Four long months have passed since I posted last. It has been a "helluva" season, but God orders the seasons and the times. The Lord is good and His mercy endures forever. As I begin posting, it will all come together, and may the Spirit of God be in the writings, for His glory.
A Time to Be Silent
Sometimes we have to be silent and wait upon God’s timing.
Sometimes we have to go through things to give testimony (no trial or tribulation; no testimony).
That the trial of your
faith, being much more precious than of gold that perishes, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of
Jesus Christ. [1Pet 1:7]
Sometimes the refiner is a work; the dross must be removed;
and the purity will be tested severely.
And I will bring the
third part through the fire, and will refine them as silver is refined, and
will try them as gold is tried: they shall call on My name, and I will hear
them: I will say, It is My people: and they shall say, The Lord is my God. [Zech
13:9]
Behold, I have refined
you, but not with silver; I have chosen you in the furnace of affliction.
He must increase, but
I must decrease. [Jn 3:30]
Judging Between Sheep
and Sheep
During these past four months, I had thought that perhaps I
was one of the ones that the Lord was telling to “stand down”, that I had
failed or was weighed in the balances and found wanting. O, how I searched my
heart; how I prayed. For back in 2012 (when I was still in USA, and when Obama
was elected again), the Lord had me write: Now It Begins
It was multi-faceted, and I intend to touch on it in another chapter, but not
now; not here in this portion of my writing. Then, in 2013, the Lord kept
putting in my spirit about separating, a dividing; not only in exposing tares (though it was not time for removal) and
the wheat (his doing), but division
in relationships – family, brethren, work; marriages, friendships (enemy’s doing).
Then, in late 2013,
early 2014, the Holy Spirit led me to scripture in Ezekiel, where the Lord
spoke through the prophet about judging between cattle and cattle. In my spirit
man, I understood that the Lord was judging those who call themselves by His
name. (Judgment had begun.)
For the time has come
that judgment must begin at the house of God: and if it first begins with us,
what shall the end be of them that obey not the gospel of God. [1Pet 4:17]
He was angered at the shepherds fleecing the flock, the
witchcraft in many of the churches, unholy prayers that tried to manipulate God (instead of willingly doing
His will), praying in a way that He would be convinced to do “their will”, and certain Christians
whose prayers were more like curses (witchcraft). The python spirit (spirit of
divination) is rampant. This greatly displeased the Lord.
Son of man, prophesy
against the shepherds of Israel, prophesy, and say unto them, Thus says the
Lord God unto the shepherds; Woe be to the shepherds of Israel that do feed
themselves! Should not the shepherds feed the flocks?
You eat the fat, and
you clothe yourself with the wool, you kill them that are fed: but you feed not
the flock.
The diseased have you
not strengthened, neither have you healed that which was sick, neither have you
bound up that which was broken, neither have you brought again that which was
driven away, neither have you sought that which was lost; but with force and
cruelty have you ruled them. [Ezek 34:2-4]
Serious Separation
So, in 2013, the Lord warned of separating, judgment and
also division. In 2015, 2016 and 2017, He continued to warn the people (self included).
A couple of days before the end of last year, on December
29, the Lord had me write an article. On New Year’s Eve, December 31, 2017, He
led me to post it.
Here is an excerpt from that writing:
“A grieving is heard
in the heavenlies, and hot tears are seen upon the faces of many of My people,
for I am answering prayers for truth to be revealed, to protect them from
deception. Therefore, there is a witnessing of sheep being separated from
sheep. It is true, for it is written that the goats shall be separated from the
sheep and the tares from the wheat. I am judging between sheep and sheep.”
And as for you, O my
flock, thus says the Lord God; Behold, I
judge between cattle and cattle (sheep
and sheep), between the rams and the
he-goats. [Ezek 34:17]
Yea, I tell you that sheep are being separated from sheep,
for it is a necessity in these latter times.
Her priests have
violated My law, and have profaned My holy things: they have put no difference between
the holy and profane, neither have they showed difference between the unclean
and the clean, and have hid their eyes from My Sabbaths, and I am profaned
among them. [Ezek 22:26]
He goes on to speak against greedy shepherds, false
prophets, lazy watchmen and some of the sheep in the flocks that love to have
their ears tickled, and are moved about by every wind of doctrine and every
false prophesy that is comfortable to hear.
He spoke of striking the [certain] shepherd(s) and the flock
would scatter. He also foretold of church buildings whose doors would close,
never to reopen. He reminds us that we
have the power to “choose”. He warned of false brethren, unforgiveness, pride,
bitterness and anger, justifying sins and no desire to repent, despite the
warnings. He led me to write:
“Yes, division is happening. Not only are unbelievers divided against
believers/disciples of Christ, but also a dividing among the sheep as well.”
And further along:
“I have risen from My throne. The shaking increases – judgment falls,
and has been falling for some time. It shall increase. It is moving over the
lands as surely as death moved over Egypt at the time that the first born of
both man and beast were slain [Ex 11:5], when Pharaoh’s hard heart had no fear
of the Creator of all things.”
The article is called: On the
Verge of the Great and Terrible
Time of Revealing
Since that prophetic writing on New Year’s Eve last year
(2017), so much has gone down, not just globally but in the personal lives of
multitudes, self included. In fact, in the past four months, since the last
post, I had more than once thought that I was one of the ones the Lord was
having “stand down”; and that the separating of the sheep had passed over me,
and I was found on the side that was not the remnant, like the 10,000 in Gideon’s
army that returned home because fear ruled in their heart.
In the upcoming articles, this will be expounded upon, but
not here, not now. I simply want to say that many have been going thru fire and
storms (trials and tribulations), but for many, it was the trying of our faith
to see what is in our hearts.
Remember, on the last day of last year (2017), He forewarned
of greedy shepherds, false prophets, lazy watchmen, false brethren and more.
However, the following months beginning the first day of January, 2018, of
which we are now in the sixth month, the Lord has been trying (testing) us to see whether we love God
with all our heart, mind and soul; to see what is in our heart.
And you shall remember
all the way which the Lord your God led you these forty years in the
wilderness, to humble you, and to prove (test) you, to know what was in your
heart, whether you would keep His commandments, or no. [Deut 8:2]
The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately
wicked: who can know it? I the Lord search the heart, I try the reins, even to
give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings.
[Jer 17:10]
Remember how Adam had been given one commandment to test him
and to see what was in his heart (whether obedience or not) and if he would
obey His “Word”. We too can expect this test, though it will
not be the commandment to not eat the fruit of a particular tree (though God
could command that), but to see if we will obey His Word (Bible).
Yes, I had thought that after all my years of writing and
warning people, and urging people to repent and walk holy and circumspectly, I
thought these past four months was a trial in which I had failed. What a
frightening and horrifying thought, a heart-wrenching possibility!
Humility and
Repentance
Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God,
that He may exalt you in due time: Casting all your care upon Him; for He cares
for you.
Therefore I will judge
you, O house of Israel, everyone according to his ways, says the Lord God. Repent, and turn yourselves from all your transgressions; so iniquity shall
not be your ruin.
And they went out and
preached that men should repent. [Ezek
18:30; Mk6:12]
But we also have an adversary who is often used in the testing
of our faith and obedience. He is the strong and cruel accuser of the brethren!
Be sober, be vigilant;
because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walks about seeking whom
he may devour: Whom resist steadfast in the faith, knowing that the same
afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world. [1Pet
5:6-9]
Within the next couple of days, I will post the next
article. For those who feel like giving up; the name of the series should come
as both an exhortation and an encouragement:
Don’t Quit Just
Before the Finish Line
And I fell at his feet to worship him. And he said to me, See you do it not: I am your fellowservant, and of your brethren that have the tesimony of Jesus: worship God: for the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy. [Rev 19:19]
for His glory
Bonita
dovesofthevalleys4@gmail.com