, hope, love (charity), these three; but the greatest of these is love (charity).  [1Cor 13:13]

First I would want to say thank you, to all of you, for being part of my life. To my friends, thank you so much for your emails, your encouragements, your exhortations and rebukes (lol oh yeah), your prayers, your support.  

To my foes, thank you for taking me to my cross and for teaching me invaluable lessons. It hurt. It was hard, but... You also helped me in ways to discover my strengths, as well as my weaknesses. 

My prayers have covered both - friends and foes. I actually learned that from someone named David Eells. He wrote an article about the benefit of enemies somewhere on his website at Unleavened Bread Ministries that someone gave me a link to at some point.  

Thank you for the valuable lesson, Mr. David. But it was through the Word of God that I learned to pray for my enemies or foes (those that come against me). The Holy Spirit continually helped (and helps) me.

But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; (Jesus' words) [Mat 5:44]

Another brother, David Wilkerson, whom I always highly respected, was killed in a tragic accident in 2011. I remember being utterly shocked when someone said that if he had truly been in God's will, he would not have died such a death; that God would have protected him. How tragic that someone would even consider to speak such words. 

Some Christians are always so quick to cut down a saint further. They are instruments in the hands of our adversary.

He was a man with shortcomings and imperfections, the same as all of us, I am sure. Yet, I respected him so much. I think I looked to him like the father I never had, or wished I had. I don't know. 

Unfortunately, I only became familiar with his sermons and work shortly before he passed, even though I had read a book of his decades earlier (The Cross and the Switchblade). I was unsaved and would remain so for over a decade, but that book did make an impact upon me.  

From all I ever read about the man, he walked the walk. He loved the Lord God first with all his heart. He practiced what he preached; he had good fruit. He also stayed loyal to his wife all his life, loved his family. (That meant a lot to me and gained great respect from me as a result.)

For as long as I can remember, I've prayed for marriages. To me, it typifies the Body of Christ and Y'shua/Jesus (the Bride and the King united). It is how it is meant to be, but nowadays, everything seems so disposable, doesn't it? - marriages, pregnancies, friendships, equipment, cars - everything.

And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment: [Heb 9:27]

How the Lord sees fit to have us leave this earth is up to Him and there is no right or wrong way to die (I do not include murder or suicide in that statement; I speak of natural deaths). 

Most of us would like to go peacefully in our sleep, but that is not typically the way. It wasn't that way for the prophets, or the apostles, or for Jesus the Messiah, or for countless others. This world is not our home and these bodies are only temporal...

So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory. [1Cor 15:54]

Faith Sees Us Through

Some Christians seem to go thru more than others, but does that make one more or less holy than another? Perish the thought! Who can explain it? God knows what will perfect us, and for all of it, we ought to give thanks. David Wilkerson's wife, Gwen, suffered much before she went home to be with the Lord in 2012 (a little over a year after her dear, beloved David passed).

An article from July, 2012 wrote the following:

Mrs. Wilkerson's death comes just over a year after a car crash claimed the life of her husband. The April 2011 accident left her temporarily wheelchair-bound.

The devastating crash and resulting death of her husband was latest of several challenges Mrs. Wilkerson faced in her life, including several battles with cancer. Her family said she faced each tragedy with steadfast faith.

"She had an amazing resolve and unshakeable faith, exemplified throughout her life in her numerous battles with cancer," they said.  Source: CBN

Numerous battles with cancer, which would indicate many years and trials and much suffering; a tragic head-on car crash which killed her beloved husband and being bound temporarily to a wheelchair.  

I am sure there were many tears, many prayers, even struggles, yet faith remained strong. Was Gwen Wilkerson out of God's will or being chastened for some reason? No; we all face our own hardships and trials in this life, some to a greater extent than others, but we all suffer nonetheless in this lifetime. If there were seasons of chastening, He would let her know and it would be between her and God - but all of us ought to pray one for another!

Yet, what saw her through each battle? Faith! She trusted in God! 

 I Shall Not Die, but Live

Since I was about 14, I have had chronic bronchitis/asthma (I guess being surrounded by smokers once I came out of the orphanage), so I've always had a cough. It became worse naturally when I myself took up smoking. There were several bouts of bronchitis, pneumonia three times and double-pneumonia twice - the last time being early 2007, where it was not known if I would make it or not, as it was so serious there was blood in my urine, stools and sputum. But God! He saw me through.

It was during a spell of difficult breathing today that the words came out about being cursed, as explained above, but immediately that got turned around. Glory to the Lord for His precious and Holy Spirit. Jesus did and does so much for us. I do believe that it is not the flu I have, but pneumonia. 

If I could go to a doctor, I would, but I can neither afford a doctor or transportation. Then even if I could, I could not afford medicine. It's not a complaint, just a reality. I am in a foreign country. Some believers say we don't need doctors; we are to just have faith. Yes, we are to have faith, but God does use doctors also. How many would so quickly believe someone has been healed of a deadly disease, such as cancer, if there are no doctors' reports?

How do we know whether or not the Lord wants us to go to a doctor, so that the doctor himself might not witness a miracle? Or perhaps we are to be an example of faith and trust in God, or maybe we are just to plant seeds. What if there is a lesson we must learn? We don't know, but God will lead us. He helps me again, not to mention coming back from the dead, even if I was dead only for a very short time. God is good, no matter what trials come our way.

So, yes, in weak moments, I weep because of pain and being weary physically. It is also frightening when you can barely breathe. Our instincts are to survive. Yet, I find myself saying over and over again, "I shall not die, but live and declare the works of the LORD."  That is Psalms 118, verse 17.

If any reader is so led, please pray for me. We all need prayers and I don't think any of us should ever be too proud to ask. Ending this segment of the post, I say that this warrior is one who was taught by the Lord. In the physical realm, I may be a wimp when it comes to fighting - but in the spiritual realm, you don't wanna mess with me. Why?  Because I learned from the best!  All glory to the Creator!


Blessed be the LORD my strength, who teaches my hands to war, and my fingers to fight: [Ps 144:1]

When I was looking up the date that Gwen Wilkerson died, I feel as if the Lord led me to an article written by her son, Gary Wilkerson.  

It fits perfectly with what I've been trying to express.  It is also where the title of this post came from.  No, his article is not called "This Warrior Says -Just Have Faith...etc", that's the title I chose, however, it was inspired by brother Wilkerson's article.  

I can only post part of the article here because the copyright notice requests that it is not posted in its entirety on another website and I must respect that request. Please go to the link posted underneath the excerpt to read the entire article. May it bless each of you as much as it did me. To God the glory alone!

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Gary Wilkerson
April 14, 2014

Jesus Can Still Do This

Are you facing a crisis that has driven you to your knees? Maybe you need physical healing. Perhaps you’re in financial turmoil. Your marriage might be on the brink. Has your trial continued for so long that your spirit has sunk into despondency? 

Multitudes of Christians face excruciating situations beyond their control and now things seem hopeless. They’ve exhausted all their resources and emotions trying to remedy their crisis to no avail. They’ve pressed forward believing God will meet their need, but their situation has gone from bad to worse. The more they pray, the further away God seems. Now they no longer think he cares.

If this describes you, I want to encourage you: Do not give up — Jesus is near to you. He desires not only to meet your need but to give you a breakthrough of faith. No matter how desperate your circumstance, he wants to infuse your spirit with this truth: “Jesus can still do this.”

A scene in Mark’s gospel addresses four types of fires that can confront our faith. The first is when sudden calamity falls on us. The second is when our trial has lasted a long time with no end in sight. The third is when our circumstances grow continually worse. And the fourth is when we stop believing altogether.

To read more:  

http://sermons.worldchallenge.org/en/newsletters/gary-wilkerson/jesus-can-still-do-this

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I'm exhausted now, so I will be resting.  Lord bless you all.

for His glory

Bonita            dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com 

The Time Has Come

The Time Has Come

January 6, 2013

This is indeed a time like no other time, nor shall there be a time like it again.  For the past week, there has been much going on within me, more in the spiritual realm than in the physical.  

Faith is being tried like never before, yet so is love, not only for others, but the very love for the Lord Himself.  I know for a fact and beyond a shadow of a doubt that I am not alone in this.  The demonic realm is warring against the saints.

We have all gone through tests of faith and trials of our love and our very faith before, yet what is going on now is with the intensity of power, such as has not been before, at least as of at this time.  The force of this testing is shaking the very foundations of faith, as the violence of the winds pushes strongly against the houses said to be built upon the Rock. Will this increase in time? Is it time for our faith to be proven?

Two-fold Purpose

I realize that what I am going to write is understood by some believers, but I needed the reminder and perhaps others do also.  This is not easy to say, but I am not known for whitewashing stuff. I shoot straight from the hip, sometimes too fast and furious for some, but that was the way of many of our forerunners.

A few days ago, I had intended to write a post on faith. However, there was an unexpected (sudden) turn of events that happened.  As a result, I did not even want to write anything!  This will be understood here, as I continue writing. There is a two-fold purpose to what is happening.  On one side, the trials that the accuser of the brethren brings on are not only increased, but intensified. Our Lord must have good reason to allow it.  

However, Satan wants to halt us, to steal our hope, destroy our destiny and kill our faith, so that some would even be lured away through enticements, so that they will depart from the faith (apostasy). He wants to keep us from ever fulfilling the destiny that the Lord planned for us before we were in the womb, a destiny that occurs if we make the right choice to obediently and willingly follow what God commands.   

Satan will try to take us down from our cross to save ourselves, knowing that such an action would cause us to lose our lives, rather than save our lives. [Mat 16:25] Worse yet, he will endeavor to entice us with seducing and lying spirits, to draw us into various sin, as they deceive and lie to us through the illusions of temptation. Satan and all his crew (his hierarchy of principalities, powers, spiritual rulers and lower ranking demons) are all working in unity.  They are working hard to cause us to rebel and become disobedient.  

The accuser is bringing forth every kind of temptation that would satisfy the appetites and lusts of our eyes and flesh and puff us up in pride.  He is bringing forth every wind of doctrine, every possible distraction and every kind of disruption or hindrance to bring us to sin, destruction, death. It seems to be intensifying, bit by sneaky or subtle bit. One might say that God will protect us and glibly carry on, ignoring the battle. Yet we must not forget that the Lord will allow trials to prove our faith.  There has been more than once that I have shared about how we all have ideas and determinations about how we will act in critical situations, but in truth, we simply do not know until an unexpected disaster happens.

Yet there is an adage that says: “You never know what a person is made of until they are in crisis because that is when their true character is revealed.”  It is true.  There have been situations that have risen in my life where I was surprised by my reaction. Sometimes I was greatly disappointed at the emotions that overtook me; other times, I was quite surprised at how well I handled the situation.  Once we become born-again, Spirit-filled believers, we tend to think that we will always do or say the right thing in any given situation.

Those of us who have been believers for awhile know that that is not always the case.  Sometimes flesh rises up and we react in ungodly ways; other times, we remain disciplined and unmoved. It has been a process of learning. It also depends on our physical, mental and emotional conditions. If we are vulnerable in any area, we can overact, in a defensive or protective manner. It could be pain or injury physically, healing needed in one or all areas, or areas of weakness for reasons that maybe only God and us knows. May God help us in every area. We are all different. Your strengths may not be mine, and vice versa. My weaknesses may not necessarily be yours, and yours may not be mine. 

Nevertheless, the days are upon us now that we must truly walk by faith and not by sight, keeping the flesh and all of its desires crucified as best we can. This requires determination, consistency and dedication. We must keep on the full armor of God, be instant in prayer and steadily abiding in Christ, following the lead of the Holy Spirit. The Bible tells us that we not only war against principalities and powers, thrones, spiritual wickedness, dominions and ruler of darkness, but we are also warring against the world and our flesh. The Lord already knows where we stand in our faith and what we will do in certain situations when under great duress, but He wants us to know; we need to know where we are in these things. We must know where our weaknesses are and guard ourselves; we need to know where we can fall short, areas where temptation has opportunity to be successful and we must strive to overcome these things. Jesus Christ (Y’shua) will help us, by the power of the Holy Spirit.

Temptation

Now I have spoken of this before in my articles, but the Lord brought it back to remembrance. We all know that it was not the eating of an apple that caused the fall of mankind. It was not the eating of some fruit, but it was disobedience to the word of God, the commandment spoken to Adam. The serpent was subtle and seduced the woman with the lust of the eyes, lust of the flesh and the pride of life. To this day, our arch enemy Satan, (which means adversary), appeals to our flesh in order to tempt us and seduce us into  doubting God and His word and to lead us into disobedience (a rebellious act). Satan wants us to question what the Holy Spirit has spoken to us, whether through the Bible, deep within our spirit, or through some other means (dream, vision, prophetic word etc.)

We have heard it said repeatedly that the battlefield is the mind and it is true, but the Holy Spirit added to that to me personally, long ago. The Lord said to me that the battlefield is indeed the mind where fiery darts fly, and the fury to cast down imaginations (thoughts) at times can be overwhelming. Yes, the battlefield is the mind, but the target is the heart, for therein lies our faith, hope and love. Our will must align with God's will. Our faith in Jesus, our hope in God and the Bible, and our love for God and others will strongly influence, even control our will. The serpent targeted Eve’s heart by indirectly challenging God’s word, planting a seed of doubt in the soil of her mind, thus uprooting her faith, hope and love for God in the process of planting his seduction.

Now the serpent was more subtle than any beast of the field which the LORD God had made. And he said unto the woman, Yea, has God said, You shall not eat of every tree of the garden? [Gen 3:1]

The first thing the serpent did was to cast that poisonous (venomous) seed of doubt into her mind about what God said. Paraphrased: “Really Eve, HAS God said you shouldn't eat of "every" tree, or did you totally misunderstand what He said?”  The temptation begins in a most subtle and clever way indeed, seemingly innocently, simply asking a question.  

The seed of doubt took quick root. Confusion watered it, even as Eve told the serpent what God had said about being able to eat from any tree that she and Adam desired to eat from, except for the one tree in the midst of the Garden.  

She informed the serpent (who already knew what God had said) that they would die on the day that they ate from the tree. Adam and Eve believed and trusted God and the word He spoken, up until that fateful day. That day the deception was so strong, so overwhelming, that Eve succumbed to the temptation (seduction). 

Deception and Falsehood

A deception is trickery (delusion, fraud); a falsehood is untrue (lies, fallacy, misconception, error).  The serpent employed both of these tactics in his next words.

And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die: For God does know that in the day you eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and you shall be as gods, knowing good and evil. [Gen 3:4, 5]

The first thing the serpent does is directly call God a liar.  He then deceives Eve by twisting God’s words. The deception goes deeper as the serpent not only appeals to her flesh, but gives her clearer understanding or ‘revelation knowledge’, so that she may understand why God forbid both Adam and her to eat from the tree. 

In the crafty way that the serpent twisted the word of God, he implies that God’s commandment was not given out of love for their good, but instead the Lord's intent was to thwart a blessing that would further benefit them. With his words, he calls God a liar, twists what God says by adding to God’s words and then goes on to explain why God kept the truth hidden from them.

He hisses: […will make one wise…you shall be as gods] (Read Gen 3:5-6). As we read the story, we can easily see the falsehood and deception. But what if we were as innocent as Eve had been up until that time, and we did not have knowledge of the outcome or the advantage of the Bible any more than Eve? Would we still be so bold as to think we would not have done what Eve did? I would not be surprised if the serpent waited until meal time and the woman was hungry for food. Hunger definitely influences decisions to eat...anything, if hungry enough!

Illusion or Delusion

Illusion is defined thusly: a false mental image produced by misinterpretation of things that actually exist.  

Delusion is defined as: persistent false belief 

And when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was pleasant to the eyes, and a tree to be desired to make one wise, she took of the fruit thereof, and did eat, and gave also unto her husband with her; and he did eat. [Gen 3:6]

Although the Bible does not detail timing, it can be surmised that Eve had many thoughts racing through her mind, as she considered the words of the serpent versus the words of Almighty God. Undoubtedly she struggled within. Whom should she believe? Did she really trust God, her Creator, who loved her and Adam? Had Adam been honest with her? Doubt!

She allowed the seed of doubt to grow. Confusion clouded her thinking.  Instead of rejecting the thoughts that were produced as a result of the serpent’s words, Eve entertained and received them.  Her thoughts influenced her will, which led to her actions. She was free to make a choice and she did, but it was the wrong one. The serpent was a seducing spirit to Eve, deceiving her thoughts and tempting her to sin by disobeying God.  

He appealed to her flesh.  In verse six of Genesis three, the words that would be influential to the entire world if Eve chose wrongly were these. The tree was "pleasant to the eyes" (lust of the eyes), a tree to be "desired" and she "did eat" (lust of the flesh) and it would "make one wise" (pride of life). Her decision changed everything. None of this was from the Father, and it was to become "of the world". [1Jn 2:16]

The serpent (devil, Satan) clearly deceived her by presenting an illusion (they would be as gods).  He charmed (enchanted [beguiled] in a deceptive way) her, literally seduced her by twisting God’s words, thus creating a lie and convincing her that it was truth. The illusion seemed very attractive to Eve, alluring and pleasing to the flesh. She gave into his seduction; the serpent was the seducing spirit.

Seeds of Doubt

When Satan is dealing with the children of God, he wants us to doubt that we are hearing from God (Yhwh).  He already knows that not all will be willing to depart from their faith in God, but he will try. Seducing spirits lure with temptations that will cause us to pull away from the faith, as we give in to the sins that can so easily beset us. Since we are all individual and have had different upbringings, experiences and frailties, the temptations, distractions and hindrances vary, targeting each individual’s weaknesses.  

Individually, we have varying degrees of strengths and weaknesses. The battle does begin in the mind and we must do as we are instructed by God, in order to defeat the enemy.  

The word of God helps us:

And you, Solomon my son, know you the God of your father, and serve Him with a perfect heart and with a willing mind: for the Lord searches all hearts, and understands all the imaginations of the thoughts: if you seek Him, He will be found of you; but if you forsake Him, He will cast you off forever. [1Chron 28:9]

Because that, when they knew God, they glorified Him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened.  [Rom 1:21]

Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.  [2Cor 10:5]

Distractions

With some, the trials and testing of the faith may come more in the physical realm. The temptations could be distractions, to rob us of our time with the Lord, prayer and the reading of the Word. We may be distracted to spend more time with entertainment (TV, movies, games, sporting events, computer time etc.), longer hours at work and play, or a plethora of other activities.  

Or the trials may come as hindrances or obstacles, such as physical illness, a slowing down or a halting of finances, downsizing or the end of employment, difficulty find work, sudden termination of security, disinheritance, increased debt and financial responsibilities, strained or broken relationships, misunderstandings,  lack of communication etc. The trials may come as temptations to cause us to sin and fall into every work of the flesh, such as that which is found in Galatians, chapter five.  

Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance (disagreement, dissention), emulations (jealous rivalry, imitation), wrath, strife, seditions (cause people to rebel), heresies (belief in false doctrine).Envying (resentment, covetousness), murders, drunkenness, revelling ( lustful indulgence), and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. [Gal 5:19-21]

Most of us would reject even just the thought of the above, yet the subtlety of our arch enemy should not be underestimated.  We must be on guard against any sin, every weakness, lest we fall. We all must abide like never before, allowing the Lord to deliver us and help us in overcoming anything not of Him.  We have to work with the Lord, by stepping out in faith (myself too) and daily picking up our cross.   

If we stumble, we repent and rise back up, pressing toward the mark of the high calling of God, in Christ Jesus. Satan and his minions are not just satisfied with buffeting us or sifting us as wheat, but Satan has upped the ante, since he is a gambler at heart and a rebel from the beginning. He is sending forth seducing spirits and lying spirits in an onslaught, especially against the children of God, His sons and daughters. We must stay in the word of God (Yhwh) and cling to Jesus, casting down all vain and impure thoughts, and ever-ready to pray.

Satan Tempts Us, Not God

There is a tendency to say that God ‘allowed’ something to happen, such as meeting a person or to be in a certain place at a certain time.  It is true that I do not believe in coincidences, but at the same time, I am very careful about what I place at the feet of my Father. The meeting of someone may not necessarily be God’s will for you because Satan can have someone just ‘happen’ along the way also. 

He knows our weaknesses because his demons have been reporting in to him all along. Temptation is always from Satan and ultimately the choice to give into temptation is ours. Most of us already know that temptation itself is not a sin, as Satan also tempted Jesus (Y’shua) in the desert wilderness. It is acting on the temptation that is a sin, something we all have to fight.  

Satan still tempts us so that our sin will lead us away from God, away from our faith and into death. We cannot blame God for tempting us, for God does not tempt us.  Satan infiltrates our thoughts and if we allow the temptation to be conceived and pay heed to it because of our lusts (appetites, desires), we will sin, but we can turn to God to help us.

We stand on the word:

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For Yours is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever. Amen [Mt 6:13]

There has no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above what you are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that you may be able to bear it.  [1Cor 10:13]

In all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.  [Rom 8:37]

Watch and pray, that you enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak..[Mat 26:41]

Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempts He any man: But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed.

Then when lust has conceived, it brings forth sin: and sin, when it is finished, brings forth death. Do not err, my beloved brethren. [Jam 1:13-16]

Wearing Down of the Saints Bit by Bit

The inspiration for this message came from events that have occurred in the past week.  It began suddenly with something that beat upon the very foundation of my faith and what I believe. Three days later, when I was praying to the Lord, I was listening to what the Lord had to say to me in the quiet.  Something occurred and when it did, there was a pause in what the Lord was saying, howbeit brief. 

  

Then I heard the Lord speak again, telling me what was going on, and when I went to check out that which had occurred, it turned out to not be what the ‘Lord’ had said. To rewind a little, I should share that as I was getting ready to pray and just before I began, the Holy Spirit brought to remembrance a dream I had back in 2006. I thought about the dream.  In the dream was a part where I was to filter a question to 'two Christs' through the blood of Jesus (Y'shua).

I thought that was what the Holy Spirit was leading me to do, so I prayed that everything I say and hear first pass through the blood of Jesus.  Then, I put the dream on the back burner, so to speak, and proceeded to pray. However, when the incident occurred and I heard the Lord say one thing and it turned out be different, confusion fell upon me.  “Lord, you don’t make mistakes”, I cried out to Him.   

Seeds of doubt were being placed into the soil of my mind. I began to question if I ever heard from the Lord or had I deceived myself. I began to wonder if things I had spoken came from the Lord, the enemy or flesh.

A battle was ensuing. Truly, things that the Lord has given me to share did not come from me because it is beyond my wisdom or knowing.  It was by His Spirit alone.

For it is not you that speak, but the Spirit of your Father which speaks in you. [Mat 10:20]

There is not any demon or Satan himself who would ever tell anyone to pick up the cross and die to self, repent or many of the other messages that the Lord has spoken through this vessel. So, yet another battle in this long war was ensuing and the enemy was fighting hard. I went to scripture and even the scriptures I was turning to seemed against me, speaking of those who prophesy lies etc. and other scriptures of rebuke.  I closed the Bible and wept.  “Oh my God, am I a fraud?  Am I false, have I deceived myself …and oh Father, have I misled others?”

That thought made me feel ill inside and a spirit of heaviness was upon me. It is one thing to deceive myself or be deceived, but the thought of deceiving others, even if it was unknowingly, crushed my spirit man.  Although I had gathered all the scriptures about faith and had intended to write about it, I could not even lift a pen or type a single letter. In fact, I thought that I should and shall never write again.  Better to be silent than to be a stumbling block or an instrument in Satan's hand, a vessel unto dishonor.

I continued to pray and seek God, yet He was being silent, which only added to my heaviness and confusion.  I am sure now that it was by the leading of Holy Spirit that I sought out scriptures again, praying to the Lord. It was with great apprehension that I opened the Bible, wondering about scriptures. I pleaded with the Lord to sovereignly lead me in His word.  I rebuked all lying spirits and deception; also casting out all doubts.

For years now, I have prayed that the Lord would not let me be deceived, that I would only hear and speak truth, even if the truth hurt.  I would always pray for strength to receive the truth and the boldness to speak and act on it. The Lord will not let us be deceived when we earnestly seek truth and sincerely desire truth, no matter what.  He may allow us to wonder about things for a season, a time when we are unsure, so that we press into Him and search His word, not taking Him or what He says for granted, and He may even try our heart to see what we will do, but He is ever faithful to led us in all truth.  His word says so.

Howbeit when He, the Spirit of truth is come, He will guide you into all truth: for He shall not speak of Himself; but whatsoever He shall hear, that shall He speak: and He will show you things to come. [Jn 16:13]

He is Truth

At the end of a long night and day, I went to my emails and there was an email from a brother in Christ. The timing and message could only have been by the leading of the Lord. He had no idea what I had just been going through. He was addressing another matter. There were scriptures that he had selected that when I read them, the peace of Christ Jesus completely washed over me.  Even the underling of words are this brother's doing.  The scriptures were:

Take heed therefore how you hear: for whosoever has, to him shall be given; and whosoever has not, from him shall be taken away even that which he thinks he has. [Lk 8:18]

And he said unto them, Take heed what you hear: with what measure you mete it shall be measured unto you; and more shall be given unto you. [Mk 4:24]

Further down, the brother shared scriptures that spoke about Peter.

He said unto them, But who say you that I am? And Simon Peter answered and said, You are the Christ, the Son of the living God. And Jesus answered and said unto him, Blessed are you, Simon Bar-Jonah: for flesh and blood has not revealed it unto you, but My Father who is in heaven. [Mat 16:15-17]

Then the brother went on to show how Peter went from a revelation from God to being an instrument of Satan by the words Peter spoke. The Lord Jesus (Y’shua) had just told His disciples how He had to go to Jerusalem, where He would suffer many things and be killed. Now Peter (who had just had a revelation from God) spoke these words next:

And Peter took him, and began to rebuke him, saying, Be it far from thee, Lord: this shall never be unto thee. But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: you are a stumbling-block unto me: for you mind not the things of God, but the things of men. [Mat 16:22, 23]

I literally wept in gratitude.  Then I was led to re-read the dream of the two Christs that I had posted four years ago, even though the dream had occurred over six years ago.  It is a short article, but it can be read here: 

http://crossinthewilderness.blogspot.com/2008/12/the-two-christs.html

(Sorry, but the above link is no longer valid due to a virus some files suffered - BP2013)

 

The Wisdom of God

After I read the dream, coupled with the scriptures that the brother had sent me about taking “heed in what you hear” and how Satan even spoke through Peter, I understood what the Lord was saying. It is true that Satan cannot do anything that the Lord God does not allow, but that does not mean that he always asks permission. He is a rebel from the beginning (Lucifer fell from the glory of God) and he does not have a set of rules.

There are many things that the Lord has kept forefront in my mind these days, but two of them are the words that Daniel prophetically spoke.  He said that in the latter times, there would be a ‘wearing out of the saints’.   

And he shall speak great words against the most High, and shall wear out the saints of the most High, and think to change times and laws: and they shall be given into his hand until a time and times and the dividing of time. [Dan 7:25]

This has been happening to the saints, but we know that even the wearing out that we are experiencing now is only a precursor of what the enemy intends. It shall get increasingly worse. Wearing out or wearing down takes time. Think of the steady drop of water hitting a rock. It takes time, but that rock will begin to wear down.

The other thing that the Lord has kept fresh upon my mind pertains to Daniel once again. Daniel had an incredible open vision by the river called Hiddekel. Even though he was with other people, only he saw the vision because the quaking of the earth sent the other men fleeing. Daniel sought to understand more regarding the vision, so he began to fast and pray and to seek God for an answer. However, three long weeks of fasting passed before an angel appeared to Daniel to give him understanding of the vision. 

The Lord sent the answer to Daniel’s prayer the very first day he was fasting and  praying, but Satan and his evil princes withstood the angel who was sent to Daniel with the answer. There was a battle between God's holy angels and Satan and his unholy angels, just over Daniel receiving the answer to his prayer for understanding.  Michael, a chief prince in YHWH’s kingdom was sent to help the other angel fight.

Then said he unto me, Fear not, Daniel: for from the first day that you did set your heart to understand and to chasten yourself before your God, your words were heard, and I am come for your words. But the prince of the kingdom of Persia withstood me one and twenty days: but, lo, Michael, one of the chief princes, came to help me; and I remained there with the kings of Persia.  [Dan10:12, 13] 

Satan and his princes (chief principalities) did not ask the Lord for permission, as he did when he wanted to interfere with Job.  Instead, Satan and his princes immediately went to battle to stop the messenger sent to Daniel. The battle was so intense that Michael was sent in as reinforcement. How much more will Satan do likewise to the saints of God in these last days?  I have been writing off and on over the years about different times that there were attacks coming against the body of Christ.  Yet recently, I had written about it again.

Now once more, I endeavor to encourage the saints not to fear what is happening, but rather to understand and to press in closer to our Lord.  He will direct us. Yes, there will be times that we are met with silence and may even become confused, but keep trusting that the Lord will be victorious in truth and answers coming to us.

There is a battle going on to wear us all out and down, to shake our faith, to seduce us away. The Lord may allow it so that we may be proved. The trying of our faith will also help us to become aware of where we are weak and where we are strong. Our very faith is being tried. Hold fast!  Keep on the full armor of God that we may be able to withstand in these evil days, and having done all, to stand! [Eph 6:13] Yes, it is true that God (Yhwh) is not the author of confusion, but remember this also:

For every battle of the warrior is with confused noise, and garments rolled in blood, but this shall be a burning and a fuel of fire.  [Is 9:5]

And said, O man greatly beloved, fear not: peace be unto you, be strong, yea, be strong. And when he had spoken unto me, I was strengthened, and said, Let my lord speak; for you have strengthened me. [Dan 10:19]

Who are kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. Wherein you greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, you are in heaviness through manifold temptations: 

That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ:  [1Pet 1:5-7]

Hold fast, brethren.  We can trust the Lord.  We have to go through this now so that we can be strong to go through the great tribulation.  If we cannot endure the battles now with Satan and his demons, then how will we evil stand in that which is to come...persecution and great tribulation? 

If you have run with the footmen and they wearied you, then how can you contend with horses?  and if in the land of peace, wherein you trusted, they wearied you, then how will you do in the swelling of Jordan?  [Jer 12:5]

As for God, His way is perfect; the word of the Lord is tried: He is a buckler to all them that trust in Him. [2Sam 22:31]

The Lord gave me understanding and peace, bless the Lord! Keep strong and keep abiding, beloved brethren. Our Lord is God and He is Sovereign.

for His glory alone

Bonita                  dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com